Excellence As Character – Part 1 Of How To ‘BE’ GIFTED

I love this little topic today, one that underlines the whole ‘otherness’ of the Left-Hand approach to spirituality, the path of PERSONEL EXCELLENCE, which is EXCITING, DRAMATIC, SHOCKING EVEN.

See, you don’t wait while you raise your level, we don’t wait for you to become Enlightened or some such B/S, WE tell you what to do with your GIFT, RIGHT AT THE START, cause that is what you need to learn ‘how’ to BE different.

Yep… we know waiting for you to develop before telling you what to do with it is STUPID, as knowing what to do both get your mind ready for CHANGE AND ACTUALLY HELPS DEVELOP YOU, ALL BY ITSELF. So we are going to show you now, today Part 1 of 3 of how to BE GIFTED – first we show you how to ACT every day, by adopting ‘Excellence as Character’, specifically the Gifted Character of the ARISTOCRAT, in the original ancient Greek meaning of that word. This is the hardest of them all to both ACCEPT and DO for you, as you will need to be MOTIVATED – it won’t come naturally to most of you, much as the born ‘perfectionists’ and ‘competitors’ have a head start…

This will be followed by Part 2, ‘How To Ride’, the new way to RELATE to your ‘old’ self ready for when you have a NEW Self that is above your animal self (ie Deputy Steward), much easier than the first but much less frequent in the day to day of your new life. My preference is to teach the Medieval version, the ‘Knight on Horseback’ approach so beloved by the Knights Templar, who used a simplified model of 2 Knights on 1 Horse, much as the Egyptian vers of 2, white and black horses pulling a chariot ‘you’ are driving is the normal one. Lastly, Part 3 will be your new ‘Self Care’ regime (Generic version as I don’t know you) based on the only ‘one size fits all’ version that is doable for modern folks while still being effective, what they call the 5 Rites (actually 6 Rites), using the original version with all the secondary enablers you have never seen added back in.

So why this one first? Easy – we need to get you up to a certain standard of self-consciousness before any of the rest of this will make sense, let alone work – you need some depth, some ‘game’, so capacity for ‘self-reflection in the moment’. See right now, you are most likely a bit ‘BASIC’, a bit SIMPLE, you lack sophistication, your lack the ability to hold complex things in your mind, to think before you act, you need everything to be EASY, to feel good, you can’t TRY anymore as you did as a kid, when you actually had to learn. Indeed, you are so basic folks like me have to often have to fake stupid with you, otherwise, you would get very threatened, think we were trying to humiliate you and your simplistic 1-dimensional view of life – you PANIC, as you think we see straight ‘through you’, because we do. This is a silly and pointless diversion on this path we need to avoid, as it destroys the essential TRUST IN THE PROCESS that you need to COMMIT TO THIS. This ‘suspicion’ of anything ‘you’ find VERY emotionally effecting is one of the biggest traps for the gifted – in reality it is ‘your’ own, well-deserved suspicion that YOU CANNOT TRUST YOURSELF you are feeling, just projected onto others, which you don’t understand because nobody bothered to tell you in school… Shame really, but maybe take a second now to review all the COLOSSAL MISTAKES YOU HAVE MADE JUST BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID SHIT, it may help ‘focus your mind’…

See, ‘this’ is the only aspect of being Aristos you currently know which is actually TRUE – it makes you a lot more complex, makes you smarter, and cultured by design, all the other ones are dog shit, as you will read below. It’s not your fault your simple, of course (is anything?), your rampant stupidity, your pathetic self-belief in ‘I thought it so it must be true’, but your SIMPLICITY is what underpins your slavery to this modern world. This is what society and social media have done to you, told you everything SHOULD be simple and easy to use, showing you everything is a fantasy you can have ‘now’ with just 1 more click, so you live in a delusion of ‘pictures’, ignoring what is in front of you, and your society tells you that’s GREAT, as everything has to be dumbed down in order to be fair to ALL, so the patterns and connections you need to be smarter literally rot away. Seriously, did you ever wonder why folks like me LOATHE your society, your fucking social media – BECAUSE IT TURNS YOU INTO A WEAK, DELUSIONAL PUSSY, you actually lose the ability to TRY anymore. Seriously – give up SM for 1 month, you will literally get smarter… But I digress, and yes… I do understand – if you can’t ‘fend for yourself’ then freedom from slavery is simply ‘freedom to starve’, as the Irish say, so YOU need to understand that ability to ‘fend’ is a major part of what da fuck I’m trying to teach you…

Soo….. today I’m going to show you the OTHER SPIRITUAL CHARACTER, the ancient one for all those who are NOT RELIGIOUS, the way of ‘Royalty’, the way of POWER OVER YOURSELF, the one for all those who find those normal, contrived, Woo Woo Religious ideals of Character to be the shit load of meaningless ‘modernism’ that they have become. Today I’m going to show you what the West has forgotten, which is about personal HONOR – it’s about ‘manners’, ‘style’, ‘consequence’, it’s about ‘RESPECT FOR YOURSELF THROUGH LISTENING TO YOUR CONSCIENCE’. But we don’t fake those things, we are going to show you where they actually come from, how you develop them naturally, as part of the Gifted journey, no less…(Sorry, too New Age…). So yes, I know you are NEVER going to Church to pray to some idealized ‘Creator God’ you don’t believe in, but you do need to understand how to ‘pray’ to yourself…

Now, let’s kick this off, hit this hard right at the start, shall we – that ‘SELF RESPECT’, that valuation of yourself as special is a very close cousin of the active SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS you so desperately LACK, yet so desperately NEED to raise your LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS, so can learn this stuff. Illustrating that direct connection and changing it from Passive (it happens when it wants) to ACTIVE (it happens when YOU want) is the POINT OF THIS POST, so when you read the rest of it DO NOT FORGET THAT, like some flakey little self-obsessed tool. This is about seeing EVERYTHING YOU DO as ILLUSTRATING ‘WHAT’ YOU ARE, REVEALING YOUR LEVEL TO THE WORLD BY ‘BEING’ THAT LEVEL, whilst getting rid of all the shit you do that keeps you trapped in your cage with the other animals – YOU ARE WHAT YOU DO, SPECIFICALLY THE ‘WAY’ THAT YOU DO IT. 

See, I’m going to show you what it is to be ARISTOCRATIC, the Western Spiritual Character of choice, the OG, so despised by the ‘Faith Militant’ of early Christianity, hence long forgotten by normal Society and at its core kept very quiet by those who have been lucky enough to be taught it over the last 1000 years. But take heart – like ALL Ancient Spirituality the clues are right before your eyes, as much of this stuff is ‘hidden in plain sight’ by simply removing its real meaning in public life, and leaving what’s left as just ‘tells’, as ‘aid memoirs’, for those who already ‘know’…

‘Yeah, okkkkkkk…’ you say.. ‘so why do I need this again?’, you politely ‘muse’… EASY… this stuff is THE answer to the key spiritual dilemma for every generation of Gifted Hedonists across the ages past, and the ones to come – YOU ARE NOT RELIGIOUS, BUT YOU STILL WANT SOMETHING MORE THAN YOUR CURRENT, TRIVIAL EXISTENCE. This is how you go ‘between the horns’ of that dilemma, this is about the Character you need to achieve that ‘more’, the wrapper that goes around all of the Western 4th way – THIS IS THE EVERYDAY GUIDE TO LIVING YOU NEED, not the stale, subjective morality of the Western media, which you have already rejected.

Yep, whatever your current political persuasion may be, if becoming your very ‘own’ ‘Lord/Lady of the manor’ does not ALREADY appeal on some level then you are probably reading the wrong Blog – this one is for the ARISTOCRATS of this world, the folks who have some ‘game’, some depth, the folks who wannabe BETTER, who want their life to BE A WORK OF ART, from morning til night. See this is the reason I’ve continually referenced the Aristocratic path all through this bloody blog, and now is the time to tell you WHY, by SHOWING you how to ‘BE’, all the time, IF you actually are a GIFTED HEDONIST.

Sound fun? That’s cause it is… BUT….. there is an issue, and a BIG ONE at that…

See… I get a lot of shit for teaching this, even from other 4th wayers, indeed I get snarky comments for using all the Ancient GREEK gateways into the 4th Way – what I call ‘Power Over Yourself’. Many of the others refer to the start as ‘Waking Up’ or ‘Finding Your Bliss’ or (the biggest curse of them all) ‘Enlightenment’, as a GOAL you chase – you actually tell yourself to be ‘that’. See most other, even valid, paths are dominated by Daoism, Zen, and Gurdjieff Groups, so they all have discrete methods that are based on the dominance of just ONE gateway, usually based on Daoist Philosophies, Modernised Religions or the terribly woke, Christianised eclectic crap that is modern Buddhism. Over the years the methods used have come to be dominated by what is best referred to as REPLICATION of the end result, of ‘faking it until you make it’, which only works in very long timeframes, if at all.

So these chubby bastards just tell me I’m a ‘Zenman’ and should stick to that ONE gateway…. adding more complexity by teaching the western versions is JUST causing confusion by going off the trad map of the Left-Hand path. They think I’m vain – I just do this just to prove the point that the West has ALWAYS HAD SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT SYSTEMS, that I have, ‘Clever Old Bastard’ that I am, figured out over the years, seen what was there before Christianity publically exterminated the magical world we used to live in, and then drove it underground, restricting your birthright largely to the very top of ‘your’ society for the last 1000 years, no less. They tell me I’m adding something UN-NECESSARY, instead of realizing I’m attempting to broaden the APPEAL of this stuff outside of the folks who are Ill or Unhappy with normal life and therefore DON’T NEED ANY MORE MOTIVATION, because they ‘like’ the ‘feel’ of Eastern Spiritual Systems already and are prepared to put the effort in on that basis, where YOU probably don’t, do you, YOU think this is all a trendy fad at best…

So it’s important to get this – I aim my system at Gifted Hedonists, who make up the majority of the most highly gifted folks in the Western World. And they need something different than Woo Woo, social-media-friendly western platitudes and sanitized Eastern morality if they are going to GET ANYWHERE WITH SPIRITUALITY… See, I used to be one of these Hedonistic fuck-ups, so I know how this shit works for ‘you’… I know from long experience that the Eastern Spirituality approach to the Left-Hand path IS A MASSIVE PROBLEM FOR WESTERN HEDONISTS, who simply don’t buy that stuff, or link it very poorly to what is best called ‘post-recreational-drug culture’ for ‘Olds’ – folks whose experience of Spirituality is strongly linked to getting High in their youth and having an ‘expereince’ or 2.

See the reason I teach this differently is NOT for the fun of it, it’s so YOU can relate to it. I know ‘YOU’ need a NONE RELIGOUS way into this, a none Woo Woo, happy clappy way into this that shows you what it is CLEARLY, in a Western Sense, in a way you can understand without the need for ‘belief’ or some level of New Age Mythicism. Otherwise, it’s JUST TOO FAR AWAY FROM YOU, too far away from your current ‘Character’, so you, as a happy Hedonist think it’s BORING AS SHIT. Worse, you think is a weak ass, it’s WORTHY, and that is just for pathetic little rubber people, cause YOU are BADASS, you like to ‘party’… But Excellence is immune from that judgment, hell you understand this life is a ‘Meritocacry’ already, you do actually need to be better than other folks to GET ON, so you’re kinda OK with that, OK with Elitism as a driving force in your life, it’s JUST THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD SINCE CHILDHOOD THAT ALL THINGS ARISTOCRATIC ARE BAD, that is the judgment of your ‘society’, so you are CONFLICTED.

Yeah…. see I KNOW, FROM LONG EXPERIENCE, YOU ARE GOING TO NEED SOME CONVINCING FOR THIS ONE, you are already suspicious, just a few hundred words into this. Worse its not just one issue, not just an incorrect understanding of a word here, a wrong moral valuation there, even an idealistic political view based on little more than a social group you still belong to from some College, where you just clap along and ‘parrot’ what your friend says, just so you actually have ‘friends’. No, this mistake is not just some surface brand on your skin, not just a cowardly ‘going along to get along’ affectation, it’s not just because you don’t know any better way to make folks ‘like you’, this one is written through you like a ‘Stick of Rock’, wedged in the crack of your ass like sand from a beach you have sat down on way too fucking long – most of you simply can’t relate to this at all, at the start. You will continue to think ‘Aristocratic’ is some 17th/18th century Landed Gentry crap, a period drama of the T-Fucking-V, Downton Abbey no less, but we mean this in the ORIGINAL SENSE, the Ancient Greek sense, before the separateness of Spirituality as a ‘Sunday’ thing existed. All of this modern Aristocracy is stale and fake, it’s what ‘THE’ Aristocracy has become, as portrayed by Hollywood, its about PRIDE, ENTITLEMENT, DEFERENCE, and CLASS,

So we need to give you the REAL Zeitgeist of the Left-Hand Path, the CHARACTER YOU NEED TO AIM AT, AND HOW TO DO EVERY DAMN DAY, which is in Truth the QUICKEST WAY TO RAISE YOUR LEVEL, YOUR GAME. Clever eh? We know you are still stuck thinking about this as the rest of society does, that outside of the social club that is organized religion, all personal spirituality is for the desperate, the mentally ill or those nearing death… and that is ALL TOTAL CRAP. Sure, all of those are the primary drivers for many people (maybe even you one day if you don’t start soon…) but that is not what we do here, bitches. The LEFT-HAND PATH IS FUN – IT AN ADVENTURE, ‘your Heros journey’, no less… the journey into being better in a supernatural fashion, in a way you were born to be, should you ever understand it. Aristocratic is not about British nobility, its about holding a bigger picture in your mind and letting that color everything you do as a new Role, the role of ‘quality’, and you need to be highly ‘self-conscious’ to do that. The Meaningless self-obsession of today’s SuperStars is NOT a goal, as it goes nowhere, our goal is what you need self-consciousness for… Get it? BY BEING ARISTOS, DRIVEN BY EXCELLENCE, MEANS YOU HAVE TO BE AS SELF-CONSCIOUS AS POSSIBLE ALL THE TIME, THAT IS WHY IT WORKS!

So, you must adopt this Character, just don’t worry too much at the start, its fine to ‘grow into it’, first as a new way of thinking for easy activities you chose in advance, then for everything that does not involve anyone else, before finally doing this when its HARD, with other people and lastly under emotional stress. It’s not optional for Hedonists, much as there are other Spiritual Characters that could be used, trust me this is the only one that works for everyone with a TASTE FOR LIFE, leave the Yoga bunnies and Daoists to their stretching and movements, sure you like to Dance, but as a Gifted Hedonist it ain’t enough to use the ‘Joy of Movement or Music’ as your primary Character, ‘you’ NEED TO FEEL THIS, SO YOU NEED TO BE MOTIVATED TO MAKE THIS CHANGE.

So how to DO that for you now today, eh..? HOW DO WE MOTIVATE YOU TO READ THIS in order for you to both UNDERSTAND IT CORRECTLY and BE EVEN MORE MOTIVATED, by this new Character, to TRY IT TODAY. SEE YOU NEED TO KNOW THE REASON FOR THIS APPROACH, FIRST, don’t you, so you need to know how this CHARACTER enables all the rest of what I’ve already told you – YOU NEED TO KNOW THE POINT OF IT, YOU NEED TO ‘UNDERSTAND’ what you currently MISS-UNDERSTAND ABOUT BEING ARISTOS, WHAT THAT WORD REALLY MEANS.

See, convincing you to DO this in the first place is actually the only difficult bit of it, the rest is fucking EASY, IF YOU ARE MOTIVATED BY THE 4TH WAY. So we are going to do this post the ‘other way’ round, we are going to hit you with the ‘reveal’ of the detail right at the start, and then give you the pre-amble and explanation of what has happened to this over the years at the end. I know, not much with the narrative storytelling today eh? And your god alone knows if it will even work for you, as frankly some of you are the Olympic Standard of ‘Stupid’, but honestly, this is one that if you are lucky enough to get the 1st time you read it, that actually changes in your life in a few days of TRYING it, and I’m deadly serious. But, TRY, that awful word you hate so much, TRY YOU MUST…   

See, you have to change in order to practice development all the time, YOU HAVE TO ‘TRY’ TO CHANGE, indeed at first the TRYING actually IS the change – you TRY in order to build your spiritual strength like a muscle in the gym, so you NEED that ‘resistance’ to change, otherwise you don’t get stronger, so you can’t lift heavy weights later, you get weaker, dumber and more delusional. See ‘Easy is BAD’, so you have to be motivated to change, as it takes both effort to TRY and effort to REMEMBER to TRY. So you need THE ‘catch’ in your mind, a ‘reminder’, a new ‘routine’ of thinking, the NEW habit of EXCELLENCE AS CHARACTER to remind you to TRY CHANGING WITH ALL OF YOURSELF, ALL THE TIME, so it can work. That is the point of ‘Excellence’ as a mindset, as it makes you WANT TO CHANGE TO A BETTER YOU AND MAKES IT EASY TO DO, MAKES IT NATURAL. Read that again… Ok so far?

See, as we know only too well, normally your resolve will weaken, then become distorted by your personal preferences, you even resent the impossibility of it all and then finally you forget altogether – your existing ‘burnt-in’ patterns will defeat your desire to change simply by making you backslide continually. In this way you LOSE the deadly little ‘old habit vs new motivation’ playground fight, how 90% of all Gifted seekers go, simply because they don’t know the REAL trick to DOING the 4th Way – the trick of using Excellence as your gateway to change, JUST AS LONG AS YOU WANT TO CHANGE BEFORE YOU START.

See Excellence is a ‘Step-Function’ change, not an exercise, a posture, a mantra, or a thought experiment, not a one-off thing or a prayer at bedtime, it is about a ‘Change of Attitude’ ALL THE BLOODY TIME. THIS IS WHAT TRYING IS, and you have to do it, otherwise old, shit you will stop you, out of little more than habit. If you WANT TO CHANGE this is easy, if you are already keen and to a degree sick of your own crap self, what we call False Personality, where all your likes and dislikes have been forced on you by Society, by parents, peer groups, circumstance, where the real you has little or no voice, but every now and again raises its voice and screams at you. I’ll write more on this below, but for now, lets just tell you what this is first.

So here we go, in big red letters so you know when you have finished – THE REVEAL:

CHASING EXCELLENCE IS THE No1 WAY TO RAISE YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS IN THE MOMENT, EVERY TIME YOU USE IT – YOU MUST TRY AND BE A LITTLE BIT BETTER AT EVERYTHING YOU DO, IN THE MOMENT OF DOING IT, BY OPENLY CONNECTING TO THE PROCESS AND COMMITTING TO THE GOAL OF DOING IT, WHILE ANTICIPATING PROBLEMS AND MISTAKES DURING THE PROCESS OF DOING IT, AVOIDING THEM AND SO IMPROVE YOUR PERFORMANCE ON THE WAY TO THE GOAL OF DOING IT BETTER.

IN THIS WAY YOU BECOME AWARE THAT THE QUALITY OF WHAT YOU DO MATTERS MORE THAN SIMPLY ACHIEVING A RESULT THAT IS JUST GOOD ENOUGH, SO YOUR FOCUS CHANGES, AND YOU THINK DIFFERENTLY – YOU ARE NO LONGER TRYING TO FINISH IT QUICKLY, YOU ARE TRYING TO DO IT BETTER. INITIALLY, THE NATURE OF THE GOAL ITSELF EDUCATES YOU AS TO WHAT BETTER ACTUALLY MEANS, HOWEVER THE MORE YOU DO THIS YOU WILL COME TO FIND THAT QUALITY ACTUALLY HAS AN OBJECTIVE STANDARD THAT IS THE SAME FOR EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THE OBVIOUS ONES OF THE ‘ACCURACY OF THE PROCESS’ AND ‘EFFICIENCY OF EFFORT’, BOTH WITH ‘AN ELEGANT MINIMALISM’, AS EVERY UNNECESSARY ACTION IS A WASTE OF YOURSELF OR WORSE, VANITY.  

YOU DO THESE ACTIVITIES CONSCIOUSLY FOR ‘THEIR OWN’ SAKE, TO THE HIGHEST STANDARD YOU CAN IN THAT MOMENT, NOT FOR ‘YOUR’ SAKE, NOT JUST TO ‘SHOW’ YOU ARE DOING IT OR FOR WHAT YOU GET AS A RESULT OF DOING IT. YOU DON’T PLAN THIS IN ADVANCE, YOU DON’T WORK ON IT OFFLINE TO RETURN TO IT LATER, YOU PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT IS HAPPENING AS YOU DO IT, CHANGE AND ADAPT WHAT YOU ARE DOING IN THE NEXT MOMENT IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE A BETTER PROCESS AND A BETTER RESULT INLINE WITH THE GOAL YOU SET WHEN YOU STARTED.

IT IS THEREFORE IMPORTANT TO ‘NAME’ THE GOAL OF THE ACTIVITY TO YOURSELF AT THE START, AND THEN SEE ALL THE ELEMENTS OF THE ACTIVITY IN YOUR MIND FROM THE START, NOT JUST THE SUCCESS CONDITIONS FOR THE ACTIVITY THAT DEFINE ITS RESULT – TRY AND HOLD ALL OF IT IN YOUR MIND. SO YOU MUST GRASP THE MECHANISMS, AND PROCESS OF USING THOSE MECHANISMS OF ACHIEVING THE SUCCESSFUL CONCLUSION OF THAT GOAL, AND FOCUS ON THEM ALTOGETHER, NOT STOPPING OR THINKING ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE UNTIL IT IS COMPLETE. YOU NO LONGER SIMPLY STUMBLE INTO ACTIVITIES ABSENT-MINDEDLY, WITH NO GOAL OR FOCUS, STOPPING TO DO OTHER THINGS ALONG THE WAY, BEFORE FINISHING HALFWAY TO THE GOAL BECAUSE YOU GOT BORED OR DISTRACTED, THAT IS FAILURE.   

IN THIS WAY YOU BECOME SELF-POSSESSED, YOU BECOME AN ARISTOCRAT, YOU HAVE THE ‘POWER OF THE BEST’, YOU BECOME NOBLE – YOU GET BETTER AT EVERYTHING, BY BRINGING ALL OF YOURSELF TO EVERYTHING YOU DO, INSTEAD OF SWITCHING OFF, GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS AND DAYDREAMING AWAY, LIKE A FAKE, FECKLESS BITCH. 

YES, IT’S THAT EASY AND THAT IS WHY IT’S POWERFUL. THAT IS WHY THIS ARISTOCRATIC CHARACTER WORKS SO WELL FOR EVERY SINGLE ASPECT OF THIS LEFT-HAND PATH. IN THIS WAY YOU STOP DOING EVERYTHING UNCONSCIOUSLY, MECHANICALLY. THIS WAY YOU ACTUALLY ‘TAKE PLEASURE FROM EVERYTHING YOU DO’ AS YOU DO IT, INSTEAD OF QUIETLY HATING IT, AS DOING ANYTHING WELL, TO A HIGH STANDARD GIVES YOU PLEASURE IN THE MOMENT. 

NOW YOU SHOULD SEE THAT ‘EXCELLENCE AS CHARACTER’ IS SIMPLY A HABIT OF DIRECTED THINKING, A NEW STANDARD OF THINKING, AND AS SUCH IS THE BEGINNING OF HAVING ANY STANDARDS AS IT ENABLES THEM TO WORK, ENABLES REAL WILLPOWER, VOLUNTARY DISCIPLINE, OF ‘BEING GIFTED’ INSTEAD OF AN BEING AN ANIMAL, INSTEAD OF NEEDING TO BE DRIVEN BY EXTERNAL DISCIPLINE TO DO EVERYTHING, WHERE ALL CHANGE IN YOU IS RANDOM, SPORADIC AND TEMPORARY.

WITHOUT THIS CHARACTER, WITHOUT THIS STANDARD YOU WILL REMAIN A DOMESTICATED ANIMAL, NO MATTER HOW GIFTED YOU ARE, DRIVEN BY THE MOMENT-TO-MOMENT PASSING OF FEARS AND SELF-INTERESTS, AND SO NEVER, EVER CHANGE – YOU QUIETLY BUT CONSTANTLY DEGRADE, YOUR SELF-INDULGENCE DRIVES EVER-INCREASING WEAKNESS, YOU GET EVEN SLOWER AND DUMBER AS YOU AGE, AS ‘DECADENCE’ OVERTAKES YOU, UNTIL YOU SLOWLY BUT SURELY ‘FADE OUT’.

TRUST ME – THIS CHARACTER IS THE ONLY WAY OUT OF BEING DOMINATED BY THE PATTERNS OF YOUR PAST CONSTANTLY REACTING TO EXTERNAL EVENTS. ALL OTHER CHANGE YOU THINK YOU MAKE IS JUST AN ILLUSION, A FAKE ‘SHELL’ OF DELUSIONS YOU TELL YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO CHOICE IN ANYTHING – YOU ARE A HAMSTER ON A WHEEL, FOREVER TRYING TO CATCH UP TO THE RIGHT FUCKING NOW OF REALTIME, TO BE CONSCIOUS OF WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING, OF WHAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY DOING A MOMENT BEFORE YOU FUCKING DO IT, NOT A FEW MOMENTS AFTERWARDS. 

SO KNOW THIS FOR CERTAIN – THIS CHARACTER IS THE LITERAL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING FREE AND BEING A SLAVE. THIS IS WHAT WE MEAN BY BEING AN ARISTOCRAT, AS THAT IS THE REAL, ANCIENT MEANING OF THE WORD, THE REASON BEHIND ALL THE ANCIENT SYSTEMS OF ‘CLASS’, WHATEVER THEY HAVE DEGRADED INTO NOW, HOWEVER MUCH THEY ARE CORRUPTED BY MODERNISM, DOES NOT MATTER WHEN YOU KNOW THE TRUTH.

EVERYONE CAN TRY THIS, EVEN THE MOST UNCONSCIOUS ANIMAL, HOWEVER, ONLY FOLKS GIFTED AT A MEANINGFUL LEVEL WILL BE ABLE TO MAINTAIN THE LEVEL OF FOCUS AND PRECISION REQUIRED TO DO IT FOR MORE THAN A FEW SECONDS. ONLY THE GIFTED WILL BE ABLE TO IMPROVE THESE FACTORS WITH USE, AND ONLY THE GIFTED WILL ENJOY IT ON THAT BASIS – THEY GET MAGICALLY BETTER AT EVERYTHING, BY TRYING TO BE BETTER IN SPECIFIC CASES. SOME OF THE MOST HIGHLY GIFTED FOLKS DO THIS NATURALLY, AND IT REMAINS ONE OF THE BEST TESTS FOR DEVELOPMENT POTENTIAL BECAUSE IT IS THEIR NATURAL ‘RAISON D’ETRE’, IT IS THE WAY ‘YOU’ ARE SUPPOSED TO LIVE.

LASTLY, THERE IS A CERTAIN TYPE OF HIGHLY GIFTED HEDONIST WHO STRUGGLES WITH THIS BEYOND WHAT IS NORMAL, OFTEN THE LOST SOUL MUSE TYPE, WHO HAS NO STABLE PERSONALITY – THEY DON’T KNOW HOW TO LIFT ANY WIEGHT, THEY HAVE NEVER REALLY HAD TO STRUGGLE, BEEN VERY SICK OR HAVE DRUG-RELATED FOCUS ISSUES. THESE FOLKS CAN’T BE SELF-CONSCIOUS AT ALL, SO NEED A BRIDGING PRACTISING BEFORE THEY CAN DO THE ABOVE, BUT ONE IN ITSELF THAT IS EASY IF WORTHLESS IN DEVELOPMENT TERMS.

THIS IS THE ‘WARM UP’ PRACTISE OF ‘NARRATING YOUR LIFE’, SUB-VOCALISING TO YOURSELF EVERYTHING TO SEE, HEAR, DO AS QUICKLY AS YOU CAN, RIGHT AFTER YOU REALIZE IT IN YOUR MIND, FOR AS LONG AS YOU CAN. OVER TIME THIS DEVELOPS THE HABIT OF SELF CONSCIOUS THROUGH SELF-OBSERVATION, ENOUGH FOR YOU TO TRY THE EXCELLENCE APPROACH, AS YOU DEVELOP THE CORE MECHANISMS THAT ENABLE EXCELLENCE ‘CHECKING’. IT WORKS FOR EVERYONE, SOME OF US EVEN TEACH THIS TO EVERYONE AT THE START REGARDLESS, AS IT GIVES YOU CONFIDENCE IN THE PROCESS.     

TO END – IN THIS WAY YOU START TO LIVE AGAIN, TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE ALL THE FUCKING TIME, AND OVER TIME THIS REMEMBRANCE BECOMES THE MOOD YOU LIVE IN 24/7, WHAT WE CALL THE ‘GRAND STYLE OF CHARACTER’, WHICH YOU WILL UNDERSTAND NOW WHEN IT ‘HAPPENS’ TO YOU, AS THAT IS WHERE WHAT YOU CURRENTLY THINK ARISTOS IS ACTUALLY COMES FROM. 

AND IT IS A TRULY AWESOME FEELING. 

And that is it… yes, the are some more hints and tips at the end of this post, but before you read on through the rest of it, take a moment to read that all again as many times as you like, until you feel like it ‘hits’ you, even attracts you. See the majority of the rest of this post is me disassembling all your negative preconceived notions of what it is to be an ARISTOCRAT, which you should now be much more open to, so that will be easy. The difficult bit is your MOTIVATION to TRY THIS, as however much the above is the VERY DEFINITION OF LEARNING HOW TO TRY, TO COMMIT, it won’t be enough, your old FAKE patterns OF YOUR FALSE PERSONALITY will get you, STOP YOU, CONVINCE YOU THIS IS WRONG/TOO HARD/BIZARRE/BAD FOR YOU/SILLY/RELIGIOUS/ELITIST… 

So, TO BE VERY CLEAR BEFORE WE START… if you don’t yet already WANT THIS, if you are not sold on it, or not already motivated to TRY ANYWAY, you should stop reading now and go to the next *special* post, about starting for those who can’t, FOR THOSE WHO DON’T WANT TO, as that ‘beast of a book’ may be your last chance to SNAP OUT OF IT, fool… Then you can come back to this, read it with a different ATTITUDE when you are not just pissing about and wasting all our time… but I digress.

Still here? Great, so repeat after me – fuck all the modern, rehashed horseshit of your Society, where you are manipulated by the worst pretending to be the best in order to ‘monetize you’ – we actually are ‘in it, to win it…’, cause we know what ‘you’ are capable of, should you actually TRY. So I’ve shown you one of the VERY EASIEST WAYS to WALK THE LINE, as however motivated to learn you are, your weakness and stupidity will remain a problem for a while until we can kick your LEVEL up a notch or two at least, and the Character of the ARISTOS is DESIGNED TO ACHIEVE THAT FORCED ‘LEVEL UP’ EVERY DAMN DAY, that is the point of EXCELLENCE AS CHARACTER, that is the Genius of it.

Key Lesson: for all the rest of this Left-Hand journey, with its many elements and processes, it is that ‘COOL, EVERYDAY WAY INTO TRYING FOR HEDONISTS’ this post is really about today. IT IS ABOUT THE NEW STANDARD IN YOUR LIFE YOU NEED TO ASPIRE TO, TO BECOME, AS IT WILL DEVELOP THE MOST GIFTED OF YOU ALL BY ITS FUCKING SELF. Yep, just being like this, everyday, will work for many of you, develop you as it REPLACES MUCH OF THE STUPID SHIT YOU DO THAN WASTES YOU, while helping you BE Spiritual, to ACT IT OUT as a Role. The slavery mindset is an unnatural aberration, its a creation of Society for the control of its domesticated animals. See you are not even a wild animal anymore, even that urban fox who caught your eye last time you were stumbling home from some session was laughing at you – see, she knows she’s FREE, but you’re such an utter twat that you don’t even see the bars on your cage, right in front of your eyes…

So we cut to the chase early for this next bit, as THIS IS YOUR PROBLEM:

I KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO REJECT THIS BECAUSE YOUR SOCIETY HAS TOLD YOU ITS WRONG, BECAUSE YOU HAVE NEVER HEARD IT USED IN THIS WAY BEFORE. Even if you don’t care about that and are willing to try, usually because you have something of the PERFECTIONIST in you already, that DOUBT won’t go away, and your development will be FLAWED. Of the several issues you will have, this 1st one is ALWAYS the worst…  

So let’s not fuck about, see THIS ASPECT OF THE ORIGINAL, ANCIENT LEFT-HAND PATH HAS BEEN DESTROYED IN THE LAST 200 YEARS, wrecked by its miss-interpretation by Liberal Modernism – THEY HAVE INDELIBLY LINKED THIS TRUTH TO SOMETHING ITS NOT. So today I’m going to show you WHY something you already vaguely know is actually NOT outdated rubbish from a bygone age BUT something that is ABSOLUTELY ESSENTIAL TO UNDERSTAND AND BE on this path. I need to ‘change your mind’, about this stuff because right now you THINK THIS IS SOMETHING ELSE – you think ITS NOT COOL TO BE THIS WAY, indeed, you think people like this are the ‘enemy’…

Ok, I know recent events in the UK may have warmed you up a bit to Royalty, BUT you still think anything to do with ARISTOCRACY is about SOCIAL CLASS, which is HATEFUL IN OUR LIBERAL AGE, it’s 100% DISCRIMINATORY, its against the poor, oppressed masses at its very core, in a keep the RICH rich and POOR, well… poorer type way, let alone that this type of attitude propels the horrors of medieval forms of social control like the Feudal system, the Indian Caste system, so perverted by the Moguls, which still curses that country to this very day. Yep, many of you reading this are already CONFUSED, some of you even have the far more useful version – YOU ARE CONFLICTED, as you could never tell your friends this stuff, could you, because then you would not be GOOD, would you. But take heart, ITS REALLY GOOD SIGN TO BE ‘CONFLICTED’, as it means your conscience is starting to break out of the box you locked it in years ago, as a child…

Now, stay with me here… this confusion, worse SUSPICION HAS TO GO, as it causes weakness in your ‘motivation’ that would damn you from the very start, hamstringing your ability to focus and take it seriously. Much worse, it would actually put a lot of folks right off the whole path, stopping them altogether, as they confuse it with ‘Power Over Others’. This has happened countless times in the last 200 years to various Left-Hand paths, most of whom you have never heard of because they were damned ‘politically’ as FASCISM/ELITISM, they were seen as Leadership based CULTS, like much in the world of alternative spirituality is STILL SEEN today. See WW2 Nazi Germany was so heavily linked to what is best still referred to as the Occult that anything that even looks like Fascism has to be stood on as a point of principle, even the ancient symbols used by those genocidal bastards, the Swastika, the upside triangles, the Runes are damned FOREVER, and can never be used again in the West. Don’t believe me? When they found Swastikas on everyday items at the Sutton Hoo Anglo Saxon Kings ship burial from the 6th/7th Century they actually had to cover them up for decades before they could be put on public display, and you have never heard of them even now, have you…

Trust me, all modern systems are desperate to avoid this category, much as much of ‘Organized Religion’ is actually the biggest Leadership Cult of all, the word has come to mean what Christians used to mean by ‘ANATHEMA’. And that’s bad, that is the end for you and your teaching, as you become another False Prophet, another ‘David Koresh’ type charlatan, faking direct contact with God, lying about everything whilst constantly womanizing as a form of worship. So the ATF hunt them down to that heavily fortified compound in Waco before the bodies pile up and the FBI sends in the tanks, and even that is not enough – it’s his own 2nd in command that actually executes the sleazy bastard at the very end, when he turned out not to have any supernatural powers, much as impregnating the same man’s wife a few months prior probably did not help. See, all of that gets real nasty, real fast, BUT THAT IS NOTHING TO DO WITH US, OK?.

Ok, let’s break it down, try and follow this clearly… overall you think BEING ‘Aristos’ is about ‘Hereditary Privilege’, the ‘Divine Right of Kings’, the House of Lords’, or some other outmoded form of Government by the powerful, hated few. And you are WRONG, we don’t mean that, we mean the ORIGINAL MEANING OF THESE WORDS AND ACTIONS, not what they have ‘come to mean’ by your society, which looks at them as an artifact of HISTORY that they think, in their liberal, trite, media-fuelled-and-dumbed-down idealistic haze, they have long since surpassed. You think this is ANTI-DEMOCRATIC, as some level of democracy is the difference between US and THEM, the bad people who used to rule the world, as democracy is the ANSWER to all our problems, it MAKES THE WORLD FAIRER, makes the world a better place, so we, ‘The West’, FORCE IT ON THE REST OF THE WORLD, if you want ‘our money’, that is…

And you are a fool – whatever it looks like to you, the corrupt rule the world, and always have – HUMAN NATURE AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL IS ESSENTIAL SELFISH. Crime is everywhere, and always has been, BECAUSE IT IS PART OF THE HUMAN ANIMAL CONDITION. Hell, YOU are corrupt are you not, you may not have the balls to be a gangster but still, you cheat and lie and steal, every day, its just you don’t think the LEVEL you do it at, the laws you break, ‘matter’ that much, YET TECHNICALLY YOU ARE A CRIMINAL IF YOU SPEED IN YOUR CAR. See, all crime is like this, that is the definition of it – you break the laws for your own benefit that you don’t care about or am reasonably convinced I won’t get CAUGHT, and its fun, exciting, dangerous, make you feel a badass, even if you are such a pussy you are just cheating on your medical insurance for $100. Everyone does it, all over the world, and that is WHY THE WORLD IS CORRUPT. Indeed the Internet means THERE HAS NEVER BEEN MORE CRIME IN SOCIETY THAN RIGHT FUCKING NOW, we have a plague of ‘Organised Crime’, hell your ‘nice’ neighbor is probably using some code bought off a chat group to harvest your passwords right now, much as I hope you have not pissed them off to the point they have ordered a $5K contract killing off the dark web, and you will shortly be another road traffic fatality, the modern contract killers method of choice.

See, however much you suspect this, one day you may be shocked to discover that Elites STILL run the world, Gangsters and the Super Rich, your democracy is an illusion – nothing substantial in human society has changed since the fucking Romans. After you get over the fact that there is nothing you can do about this, you maybe even more surprised when, in some way, you find that fact rather ‘comforting’, as ‘the majority’ rule of a people by ‘the people’ who both ‘know nothing and have nothing’ is DEEPLY FLAWED, a BLUNT instrument that is easy to DEFRAUD. See these SLAVES (the people who have to work to live) are easily manipulated by the media via fear and self-interest for their own selfish, often grubby ends, usually via an elected Oligarchy of ‘professional politicians’ who ‘represent the people’, as even the people know they, ‘the people’ can’t be trusted. What you call democracy is NOT ACTUALLY A VIABLE DEMOCRACY, management by committee NEVER WORKS and NEVER HAS, again as the Greeks and Romans knew well 2500 years ago. But I digress, for now just know that there is a VERY good reason that folks ‘instinctively’ vote for LEADERS, not policies, not ideals in our modern world, because, unlike Athenian Greece, our society DOES NOT HAVE A FREE CITIZEN CLASS who can be trusted, so we NEED ‘TYRANTS’ TO GET SHIT DONE. (RIP Magaret Thatcher…)

So, take a moment now to accept that your totally flawed belief in Democracy as the ultimate GOOD, set against what being ARISTOCRATIC has come to mean as the ultimate BAD is INCORRECT, to wipe the slate of your mind free of these flawed valuations. See, the valuation and meaning you attribute to these words is FALSE, little more than an artifact of the Age we live in, what is best referred to as the MEDIA AGE, where folks are bombarded by facts from a TINY group of journalists and PR teams actively trying to manipulate YOU into thinking what they want. Yep, even on their BEST DAY, the media are trying to ‘sell you’, even the ‘honest’ ones have an opinion of what is ‘right’ and what is ‘wrong’ that distorts what they say, how they say it, the feature images of their posts, all chosen to give the ‘impression’ they wish to create in your mind. And its easy, because YOU don’t know shit about anything, and much, MUCH worse, you don’t really care, so you put no effort into learning the truth, you just ‘listen and repeat’…

Never doubt this – the modern media machine, SO BELOVED FOR ITS FREEDOM OF SOCIETY, is corrupt. It actively uses simplified, weaponized ‘moral’ undertones in all its stories, as THEY BELIEVE THE MAJORITY OF THE PEOPLE ARE NOT ONLY STUPID, THEY ARE RACIST, THEY ARE SEXIST, THEY ARE BARELY ONE STEP UP FROM PETTY CRIMINALS, DRUG ADDICTS, PORN ADDICTS, GREEDY, LAZY AND THEREFORE NEED TO BE CONTROLLED. See, they believe they are RIGHT to do it, to SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF, and sometimes that’s true, but MOST OF THE TIME IT’S NOT. Yep, it may be obvious, this moral preaching of the media for their own ends, BUT NEVER UNDERESTIMATE HOW POWERFUL IT IS, how effective it is at DEFINING YOUR OPINION BY LITTLE MORE THAN RELENTLESS REPETITION. (Sorry Boris) And always remember someone rich and powerful is paying the bills, defining the careers of these media, of these opinion formers and talking heads, and can make or break ANYONE, almost at whim, for the fun of it, even sell that power to the highest bidder when they have stopped caring (RIP ‘THE’ Donald, finally Murdoch turns on you, shocker eh, wonder why…).

But that is not the BIGGEST ISSUE with your Society, the real killer one – WESTERN SOCIETY ACTIVELY DUMBS YOU DOWN, AVERAGES EVERYTHING DOWN to the lowest common denominator, IN ORDER TO BE FAIR.  See, there is nothing inherently wrong in the concept of A Society, its just the one we have got DESTROYS you, and destroys your chance for development – if our Western Society ‘challenged us’, through us in at the deep end, made us ‘sink or swim’, used evolution as it has been used for the thousands of years it has taken to get us here, then society would be fine, society would HELP YOU BE MORE. But that never happens, society HAS MADE YOU WEAKER, DUMBER AND FECKLESS, by saying that YOU ARE ENTITLED to all these benefits, you don’t need to do anything AS LONG AS YOU PAY YOUR EVER INCREASING TAXES. see society wants you to DO LESS, while paying other people to do all the stuff YOU COULD DO, that is how capitalism has changed the world, they keep inventing more consumerism, more shit you need. TRUST ME, modern folks in the West have never been weaker, more fragile, more vulnerable, more scared than they are NOW, because of what Society has made them – DOMESTICATED ANIMALS WHO CANNOT FEND FOR THEMSELVES. Face it, y’all a bunch of pussies, and that’s half the reason you recoil so much against Elitism. There is a scary little old Sci-Fi movie called Logans Run, give a watch if you want to see where society goes to from here…

Is that ok with you now? Do you get this now, so we can move to the next one…? Be clear – YOU MUST REVALUE YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF ‘ARISTOS’ AS MEANING ‘THE CHARACTER OF EXCELLENCE’, ONLY. That is all, and that is all you have to do to realize your current valuation of the folks who are against Excellence are the folks who think society is great, society is ‘responsible’, while never seeing that your society is making a delusional tool out of you, AND YOU KNOW THIS. Yep, somewhere in the back of your Hedonistic little mind you creep around looking for a good time, and society with it’s fake morals, fake values, fake worthiness, can go fucking screw itself, you snigger… And that is what we are looking for, but not as an end goal, no… but as something we can ‘work with’, as that means there is hope for your dumb ass. Weird eh, you may still be a sheep, but at least you see the fences because you actually want to escape, and you know that dog is not your friend… 

BURN THIS INTO YOU HEAD – being ARISTOS is NOT ABOUT SOCIAL POSITION, the AFFECTATION OF AIRS AND GRACES YOU DON’T ACTUALLY POSSESS, to ACT SUPERIOR TO OTHERS, TO ACT EXTERNALLY AS IF YOU ARE BETTER, to ‘pretend’ by trying to LOOK BETTER, but with no bloody clue what actually means. Think of it as some Boxer strutting around in Boots and Jodhuppers in order to big up their ‘trash talk,’ pretending to be an ‘Equestration’, much as the original Roman meaning of those words would be utterly lost on them. THAT IS NOT WHAT WE MEAN BY ARISTOS, much as over many years you may (or may not) come to ACT differently ‘naturally’ by following this path, those behaviors are driven by a change in your character INTERNALLY, work that YOU keep TOTALLY SECRET, as an ‘internal dialogue’ and that you NEVER MENTION TO ANYONE OUTSIDE OF THIS PATH, because they won’t understand. See, they still think like you DID, a few paragraphs ago, they have values they just accept from others and never bothered to even check, WHICH YOU CAN NOW FORGET AS YOU HAVE NOW EXAMINED THEM.

Now here is the POINT of this rather lengthy discussion…

‘But why do I need to change my Character at all’, you wail in that rather tedious Gen Z way… ‘I’m interested in this stuff and I’m happy to put an hour or 2 aside every week to do weird shit, BUT I’m fine being ME thanks, I want to ADD THIS TO WHO AM NOW, NOT REPLACE IT’. And, sadly, NO YOU DON’T, because you can’t – see one of the BIG reasons the explanation of the ARISTOS, of Excellence as Character is left this long is that you must have enough MOTIVATION to suspend your usual judgment and accept, right now, that your current character is only suitable for POND LIFE, and is actively stopping your development AND wasting your GIFT.

Honestly, do you actually BELIEVE all those opinions you express about people you have never met, ARE YOU SO FUCKING STUPID YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW THAT YOU KNOW NOTHING. Remind yourself, YOU HAVE NO FREEDOM, you are a cow in a field, expressing opinions about the weather, based on whether you should chew, shit, or sit down. Seriously, do you think anyone sits around talking about YOU? Why is that do you think, why is it that you are so fucking BEIGE, so much part of the background noise of this world, working hard to be normal while you creep around in the shadows – YOU DO THIS TO TRY AND FEEL CLEVER, yet no one, not even you, gives a fuck. So best save your energy and USE it to TRY and get over that creepy old farmer’s fucking fence, eh, because that actually matters – see sooner or later that kindly ‘feeder’ is gonna kill ya, dumbass. Get your priorities straight, learn something, and THEN DO SOMETHING, then who knows, maybe someone may give a fuck about a strange little stalker like you…

Do you get this now, do you see how the fantasy opinions of a slave are literally Hysterical, like a fruit fly debating the real meaning of E=mc2, right before its ass travels straight through its head as it impacts the car windscreen? See, the reason why I keep mentioning the need for change and the need to escape the valuations of your SOCIETY is that they are WRONG FOR YOU. See, YOU, your EGO, your opinions, preferences, tastes, and choices are a product of your society, your family upbringing, your family position in society, what other folks you liked to be ‘sell you’, make you want the same as them, to be like them. BUT THAT IS NOT YOU, the real you in terms of your Essence, it is just that your preferences HAVE BEEN SUBJUGATED SINCE CHILDHOOD, and you have become a COPY of lots of other people. Your Society, in all its forms but particularly SCHOOL, has done this too you, and I don’t just mean your ideas, I mean everything – YOU HAVE COPIED YOURSELF FROM OTHER PEOPLE, and now you just go along to get along. Hell, the weakest amongst you, the Muses, even know this, they just accept that this is what life is, so you better learn to like it. But that is actually true for the REST OF YOU TOO, AND it HAS TO GO. You must find your REAL self, your hero’s journey, otherwise, you will continue to live like an animal…

Now, YOU must get this, see this is the technical bit – you ARE currently what 4th wayers call ‘False Personality’ – you are a FAKE, but you don’t really know it, you think you have decided this stuff, long ago, and you agree with your opinions about shit you know nothing about. Hell most highly gifted people are actually LEFT HANDED (that is why they call the path that), yet you had that beaten out of you at childhood, like I did. Another one… most highly gifted people instinctively hate Tomatoes no less, because they are NOT very good for you as you age, but you think they are fine, you like them, you just don’t get that you instinctively recoil from the bizarre after taste, you have repressed it. And there are lots and LOTS of similar issues, mistakes you have made that you now consider to be YOU, but are totally wrong for you, to the point that this is who you are, now, everyday. The real you is covered over with low-quality B/S YOU DON’T WANT, but have no way out of it, without the discipline of a change of Character.

SO GET THAT THIS IS THE WAY OUT OF THAT – the beauty of the excellence as character approach to all this is that it will over time get you more and more in touch with your Conscience level emotions, and you will start to listen more to them, than to the crap your EGO pumps out. See, to actually DO this Excellence thing, you must enjoy it, and the only way to do that is to FEEL IT at a high level, at a CONSCIENCE level, BUT your FALSE Personality will FIGHT YOU because it wants to live. In many ways, the whole front end of the Left-hand path is about learning that you are your Conscience NOT your false self, not your opinions, as they are total, unexamined rubbish, parroted from years ago.

You NEED TO SEE THIS, as its the greatest motivator of all – CURRENTLY, YOUR LIFE CONSISTS OF FAKE YOU OVERPOWERING YOUR CONSCIENCE, SO IT MUST CHANGE SO THAT YOUR CONSCIENCE, THE REAL YOU, STARTS TO OVERPOWER THE FAKE YOU SO FULL OF ‘COMFORTING’ SHIT.

So know this for certain – Excellence will teach you who you are, if ‘you’ let it, by stripping away what you are NOT. You must ACCEPT that your current life is FAKE, as it is all about SUPPORTING YOUR FALSE PERSONALITY, you want to be a TRUCKLOAD OF ROTTEN VEGETABLES, BUT YOU HAVE TO RISE ABOVE THAT, TO CHANGE AND START SUPPORTING YOUR CONSCIENCE INSTEAD. You must find out WHAT YOU WANT, and reject all the blocks you have learned from your Society. Yes… its sounds hard because it is, but only at the beginning, once you start to see ‘what’ you are instead of ‘who’ you have become this change of heart is actually very addictive because it FEELS RIGHT, and you realize MANY things you did you ‘thought’ you liked was just out of HABIT, you actually fucking loathe them, when you allow yourself to FEEL them, in the now…

Now on this path we don’t ask you to work directly against your False sense of self, all these imaginary qualities you think you have, all these truths you think you know, as it requires a strict external discipline, a monastery no less, so you will never do it. On this path, we show the informal, fun discipline of Excellence as Character, and let that do the work of stripping all this crap away. However, it is useful at the start to know what False You DOES, and how it acts, as that will speed up the process – when you start to catch yourself being FAKE, you will start to see you are BEING FAKE ALL THE TIME, and you need to change into a different mode of behavior in order to stop it, change into Excellence as Character.

See Fake You DOES NOT WANT TO CHANGE, fake you is LAZY, BORED, UNHAPPY, fake you blames everybody and everything for your own failure, fake you accuses others of your own tedious mistakes, fake you projects your own woke crimes onto others, projects you own increasing emotional instability, as FAKE YOU BELIEVES IT IS ALWAYS RIGHT. BUT MOST OF ALL, YOUR FALSE PERSONALITY DOES NOT WANT TO TRY, AND WILL WAGE WAR AGAINST THE REAL YOU TO STOP YOU FROM TRYING TO CHANGE. Fake you always takes the easy way out bitches, BECAUSE FAKE YOU IS WHAT IS SCARED ALL THE TIME OF CHANGE, OF THE NEW. See Fake You keeps you trapped in your Entitlement, until you turn into one more little ‘Karen’, drunk on the power of your powerlessness – you become nasty, delusional, pathetic.  

Indeed Fake You will stop other people from TRYING to change, in order to hurt them, so they feel better about themselves, BECAUSE THEY HAVE POWER NOW, JUST FOR A MOMENT. So when you really don’t want to TRY, when you just want to do nothing and rot, post on social, drink cheap shit and row with the TV, then know that is REALLY NOT YOU, instead know that is just a domesticated animal making itself feel better about BEING NOTHING. You also find that Fake You talks a little higher and quicker when its talking shite, it actively makes up lies to get itself out of trouble when you notice it, and particularly it uses people to make itself feel better, often putting them down, desperately comparing itself in its own gutless little private world, AS BETTER THAN THEM. Lastly, my own personal favourite, Fake You actually seeks your demise, it enjoys your suffering and will trick you into making the same simple mistakes OVER AND OVER AGAIN, so keeping an eye open for self-destructive patterns is one of the easier ways to spot it, just TRY not to be so fucking stupid as to enjoy your own destruction eh, see dead is just dead really, there is no style in it, trust me… 

Seriously, next time you put your pants on, see which leg you use first, Right or Left, you might be surprised that, however Right-Handed you appear to be, that you really want to use the Left one. I resented being forced to write Right-handed as a kid so much that I made a point of DOING everything else Left-Handed which is natural for me, using tools, drinks, weapons, and gestures, even though I can no longer write that way, everything works better for me Left handed, everything Right handed has to be forced. Seriously, if you know any Muses ask them if they enjoy life, if they enjoy doing this, or just think they have to suck it up to get by, and smile about it too, you may be VERY surprised by the answer, particularly if you are the one forcing them to do something they don’t want to DO…

And we move on to the next one, but let’s pick up the pace now, the rest of these are simple… YOU MUST TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY. Yes, its hard but only at the beginning, so don’t just ‘pussy out’ on me now…

Yep, once you are past the above misinterpretation of these words, you must accept THIS AS IMPORTANT IN THIS SYSTEM, not as a nice to have, not as something that looks TOO HARD for you, and that you can probably get away without trying. See, this is so important that over the years many accomplished seekers have told me this should be a BIG SECRET AT THE START of this system, as IT IS THAT POWERFUL – BOTH EASY TO GET AND DO. My response is that there are several issues with that, primarily that without knowing the rest of it YOU see this as too HARD FOR YOU, so you would not be able to fit it together and put it in its correct place in this system – it can look optional to the weaker amongst you, because you ACTUALLY WANT IT TO BE OPTIONAL. Combined with your lack of Willpower, lack of ability to Commit and Try Hard THIS attitude will cause huge backsliding in your mind, and YOU WILL NEVER EVEN START THIS BIT.

Yes, you can retain your sense of self, no need to be ‘born again’ with us, but you must also understand that, like all serious paths into development, we must replace the 24/7 monastic environment that is otherwise required with something else that is ON YOUR MIND ALL THE TIME, and does the same job – a better version of you, that has a bias for change, action, improvement. It should be obvious when you think about it – you cannot successfully change unless you change ALL THE TIME as a monk does, its just that OUR Monastry is the Character of Excellence, that is its primary purpose. See you can still be you, carry on your existing life, just in a DIFFERENT, BETTER WAY – this is a new wrapper you can put around everything in your life, so then you will use it correctly to develop yourself, as it is ALWAYS ON YOUR MIND. Genius eh?

See, being an ARISTOCRAT is the way you LIVE THE GIFTED LIFE, without the need to be Religious, moral, or worthy, and when you finally GET THAT there will be no stopping you, you will want to do this MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. That is why the Greeks invented these words I’m using, thousands of years BEFORE CHRIST, in their ‘Age of Heroes’. See they knew the vast majority of people are not cut out to be Priests, they knew most GIFTED folks are ‘made for the world’, just like you are. With this new Character to aim at you will actually start to realize what WILLPOWER, TASTE, CLASS, ELEGANCE, GRACE, STYLE, PRESENCE, TACT actually fucking are, as you will experience them, for real, because you will FEEL THEM SPIRITUALLY.

See, now you have suspended your judgement on the whole Fasicist thing, understand why Excellence can help you change AND you are not just going to ‘bottle’ the whole ‘it looks way to hard for me’ thing we can deal with the other problems you are going to have. Don’t worry, they are way smaller than those the first 2… See, you may think you are already AWESOME and don’t need this change of heart, hell you think you are good, just because no one knows how bad you are, but trust me, that is real easy to fix baby, much as I sorry for the repetition here, its a neccasery evil my dear…

Yep, this can be SO HARD for some folks because you are SUPER WEAK, as most folks are bred to be Slaves, so they just want petty relief from their petty suffering, SO YOU TELL YOURSELF YOU ARE AWESOME ALREADY. Yep, ‘you’ just want comfort, you are just not up for the ‘fight’, they don’t get the ‘HONOR’ of it, the ‘Nobility’ of internal conflict for its own sake… Shame really, as you flush your whole life down the toilet by making this simple mistake, over and over again, simply chasing any old cheap Catharitic thrill you can, happy with the soporific spirituality of the music industry, happy with the magic of ‘Christmas’ (which has nothing do to with Christ), happy with a bit more leisure time to take your drug of choice and do the same shit over and over, all of which is a big tell that YOU ARE A TOTAL FUCK UP EVEN ON YOUR BEST DAY.

GET THIS – no matter how ‘attractive’ you come to realize this new Character is, HOW MUCH BETTER IT FEELS, you must SET IT AGAINST WHAT YOU ARE NOW AND VALUE IT HIGHER THAN THE CURRENT, TRIVIAL, SELF ABSORBED LITTLE ‘SELF’ – you must actively prefer to ACT this new Character rather than the tedious little one you currently have, you must FORCE IT ON YOURSELF. So you MUST learn to HATE your own ‘mediocrity’, you must learn to fear your increasing level of failure, you must learn to despise what you have ‘become’ in the mirror – you must find a way to motivate yourself to walk the path of Royalty, to want to DO IT at the start.

See,  this path for Royalty, the 4th Way, USES the Character of EXCELLENCE TO PROPEL YOUR SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT FORWARD all by itself – JUST by learning to BE IT you will travel headlong down the Left Hand path, with little or no knowledge or skill required. Chasing Excellence has a magical, spiritual effect, and how fucking cool is that… But you must get this, it must become compelling, all-consuming, fun even – it must become you, otherwise it will be one more ‘chore’ that you hate, like all your other ‘slavery’, and anything you hate doing will FAIL.

So, right now, sitting there, reading this, it helps a lot to accept that you, like 99.9% of the planet, are NOTHING, no matter who you IMAGINE you are – no one gives the smallest fuck about you, not even you. Hell you could die tomorrow and it would not even make your local paper, you don’t matter, you are one more fake little villain creeping around in the shadows watching screens, stalking the object of your obsession without the guts to do a fucking thing, blissfully unaware it is the ‘watched’ who get all the value, while you just become less and LESS, one more effeminate little clown, desperately trying to RIGHT all the time whilst having no clue what is actually happening. Yep, even the dumbest, drug-addicted porn star is better off than you – you have no ‘consequence’, no honor, you don’t even now know what that fucking word means, you don’t even ‘see’ yourself anymore.

Please take a moment now to SEE this now, its a TEST – there are 4 types of Spiritual people in this world, those who ‘Pray’, those who ‘Fight’, those who ‘Work’, but silly little you exists in the twilight world of those who ‘BEG’ – you are ‘dependant’ on society like a slave, so you are scared like a slave, so you do what you are TOLD LIKE A SLAVE. Shit, you don’t even know another way even exists, do you, you don’t understand that EVERYTHING REAL in this world is ONLY FOR THOSE WHO FIGHT.

Yet, you ‘think’ you are ‘something’ because that is how your society controls you, you compete with others over nothing, you believe in the shit on the news, you have your OWN meaningless, provincial truth, and all you need is just a bit more ‘stuff’ to ‘feel better’, as that is how your society functions, it ‘sells you stuff’ that you don’t really want to keep you happy, and you go along with it because YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT ELSE TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE. Humor me now, but don’t you think it’s kind of sad that the future of mankind in your society boils down to little more than ‘Consumerism’, which has become the driving force of our Evolution, as Natural Selection is quietly being managed out of the curriculum. And you don’t see it, do you – you don’t get BETTER, because you don’t KNOW BETTER. You just buy stuff, watch stuff, take stuff, adding layer upon layer of comfort, ease, and mediocrity, happy that your Pet still loves you today. But that’s ok – we know better, and we understand you too, so I can help you with that, BUT ONLY IF YOU WANT TO BE HELPED. SO LETS BE VERY CLEAR – this post is for those who are already MOTIVATED by this realization, you want this in your life already, don’t you? You ALREADY want to be better, hell that is why you clicked on a post about EXCELLENCE IN ALL THINGS. You just don’t have a fucking ‘scooby-do’ (clue) how to do it in an everyday sense, cause you are REALLY not Religious…

I know, you have a ‘taste for life’, you have ‘appetites’ you need to feed, Catharsis you need to indulge in, and so you need the spirituality of Henry the V, the greatest English King who ever lived, the man who styled it out at a level you would not believe, as he was the ultimate Hedonist of his age… until that is, he ‘ascended the throne’. Trust me, the Christianity he practiced was VERY different from what you know today – he did the real thing. Yep… all that Public Faith, Church going Belief, Liberal Morality, Social Media Worthiness, and particularly Western Society’s current craze for the tedious Virtue Signaling of fucking ‘Influencers’ is just another form of weaponized, low-quality B/S designed for the timid, fake people of this world… And that’s not you is it, you are BADASS… Well… I hope you are anyway, cause you are going to need some serious fucking sand for the Left-Hand path, baby…

So the last couple…

This post is about what it means to BE ARISTOCRATIC, to chase Excellence in ALL THINGS AS A DOMINANT MINDSET, which is another of the KILLER tricks to rapid progress on the path of the 4th Way. It’s about why that is IMPORTANT, why you should value it ABOVE ALL ELSE AS YOUR EVERYDAY MOOD, YOUR NEW NORMAL ROLE because of what that DOES TO YOU. It is the first of the double bubble ‘party tricks’ on the Left-Hand path, as it both makes you DO everything in a certain correct way AND helps stop you from doing stupid shit in your head, helps stop the continual waste of the gifted energy you need for this to work – it forces you to RAISE YOUR GAME AND HANG EVERYTHING ELSE YOU DO OFF THIS ATTITUDE, because then you are always ‘on your game’…

Yep, to get real value out of it we have to show you how to KEEP THIS IN MIND ALL THE TIME, so the Attitude of the Aristos is your Automatic DEFAULT Character, not something you do at odd times – the Attitude, the Mood, the Role of the ARISTOCRAT has to be ACTIVE, so all your other little wills you have are ‘passive’ much as they are still there, chewing away at you, it is a simple matter to overpower them, when you accept the NEED TO DO THAT. See currently it’s the other bloody way round, your Aristos moments are few and far between because your current Character, all your little dominant attitudes, and WILLS are IN CONTROL OF YOU ALL THE TIME – you are a mediocre machine, led around by your nose, you are just phoning it in every day, and you don’t even ‘know it’, you don’t even know who it is driving one moment to the fucking next, you just think its all ‘YOU’, even though you are clearly one more-messy-moody bitch…

See these little WILLS that make you up were formed years ago, when society set you on the treadmill of life by having you do things you hate, and then find comfort whenever you can to get over being forced to do these things you hate, whilst grabbing any chance for a cheap CATHARTIC thrill in the meantime. That is how you live… pathetic is it not, THE LIFE OF A SLAVE – to be happy with a holiday or 2, a nicer car, drink, drugs and hook-up culture AS YOUR DEFINITION OF ‘THE GOOD LIFE’, the ‘American Dream’ no less, which is ultimately just about having ‘a bit more money’. So you are DOOMED until you change these ATTITUDES, doomed to believe in this shit, as ‘all there is’… But this is the start of your transformation for the better, of your Heroes Journey if you like, as it’s about how you have to BE, to ACT to enable this mechanism of transformation within you, to follow this path. See in the long term, to DO ‘ARISTOS’ will CHANGE YOUR CHARACTER BY REVEALING YOUR REAL CHARACTER OVERTIME, while still keeping the ‘sense of yourself’. You will ‘find yourself’, find what is MOST FITTING TO YOU, in terms of your NATURAL TASTE, which is what the Ancient Greek word actually fucking means…

We are going to start to ‘peel the onion’ of you this way, see what you actually like and dislike, and maybe even ‘grow a pair’ as well… So easy, eh? 3 levels of the same thing – what Aristos is, how it works, and what it does. So I NEED you to GET this CHANGE of Character fast.

But hang on a second… there is ONE LAST serious issue with teaching Excellence, the one YOU have with it, because your Society has told you that it’s BAD – YOU THINK THIS IS PERFECTIONISM, that terrible mental illness that is based on torturing yourself to get everything RIGHT, to BE PERFECT, TO LOOK FLAWLESS, which is actually based on a form of Obsessive/Compulsive behavior and is NOTHING TO DO WITH EXCELLENCE AS CHARACTER. Yep, it helps to have a vague mindset like that at the start, but in our modern Image obsessed world pretty much anyone serious ALREADY DOES CARE ABOUT THE IMPRESSION THEY MAKE, hence how they look/act/talk, it’s just that it all for show and usually fake, you are just pretending to be better, you are just trying to ‘appear’ better, rather than actually be BETTER, and often at the expense of others, by putting them down, like a creepy, nasty little ‘villain’…

What I am actually talking about is this, when I use the word PERFECTIONISM – YOU MUST TRY TO GET BETTER AT EVERYTHING YOU DO CONSCIOUSLY FOT ITS OWN SAKE, IN A FUN, PLAYFUL WAY. You don’t do this for YOURSELF, its not competitive with OTHERS, you DO the thing as best you can for its own sake – you DO NOT CONSIDER YOURSELF AT THE TIME INTERNALLY, YOU HONOR THE ACTIVITY ITSELF, IT IS EXTERNAL TO YOU. It takes a while to get this when you start, but trust me you will, as you will need to do this Excellence thing in SECRET.

Be clear – you are NOT trying to achieve this or that standard of perfection you have preset for yourself in a fearful, harassed way, that is worse than anything, that is the route to madness and depression. What I mean is you are always looking to be a bit better in the moment, you are studying what you do SELF CONSCIOUSLY in the moment and evolving it, adapting it, improving it against a set personal standard FOR ITS OWN SAKE, which in reality is YOUR SAKE. And you do it with a focus purely on the task at hand, you pull all of yourself together and don’t think or feel or do anything else BUT THE TASK AT HAND IN THIS WAY. See, virtue actually is ‘its own reward’ – you get the direct benefit of DOING this stuff, the moment you DO IT…

Think that is enough to convince you? Hope so…

So lastly the HINTS, for those who NEED ‘training wheels’…

To use EXCELLENCE AS YOUR NEW CHARACTER, NEW ROLE IN LIFE DOES x3 THINGS:

1. It forces you to become as self-conscious as you can in the moment, to raise your game and disengage from your petty EGO, you little wills and enforces the fun discipline of striving to be a bit better, in a calm relaxed way, whether you succeed or not. It forces you to RAISE YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS, so you get used to doing this ALL THE TIME and start to live more and more at the highest level you are capable of, closer and closer to REAL TIME.
2. It forces you to CONNECT to what you are doing emotionally, to feel that the task at hand is important to you and hence teaches you how to focus your mind on ONLY what you are doing, not be distracted by everything that is going on around it, it teaches you how to TRY, and try hard to do something instead of just GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS, whilst not giving a fuck about the outcomes, as that is the default character of the Western world – to be seen to be doing something whilst having no connection to the quality of the result is the mindset of the SLAVE, and we need to break that in you.
3. It forces you to HAVE A GOAL, to want an actual, specific quality-based ‘outcome’ from the task at hand, instead of doing it mechanically, instead of just acting out the actions of doing it, with no clear intention in mind. In this way it helps form the essential, new part that is Deputy Steward of yourself and gets you to start to relate to your animal self as NOT YOU, whilst teaching you to start ordering it about. See having a conscious GOAL makes you SMARTER, BETTER all by itself, as it allows you to decide how you will achieve that goal, even use the placeholder 3 force model I have written about on this Blog, so you see and accept what you want, what is stopping you getting that, and allows you to select a compromise 3rd force to achieve it.

Why am I telling you this – because at the start many of need a little RITUAL to make this work – construct a mantra you go through in order to set yourself ‘up’ differently, and prep your mind. See all those meaningless Rituals that Religious folks sleep through were originally designed to do exactly the same things we are trying to do…

Choose whatever words you wish, but cover these areas:

• Try and forget what ‘you’ want/hate to do and take a breath to just focus on the Task for itself – honor it and therefore honor yourself, DON’T HATE IT. Feel yourself move and become conscious of moving in a pleasurable fashion BEFORE YOU START.
• Connect to the task by pulling all the elements together in your mind, the goal, the mechanism, the process for using that mechanism, and the space you are using it in. Go slow and see it all together, rise above it all, and use your peripheral vision TO FOCUS ON YOURSELF DOING THE TASK, as much as you can.
• Name the goal, speak to yourself if you wish starting with your Christian name and then instruction, and finish with a quality statement that DOES NOT INCLUDE ‘YOU’ (YOUR EGO), the quality must be Objective, not subjective to YOU, not the best YOU can do (as that will be shit), it is the BEST ‘IT’ CAN BE DONE, real you is looking for.

Now the tips, where to start…

So what things to select to try this with first? Easy, as this is a VERY established way forward that you will recognize as Aristocratic immediately (and the reason for the feature image on this post) – START WITH HOW YOU LOOK.

To be honest that image attracts me for another interest also – the wearing of massive amounts of gold next to their skin of all ancient spirituality advanced types but NOT as what we now call Jewelry, but in the hope the gold either rubs off and enters your bloodstream and/or the gathers the energy of the Sun. So next time you choose your rings, bracelets, earrings and necklaces, make sure it’s big, its rubs and it gets warm, as that, I’m told, is the secret to another technique to Raise your level of Consciousness. If it moves it will also help to bring your mind back to focusing on the feel of your body, to ‘valorize’ yourself via the power of your ‘attention’… But I digress, that is all for next time.

S0, feeling good about LOOKING GOOD is one more way to make rapid progress with this, as that help builds the afterglow of moments of self-possession, helps lengthen them, and stretch them out, from seconds, to minutes, to hours. The best way to start is with you dressing routine, not just how you dress but selecting what you wear and how you wear it too. You need to take WAY more seriously and way more slowly than you currently do, as its a huge missed opportunity for many Western seekers, who slob about in baggy shit your average Hobbo would think twice about wearing.

Now, as a foundation practice for the Excellence as Character, I think this is fucking obvious, but just in case you’re a bloke who has never given a damn about how they look, usually because you accepted you are ugly in Childhood, then here are some basics, with the 3 Phases as above – select the entire outfit then layout it out, dress in a slow, correct sequence, and then adjust and accessorize, even if that just a watch (but you should consider male accessories also, where is the harm eh/).

• Select clothes that look good in ‘themselves’, that don’t rely on how good you look naked. Buy better stuff if necessary, but always make sure they are clean and pressed and YOU DID NOT WEAR THEM YESTERDAY. Clean, got it? Spirituality speaking once you have worn anything, but particularly next to your skin for 3mins its DIRTY. Once you take it off never put it back on until it’s washed.
• Don’t kid yourself that your look is casual, teenage, baggy, or ‘relaxed’, so it won’t matter if it’s a 10 y/o T-Shirt you thought was cool. Its not cool, it just screams lazy, chaotic dork, with no sense of themselves – burn it, in fact bin anything older than 3 years, quicker if its underwear.
• Start from the inside out, underwear is as important as this season’s Coat, as the feeling you get from it is way more intense, and that feeling is what you are looking for, particularly for women as there are a huge range of way to generate sensation via lingerie, and every female 4th wayer I know would rather be dead than wear Primark knickers. Dress so you FEEL WHAT YOU ARE WEARING, not it that disappears in your mind because its a shapeless baggy shitbox mess.
• Dress to stand out, like you FEEL THAT YOU STAND OUT, so colour, style, cut, skin showing, be bolder than you are now, even if the colours are muted, add something ‘loud’. Don’t rely on big visible Brand names, as that is showy crap, but do rely on fabric quality and texture, make is lush, touchable, and visceral. If you are going to wear patterns try and make them regal in some way, find stuff that has a history, otherwise stick to subtle animal print, as that is better than nothing.
• Pick a wow factor, something that screams quality, shoes, coat etc but just a decent watch is fine, try and have a range items that you build a look around, with much cheaper stuff, but ALWAYS have a range of those things YOU FIND MOST FITTING TO YOUR TASTE. It does not have to be visible, indeed for women quality, visceral lingerie is a VERY easy win, particularly nowadays when you can wear clothes that allow it to be seen at some level of detail.
• Have decent hair, even if god has not blessed you with goldie locks, make something of it. Hair is way more important than you think and there is a VERY GOOD SPIRITUAL ARGUMENT FOR WASHING IT EVERYDAY, gently of course. Indeed it is more important to spend money on your hair than it is on the gym, as every gifted woman knows.
• Try and be different in a way that is Culturally appropriate and attracts you. Look back to your ancestors and see what they wore and how they wear it. For example I noticed both my father and 2 generations back from him (via old pics) ALWAYS WORE HATS, and since I started copying I cannot ever imagine NOT wearing one. Find what that thing is for you, find what the theme is, and don’t be afraid to go back on your opposite-sex parents’ side also, as that may be it…
• Don’t be a ‘clothes horse’, don’t be Fashionable, forever buying cheaper and cheaper knockoffs of this season’s look, or trend, as that screams ‘tasteless animal’, who has to be told what to wear. This is about style, it’s about Personal Style, about your signature, and in time will grow to include many other things about you, way you talk, walk, smell, way you smile and when you don’t. Don’t be afraid of this, sure you don’t have to go the polo necks and leather jackets route, you don’t need jacket/jeans as your staple, t-shirt and Italian suit, BUT THAT WILL DO IF NOTHING ELSE WORKS RIGHT NOW.
• Evolve into this, let it happen, as it will if you are gifted – it will change as your confidence grows AND it becomes important to you. The results are always different than you think, as you start out dressing for the opinion of others and end up dressing for yourself. The aim, as with all this stuff, is for this look to become both what ‘Aristos you’ looks like/feels like, and the suit of armor that keeps everything out for that time…
• Don’t be shy about having a bit of fun with this, try different things that once attracted you, even though they were out of reach at that time. For instance, most gifted folks know intrinsically the HUGE value of how things ‘smell’, the most directly spiritual of all the senses, but end up with a perfume of choice that someone randomly bought them years ago, that they don’t even like. Go find out what you actually like, particularly if one of your parents wore it, as investigating the oddness of your parents can be a BIG shortcut to finding your real preferences, however much you rejected them in your teens…
• Lastly, try and feel sexy, but for yourself rather than the effect on others, than for attention. Again, easy for women, but most blokes can work on this too, but don’t go mad at the start as you will get it wrong. Starter for 10 with this is ALWAYS to wear stuff that emphasizes some aspect of your ‘chosen’ gender, male or female, and NEVER DRESS ANDROGOUSLY unless you wish to disappear for a while, which does happen but is NOT RECOMMENDED for gifted types. So focus on HOW your chosen look achieves a Feminine or Masculine ‘ideal’ in a subtle way, how you ‘push’ some attractive aspect of your gender to the ‘front’ of your look, whilst keeping it ‘classy’.

Ahh, ok then, one last hit of this – the key DON’T and the key DOES, the magic tricks to this…

Don’t: (this is the mentally ill perfectionist, the Obsessive/Compulsive Types)

• Dont’ Forget to Do this – the very common issue at the start, you simply don’t do it, engage with Excellence as a process, or you don’t DO it for long enough, its just the odd moment or 10s when you can remember to hoover. THAT IS NOT ENOUGH, schedule specific activities that you TRY this practice on EVERY DAY, it is only then that you find it coming to your mind when you do other stuff BETTER automatically, when some thought strikes you that there is a better way, a proper way, an easier way to do something you have done ‘wrong’ for fucking years. That is the trick to getting addicted to this, BUT YOU MUST PUSH AT THE START, to build up a store of potential Self Consciousness.
• Don’t Dither – get stuck on considering internally, go with best option NOW, don’t think/stop because of lack of evidence of what this will do so you get stuck in the considering failure feedback loop, get the evidence by doing it and then change.
• Don’t Double Check – NEVER DOUBLE CHECK what you did, indeed you will come to see in time you should not even check once, do it best you can and the result be damned. See the magic in the phrase – ‘Never Apologise, Never Repeat, Never Explain’, as that is an ARISTOS attitude.  
• Don’t Under Commit – use FORCE SLOWLY, SMOOTHLY, carefully, don’t rush, bang about, don’t wimp out or get overwhelmed by it ‘being too hard’ – its not, it’s just YOU ARE SUCH A PUSSY, you can do way more than society has bred you to do, trust me…
• Lastly, the most important of all – Don’t be Indecisive – now its important to get this in a spiritual sense, what we mean, as its fine to consider your decisions BEFORE you act, BUT NOT AFTER YOU START AND BEFORE YOU END, unless its a life and death level mistake. See, INDECISION during action is one of the BIGGEST failings you can make, as ITS ONE OF THE BIGGEST TRICKS YOUR FAKE SELF USES TO STOP YOU CHANGING. Never stop halfway through an action, never change your mind in the moment of action, and stop, SEE IT THROUGH EVEN IF IT IS SUDDENLY WRONG, OR THERE IS SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT/FUN/INTERESTING YOU SUDDENLY need to do. See, there are actually very few Objective truths in this world, things that are always True in themselves, morality is subjective – ‘Thou Shall Not Kill’ is fine advice until you faced with the fact it is Them or You, and then morality changes to ‘Kill or Be Killed’. All good and bad is like this, it is subjective, often momentary, both in terms of the layers (your ability to understand the higher purpose), and in terms of time (your ability to judge changing circumstances). So know now, always FINISH what you START – change at the end of the last action and before the next one, not during it. Know that often it is simply the power of your WILLPOWER that actually makes anything right or wrong, good or bad, better or worse, win or lose. Your level of commitment is more important than your judgement, which at your current level is shit – YOUR WILLPOWER IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN PERFECTION, which outside of a few cases you won’t understand, DOES NOT EXIST OBJECTIVELY, FOREVER AFTER. Therefore always have a bias for breaking down your Excellence processes into smaller and smaller action steps, then you will get VERY good at anything, very quickly.  

Do: (this is the Confident Aristos Type)

• Commit/Refine – do it and move on, throw the action away, notice what happened and refine next action. Get used to this cycle when you are learning this, it is very powerful, make it more and more granular, breaking down what you do into smaller steps that flow, so speeding up the quality process. (Try this on Typing, as I’m sure your typing is shit)
• Anticipate – train yourself to think slightly ahead, ALL THE TIME, like everything you DO NEXT is slightly dangerous, like you are free climbing El Capitan by yourself and the next handhold looks loose and will actually kill you if you don’t take care, but only as your character in a computer game. First for 1/2 a second ahead, then a couple of seconds ahead, then 30s ahead (impossible at the start), see the different levels of accuracy possible the further out you anticipate and get used to that, to how your anticipation gets better because of that. Be watchful, as this helps you catch up to the right fucking now timeframe you need to get good at this, as is the REAL power of using anticipation constantly. The difference between an Expert and an amateur at anything is how far out you can anticipate, accurately, but right now you start with seeing what is directly ‘in your way’ of the ‘next thing’ you want to do or better how you want to do it, as that is what 1/2 sec ahead anticipation looks like. This is particularly important if you Fake Self has got very strong, so is continually putting shit in your way, causing accidents in order to maintain you in a low, unhappy mood all the time, its preferred method of feeding off you, and the beginning of more serious emotional problems. Indeed, this is so common that we use it to spot gifted folks who are well into their downslope, often when folks come to ‘rely’ on the more socially acceptable recreational drugs (alcohol, weed, coke, sedatives), as they effectively ‘open the door of your soul’ to your Fake Self, you lose yourself, your standards, so your False Self can do whatever it likes to you. Eventually, it can take such control in this way that it leads to the classic ‘stoner’ attitude – they cannot focus on anything real, or conscious anymore and are so stuck in their delusions they actually start to justify increasingly creepy and self-destructive behavior as good, right, and believe it, whilst reaching out for help that never arrives, as they themselves, their False Self or Parasites (same thing), stop it happening via sabotaging it every single time. THEY GET STUCK – the key reason for Highly gifted folks when they FAIL at development (90%), so has to be addressed via EXCELLENCE, as IT IS IMMUNE FROM THIS SHIT, AS YOU CAN TRUST EXCELLENCE WAY MORE THAN YOU TRUST YOURSELF. Get this…
• Value It – like an examination you must pass, or sex with a new, hot partner, so care about what you are doing, rather than the result of it, that is what your new partner will remember, all your answers are counted THROUGH THE PROCESS, that is your actual score, what all of it adds up to.
• Self-Check – to make this work you must get used to the routine of Self Checking as the new baseline practice of thought, NOT DAYDREAMING, fantasizing, or worrying. All that is a WASTE, while self-checking builds you up, and is the only way you EVER get good at Excellence as Character, so when you find yourself in your IMAGINATION, stop and self-check, over and over again for as long as you can, make it a habit.
• Use Your Peripheral Vision – look through the corners of your eyes on purpose, it will develop your 3D vision, get the sense of depth perception back you had as child. The dominance of screens has driven the habit of focusing on 1 thing at a time which weakens your mental image, and destroys your ability to see things as relative to you, in terms of distance – everything has become a flat 2D picture. When you look at something see it ‘all’, indeed try NOT to focus on one thing, turning your head side to side to key your peripheral vision, as this will help build a 3D image in your visual cortex, so you see in 3D again. This is what the great 4th way sage William Blake meant when he said ‘I look ‘THROUGH’ my eyes, not ‘with’ my eyes – use your eyes naturally to construct a broad/wide 3D model in your head which you then ‘see’, NOT like a camera, a telescope where you continually jump from one object to another, in a tight, narrow focus.
• Lastly, the most important of all – COMMIT TO IT – this means try with all 4 parts of yourself that generate thoughts in a mechanical way, automatically – your Instincts/Movements/Emotions/Reasoning. Yep, there is more than one aspect of yourself that causes thought, indeed there are more than 4, but at the start it’s only these 4 you have to worry about. To keep this simple enough to DO, you must engage all 4 of those parts IN THE PROCESS OF EXCELLENCE, leave no one behind to ‘sabotage you’ – so you must actively WATCH what you are doing, you must actively CONTROL your movements to do it, you must not resist it but allow yourself to CARE about it, and you must actively ANTICIPATE the next step in the process of doing it, while you are doing it. Yep, all that advice above is teaching you how to do this LAST, most important one – USE ALL OF YOURSELF. If you don’t, then the part you leave behind will fuck with you, because you are not using it, it will try to USE YOU, and your Fake Self will use it to distract you. Overall you should also know that this is how you get GOOD AT ANYTHING, FAST. 

And that is it for today, lots to take in there.

Key to it all is simply to TRY, even if it’s just vacuuming the fucking kitchen, try Excellence of Character on it – it will addict the GIFTED and repel the animals, so find out who you are. And don’t be shy about using the warm-up practice of Narrating your Life, if you love Excellence but can’t maintain your attention very long, it will help… But for some of you I know even that won’t be enough, you simply can’t make this Change to a ‘New Normal’, you remain conflicted by fear and self-interest for any number of ‘acceptable’ reasons, but always baselined by the FACT YOU ARE PERFECTLY HAPPY WITH YOUR CURRENT NORMAL. If that is you I URGE YOU TO READ THE NEXT ***Special*** Post, a vicious, no holds barred attempt, one last go, at getting you to start. However, folks like me also accept that IT JUST MAY NOT BE THE RIGHT TIME FOR YOU, so if you want to do this ‘tomorrow’, then if that is what you ‘think’, maybe read these last little para’s below…

See, traditionally at this point, when it is clear you cannot be helped right now without what we call an INTERVENTION (to act against your will, only ever done in cases of ‘danger to life’), Teachers like my smile, lie and send you on your way, saying to ourselves that IT IS SIMPLY NOT THE RIGHT TIME FOR YOU, you are too young and inexperienced with failure, you have just too many hurdles in your way, maybe next year. But I’ve always thought that’s kinda sad, lacking imagination for an Old Bastard like me, who is normally more than happy to get his hands dirty for the greater good, as I know only too well that my failure to help you NOW, often results in your failure to EVER BE HELPED – you burn and there is no return from that. When you make a point of teaching gifted hedonists you have to accept you will spend quite a lot of time wading through other people’s shit, kinda goes with the territory, but there are always limits, and it is better not to hit peoples buffers via an intervention, as they become impossible to help EVER AFTER, which no one wants on their Conscience, so another way has to be found.

So even if it IS actually too early, like it is for many young gifted at or near the peak of their powers in their 20s/early 30s, I will still try and show you your Conscience, whenever possible, to ‘prick your conscience’ and ‘conflict you’ as often as I can, as that will help you both keep a vague memory that you actually have one (and so are GIFTED), and go some way to STOPING YOUR FALSE PERSONALITY totally overwhelming it, which is another way you burn. I have done this a thousand times, and sometimes it works (as they eventually ‘get it’) but sometimes it can lead to a very bitter and twisted valuation of me as a mean, nasty kinda guy, who never helped, and (much later) ‘could have helped but chose not too…’. Yes of course ‘they’ remember it differently, they have to otherwise is just to much personal wrongness for them. Hell, even if they do get it, some turn into the most tedious of all unschooled ‘gifted’, the ‘Truth Nazi’, so desperate to the right about something, anything to make the teacher wrong, a bad person, they spend there time desperately searching for anything to pounce on, so they can absolve themselves of the sin of stupidity, but to little effect – simple delusions must be fed constantly to be maintained in the face of reality. (Please GROW THE FUCK UP if that is you).

Now, I make no apology for these actions, nor seek your sympathy for when I am misunderstood, or permission to help you ‘whatever’ you say at the time (I’m a grown-up and accept the good and bad of it with equal ‘grace’), I simply want you to understand what actually happens. And its happens like this much, MUCH more than you would think, as unschooled GIFTED folks all do the same things, to the point folks like me can literally see it inside the first min of conversation with you, see where you are, how far you have gone, how long you have got. See we have done this a lot, it is not random, everything has happened before, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, but no matter how many times we tell you this is about WHAT you are (Real You), not WHO you have become (Fake You), YOU NEVER GET IT. See to us, those clever innuendos you spout, linked by some humiliating issue your self-obsession has repressed and so projected onto me, rounded off with some cutting insight you heard on the TV, sound like ‘Goo Goo, Gaa Gaa, Da Da.’ 

The only POINT in talking to you is to talk about the ‘path’, about developing yourself, anything else is so painful it literally hurts to listen to, so we resort to ‘tricks’ just to ‘shock you’, or emotional themes to make you feel something THAT ACTUALLY HELPS YOU. See making you feel that, making something similar enough to something you ‘might’ know resonate inside you is the only level of REAL conversation that we have at the start, however much you lack the patterns to actually articulate how you feel. At least then we have some ‘common ground’, should your Conscience, the Real You, have any fight left. Then you can start to ‘trust it’ and stop seeing conversation as a form of primitive combat, where you judge your success at every pause by how CLEVER YOU FEEL or the quality of attention you receive. Unless you can achieve some level of intimacy, you can never really talk to anyone and be understood.    

If you get this, when you get this, it will help you SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN, if nothing else – you simply don’t have the level to step outside of your False, Stereotypical Self, so everything you say is little more than playground noise, bird calls in the jungle… Try to see it – you talk, and think like you do simply because you don’t understand that your conversation is littered with inane, childish patterns, randomly combined and repeated for some increasingly trivial ‘fear or self-interest’ driven purpose, so utterly transparent, that it actually has less value to us than the thoughts of that Fruit Fly just before it hits the windshield. Yes… please accept this, folks like me simply DON’T CARE WHAT YOU think at the start, it is your pointless, fragile False Personality talking, SO MAKES NO SENSE TO ANYONE, while you don’t understand 1 word in 10 that I say to you as you are listening, looking, feeling ‘through’ that same load of total bollocks that is your False Personality. So why not put all that time and effort you waste trying to be clever, be right, into raising your level so you have the smallest hope in hell of actually BEING CLEVER, one day.

So, perhaps now you can take away this simple fact – however happy you are with your current normal, however much your False Personality can find ways to COMFORT and COMPENSATE for your ongoing decline, YOU ARE STILL LESS THAT YOU USED TO BE. And you will less again tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, BECAUSE YOU ARE ON THE GIFTED DOWNSLOPE OF LIFE, which starts much higher and hence gets much steeper than any animal one. See, it is a simple matter to look back at yourself 3-5years ago and SEE THIS, to know it, but normally it happens so slowly that your Fake Self can keep it from you, as your Fake Self WANTS YOU TO DECLINE – IT SEEKS ‘DECADENCE’. Therefore, try this little exercise, use the same judgments you used just now to see how much less you are now from before, to judge how much less you will be in 1 years time, let alone 3 or 5. See, THE RATE OF YOUR DECLINE SPEEDS UP, indeed, much as it starts as a gentle downslope, it quickly turns into a steep rocky path, which for some ends in a sheer drop. And that might be you, as your conscience may have already been so destroyed by your Fake Self THAT YOU NO LONGER FEEL IT, and even someone as vicious and calculating as me can not find it anymore – that is what that sheer drop feels like, when the real you has gone from your life, and then its just ALL straight down.

You don’t want that, you don’t want to see the look on your old friend’s faces when they see that too, the pity, the gas lighting, the ‘never minds’, the ‘chin ups’, the horror you feel when even your ugliest parasites have become bored with you, because you are nothing now. So try and remind yourself right now – THE BEST TIME TO PLANT A TREE IS 20 YEARS AGO, to develop yourself, fix all the crap takes time and power, and the awful truth is you can often feel really ok about everything even after that moment of final decision you never notice, has passed. See this works like one of those slow types of cancer, that grows and grows with little effect on your life, until one day you throw up too many times, you skin itches way to much, you notice the blood in your piss again, and you finally go to the Doctor, and all she can do is look down before reading off the page that its Stage 4, its in your Lymph nodes, you are already dead. They can TRY and help you but frankly it would pointless, a waste of money for them, and so hard and painful for you it would just be cruel, so best plan out your remaining time, settle your affairs and start taking these incredibly strong pain meds.

Spiritually speaking this could already be you, so I tell you this in all kindness – YOU ARE READING THIS NOW, IT HAS FOUND YOU SO IT IS NOT TOO EARLY, THE TIME FOR ‘YOU’ TO START IS RIGHT FUCKING NOW. Do whatever the fuck you have to do to be able to start, BUT START! See, its actually the real YOU that is reading this, however weak and small it is in the grand scheme of your life, BECAUSE IT KNOWS YOU HAVE TO START NOW, IF NOT 3 YEARS AGO. Yes it is actually you that decides when to start, either via the interest in this type of material as written or a persistent interest in someone who actually left your life years ago, that is how this happens boys and girls – No one else can force you. BUT YOUR Fake Self can stop you, by breaking and removing your conscience, going against it again and again, crushing the last vestige of the REAL YOU, so you never even notice your chance has gone, indeed you are GLAD ITS GONE, it hurt you! And Fake You gets so VERY strong by breaking your conscience, it actually WINS, now it can do what it likes with you, you are a totally dependant ‘Karen’, parroting garbage morning till night.

Yes, I know, it is difficult to accept you have been on the wrong team in your head all this time, your society has made you into a dependant SLAVE after all, forever seeking a ‘little more comfort’ and increasingly cheaper thrills – any natural instinct to ‘FIGHT’, to ‘ACHIEVE’ has literally been bred out of you, suffocated no less, so HEDONISM IS ALL YOU HAVE LEFT. But SERIOUSLY, what has your Fake Self ever done for you eh? Has it ever really delivered on its promise of more, on your dreams, OR has it always LET YOU DOWN, FUCKED YOU OVER, LED YOU ASTRAY, LEFT YOU OUT IN THE COLD AS IT SNATCHED YOUR PRIZE AWAY AT THE LAST MIN, GIGGLING TO ITSELF. So yes, you must accept this, accept that your FAKE SELF HAS BEEN PLAYING YOU FOR A FOOL, and make the CHANGE via the use of ‘Excellence as Character’. I know, it made perfect sense at the time to ‘exchange your walk-on part in the war for a lead role in a cage’, ‘to trade your hot ashes for trees, your hot air for a cool breeze’, but ONLY BECAUSE YOU ARE A PUSSY WHO HAS FORGOTTEN HOW TO FIGHT. But the REAL YOU HAS NOT FORGOTTEN, SHE IS ALL ABOUT THE FIGHT, ALL DAY, EVERY DAY, SO ‘YOU’, clever little YOU, need to LET HER HELP YOU WITH THAT, REMIND YOU OF ‘WHAT YOU ARE’…    

So see this now, see that in SO many ways all teachers like me do at the start is try different ways to break your FAKE SELF, so you can start… hence why we focus so much on it, as we know why so much of this is HARD for you, because Fake You actually hates you, as ‘your’ change for the better is ‘its’ well-deserved death. SO TRY, FOR ME, RIGHT NOW TO BURN THIS INTO YOUR HEAD – EVERYTHING THAT STOPS YOU TRYING IS YOUR FALSE SELF, FIGHTING FOR ITS LIFE, THAT IS THE REASON ‘YOU’ FIND TRYING SO HARD, THAT IS WHY YOU MUST ‘TRY’ TO CHANGE, GO AGAINST FAKE YOU, BECAUSE THAT IS HOW YOU BREAK IT, AND IT FUCKING KNOWS THAT. You must TRY and realize that TRYING is the key to breaking your False Personality, because it is only your Fake Self that does not want you to be BETTER, BE MORE, so how HARD ‘YOU’ find TRYING is the greatest indicator of all of what fake you IS! GET THIS – right now your Fake Self OWNS YOUR ASS, so you must BREAK IT BY USING THE EXTERNAL DISCIPLINE OF EXCELLENCE and LISTENING TO YOUR CONSCIENCE.  

So lastly, be very fucking clear about this, know this to be True, me to you – THE ONLY REASON YOUR CONSCIENCE EVER HURTS YOU IS BECAUSE IT IS TRYING TO SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF, DUMBASS. That’s its fucking job for the GIFTED, among many other roles later, so maybe give these last few paras some thought eh, before you read that horrible but well-intentioned ‘last resort’ special post of mine, as you may discover your False Personality has almost won, ALREADY… And ‘Almost’ is important, because if it is almost, you have the greatest of all Motivations, you realize you are NOT fine, at all, and that you are actually standing near the cliff edge, and for the VERY first time you actually see the ‘drop’, instead of the fucking scenery in front of it your Fake Self loves so much. If of course, it has WON, then you won’t have a fucking clue what I’m talking about, so I hope that is not true for ‘you’ today, much as I suspect it might be…   

To end for today, and no matter how far away from you this is right now, it is important for you to understand the goal here, to try and keep it in mind – what this practice develops in you is the state of SELF-POSSESSION, the next level after self-consciousness. This is the state where you are conscious BOTH of yourself AND of the object of your attention, what you are doing – its is the very odd state of mind where you have Dual Attention, you feel somewhat ‘Beside’ yourself, as you are clearly NOT your Animal self anymore. You do not get lost in either of them, you do not identify with either your False Personality or what you look at, think about, SO YOU BECOME WAY BETTER AT EVERYTHING. That’s why it is called the Character of Excellence – the Goal is the Method, and the Method is the Goal. Yep, VIRTU REALLY ‘IS’ ‘ITS OWN’ REWARD…

Further definition is pointless – when that State finds you, you will now recognize it and know what to do with it… Best of luck with it. As a personal note on this text I would ask you to be certain of this, and as much as there is NO need for me to teach you False Personality in order for you to practice EXCELLENCE, on my path it is IMPORTANT you get that aspect. See you must get that what you are really doing here is setting up a battleground, a boxing ring where you fight your Fake Self, by following an easy external discipline as I have written in Red above – REMEMBER once you start, everything that makes you mediocre or attempts to stop you is from your Fake Self. See I teach Gifted HEDONISTS, folks who don’t believe they are sick, failing, while others ONLY teach the folks who KNOW they are sick, and are therefore more than happy to throw their old selves out of the window, in order to get better. I know thats not you, as that was not me either, back in the day, but when I understood that False Personality was ‘my’ sickness, indeed ‘everyone’s’, I found it VERY easy to frame this as a FIGHT, which worked for me, and will work for you too, if you let it.

Trust me, if you are ever to be ‘worthy’ of these insights, of the development of your GIFT, then best get used to the ‘fight’, to ‘competition’ being the driving force behind your Spiritual Evolution, just as it is the driving force behind everything. Everything you get that is easy is ‘worthless’ by definition because there was no struggle, so there was no CHANGE in you, so its just more of the same shit as before, get this in your head. See your False Self is the ultimate PARASITE in your life, as it feeds off you, and is actually responsible for all your external parasites too, a particular issue for the highly gifted, so it helps a lot when you frame it that way, as it all starts to become VERY obvious to you, at least in your Self Conscious moments. Don’t be shocked the first time this hits you, when you ‘see it’ clear in some circumstance or other, indeed you should ‘listen, smile, agree’, while quietly noting what it looks like, sounds like, what it does, as then you will ‘know your enemy’, the first step in learning how to destroy it, with the real strength ‘real you’ will get from ‘Excellence as Character’.

I know you can DO this, whether you believe that or not, because I’ve made it easy, I’ve made it attractive, I’ve made it fun, just for ‘YOU’. Never doubt, for a moment, that the reason this practice has survived in the shadows for the Elites of this planet, over Thousands of years, IS BECAUSE IT WORKS. Indeed, if it worked on someone as mad, bad, and dangerous to know as Prince Hal, it will work for you too, much as I hope you don’t have to arrest, torture and execute several of your nastier parasites, so beloved in your ‘misspent youth’, in order to get that done as he did, without a second thought – an illustration of the truth behind the classic Left-hand path line, ‘All the happiest people are Ruthless Bastards.’

Next time we will do Part 2 – How To Ride, where we will go far more into False Personality, into the other parts of yourself that and more new aspects of you besides, as you will need to know this in order to better Control Yourself. This is the separation of Real You (‘I’ – the observer) and Old You (‘Christian name’), in order to take this to the next level, and start to Ride your Horse, rather than be ridden by the bitch. So see all the elements I have introduced today as a start for more disclosure next time, as that is when it gets REALLY interesting, and when you will start to have enough information to merit the next Secret of Walking, where we will try and get your Motor, your Engine running at a decent SPEED again, given you have read and acted on all the other stuff about posture, dehydration, red light, attitude etc – as you are about to discover there is a REALLY GOOD REASON TO FIX YOU BODY UP, IF YOU WANT TO USE SPIRITUALITY TO BE BETTER. Crucially, this 3rd part in this series will explain something MAJOR for you, give you one of those AHA! moments – the key hormones that make what you do feel good, and the PRIMARY causes of those Hormones in a Spiritual sense, much as their effect is entirely chemical. See, I know you need to feel GOOD about this stuff, like you are supposed to, THAT IS WHY YOU ACTUALLY ARE A HEDONIST.

And the combination of those 2 factors is why it will work…  so know, if there is a secret to Excellence as Character, it’s this – you must not ‘resist it’, you must not resist and ignore the chemicals your body produces because of it, because of the higher level of consciousness you achieve, as that is a BIG PART OF HOW YOU EXPERIENCE THAT LEVEL. So do yourself a favor, whenever you try Excellence and see a problem coming or make a mistake – SMILE, because that realization allows you to land a blow on your False Self, punch the little fucker right in the face, by correcting it. And however much your Fake Self has grown to dominate your existence, however much it will fight back when you start to FIGHT BACK, trust me, your False Personality CAN’T STAND AGAINST YOU FOR LONG, AS YOU ARE THE BOSS. See, Fake You is a bit of a PUSSY, as I may have said before…

See, to finish today, you may find it instructive to understand that your False Personality is always your weakness in the face of ‘better’, as that is what it is, much as it relies on Negative Emotion to feed on you, as that is what it does to you. So it is always better to go for the cause rather than the symptoms as any Doctor will tell you, which is the key difference between US, the Left -Hand path, the path of Excellence, and them, The Right-Hand path, the happy clappy, ‘Love thy Neighbour’ Eastern types. It’s just that being strong in the face of your weakness is HARD at the start because you DON’T ENJOY IT, while Happiness just requires extreme openness and relentless repetition, something even Slaves can do. But that won’t be enough for you, you are not that strong yet, you did not acquire enough ‘FUCK YOU’ as a kid, so in the next post in this series I’m actually going to teach you HOW TO ENJOY IT, IN THE MOMENT. Shocker eh?

For now, just know that I know you are a Gifted Hedonist, so you are not yet ALL Fake, there are some real bits there, hereditary stuff, some Catharsis, some odd shit you don’t even understand, so you are strong enough to do this, now you understand it. But it may also help you to know this is a HIGHER path, indeed the original path, for the GIFTED. So, before you watch the vid below, take a moment to smile at the irony of this – yep, YOU WERE RIGHT ALL ALONG, Happy Clappy Woo, Woo religion was NEVER FOR YOU, see you are better than that, should you choose to be…

Quote to end as always – now there are literally thousands of quotes about the power of Excellence, ancient and modern, indeed the modern often quote the greatest ancient stuff from the likes of Aristotle, the classic ‘Excellence as a Habit’ – take a bow, Shaquille O’Neal. But that has become all very modern now, diluted, so I was going to try and keep this spiritual for you, so you don’t forget the point of all this, the transformative power of the practice of it, something like ‘Excellence encourages one about life generally; it shows the spiritual wealth of the world’, from George Elliot.

But then that is not what this 19K word post is really about, see this post is about teaching the ‘WEAK’ how to FIGHT, indeed how to WANT TO FIGHT, so lets keep it slick and ‘down with the kids’ shall we, with a quirky video one, from a very quirky, somewhat twisted, almost impenetrable movie, made by a very odd, but very gifted man.

Now, open your mind and relax for a second – Yes, you may find this vid ‘gauche’, but I make no apologies for its teenage theme, its forced romantic pathos, or for YOUR lack of understanding of those words, so please do open your heart to this, it may hit you harder than you think, even if you have seen it before… Do feel free to wallow in the richness of it, in the ‘generosity of its spirit’ – someone clever put a huge amount of time and effort into every detail of its presentation because of the value of what it is trying to tell you, and that quiet, sympathetic ‘richness’ is a highly effective, powerful vehicle for that message to RIDE in, a style of delivery I’m also very fond of. But do rest assured, no matter how impactful it is ‘on screen’, the eventual ‘sacrifice’ of your False Personality won’t involve you being lobotomized, Excellence is a far better ‘weapon’ to develop yourself than that – we don’t kill old you, we transform the shit, self-destructive bits of old you into something WAY BETTER.

FORGIVE ME… BUT TAKE A MOMENT NOW TO WONDER – WHOSE STORY IS YOUR LIFE STORY, BITCH?

Laters

TOB