Radical Change As ELITISM – Part 3.5 of How to be Gifted

Ok – So how far have you got with Part 3, how is it WORKING FOR YOU – feel any different yet?

Ahhh, not really? a bit early for ya..? Ohhh, you struggled to ‘understand’, so you HATED IT, or way too much TRUTH, TOO MUCH EMPTINESS, just too scary for ANIMAL YOU?

Really, have you not started to see, for just a sec or 2, at some odd dislocated moment, how your unconscious actions and thoughts are constantly tripping you up yet – have you not got to WATCH YOUR FAKE PATTERNS MAKE A MISTAKE ON PURPOSE OUT OF HABIT, AGAINST YOUR WISHES, YOUR INTENTION, IN ACTUAL REALTIME, AS IT HAPPENS?

No? Well hey, at least you are still reading, so STILL some hope for ya ass then, BUT MAYBE I NEED TO GIVE YOU SOMETHING ‘EASIER’ YOU CAN RELATE TO, SOMETHING TO HOLD ON TO, WHILE PART 3 DOES ITS WORK IN ITS VERY OWN ‘ABSTRACT’ WAY, so we keep you on this PATH OF RADICAL CHANGE IN THE MEANTIME. But first…

Authors Note on this text: 

This post has been modified many times since it was published in line with its purpose – to get you from Post 3 to Post 4 in a good ‘state’ IF YOU ARE GIFTED, BUT to STOP YOU READING ANY FURTHER IF YOU ARE NOT A GOOD CANDIDATE FOR THIS METHOD. Nothing has been removed or changed, and all additions are in response to comments and questions, both from folks I already know who are GIFTED and other Teachers of this specific path who want more information on the issues raised. No further mods will be made now, as I must complete Part 4, so there will be no further responses made to any comments or questions, other than what is below. 

Notably, there are 4 specific types of comment that I will quickly cover below ‘in general’ so you can stop asking about them, over and over again, please. Along with this, PLEASE try and GROW UP, try and get ‘over’ the Buddhist Master stereotype of the Teacher you have in the West – the ‘kindly old man’ you see in the movies does not exist and never has. THIS IS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT, SERIOUS CHANGE, its NOT ‘NICE’, NOT ‘FLUFFY’, it is NOT ‘PRE-SCHOOL’, it is NOT A LOCAL YOGA CLASS. It’s serious, IT IS PERSONAL, so you need to be SERIOUS, ROBUST and ABLE FOR THIS, otherwise you waste all our time – IF YOU ARE NOT ALREADY VERY INTERESTED IN CHANGING YOURSELF TO FIX ALL YOUR SHIT THEN WHY HAVE YOU READ EVEN THIS FAR…

RADICAL CHARACTER CHANGE IS AN EXCLUSIVE PROCESS, A ‘BLESSING’ – ONLY THE GIFTED CAN REALLY DO IT AT ALL.

ALL ANIMALS ARE SCARED SHITLESS OF IT, OF THE VERY IDEA OF IT, BECAUSE ‘FAKE YOU’ IS ALL THEY HAVE, SO THEY CAN’T KILL IT.

BUT GIFTED ARE USUALLY ATTRACTED TO IT, WHEN EXPLAINED CORRECTLY, AS THAT IS THEIR ‘REAL YOU’ SEEING ITS CHANCE TO ‘GROW UP’. 

1. 1.  This is Radical Character Change, it is ONLY FOR GIFTED, by which I mean you or your ancestors have ALREADY OPENED A MAJOR ENERGETIC CENTRE IN YOUR BODY, so your GIFT is LIVE, whether active or dormant in your CHARACTER. As many of you have said ANYONE CAN DEVELOP THEMSELVES, as all gifted were once animals, which is of course TRUE, and I should stop trying to put you off. You are WRONG – this method DOES NOT INCLUDE ANY OF THE FRONT END REQUIRED TO AWAKEN YOUR GIFT, say the levels of suffering or extreme tiredness, or mind-to-mind intervention used in Zen, even the Forced Shocks in other 4th way Mystery schools, so NOT ONLY WILL IT NOT WORK, IT IS ACTUALLY DANGEROUS. There is NO SAFTEY-NET IN RADICAL CHANGE IF YOU ARE NOT GIFTED ALREADY – YOUR GIFT IS YOUR BODYGUARD, GET THIS PLEASE.    
   2. Many of you seem to think the use of ELITISM IN THIS POST IS SIMPLY THERE TO MOTIVATE YOU, to attract you to something special and precious WHICH WILL GIVE YOU AN ADVANTAGE OVER OTHER ANIMALS, and therefore get you to do difficult and non-pc stuff. You are WRONG – THAT IS FASCISM, that is about seeking creepy ‘power over others’ like an animal, while the use of this process for Radical Change is part of the Saftey Net of your GIFT, to get you to switch away from simple Animal Hedonism to a much better type of Spiritual Hedonism. It is complex and multi-layered and MUST BE EMBRACED FOR IT TO WORK – IT IS NOT A NICE TO HAVE, THE WHOLE LESSON IS BASED ON IT, IT ACTUALLY IS THE BEATING HEART OF BEING AN ARISTOS, so open your mind and look past your conditioning when you read it – YES, ELITISM IS ABOUT IMPROVING YOUR ‘MORALE’, BUT IT IS NOT AN INVENTION, IT IS A WAY OF LIFE, GET THIS PLEASE.
   3. Many people on the Internet are looking for Help with EXISTING mental and emotional PROBLEMS, THAT ARE VERY SPECIFIC TO BAD CHILDHOOD OR EXTREME EXPERIENCES they can’t cope with, and usually they are already self-medicating with recreational or prescription drugs, as they are already DESPERATE, OUT OF CONTROL, AND ARE IN SOME WAY  A ‘THREAT TO THEMSELVES’. It is very common for such people to become VERY ATTRACTED TO RADICAL CHANGE, because they know intuitively it is their character or lack thereof that is the issue, AND THEY HAVE TO CHANGE TO SURVIVE. All teachers are different in this regard, and many embrace such people, even taking a lot of money from them AS A ‘KEY DEMOGRAPHIC’ in their ‘audience’, BUT I DON’T – I DRAW THE LINE AT ‘DESPERATE’. However, I KNOW MANY OF YOU SUFFER FROM ISSUES ASSOCIATED WITH ‘TRANCE MANIA’, which is a form of spiritual ‘self-harm’, and are actually STILL A GOOD CANDIDATE, so have added a huge section at the bottom of this post on that TO HELP YOU INLINE WITH THIS METHOD – many of you have little left to lose, so normal warnings are now pointless, GET THIS PLEASE.
   4. Lastly, I know there is an awful lot of 4th Way stuff on the internet, I really, really do, and most of it IS UTTER GARBAGE, AT BEST A SIMPLE REHASHING OF THE RUSSIAN 4TH WAY FROM A 100 YEARS AGO. My tradition is Zen, Chan Buddism if you like, but it is better to say Daoism if you are going to look it up, as Zen has become a philosophy now in the West, which is a shame. The reason my stuff has a different front end to what is otherwise the UNIVERSAL RELIGION, as some of you like to say, is that I TEACH GIFTED HEDONISTS – PEOPLE WHO HAVE STRUGGLED WITH THEIR GIFT AND IN SOME WAY ALREADY ACT IT OUT. These people make up the VERY BEST CANDIDATES FOR THE ‘MY’ 4TH WAY, as otherwise they would not already be the STAR of their particular ‘show’. This method is NOT FOR ‘SPECTATORS’, for the creepy little ones hiding at the back and clapping along, cause they are not actually hedonists, they are usually just creepy little addicts, parasites, unhappy middle-aged freaks looking for strange, SO THIS STUFF IS NOT FOR THEM, THIS IS FOR ‘SPECIAL’ PEOPLE – YOU MUST HAVE SOME ‘SAND’, SOME ‘WOW’, SOME ‘GUTS’, SOME HARD ‘LIFE EXPERIENCE’, GET THIS PLEASE.   

Read this post at your OWN RISK, GET THIS PLEASE – IT IS LIFE CHANGING FOR THOSE ‘WORTHY’ OF IT, BUT IT WILL HURT IF YOU ARE NOT. Specifically, if you have become a PARASITE, chasing the GIFT of others while attempting to stop them from developing, it is required of me to STOP YOU NOW. The rest of You must commit to this, must challenge yourself, must task yourself TO GET ‘SOMEWHERE’ – KNOW THAT ACROSS THIS WORLD there are 10s of thousands of PEOPLE RIGHT NOW PAYING VAST SUMS OF MONEY, OFTEN $50,000+ TO GET CRAP ADVICE FROM AVERAGE 4TH WAY TEACHERS, YOU ARE GETTING WAY BETTER STUFF FOR FREE, BUT DO NOT VALUE IT AS ‘FREE’, VALUE IT AS THE MOST VALUABLE THING THAT WILL EVER BLOODY HAPPEN TO YOU, THEN IT WILL BE… 

BE CLEAR – this post is designed to HELP THE GIFTED UNDERSTAND THEMSELVES, SEE WHY THEY HAVE THEIR ISSUES AND CHANGE, SO THEY CAN BE ‘BETTER THAN’ THAT, LIKE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE. It is NOT designed to HELP YOU ‘BECOME GIFTED’ or become MORE SPIRITUAL IF YOU ARE NOT – I AM NOT GOING TO ADVISE YOU ON THE BEST FORM OF SUFFERING, DANGER, EXHAUSTION, SEX, or VIOLENCE TO PUT YOURSELF THROUGH IN ORDER TO AWAKEN YOUR ENERGY BODY, because frankly you will NEVER DO IT AND IT WOULD MOST LIKELY KILL YOU IF YOU DID. So, however much the ECHO of this or that particular EXTREME theme continues to RESONATE in your life KNOW YOU MUST BE GIFTED ALREADY to use my methods, full stop.  

So if all of this sounds like a fantasy to you, IF ALL OF THIS IS JUST A FAIRYTALE YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND, if its all just a form of mental illness, if you fail all of the many tests I have added to this post to check your GIFT, PLEASE JUST FUCK OFF BACK TO THE ZOO – YOU ARE ANIMAL IN A CAGE, AND I DONT CARE. Reading about things you can never DO, seeking some petty advantage, illustrating your obvious WANKERNESS, your dork-level ‘cleverness’ with dog whistle posts on social media is sad as fuck – YOU MAKE YOURSELF EVEN MORE PATHETIC THAN YOU ALREADY ARE, you are #CRINGE, OK? Yes, I know you should be PITIED, that you are ONE MORE harmless little tool desperately trying to comfort yourself for the increasing levels of failure, decline, loneliness, HUMILIATION, poverty and despair in your life, SO JUST UNDERSTAND I DON’T DO ‘PITY’ – THIS POST IS ACTUALLY DESIGNED TO HURT ANIMALS IF THEY READ ON.

Grand so – the ‘die is cast’, ‘what happens now, happens to you…’, it’s too late for anything else, as my favorite uncle used to say… For the rest of you, FOR THE BEST OF YOU, what follows are some foundational concepts of living GIFTED, IN THE SENSE OF THE NATURAL LAWS OF YOUR GIFT. They are ancient, they are forced on you, they are all-powerful, SO IT’S A REALLY GOOD IDEA TO KNOW THEM. I make no apologies for MY STYLE – like it or hate it, just KNOW I KNOW IT ‘WORKS’. SO DON’T BE THINKING YOU KNOW BETTER, CAUSE YOU DON’T, YOU A ‘CHILD LOST IN THE JUNGLE’ – any bright light you can use to guide you is better than ‘howling at the moon’. A very long time ago my first GIFTED Teacher told me I was destined to surpass him and be a teacher myself, then did some numerology trick to prove it, based on what my birth day, month and year added up to = 33. After I stopped laughing I pointed out I was anything but that, and perhaps numerology is all total bollocks, he frowned and replied ‘No, a time is coming when Religious Morality will die in the West, even ‘normal’ people will degenerate back to Roman, so all the Godless Whores will need a Godless Whore like you to reach what is LEFT of them, otherwise nothing ever will’. And so here we are…

He was ‘THE’ Clever old bastard, truth be told, so that is the reason for all this, should you care to know… His parting words of advice to me was never to try and ‘save them all’, most folks can’t be helped as they SIMPLY don’t want to be – they have bought the illusion of ‘False Obligation’ to their Slavery so completely it’s all that makes them happy, the ‘false pleasure’ in the ‘relief of being productive’, whilst maximizing their ‘Desires’, minimizing their ‘Fears’ and coping with their ‘Boredom’ in a continuous cycle that delivers the exact opposite! Don’t try and become some famous ‘Guru’, ONLY STOP FOR THE BEST, for the ones who are hungry for this, AND LEAVE THE REST TO BURN. IT HAS NEVER SAT WELL WITH ME, but there is no escape from it, we are all cursed by the needs of our bloodline, just as I am, the ‘romantic pathos’ of the ‘destined death’ of your ancestors.

See yourself on this PATH, know it is REAL for you, know it’s your habitual ‘REAL LIFE’ THAT IS A FORM OF MADNESS, THE ‘ABSURDISM’ OF THE MODERN WORLD (Sorry, Albert Camus…), whilst trying to avoid the almost obligatory ‘Existential Crisis’ of the sadly ‘self-indulgent’ modern seeker – TOUGHEN THE FUCK UP AND SEE ALL THE ‘CONTRADICTIONS’ AS MILDLY AMUSING INSTEAD. SO REMEMBER THIS STUFF WHEN YOU READ ON NOW, THEN JUST DO YOUR BEST, PICK WHAT YOU CAN DO AND HAVE A GO – IT IS ALL ABOUT ‘US’ AND ‘THEM’, SO FIRM UP YOUR ‘BOUNDARIES’ AND STOP BEING AN ‘ANIMAL’, STOP FAKING IT, STOP FITTING IN. Remember the point of Spiritual Elitism is to both PROTECT YOU FROM ‘THIER’, and YOUR ‘low, animal nature’ – this is real ‘NATURAL SELECTION’ AT ITS FINEST, if that is not obvious by now, so YOU MUST LEARN HOW TO EVOLVE, CONSCIOUSLY and ‘SLAY YOUR DRAGON’, before that bitch ‘eats you alive’, as that is ALL IT CARES ABOUT, ITS NEXT ‘HAPPY MEAL’…

BUT IF YOU CAN’T SEE ‘YOURSELF’ ON THIS PATH AFTER READING THIS POST, THEN KNOW YOU ARE ‘THEM’, HOWEVER MUCH YOU WISH YOU WERE ‘US’. This stuff is NOT FOR YOU, AND YOU SHOULD STOP INVOLVING YOURSELF IN IT IN ANYWAY, OTHERWISE BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN… Should you wish to go on with Developing some spirituality as an Animal it is better not to delude yourself – either enter a Zen temple and be prepared to make huge efforts to suffer, to exhaust yourself past your 2nd wind and back again in order to awaken your energy body, or pick a religion, old or new age, and comfort yourself with empty ritual and mysticism in some happy-clappy little herd. BUT IF YOU ARE GIFTED YOU CANNOT GO ON ACTING LIKE ‘THEM’, LIKE SOME ‘BASIC’ LITTLE MESSED UP ANIMAL – YOU MUST LEARN TO ‘LIVE IN YOUR GIFT’ AT THE SAME TIME AS YOU DEVELOP IT, otherwise you will still continue to FAIL! 

I wish you luck, and simply point out that people die all the time, all around you – random, SUDDEN death is extremely common, it’s just no one ever tells you. Ever wondered why… did COVID not teach you anything about your ‘society’ – ‘LIFE IS UNCERTAIN… AND DEATH IS FINAL’ (Sorry, The Temptations…). Your lifestyle is ‘PRECARIOUS’, your pathetic little SELF-DESTRUCTIVE moods are ‘UNSTABLE’, BUT NOBODY WANTS YOU TO KNOW HOW TENUOUS YOUR EXISTENCE IS, because it is way more uncertain than you could ever know – FRANKLY YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE AGAIN IF YOU DID FIND OUT WHAT IS ACTUALLY ‘HAPPENING’. There are people wandering around this planet who know things that would turn your hair white overnight, and not just the coming polar shift, the real purpose of the moon, or what they have found in the vast wastelands, deserts and jungles that cover this Earth, but properly scary stuff as well… 

MAINTAINING THIS ILLUSION IS A KEY PILLAR OF YOUR SOCIETY, maintaining order in the streets and maximizing the tax receipts is the point of it, so see through it – you are a mushroom, kept in the dark and fed on shit FOR YOUR OWN PEACE OF MIND, SO IT IS VERY MOTIVATIONAL TO UNDERSTAND LIFE IS SHORT AND YOUR ‘DEATH’ IS WAITING FOR YOU ‘EVERYWHERE’. You are an animal, a cow in a field, the fact that you believe you are an individual with ‘human rights’ YOU NEED DO NOTHING TO DESERVE, that you are secure in your BED at night betrays your LEVEL OF BASIC – YOUR RIGHTS ARE DIRECTLY RELATED TO YOUR LEVEL OF POWER (OR WEALTH FOR ANIMALS), way its always been and always will be, SO IS IT NOT TIME YOU DID SOMETHING ABOUT THAT?

SO THE POINT OF THIS LITTLE SPEECH IS THIS – TODAY YOU MUST ENGAGE YOUR GIFT AS A MATTER OF URGENCY, YOU MUST PUT IT IN GEAR BY CREATING THE SPACE IN YOUR LIFE FOR IT TO OCCUPY, IT WILL WANT TO OCCUPY THAT SPACE, IT WILL RESPOND POSITIVELY IF YOU TRY AND FIGHT FAKE YOU IN THIS WAY, IT WILL HELP YOU FIGHT BECAUSE IT WANTS YOU TO FIGHT IN THESE SPECIFIC, CONNECTED WAYS THAT SUPPORT EACH OTHER – GET THIS PLEASE – REAL YOU DOES NOT HATE YOU, ONLY FAKE YOU HATES YOU – ANY PAIN OF YOUR CONSCIENCE IS A GOOD THING….  

YOU CAN NOT GO ON ACTING LIKE A ‘BASIC ANIMAL’ IF YOU WANT TO DEVELOP YOURSELF, EVEN THOUGH RIGHT NOW YOU ARE STUCK AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS. THE KEY IS TO UNDERSTAND YOU MUST SHOW YOUR REAL SELF, YOUR GIFT WHAT YOU WANT BEFORE YOU CAN DO IT, IN ORDER TO BE ABLE TO DO IT PROPERLY LATER – YOU MUST GUIDE IT BY ‘TRYING’, WHICH IS TO PUT REGULAR, REPETITIOUS EFFORT INTO THE ACTIVITIES DEFINED BELOW. THEN YOUR ‘REAL YOU’ CAN RECOGNIZE WHAT YOU ARE DOING,  SEE WHERE YOU WANT TO GO, AND SO WILL HELP YOU ACHIEVE THIS FOR REAL, BY GIVING YOU SPECIFIC GUIDANCE RELATED TO YOUR SPECIFIC GIFT, AND START TO RAISE YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS.

IF YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS READ IT OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU DO – YOU MUST CREATE A SOLID, STABLE ‘ARISTOCRATIC FRAMEWORK’ IN YOURSELF, OTHERWISE YOUR ARISTOS HAS NOWHERE TO START, NOWHERE TO ANCHOR ITSELF TO, AND FAKE YOU WILL CRUSH IT.   

Or do you simply want to go on with ‘BLANKING YOUR DECLINE AND DEATH OUT’, go on with your transactional obligations, accepting that you have ‘no point’, no reason to exist but the life of an animal, WHO JUST SURVIVES, with no dreams, no PURPOSE, a life of momentary pain/pleasure/boredom, as that is all there is… Really – ARE YOU THAT FUCKING STUPID..? 

SEE I KNOW MANY OF YOU ARE NOT STUPID, AT ALL, YOU ALREADY KNOW MOST OF WHAT I GOING TO WRITE ABOUT BELOW INTUITIVELY – YOU ALREADY GET IT, YOU JUST DON’T FUCKING DO IT, BECAUSE YOU FOLLOW WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN TAUGHT, YOUR HERD, YOUR SOCIETY. SO KNOW THAT THE MOST AWFUL THING FOR ANY TEACHER LIKE ME TO WITNESS IS THE HIGHLY GIFTED SEEKER WHO IS CRUCIFIED BY ‘APATHY’, BY EGO SAFETY, BY THE INABILITY TO COMMIT AND CHANGE, EVEN WHEN THEY ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO.

WANNA KNOW WHY THAT IS, WANT THE VERY BEST MOTIVATION TO CHANGE, EVER? THAT ‘APATHY’, THAT ‘BASIC’, THAT ‘NOTHINGNESS’, IS YOUR FAKE SELF STOPPING YOU BECAUSE IT HATES YOU, AND SEEKS ONLY YOUR ‘HUMILIATION’ – IT IS ONLY THE ‘CLEVER LITTLE TWAT’ IN YOU THAT IS TO BLAME, THE TWAT YOU ARE UNCONSCIOUS OF BUT CONTROLS YOU VIA FALSE, DEFENSIVE INSTINCTS, NOT ‘YOU’. SO TODAY I’M GOING TO SHOW YOU HOW YOU GET ROUND THAT, GIVEN YOU HAVE ALREADY WEAKENED YOUR FAKE, REACTIVE TWAT ENOUGH VIA PART 3 AND CAN LEARN TO EVOKE THE FEELING OF ‘SUPERIOR’ BY ITSELF, TO HAVE THE GIFT TO BRING ‘YOUR BETTER’ THAN ‘TO LIFE’, AND LIVE IN IT = ARISTOS. 

SPOILER ALERT – ANIMALS NEED DRUGS OR POWER OVER OTHERS TO DO THIS, TO EVEN GET CLOSE TO IT – SO CAN YOU DO IT WITHOUT THEM……………..?  

SEE, HOWEVER MUCH YOUR ‘FAKE YOU’ HATES THE CONCEPT, YOU NEED TO ‘GROW UP’ NOW AND BECOME ‘CONSCIOUS OF YOURSELF’, LIKE AN ADULT, INSTEAD OF LIVING IN A DELUSIONAL WORLD OF BUTCH TOY SOLDIERS, OF SECRET BARBIE DOLLS, OF SLEAZY COMIC STRIPS, LIKE AN UNHAPPY CHILD.

SEE, TO BE AN ANIMAL, TO BE A FAKE, REACTIONARY FERAL CREATURE IS TO BE AN UNCONSCIOUS CHILD, WHO HAS NEVER GROWN UP ‘INSIDE’.

SEE, YOU NEED TO START TO ‘OVERPOWER’ THE FALSE INSTINCTS OF YOUR FAKE SELF BECAUSE THEY ARE ‘THE CHILD’ IN YOU. 

If you get nothing else from this POST, know this very simply – to remain stuck in the Fake, Animal Character you developed accidentally in childhood as a form of EGO Protection, in an attempt to be ‘authentic’, is at best to be a FOOL who underperforms themselves ‘on purpose’, and at worst to chase ‘self-sabotage’ to the point of actual ‘self-destruction’ BY CHOICE, BECAUSE YOU HAVE MADE YOUR ‘EGO SAFTEY’, with all its ‘comforts’, its ‘reliefs’, INTO YOUR ‘COOL’. See if you did not do that simple DELUSION, then even YOU would think you are a gutless, harmless TWAT, pretending all day, every day, and then YOU would SO BE SICKENED BY YOURSELF YOU WOULD WANT TO CHANGE, you would start to loathe your Fake Anti-Hero just as much as we do…

See, to grow up is to KNOW that a CHILD lives in a tiny moment of time, forever lashing out at pain and seeking pleasure in a tiny environment with a tiny range of possibilities  – YOU ARE TRAPPED IN A TINY PRISON OF ‘TIME AND SCALE’ because that is your ‘level of consciousness’. An adult lives in a huge range of time and scale, OF EVERYTHING THEY HAVE BEEN AND EVERYTHING THEY CAN DO, instead of forever wasting their energy on trivial reactions to trivial shit THAT YOU SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT. You simply would not believe how much the Truth has to be ‘dumbed down’ to get passed your egoic defenses so it has a chance to ‘hit’, to cause an ’emotional reaction’ in you, A LITTLE SHOCK IN THE MOMENT OF COGNITION, so you KNOW IT IS THE TRUTH – YOUR TINY STATE OF MIND MEANS YOU CAN’T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT, but be happy, as animals can NEVER THINK STRAIGHT.

So please forgive the REPETITION that so many of you HATE so very much, it’s THE ONLY CHANCE YOU HAVE OF EVER ‘FEELING’ THIS STUFF, otherwise your ‘brilliant disguise’ of a FAKE character will always defend itself with its ‘watertight’ ego safety, and even my stuff will just bounce right off you… Know the VERY simplest way to understand this lesson today is simply to KNOW YOU MUST CONSCIOUSLY CHANGE ‘YOUR IDENTITY’ FROM A GIFTED CHILD TO A GIFTED ADULT, AN ARISTOS, AN ELITIST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO, BECAUSE IT EXCITES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. So understand what that is, in relation to the pathetic childish mess you used to be – whenever you feel those little pangs of ‘Secret Cleverness’, TAKE A MOMENT TO REMEMBER WHAT A FAKE, INSIGNIFICANT, GUTLESS TWAT YOU ‘USED’ TO BE, to see those petty thoughts and petty feelings as BELONGING TO SOMEONE ELSE, THEN CHANGE THEM TO FEELING ‘SUPERIOR’, as I will teach you to do below, OTHERWISE YOU WILL REMAIN STUCK AS A CHILD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE…

If it helps at all you can teach yourself Gurdjieff’s little mantra, designed to remind GIFTED folks to ‘2nd guess’ themselves in the moment of habitual action, to go against themselves, the Fake Child in themselves that controls them with the Basic Comforts of a child. See this little literary device is designed to get you, slowly but surely to put 2 separate premises together in your mind so often that they eventually stop being just abstract, logical arguments, and actually HIT with the emotion of HORROR, of SHAME, of your EMBARRASSING NOTHINGNESS – YOU ARE A ‘PET’ ON A LEAD, AND THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN STOP BEING A PET AND BE AN INDIVIDUAL IS TO GO AGAINST YOURSELF, YOUR FALSE INSTINCTS, EVEN WHILST YOU STILL WANT TO BE A PET, WHILST YOU ARE STILL CONTROLLED BY YOUR HABITUAL BASIC. YOU MUST LEARN TO IGNORE YOUR ‘BASIC CHILD’, LET IT SCREAM ITS HEAD OFF AND LAUGH – TO USE THE SUFFERING OF IGNORING IT TO DRIVE YOUR ‘CONSCIOUS SUPERIORITY’, YOUR ‘BETTER THAN’…

Truth be told – YOU MUST LEARN TO OVERPOWER YOUR ‘BASIC’ WITH YOUR ‘CLASS’, and repeating a simple instruction to yourself over and over, until your REAL YOU takes over, will speed that up A LOT – IT WILL INTERVENE IN YOUR LIFE, BEYOND WHAT YOU CAN DO. That mantra is simply AS BELOW – sounds easy, it’s not, unless you want it to be, SO SAY IT TO YOURSELF LOW IN YOUR CHEST, SO THE WORDS VIBRATE IN YOUR CHEST, like I have taught you before. Understand this way of speaking is the point of being SOLEMN, of being profound – that is not some religious ‘style’, that Slow, Low way of acting is a SPIRITUAL MECHANISM THAT DOES IMPORTANT STUFF, that is why you see it all over the world. So START DOING IT!

Yes, YOU, simple little ‘YOU’ MUST ‘START’ SOMEWHERE YOU CAN DO ‘NOW’ – so get on with it – TIME COUNTS – and many of you have been ‘on the clock’ since childhood. BUT JUST IN CASE YOU ARE SOME FREAK WHO THINKS BEING A DOG IS ‘COOL’, SEXY EVEN, THEN IMAGINE A FAT, DISEASED RAT, EATING ITS OWN SHIT, AND ASSAULTING ITS OWN CHILDREN, cause that is what RATS do. In Gurdjieff’s time wild dogs were a starving, vicious, rabid menace to mankind, TO CHILDREN, TO SHEEP, SO WERE USUALLY KILLED ON SIGHT BY SHEPARDS, just like he was brought up to be… 

‘LESS DOG, MORE GOD.’

OR

‘MORE GOD, LESS DOG FOR MORE GOD’.

GET IT – DON’T JUST BE ‘LESS DOG’ AND NOTHING ELSE DIFFERENT LIKE YOU HAVE ALREADY TRIED, YOU MUST TRADE THAT ‘LESS’ FOR ‘MORE’ OF SOMETHING ELSE – MORE GOD, YOUR ‘SUPERIOR’ – AS AN INSTRUCTION, AN ACTUAL GOAL, SO IT BECOMES ‘REAL’ TO YOU, NOT EMPTY WORDS.

SO ‘SEE’ YOUR DOG AND YOUR GOD IN THE MOMENT OF ‘SPOKEN COGNITION’, SAY IT SLOWER IF YOU NEED TO, THEN REMEMBER TO SWITCH TO FEELING ‘THE MERCY’ OF YOUR PETITION, THE FEELING OF PHYSICAL AND MENTAL WEAKNESS TO THE POINT OF ‘COLLAPSE’ IF YOU WANT IT TO WORK FAST.

TRY AND REMEMBER THAT EVERY ACTION MUST HAVE 3 SPECIFIC PARTS IF IT IS GOING TO WORK FAST, LIKE YOU NEED IT TO…   

If you are GIFTED this will work, and for all of you who have learned to order your animal self around with verbal commands, IT WILL WORK VERY QUICKLY. See it is really useful to understand that as an Animal you are inconsistent, contradictory, and indecisive with your GOALs, to the point that you DON’T HAVE ANY GOALS, AT ALL, NONE, ZERO, NADA, YOUR SILLY SHIT FROM YESTERDAY ALREADY CANCELS OUT WHAT YOU WANT TODAY SO TOMORROW ITS JUST ‘BLAH’, so even these simple tricks will show results. If you are not GIFTED then this won’t work, as there is nothing there to TALK TO YOU, but then again nothing is going to work – YOU ARE JUST AN ANIMAL, GET IT? STOP READING NOW.

FOR THE REST OF YOU – even if you choose not to use a mantra, know TODAY YOU MUST GET PRACTICAL, YOU MUST BRING THIS STUFF INTO YOUR EVERYDAY LIFE AND MAKE IT REAL FOR YOU, BRING IT TO LIFE. Yes, you must know the theory as words, so when that theory finally HITS you know what the fuck just happened, but that theory will NEVER hit until you make the space for this stuff in your life – UNTIL YOU START TO CONTRUCT YOUR ‘DEPUTY STEWARD’ AS A CONSCIOUS PART OF YOU that is ‘better than’ your FAKE YOU, THE CLEVER RAT OF OLD YOU. So TODAY YOU MUST CHANGE YOUR CHARACTER BEFORE YOU ‘WANT’ TO CHANGE IT, BY ACTING DIFFERENTLY, EXTERNALLY, TO BE ‘BETTER THAN’ THE HARMLESS LITTLE INSIGNIFICANT TWAT YOU USED TO BE!

When you achieve this first step you will WANT to change MORE AND MORE, indeed it is all you will want…

ONCE YOU ‘STOP JUSTIFYING BEING SHIT’, AND START TO ‘STOP BEING SHIT’ INSTEAD, EVERYTHING CHANGES.

ALL JUSTIFICATIONS FOR BEING SHIT, LAZY, BORED, STUPID IS FAKE YOU TALKING, WHILST GIGGLING TO ITSELF.

THE REASON IT CHANGES IS THAT YOU WILL GET YOU DON’T HAVE BE ‘FAKE YOU’, ANYMORE – YOU HAVE A REAL CHOICE TO BE ‘BETTER THAN’.

SO WHEN ‘YOU’ SEE ‘THE HORROR’ OF FAKE YOU, THE MEANINGLESS LIFE OF A RAT, YOU WILL CHANGE BECAUSE THAT IS ‘REAL YOU’ LOOKING.

THEN YOU WILL STOP ‘FORGETTING’ EVERYTHING LIKE A COWARD, BECAUSE YOU WILL WANT THE TRUTH – IT’S NEW AND ADDICTIVE.

THE KEY MILESTONE IS WHEN YOU START TO ‘REMEMBER YOURSELF’ IN A LONGER TIME FRAME, BECAUSE THEN YOUR ARISTOS HAS A ROOT.

YES, WHEN YOU STOP FORGETTING EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DECIDED, IT WILL WEAKEN FAKE YOU ENOUGH TO TRY TO OPPOSE IT IN THE MOMENT.

AND YOU NEED TO OPPOSE IT, YOU CAN NOT CONTROL IT OR TRUST IT BECAUSE IT HATES YOU, REAL YOU, IT SEEKS YOUR DESTRUCTION…   

Lastly, for this note, I will answer the most repetitive of all ‘new’ seeker questions – ‘WHY CAN I NOT DO BOTH, MY CLASS AND MY BASIC, WHY CAN I NOT WORK UP TO THIS AT THE BEGINNING, until ‘I’ am sure this is right for me?’. This question has been answered many times before but in this case it is IMPORTANT TO WEIGHT IT CORRECTLY in the context of this post, SO YOU SEE THE ‘CARROT AND STICK OF IT’, SO YOU CAN GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS AND SEE THE TRUTH OF IT. 

The answer is in x2 parts, first the ‘stick’ and then the ‘carrot’ (you are an animal, so this is the quickest way to teach you…)

1. Very simply put, your current basic, to lose yourself in hedonism in all its forms, from petty secret cleverness and control, all the way to full blown ‘Trance Mania’ IS A (much) LOWER LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS. By engaging in Animal Hedonism, by indulging your ‘Thirst’ YOU CONTINUALLY LOWER YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS TO THAT OF A RAT – IT IS A RESET BUTTON. No matter how much you offset this with your Class, with stuff I teach you today, you will simply lose it OVER AND OVER again as you return to your BASIC – GET THIS PLEASE. Indeed the power you develop will actually MAKE YOUR BASIC WORSE, AND YOU WILL BURN EVEN QUICKER – BASIC IS A ‘TOILET FLUSH’. 
2. The good news, should you wish to see it, SIMPLY PUT, is that BY DEVELOPING YOUR CLASS YOU DEVELOP YOUR BASIC INTO YOUR CLASS, just at a DIFFERENT LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS. You DO NOT LOSE the essence of your BASIC, you are exchanging animal hedonism for SPIRITUAL HEDONISM. Your animal Thirsts EVOLVE WITH YOU TO POINT YOU WANT THE NEW VERSIONS, WHICH ARE SO MUCH MORE POWERFUL AND ENJOYABLE, and at the start they don’t even look that much different. The key point is that Spiritual Hedonism BUILDS YOU UP, animal hedonism destroys you a little more every time you do it.       

YOUR BASIC IS A COFFIN NAIL, IT HOLDS YOU DOWN WHATEVER ELSE YOU DO – You cannot be MORE and LESS at the same time, but you can have MUCH BETTER VERSIONS OF WHAT YOU CURRENTLY CHASE, and then you will not even want that old shit, because you won’t be a STUPID, VILLAINOUS, CREEPY, OBVIOUS rat anymore. YOUR ANIMAL HEDONISM IS SIMPLY HOW YOU HAVE LEARNT TO COPE WITH BEING A RAT IN CHILDHOOD, YOU ARE MAKING THE BEST OF IT, OF THIS NOTHINGNESS, SO WHEN YOU STOP BEING A RAT, A CHILD LOST IN THE JUNGLE, YOU WON’T ACTUALLY WANT IT ANYMORE, as its disgusting, it is ugly, smelly, tacky, STICKY, BLOODY RAT SHIT. BE CLEAR – IT ‘TAINTS YOU’, STICKS TO YOU WITH THAT SAME SMELLY CRAP, WHICH ALL OF ‘US’, YOUR OWN KIND, CAN SEE ‘ON YOU’ – IT IS ‘BENEATH YOU’. 

Just know we were all like YOU are now once, but then we realized that we are HERE and it is NOW, so we understood that are Hedonistic patterns can be used to help us, instead of destroying us. See that is the beauty of BEING A HEDONIST, if you are actually one, the STAR of your show, instead of some creepy little ‘chubby’, clapping along at the back like, all EGO safe and pathetic, sooooo happy to be ‘anonymous’ – YOU ALREADY HAVE THE PATTERNS FOR THIS. So maybe just realize NOW – YOU ARE NOT REALLY GIVING ANYTHING UP, YOUR BASIC IS A VERY COLD COMFORT FOR WHAT YOU ARE MISSING, YOU ARE ACTUALLY BUILDING ON TOP OF IT. But do try and get this whilst there is still something left to build on top of…

Right then, lets hope at least some of your clever little questions have been answered and we can crack on – TODAY YOU WILL START TO EVOLVE in a focused way, you will see through your precious and almost completely FAKE equality, liberty and all the other weaponized bullshit of our WEALTH OBSESSED MODERN AGE, of our corrupt ‘consumer capitalism’, and get back to what you should of been doing this whole time. But you must understand you are MAKING A TRADE, OTHERWISE YOU BETTER GET USED TO SUFFERING FOR NO IMMEDIATE REASON, SO YOU WILL ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE YOU ARE SUFFERING, LIKE A MONK WHO TRAINS THEMSELVES TO ‘LIKE SUFFERING’, and that not you is it, you can’t even delay gratification, can you, you NEED EVERY DESIRE TO BE SATISFIED NOW, IN OUR AGE OF ‘FANTASY VIDEO CLIPS’ BECOMING THE WORLDS DRUG OF CHOICE. You need another way…

So much easier my way, indeed this is how THE ARISTOCRATS OF THIS WORLD, FROM THE ANCIENT GREECE OF 2500 YEARS AGO TO THE RIGHT-FUCKING-NOW HAVE ALWAYS DONE IT – BECAUSE IT WORKS! Just don’t forget YOUR ANIMAL NOTHINGNESS AS A REFERENCE POINT, YOUR FEELING OF EVERYDAY INFERIORITY, OF PATHETIC, PURPOSELESS INSIGNIFICANCE, as everything on a human, animal scale, everything dragged down to ‘an ANIMAL measure’ is a VERY SMALL THING IN THIS UNIVERSE – we are NOT the top of the food chain, even on this planet. To delude yourself that THIS IS ALL THERE IS, THAT FOLKS LIKE YOU ARE ALL THAT IS OUT THERE, THAT THIS MOMENT IS THE VERY BEST CIVILIZATION THAT HAS EVER BEEN, ANYWHERE IN THE COSMOS IS BEYOND FUCKING STUPID – YOU LIVE IN A WORLD FULL OF DEGENERATE ANTS, we are less EXCELLENT THAT WE WERE A 2000 YEARS AGO, BECAUSE OUR EVOLUTION, THE ONLY BLOODY REASON YOU ARE HERE, DEPENDS ON OUR INEQUALITY,  ‘NORMAL’ IS DEGENERATE – WE GO BACKWARDS…

YEP, YOU NEED TO START LOOKING UP, IF NOTHING ELSE EVEN SOMEONE AS SIMPLE AS YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO TELL THAT THERE IS SOME VERY BIG STUFF COMING DOWN THE LINE, AND SOME OF IT WILL BE VERY CHALLENGING INDEED – EVERY CENTURY for the last 1000 years THERE ARE AT LEAST 2 BIG, LONNNGGGGG WARS, YOUR SOCIETY DEPENDS ON THEM TO ‘CLEAR HOUSE’, RE-SET AND RE-FUND ‘THE GLOBAL POWERS’, AND WE ARE DUE THE START OF THE NEXT ONE. Trust me, that shit is going to change you, whether you want to or not, so what’s to lose by getting out in front of it, eh…

YOU MUST CHANGE YOUR ‘ATTITUDE’ TO YOUR LIFE BY CHANGING THE ‘ALTITUDE’ OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.

YOU ARE NOT ‘OVER’, YOU ARE JUST STUCK AS A CHILD, LIKE AN ANIMAL SO IT IS TIME TO GROW UP AND MOVE ON, WE HAVE ALL HAD TO DO IT…

ALL GIFTED LIVE 3, EVEN 4 DISTINCTLY DIFFERENT LIVES AS DIFFERENT PEOPLE AS THEY AGE, BUT ONLY AFTER THEY HAVE GROWN UP.

SO YOU MUST BECOME RUTHLESS WITH YOUR CURRENT LIFE, THE LIFE OF A DRUG-ADDLED CHILD IS ‘NOTHINGNESS…’

YEP, YOUR CURRENT LIFE AIN’T ALL THAT IS IT – SO IS IT NOT TIME YOU GOT ON WITH THE NEXT ONE, YOUR REAL ONE, BEFORE CLINGING ONTO THIS SHIT LIFE KILLS YOU, BEFORE YOU ARE ACTUALLY ‘DEAD INSIDE’. Look at the shit that surrounds you, WHAT YOU HAVE SETTLED FOR, COMPARE YOURSELF TO THOSE BETTER THAN YOU, then look at the parasites, the animals, the dorks and spectators, and KNOW MANY OF THESE FAT FREAKS SHOULD NOT EVEN BE ALLOWED TO SAY YOUR FUCKING NAME, let alone look at you, yet YOU LET THEM LAUGH AT YOU JUST SO YOU HAVE SOME ‘FRIENDS’, like a scared little girl… 

But I know you can’t DO any of this yet, it LOOKS LIKE A SHEER WALL for you to climb, and you don’t even know how to climb. So today I need to show you the HAND HOLDS, AND GIVE YOU A GOAL TO CLIMB TOWARDS, A ‘SUMMIT’, FAR HIGHER THAN YOU CURRENTLY STAND. It is no good developing yourself if you don’t know what it’s FOR, WHAT TO DO WITH IT, so you must trust me, and see that the hand holds are ‘YOUR CLASS’, and the intermediate GOAL is ‘YOUR BETTER THAN’, AS A FEELING. Then you can start to move on from the POINTLESS LITTLE BASIC BITCH YOU HAVE BECOME, as let’s face it, even you have started to hate yourself, have you not, even you see that everyone else thinks you are a FOOL WHO HAS WASTED THEIR GIFT, WHO DOES NOT EVEN DESERVE THE LITTLE THEY HAVE, don’t you…

So you must START TO TRY, AND THE FIRST PLACE YOU DO THAT TODAY, indeed the main reason for my ‘style’, IS THAT YOU WILL NEED TO TRY AND UNDERSTAND this post IN A WAY THAT IT ‘HITS’ EMOTIONALLY, HERE, THERE AND EVERYWHERE. So slow down with this reading if you need to, reread if you need to, BUT DON’T START ‘SKIPPING’, DON’T START ANY VERSION OF STOPPING. Boredom is A ‘FAKE YOU’ DEFENSIVE MECHANISM YOU MUST DEFEAT IN ORDER TO FUCKING LEARN TO ‘TRY’, so put all your gamification to one side, all your Gen Z ‘if it does not entertain me I stop’ crap to one side and ‘TRY’. Then as you read on passed, or even later after you have finished, if you are GIFTED it will HIT, BUT if you are an animal you simply don’t have that skill so everything here will scare you, bore you, so you have to slag it, cause your an animal, YOU ARE UPSET NOW, you can’t face the fact that your DUMB, can you. Trust me, THE ANIMALS will stop reading today, indeed most of you should have already given up – THAT IS THE POINT OF THIS, ITS A TEST, the test you need to pass to understand that EVERYTHING IS A FUCKING TEST, A ‘TRUTH TEST’…

See the reason everything is a TEST is you must LEARN TO FEEL the TRUTH or the LIE of it EMOTIONALLY, outside of ‘You The Narcissist’, outside of your conditioned ‘REASON’, herd ‘OPINION’. YOU DON’T KNOW SHIT, your opinions and preferences are all TOTAL SHIT, BUT YOUR GIFT DOES KNOW THE TRUTH, and if you learn how to do it, HOW TO LET THE TRUTH ‘HIT’, to reveal itself to you both in an INSTANT and OVER TIME, WITH INCREASING REFINEMENT OF WHAT THAT FEELING MEANS ‘FACTUALLY’, you will have a way out of THE PRISON OF YOUR STUPID LITTLE EGO. So start now, start understanding the way this is written, my ‘salty’, ‘savage’ style (Sorry Gen Z…) IS DESIGNED TO EMOTIONALLY CHARGE SEVERAL OPPOSING PREPOSITIONS IN YOUR HEAD SO THAT THE RIGHT x2 ONES FOR YOU CAN ‘COME TOGETHER’ IN AN ‘INSTANT’ AND ‘HIT’. Otherwise you will always be ‘delulu’ (Sorry, not sorry… how weird is it that Gen Z speak is faintly addictive, who knew eh…).

That’s why this has to be more INTENSE TO READ than little you thinks it needs to be, more REPETITOUS – SO GO WITH IT. Got that now? THIS IS WHY EVERYTHING IS A TEST, FOR GIFTED FOLKS – I’m trying to BREAK THROUGH ‘FAKE YOUS’ DEFENSES, so a Jane Austin ‘vibe check’ ain’t going to work. All my ‘SEE’s, all my ‘SO’s are there for a bloody reason bitch – I NEED YOU TO HOLD 3  THINGS YOU MIND AT THE SAME TIME, SO 2 OF THEM CAN COMBINE WHEN YOU HAVE TRIED HARD ENOUGH TO PAY FOR THE PRIVILEGE OF THAT REVEALED, UNEXPECTED ‘TRUTH’, usually when you have just relaxed your effort…

This post is NOT about how clever I am as a Teacher, it’s about HOW CLEVER YOU ARE:

SO, can you LET GO OF ALL YOUR FEAR AND FAKE THOUGHTS, and let the TRUTH HIT you?

My best guess is about 70% of you read the above and HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL I’M TALKING ABOUT AS ‘AN EXPERIENCE’, WHILST THE OTHER 30% SIMPLY SHRUGGED AND WENT ‘YES, AND..?’ It always amazes me how much everyone always assumes that YOUR experience of ‘consciousness’, of ‘connection’, of ‘conscience’ is identical to everyone else – IT’S NOT, compared to GIFTED, PARTICUALRY HIGHLY GIFTED, most folks are quite ‘dead inside’, needing ‘EXTERNAL’ ANIMAL FEAR or ANIMAL DESIRE or ANIMAL POWER-OVER-OTHERS/CLEVERNESS to feel anything, as that is how animals work. That’s why the whole US and THEM thing is going to be a THEME today, because it ‘has to be’ – YOU ARE NOT THEM, YOU JUST LOOK LIKE THEM…

Don’t in someway be offended by this approach, DON’T LET YOUR FAKE YOU UNDERMINE THE VALUE OF THIS LESSON BECAUSE IT THINKS IT IS AN ‘EXERCISE IN STYLE’, its not an exercise – IT’S ALL TRUE, AND MUCH MORE BESIDES. The issue is RIGHT NOW YOU ARE A CHILD, SO YOU THINK WITH YOUR EMOTIONS LIKE A CHILD, YOU FEEL WITH YOU FALSE INSTINCTS LIKE A CHILD, AND MOVE LIKE YOUR CHILDHOOD ENVIRONMENT TAUGHT YOU TO ACT – YOU ARE A BAD COPY OF A THOUSAND CRAPPY THINGS. None of that is good enough for this, to get ANY of this, so I must ‘finesse you’ into DOING THINGS DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE, get you to 2nd GUESS your FAKE SELF, whilst you still are your FAKE SELF, by showing you what you can DO that others can’t, what that is FOR, and making it ATTRACTIVE. If you had been taught to GROW UP at school, like they once used to in the West, instead of being fed dumbed down, politically correct bollocks in AN EQUALITY obsessed pig sty, then you would already know this…

See I must REACH YOU ABOVE ALL ELSE, above ‘literary beauty’, above ‘Canon 4th Way Truisms’, above ‘Oblique Zen Koans’, above ‘Kafkaesque Absurdism’, above ‘Ancient Biblical Allegory’, BECAUSE THAT WON’T WORK IN THIS DAY AND AGE. So I must make this BASIC enough for you to be able to PROCESS, whilst challenging you enough to be able to SPARK YOUR INNATE CLASS INTO LIFE – it is a question of EMPHASIS. My greatest strength as a Teacher is not ALL that ‘I know’, it is my ability to REACH YOU SO THIS ‘HITS’, because that is what a CLEVER OLD BASTARD showed me how do WELL a very long time ago. So don’t see this approach as a barrier between US, between my assumptions and your life experience, SEE IT AS ‘A BRIDGE’. It is a pathway you must learn to ‘walk across’ by putting one realization after ANOTHER, and TRUSTING THESE NEW INSIGHTS ENOUGH SO YOU STOP LOOKING DOWN, STOP LOOKING BACK and MOVE FORWARD – YOU MUST LEARN THE POWER OF SIMPLY GETTING THE FUCK ON WITH IT, OF ‘CHANGING YOUR CHARACTER’…  

Anyway, I hope you value some of the insights in this authors note but we must get on now, THE FEW OF YOU THAT ARE WORTH THIS LEVEL OF EFFORT ARE GETTING IMPATIENT. I’ll leave you with one last insight, one final hint as to how this ‘will happen to you’, if it happens at all, BECAUSE THE COMMITMENT TO CHANGE MUST HAPPEN, IT MUST BE FORCED ON YOU IN SOME WAY PERSONAL TO YOU. I don’t mean some pain point in your life, I don’t mean some failure, some revelation where you see your decline and death in the moment of it happening, AS THAT TYPE OF EXISTENTIAL CRISIS WON’T BE ENOUGH FOR THIS. See, the 4th Way is NOT a form of comfort, and you have probably already had those banal, middle-class issues many times over by now, yet still managed to BLANK them out, INDEED THEY HAVE EVEN BECOME ‘PASSE’, part of your NORMAL.

No, what I mean is simply this – by reading and increasing your understanding of what is in this post, letting it HIT you OVER AND AGAIN, at some point YOU WILL SEE IT IS REAL BECAUSE YOU CAN RELATE TO IT, YOU CAN REMEMBER IT, YOU CAN FEEL IT – YOU ARE GIFTED. Then, often in what some call a profound ‘moment of clarity’, YOU WILL COMPREHEND THAT YOU HAVE NO CHOICE ANYMORE BECAUSE YOU BELONG TO SOMETHING BIGGER THAN YOU ARE – REAL YOU – AND YOUR HERO’S JOURNEY BEGINS. It won’t matter what you think of that trip, it won’t matter what anyone else thinks, BECAUSE you will accept your DESTINY, SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU HAVE ONE – YOU WILL STOP RUNNING AWAY, AS REAL YOU IS FAR MORE INTERESTING THAN YOUR FAKE LIFE. All your roles, amusements, comforts, fears will become what they always were, simply a form of passing the time until THE TRUTH came along, but you already know that, don’t you.

A GIFTED French lady once described it as her ‘Take Me To Church’ moment (Sorry Hozier…) but it may HIT little old you differently if it ever does, and some get the ‘Smack my bitch up’ version, but that DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO YOURSELF. She teaches now and teaches well, so is one of the few I let use this ‘BETTER THAN’ system herself, as she loves it for the speed of the state change – something which can take months or years is achieved in a few days for many. She also does the best critique of these posts, seeing them both as a student and a teacher, much as her key demographic, those struggling with actual depression has to be taken into account (she is very gentle), so I will show her some love today and mention her own contribution to what I teach – HIGH ENERGY WORK. She uses several Daoist techniques to pull VERY low energy, depressed folks back out of their overthinking, lethargy, with a countdown system ‘3-2-1-go’ to get such people to start TRYING and disengage the FAKE YOU ‘procrastination’ – DANGEROUS BUT IT WORKS, IN PERSON. Sadly it cannot be defined in a post as only ill people should use it, but it has been the key to getting started for so many 30-somethings who otherwise have massive apathy/drug/delusion/mental exhaustion related issues, so get stuck at ‘thinking about starting’ forever. BE CLEAR – IF THIS IS YOU THEN KNOW YOU NEED A FLESH AND BLOOD TEACHER WHO IS A MATCH FOR YOU, NOT POSTS OR BOOKS. 

The reason for mentioning this must be made clear, however – YOU CAN NOT USE THIS SYSTEM IF YOU ARE TAKING ANTI-DEPRESSANTS TO COPE WITH YOUR FAKE YOU, if you are artificially changing your character, even the lady mentioned above gets her students to stop. See, in this sense these drugs are simply hiding your FAKE YOUs DOMINANCE OF YOU, and do nothing to change it, indeed you become even more unconscious, clever, and extreme, so you must stop taking them, even in low doses to use this stuff today. Personally I’ve always been slightly sickened by the current normalization of drugs to treat low mood, as they stop many people trying to understand WHY THAT IS, and develop themselves out of it, AND I PARTICULARLY HATE THE TREND OF BLAMING DEPRESSION FOR EXTREMES OF BEHAVIOUR TO ‘EXCUSE YOURSELF’, in a calculated, obvious way, TO BE CLEVER = PARASITE. So you will need to STOP SELF-MEDICATING, you MUST FACE THE WORSE OF YOUR FAKE YOU, JUST maybe WORK ON YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR IN THE MEANTIME, as you are going to need some SAND in your belly to break your FEAR – all added courage in the face of existing problems ‘stabilizes’ with added humor – SO LOOK AT THE TRUTH OF YOURSELF AND LAUGH.

This 4th Way thing is hard stuff for hard people, IF YOU NEED TO BE TOLD YOUR FAKE NARCISSIST IS ‘OK’, IF YOU THINK THAT ALL LOW MOOD IS HORMONAL, IF YOU ARE CONTENT TO BE A PILL POPPING STEREOTYPE, then you are reading the wrong blog. Please go and GET HELP SOMEWHERE ELSE – on the lefthand path WE ‘BURN OUT’ OR WE ‘WIN’, we don’t slowly ‘fade away’. See WE have ALL grown the FUCK UP, we don’t expect life to BABY US, like little children, we know we are HONORED BY OUR ANCESTORS, WE ARE INCREDIBLY LUCKY TO BE GIFTED AT ALL, so we FEEL THAT INNATE FORTUNE AS OUR ‘BETTER THAN’. See this POWER is your GIFT, and this POWER FEELS SUPERIOR,  no matter how much stuff you have, how much money, how pretty, how smart, WHICH IS ALL AN ILLUSION THAT YOU DECIDE, SIMPLY BY THE PERSPECTIVE YOU DECIDE TO TAKE ON ‘YOUR ANIMAL VALUE’ IN THE PETTY CONTEXT OF ‘YOUR HERD’…

So when we hear the unexpected noises in the night, we don’t pull the duvet over our heads and wait, paralyzed with CRIPPLING FEAR, WE GET UP, ARM OURSELVES, AND GO DOWNSTAIRS – WE GO LOOKING FOR THE SHIT ON THIS PATH, WE ARE ‘INDIVIDUALS’. Don’t miss understand, we are not ‘psycho’, its not a macho thing, we just know that IF YOU INDULGE YOUR FEARS, IF YOU REPRESS THEM AND THEN COMFORT YOURSELF WITH SHIT THEY GET A LOT WORSE, like a small wound that you cover with a dirty rag than turns into a gaping, fester sore AND DOMINATES YOUR LIFE. See we understand that YOUR FAKE YOU WILL CONTROL YOU VIA YOUR FEARS, to the point that over time IT will MAKE YOUR FEARS COME TRUE VIA UNCONSCIOUSLY CONTROLLING YOU TO THAT END, if you don’t face them down, much as it is FAR BETTER TO BREAK YOUR ‘STATE OF FEAR’ ALTOGETHER, SO YOU CAN FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’ =  NO FEAR.   

All that said, it is VERY USEFUL FOR SOME TYPES OF GIFTED TO REALIZE THAT ALL FALSE BUT FORCED INSTINCTIVE REACTIONS TO EGOIC PAIN, THE STUFF THAT CONTROLS YOU AUTOMATICALLY, IS ACTUALLY BASED ON YOUR CHILDISH REACTIONS TO PHYSICAL PAIN, AS THAT IS THE SAME PATTERN. If you are prepared to put some time into dramatically reducing your automatic reactions to actual PAIN, by increasing your TOLERANCE for physical pain, THEN YOU WILL DRAMATICALLY WEAKEN THIS MECHANICAL ASPECT OF YOUR PERSONALITY. In-person I can usually tell if this is a key issue for a student, simply by the way they hold themself, if your posture is in some way ‘cowed’, defensive, however they talk, whatever they say, BUT A HIGHER TOLERANCE FOR PAIN will HELP EVERYONE TO SOME DEGREE.

We don’t use suffering on this path, but this is one of those areas that even a simple bamboo massage stick, for your lymph system, can get some of the mostly cowardly students started with facing Egoic pain much more effectively. You see it a lot in people who have ‘LET THEMSELVES GO’, and hide behind some childhood delusion that they still look the same as at 18 EVEN years later, even in their 40s. Parasitic animals with this are the ones who delight in the pain and humiliation of others, and often become deviant in their fetiches – THEY BECOME ‘STATEMENT NARCISSISTS’, their own viewing pleasure is the driving force of their life, everyone else exists in their life only that purpose. People like this also tend to SMELL BAD, and I don’t just mean from their sweaty hygiene, their low oral and sexual health BUT AT A SPIRITUAL LEVEL – A KIND OF PUTRID ROTTENESS THAT MANY UNSCHOOLED GIFTED UNCONSCIOUSLY SENSE, and can be overwhelming for US.  

See, it always amazes us that even the smarter animals don’t understand their ‘own projections’, YET IT ENABLES ANYONE WHO DOES TO READ THEM LIKE A BOOK – the worst COWARDLY FOLKS ARE FANTASISTS, WHO BECOME SO ‘REMOVED FROM LIFE’ THEY CAN ONLY ‘WATCH IT FROM A DISTANCE’, AS THEY CAN’T DO IT THEMSELVES – their whole life becomes some grand illusion designed to HIDE THEIR OWN COWARDICE FROM THEMSELVES. So THEY SPEND THEIR LIVES TRYING TO CONTROL EVERYTHING SO IT FITS IN WITH THEIR DELUSIONS OF POWER, SO EVERYTHING BECOMES A DELUSION – COWARDS ARE CREEPY, STUPID LITTLE THINGS, DON’T BE ONE, fix it and only FEAR actual DEATH. Plus you will smell a lot better TO US…     

Got that? So can you do that yet? Yes, I am emphasizing for effect, but you must get theoretically JUST HOW MUCH FEAR AND ITS REFLECTIONS (DESIRE AND BOREDOM) DOMINATE THE LIFE OF AN ANIMAL. Everything in your day-to-day existence is FEAR driven, because fear becomes habitual VERY quickly. Even worse the modern societal pattern of ‘EASY’ combines with habitual fear and makes difficult things look scary, so your range of options in every moment shrinks to nothing – AFTER A WHILE EMAIL IS SCARY, TALKING TO STRANGERS IS SCARY, YOUR FUCKING JOB IS SCARY. Hard does not equal scary, that is only true of pointless EGOIC FEAR, we 4th wayers live for the challenge, as it reminds us we are still alive! Without FEAR Fake You is VERY EASY to beat for many, but with FEAR IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR MOST – FAKE YOU WILL EVEN CRUSH WHAT YOU HAD AS A GIFTED KID. 

YOU CAN’T BE A PUSSY ON THE LEFT-HAND PATH, FEAR IS THE LOWEST ANIMAL LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND DISTORTS EVERYTHING ELSE.

WHILST YOU ARE STUCK FEELING INFERIOR, ACTING OUT THAT INFERIORITY ALL DAY EVERYDAY, YOU CAN NEVER DEVELOP YOURSELF CONSCIOUSLY.

YOU WILL SIMPLY NEVER BE SENSITIVE ENOUGH TO FEEL YOUR GIFT IF YOU ARE SCARED SHITLESS, SO YOU WILL NEVER ‘FEEL THE TRUTH’.

SO BEST START DOING STUFF YOU ARE SCARED OF UNTIL YOU STOP BEING SCARED, INSTEAD OF YOUR PATHETIC EGO SAFETY.

YOU WILL NEVER ‘WANT’ TO DEVELOP YOURSELF UNTIL YOU HAVE BROKEN YOUR ANIMAL FEAR, YOUR ‘GUTLESS CHILD’.

Just in case you are still too stupid to put all of this together in your mind yet, I’ll SPELL IT OUT for you, give you a chance to get a small HIT under your belt easily – ALL UNSCHOOLED GIFTED SEEKERS ARE STUCK IN A ‘CATCH 22’ POSITION AT THE START. You MUST  break your FEAR in order to DEVELOP, but YOU MUST DEVELOP in order to BREAK YOUR FEAR. So you must separate out what you WANT and what is NECESSARY to do, as that IS THE ‘ROYAL ROAD’ TO GROWING UP, and ACT AGAINST WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF FEAR, IN ORDER TO GET SOMETHING MUCH BETTER. GET THIS – YOU DON’T ‘WANT TO’ DEVELOP ‘because’ OF your FEAR, OUT OF YOUR FAKE CHARACTER WHICH IS BASED AND BUILT ON ANIMAL FEAR AND EGO SAFETY, BUT YOU CAN NOT BE FORCED TO DEVELOP YOURSELF BECAUSE IT WON’T WORK IF YOU RESIST IT, YOU JUST ‘GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS’ – FAKE YOU WILL CRUSH IT AT EVERY TURN.

However, YOU CAN BE FORCED TO ‘GROW UP’ AGAINST YOUR ‘FAKE WILL’, indeed your biology is already doing that through your ongoing decline and death, IT IS OBVIOUS IS IT NOT – you are living the fake character of a scared child long after that child has DIED. On the 4th Way ‘Growing Up’ and ‘Increasing your Level of Consciousness’ ARE THE SAME THING AT THE START, so you must accept the NEED TO FORCE YOURSELF TO GROW UP, TO PASS THROUGH MENTAL AND EMOTIONALLY PUBERTY – ‘YOU’ CAN FORCE YOURSELF TO GROW UP BEFORE YOU GET SICK, TO KNOW YOU NEED TO DO IT, INDEED I CAN FORCE YOU TO GROW UP, I CAN SMASH THE GLASS OF YOUR ILLUSIONS TO DUST BY SHOCKING YOU, HARD. I DON’T OF COURSE – THIS IS A TEST AND YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT YET – but your REAL YOU will, indeed for many of you it has already started, and it will just get worse and worse until you LEARN, or you BURN. 

That what you want? Really? Honestly, if I was you, I’d have a good go at this post instead, work with your REAL YOU instead of fighting the best thing about you, LIKE A CHILD. Yep, for the mid to highly GIFTED it is one or the other – YOU BELONG TO SOMETHING ELSE, YOU ARE NOT ‘FREE’, YOU NEVER WERE, YOU OWE A DEBT TO YOUR ANCESTORS, like it or not. I know it is pointless to use the ultimate aid to GROWING UP, TO DEVELOPING A PERMANENT SENSE OF YOURSELF THAT RESISTS ALL YOUR CHILDISH, ANIMAL MOOD SWINGS, TO ACCEPT DEATH BY THINKING ABOUT EVERY DAMN THING IN RELATION TO YOUR DEATH – but its no harm if you do occasionally give it a thought. See once you can do that, then you will see FAKE YOU is everything you FORGET, EVERYTHING YOU LIE ABOUT in order to FEEL BETTER AS A CHILD, by just lying and forgetting ‘yourself’ TO COPE WITH YOUR FEAR. So maybe start being scared of what is going to happen if YOU DON’T GROW UP, INSTEAD OF ‘THE PROCESS OF GROWING UP’ – IT IS FAR, FAR WORSE THAN YOU KNOW.

Do you ‘understand’ now? What follows in this post is me helping you to GROW UP, to lead you into the process by making it ATTRACTIVE, EASY, BENEFICIAL, so you don’t have to have it forced on you IN THE MOMENT OF YOUR DEATH, or by some LIFE CHANGING SHIT sent from REAL YOU. This is the WAY of the ARISTOS, the path of ELITISM, and it is WAY MORE FUN than most other ‘Rights of Passage’, there is No Shock, No Pain, No Humilation of YOUR CHILD required. BUT YOU MUST WANT TO DO ‘IT’ so I HAVE TO USE YOUR PATTERNS OF HEDONISM ‘AGAINST’ FAKE YOU, so your Fake Child ‘likes it’, thinks its ‘COOL’. Get it – YOU MUST ENJOY THIS AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL FOR IT TO WORK THE WAY I INTEND, AND THEN YOU WILL GROW UP, WHATEVER ELSE ‘YOU’ THINK YOU ARE DOING.

I’m told by my younger colleagues that, rather bizarrely, the Gen Zedders call this approach the exact same thing as we do – A FINESSE – which makes me smile, some hope for all those fragile little lazy fuckers yet then. Ok so, NOW YOU CAN SEE I HAVE LOWERED AN ANCIENT TEACHING DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL, SO YOU CAN ‘GET IT’, NOW I need you to ‘KICK IT UP A NOTCH’ TO MATCH THIS INTENT, put your brain in DRIVE, and START. Hope at least some of you are CLEVER enough to experience a MOMENT OF TRUTH today, to know that it, (and so much else besides) is REAL, is SUPERNATURAL, is YOUR BIRTH RIGHT, rather than just another one of Hemingways many excellent literary devices. But I suspect many of you will not have done Part 3 enough, so your FEAR will still BETRAY you with shitty little Egoic reactions, that rob you of this CHANCE ‘TO KNOW’, replacing it with your ‘OPINION’, like a CHILD, WHO KNOWS NOTHING BUT ‘THE HERD’…   

 End of this Authors Note, but note I have repeated several elements of the above in a different way at the end of this intro, BECAUSE IT IS THAT IMPORTANT. 

 

Now We Start – THE INTRODUCTION:

TODAY YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND ‘SPIRITUAL HEDONISM’ FOR REAL, AND THEN START USING IT PRACTICALLY.

SIMPLY PUT – WE NEED TO REPLACE THE ‘ANIMAL CONDITION’ OF USING STUPID ANIMAL HABITS TO FEEL ‘BETTER’ WHEN YOU FEEL ‘WORSE’.

YOU MUST CHANGE AND ACCEPT THE ‘FEELING OF ELITISM’ AS THE DRIVING FORCE YOU USE TO FEEL BETTER, AND ‘SACRIFICE’ YOUR COMFORTERS.

CHILDISH COMFORTERS ALWAYS MAKE YOU WORSE TOMORROW, BUT ELITISM ALWAYS MAKES YOU BETTER BECAUSE YOU FEEL BETTER.

SEE TODAY I’M OFFERING YOU A WAY MORE EXCITING ALTERNATIVE TO THE LIFE OF AN ANIMAL HEDONIST = SPIRITUAL HEDONISM. 

Sound interesting? Hope so… cause this is going to get VERY practical today – this is about DOING DIFFERENT STUFF, DAY TO DAY, EVERYDAY…

TODAY YOU NEED TO REALIZE YOU ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE – TO BE ‘BETTER THAN’ OR ‘WORSE THAN’ TOMORROW, EVERY MOMENT OF TODAY…

YOU ALREADY MAKE THAT CHOICE – YOU CHOOSE TO BE ‘WORSE THAN’, SEEKING ‘ANIMAL COMFORT’ AS ‘YOUR’ SLAVE ‘VALUE’, OUT OF CHILDISH ‘FEAR’.

THE MASTER PATTERN OF FAKE YOU IS TO LITERALLY MAKE YOU FEEL WORSE SO IT CAN CONTROL YOU VIA THE COMFORTS OF ANIMAL HEDONISM.

YOU MUST SEE HOW AN ALTERNATIVE TYPE OF ‘FEELING’ CHANGES YOUR CHARACTER, TO START CHOOSING ‘BETTER THAN’ THAT…

SO YOU MUST FIND YOUR REAL ‘INDIVIDUALITY’, BY SEEKING OUT THE FEELING THAT POWERS IT – ‘ELITISM’.

Yes, YOU MUST GET THE NEED FOR THE ‘US’ AND ‘THEM’ THING TODAY – THERE IS A BETTER WAY TO BE A HEDONIST FOR GIFTED FOLKS THAN just following ‘THEM’, than being part of the ‘HERD’, THAN SIMPLY COPYING ANIMAL TRASH IN ORDER TO ‘FIT IN’. SEE YOU MUST START TO ‘SEE THEM’, THEIR NASTY, UNDERMINING INFLUENCE ON YOU EVERY DAY IN ORDER TO ‘STOP BEING THEM’ – ‘YOU’ CAN DO MUCH ‘BETTER THAN’ THAT.

Please BURN THIS INTO YOUR MIND NOW: 

IN THIS WORLD NORMAL MEANS ‘DUMBED DOWN’, IT MEANS ‘CHILDISH OVER-SIMPLIFICATION’, IT MEANS BANAL ‘NOTHINGNESS’ = ‘AVERAGE’.

NOBODY WANTS TO BE AVERAGE, BUT YOUR ENTIRE LIFE IS DOMINATED BY THE ROUTINES OF NORMAL, BECAUSE YOU ARE CONDITIONED TO BE NORMAL, WHICH ACTUALLY MEANS TO ACCEPT LESS, NOT EXPECT MORE, SO YOU HAVE NOT EVEN BEEN SHOWN WHAT IS POSSIBLE FOR YOU.

SEE HOWEVER GOOD EQUALITY SOUNDS, KNOW THAT THE WESTERN VERSION IS USED TO OPPRESS PEOPLE, IT IS USED TO OPPRESS ‘YOU’ – NOBODY WANTS TO BE EQUAL UNLESS THEY GET SOMETHING OUT OF IT, UNLESS IT IS AN IMPROVEMENT IN THEIR LOT.

SO TODAY YOU NEED TO BE ‘CAUGHT UP’ WITH WHAT YOU SHOULD OF BEEN TAUGHT AT SCHOOL – SOCIETY AS YOU KNOW IT IS DEGENERATE, THE BAR FOR EQUALITY, FOR NORMAL HAS BEEN SET VERY, VERY LOW, AND YOU MUST SEE WHAT THAT MEANS IN ORDER TO STOP ACCEPTING IT.

But more even than that, YOU MUST UNDERSTAND ‘THE GULF’, THE CLOSSOLAL DIFFERENCE IN YOUR ‘EXPERIENCE OF LIFE’ WHEN YOU HAVE RAISED YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS ABOVE THAT OF A HARMLESS LITTLE ANIMAL, EVEN SLIGHTLY AT THE START = MOOD CHANGE. Trust me, after even a BRIEF TASTE of REAL LIFE you will NEVER WANT TO go back to ‘BEING NOTHING’, to being a ‘victim’, a slave, a CLEVER PARASITE = A COW IN A FIELD, BUT WHICH YOU THINK IS THE WHOLE WORLD. Yes, you are that bloody dumb, because YOUR REALITY SHELL ‘IN TIME’ IS TINY, like a ‘mayfly’ – you have no permanent ‘SENSE OF YOURSELF’. Your over-arching SENSE of YOURSELF just changes with your MOOD at an animal level of consciousness, so animals use drugs in all their many forms to fix that MOOD, but an ARISTOS fixes that another way, BY RAISING THEIR LEVEL SO THEY CAN ‘FEEL SUPERIOR’, all the time, without drugs, FOR REAL. 

Today you must understand what THIS CHANGE FEELS LIKE, even before you can do it… See today you must understand where I stand on the greatest SCHISM in all of the ‘4th Way’, both back in the mists of time right up to the present day – I EMPHASIZE RINZAI ZEN IN ALL MY TEACHINGS, WARRIOR ZEN, DESIGNED TO MAKE YOU MUCH ‘BETTER THAN’ AT YOUR LIFE, hence it was embraced by the Samurai and Assassin Class of Feudal Japan. See, the 4th Way actually is ‘Super Human’ school, whatever you choose to do with that, so you must embrace that concept to use these teachings, otherwise you will NEVER UNDERSTAND IT. Many, MANY TEACHERS struggle with this PUBLICALLY, but I don’t BECAUSE I TEACH HEDONISTS.

So why have I made this seemingly POINTLESS right-wing choice, MANY NEVER SAY IT OUT LOUD, so why bring down the ire of Fake Liberal spiritual establishment (and some of my own kind) for no obvious reason with my ‘BETTER THAN’?

YOU ARE ‘BASIC’, BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO BE BASIC, TO BE NORMAL ALL YOUR LIFE.

TODAY YOU MUST GET WHY YOU NEED TO CHANGE AND BE MOTIVATED TO FOCUS ON ACTING DIFFERENTLY SO YOU CAN CHANGE – STOP BEING NORMAL. 

SEE IF YOU DON’T START ACTING DIFFERENTLY YOU WON’T CHANGE BECAUSE YOU CAN’T, AS FAKE YOU HAS TRAPPED YOU IN ‘NORMAL’.

WITHOUT A FAKE YOU BEING ARISTOS IS NATURAL FOR GIFTED, BUT YOU HAVE TO GO AGAINST FAKE YOU FIRST TO SEE THAT.

SO YOU MUST BECOME ATTRACTED TO THIS CHANGE – TO HAVE ‘CLASS’ MUST BE ‘BETTER THAN’ YOUR NASTY OLD NORMAL, YOUR ‘BASIC’.  

SEE THIS NOW – ‘BETTER THAN’ IS THE QUICKEST WAY TO TEACH YOU THIS SIMPLE TRICK:   

YOU FEEL ‘ANIMAL INFERIORITY’ ALL THE TIME, SO YOU THINK IT IS NORMAL TO LIVE IN FEAR AND CHASE ‘ANIMAL HEDONISM’ AS COMFORT.

YOUR RELIANCE ON ANIMAL COMFORTS TO SCRAPE BY TRAPS YOU IN YOUR ‘BASIC’ BEHAVIOURS.

YOU MUST REALIZE THAT FEELING NORMAL FOR GIFTED IS WHAT YOU CALL FEELING ‘SUPERIOR’, WHICH IS SPIRITUAL HEDONISM, VIA ELITISM.

SEE TO FEEL ‘ANIMAL INFERIORITY’ AS A BASELINE IS NOT NORMAL FOR GIFTED, BUT YOU HAVE BEEN CONDITIONED TO BE IT SINCE CHILDHOOD. 

SO I MUST TEACH YOU HOW TO FEEL ‘SUPERIOR’, TO FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’, BEFORE YOU ACTUALLY ARE, TO BREAK YOUR REACTIVE CONDITIONING.

THE CHANGE TO RELYING ON SPIRITUAL SUPERIORITY, TO TRULY BE ALIVE IS YOUR ‘CLASS’, YOUR QUALITY.

YOU NEED TO RISE ABOVE YOUR UNCONSCIOUS, ANIMAL STATE OF MIND, SO YOU MUST BECOME SELF-CONSCIOUS AS AN ARISTOS, NOT AN ANIMAL.

SO YOU MUST START TO LINK FEELING SELF-CONSCIOUS AS FEELING ‘SUPERIOR’, NOT INFERIOR, AUTOMATICALLY, SO YOU CHASE IT, LIKE A DRUG. 

THIS STATE HAS A NAME, TO BE ‘SELF POSSESSED’, BUT TODAY I’M GOING TO STICK TO ‘BETTER THAN’, AS A TRANSITIONAL DEVICE.  

Ok so far? Nothing too taxing, hell you already know this… IT OBVIOUS, YES? Mmmmm, I wonder… buts thats fine, let see if we can slip the intro to this lesson passed your Fake Anti-Hero today, your ever-so desperately needed (but almost completely lacking, totally copied and therefore delusional) ‘coolness’…

See it is a simple model because I’ve made it simple, and relatable BECAUSE YOU ARE SIMPLE – IT CONTAINS ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL METHODS TO ACHIEVE THE BIGGEST CHANGE YOU WILL  EVER MAKE – IT IS HOW YOU ‘GROW THE FUCK UP’. See, in this world, they have actually stopped teaching people how to grow up, and outside of a couple of very old-school religions, ‘THEY’ HAVE GONE SO FAR AS TO REMOVE THE NEED FOR YOU TO DO IT… Shocking really, when you understand what it actually IS, BUT YOU MUST GRASP NOW THAT ‘THEY’ DON’T WANT YOU TO GROW UP, so ‘we’ have to figure out how to get you there…

ALWAYS REMIND YOURSELF:

NO CHILD EVER WANTS TO ‘GROW UP’, THEY ALWAYS HAVE TO BE FORCED TO BECAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS.

BUT NO ADULT EVER WANTS TO GO BACK TO BEING A CHILD, A SLAVE, THE ANIMAL LEVEL, AS IT IS A FATE WORSE THAN DEATH.

SO NO MATTER HOW CLEVER OR MATURE YOU THINK YOU ARE RIGHT NOW, KNOW YOU ARE ‘A CHILD IN A MOOD’.  

So why have THEY done this – damned you to live the life of a CHILD, with childish pleasures, increasingly cheaper, QUICKER animal thrills as COMFORTERS, no different to those of a RAT, A FLY, A SNAKE, INSTEAD OF THE LIFE OF DEEP, LONG, IMMENSLEY SATIFYING ‘ADULT PLEASURES’ THAT IS YOUR BIRTH RIGHT? Easy – CHILDREN, WHO KNOW NOTHING BY DEFINITION, ARE MUCH EASY TO CONTROL AND FOOL WHEN THEY ARE ‘DUMBED DOWN’, like you are, SO BEST BE CLEAR BEFORE WE START: 

‘GROWING UP’ IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS – SOME VAGUE SENSE OF MATURITY AND RESPONSIBILITY THAT JUST ‘HAPPENS’ AS YOU AGE…

GROWING UP IS THE ‘OG’ OF ALL SPIRITUAL GATEWAYS – IT IS THE CLASSIC ENTRY POINT INTO ‘ELITISM’, INTO ‘BETTER THAN’.

YES, FOR GIFTED GROWING UP IS MEANT TO BE A SPIRITUAL STATE CHANGE, A CHANGE IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS GOING ‘UPWARDS’.

OTHERWISE, YOU REMAIN STUCK AS AN AGING FUCK UP – A SELF-DESTRUCTIVE CHILD, OBSESSED WITH ‘TOYS’ AND THE ‘YOUTH OF OTHERS’…

YES, WE MUST PUSH YOU PASSED YOUR ‘CHILDISH, ANIMAL BASIC’, TOWARD YOUR ‘GIFTED, SPIRITUAL CLASS’.

SO YOU MUST LEARN TO LOOK DOWN ON YOUR ‘NOTHINGNESS’, IN A VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS WAY – I HAVE TO MAKE YOU SEE WHERE IT COMES FROM…

TODAY YOUR NATURAL ‘CLASS’ MUST ‘GO PUBLIC’, VIA YOU BECOMING INCREASINGLY SELF-CONSCIOUS OF THAT QUALITY, OR LACK THEREOF…

THIS IS AN ‘ENERGETIC’ CHANGE IN YOU, AND IT MUST BE PUBLIC FOR YOU TO JUDGE THE CHANGE IN THE WAY ‘THE WORLD’ RESPONDS TO IT, SO YOU CAN FEEL ‘THE WIN’ OF IT, THE BENEFIT OF IT IN THE MOMENT, AFTER WHICH IT BECOMES ADDICTIVE, FUN EVEN.

SO IT IS BEST TO SEE IT AS ‘A GAME’ YOU ARE PLAYING VIA YOUR CHARACTER – YOUR CHANGE IN ‘PERSONA’ VS THE WORLD – AND BY GAME I MEAN THERE IS NOTHING TO LOSE, NO FEAR, YOU EITHER IMPROVE OR YOU STAY THE SAME, BUT IT IS THE WORLD THAT JUDGES THAT, NOT ANIMAL YOU… 

SEE YOUR ‘BASIC’ IS (REALLY) NOT A SUPERPOWER, BUT YOUR ‘CLASS’ ACTUALLY IS, IF YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO ‘USE IT’, THAT IS…

YES, UNLIKE PART 3 OR 4 WHICH ARE PRIVATE, TODAY YOU MUST START TO MAKE THIS CHARACTER CHANGE PUBLICALLY, YOU MUST START YOUR VERY OWN ‘RIGHTS OF PASSAGE’ – THESE DAYS NO ONE IS GOING TO FORCE THESE ‘RIGHTS’ ON YOU, SO YOU MUST TAKE OUR DIRECTION AND DO IT TO YOURSELF. OTHERWISE YOU WILL STAY STUCK WITH A MENTAL AGE OF A 16Y/O FOREVER, WHICH IS A FORM OF MADNESS, AS MANY OF YOU ARE FINDING OUT – all simple MENTAL ILLNESS IS A FORM OF CHILDISHNESS, sadly. 

And it’s Genius really (Sorry…) – Today I use your existing PATTERNS OF Animal Hedonism AGAINST FAKE YOU, so I tell you the TRUTH UP FRONT FOR ‘RADICAL CHANGE’, otherwise you will never DO IT, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT ATTRACTED TO IT, but now you are, are you not BECAUSE YOU WANT TO FEEL BETTER, ALL THE TIME. See to feel SUPERIOR TO EVERYTHING AROUND YOU WILL GIVE YOU THE SPACE, GRACE, AND CONFIDENCE TO ACTUALLY BE SUPERIOR, like you are sitting in a class full of 6 y/os, knowing that everything is EASY, and you can cope with whatever will be asked of you, BECAUSE YOU ARE A GROWN UP… 

So YOU should know now – this NEXT part ON RADICAL CHANGE is a ‘Bridging’ section, PART 3 1/2, designed to get you from Part 3 to Part 4 with as little fuss as possible BECAUSE MANY OF YOU ARE STRUGGLING DUE TO THE ‘ELITIST’ NATURE OF THIS STUFF vs YOUR CONDITIONING – see you are REALLY NOT THAT ELITIST, are you, BUT YOU NEED TO BE. See, to actually ‘BE’ Elitist, you have to ‘BE’ very ‘Self-Conscious’ as a CHOICE, which is a directed change for all but a very small few of you – YOU MUST SEEK IT OUT.

THIS Encouragement IS for the GIFTED, SO FAKE YOU CANNOT STOP YOU NOW YOU HAVE STARTED because that BITCH will try, and for the Mid to Strongly Gifted it will try HARD, because it knows you are about to ‘find it out’, find out that YOU, THE CONDITIONED MESS THAT IS ‘AUTOMATIC’, PUBLIC YOU, IS NOT REALLY ‘YOU’, YOU WOULD NOT EVEN RECOGNIZE YOUR ‘EXTERNAL’ SELF at all, there is an air gap between your inner dialog and your external persona because that Fake shit IS THE ENEMY OF YOUR DEVELOPMENT, the greatest threat to the magical life you deserve BECAUSE IT IS ‘EATING IT’ IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES.

So before we get started today, on what is a shorter but busy little post covering the top layers of several new things you will need during and after part 4 starts to do its work, know WE ARE GOING TO MAKE THIS A BIT MORE EXCITING NOW, cause as a Hedonist you need that, don’t you. YOU NEED TO KNOW THIS IS MORE THAN JUST ‘TEDIOUS WOKENESS’ that goes nowhere near ‘the life you want’, whatever low-quality b/s you talk in public to fit in with the friends of your friend in some high street coffee house…

YOU MUST NOW START TO WORK ON A PARALLEL LINE OF CHARACTER CHANGE – SPIRITUAL HEDONISM = ELITISM.

THIS LINE IS DESIGNED TO HELP YOU ‘CHOOSE’ TO BE MORE SELF-CONSCIOUS IN A VERY POSITIVE AND ATTRACTIVE WAY.

SEE YOU CAN ONLY GET ‘BETTER THAN’ AT SPECIFIC ACTIVITIES IF YOU ACT MORE SELF-CONSCIOUSLY, THEN JUDGE & FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’ AS A RESULT.

IN THIS WAY YOU MUST CUT THE ‘POSITIVE FEEDBACK LOOP’ OF ELITISM AS A MASTER PATTERN IN YOUR HEAD NOW, SO YOU LEARN IT.

AND YOU MUST REJECT THE ‘NEGATIVE FEEDBACK LOOP’ OF ‘ANIMAL COMFORT’, OF ‘MISERABLE EASE’, BY REPLACING THAT VALUE WITH ELITISM.

Yes, much as you won’t get to meet your NEMISIS, the very definition of your ANIMAL STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS – your NEAR CONSTANT ‘STATE OF IDENTIFICATION’, what Buddhists call ‘ATTACHMENT’ – until the next post, Part 4, IT IS VERY IMPORTANT YOU START TO RELATE TO BEING POSITIVELY SELF CONSCIOUS AS A GOOD THING NOW. See, when you are a lot more Self Conscious you are going to ‘realize’ a lot more of what the fuck is actually happening through you, around you, and too you, moment to moment, and can therefore change, in time, BECAUSE MANY OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS ARE VERY SUBTLE. Just know it is all to do with your STATE OF MIND, WHICH COMES FROM YOUR ‘LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS’…

For example, in this way you will come to realize why ALL LEFT-HAND PATH TYPES seem ‘A BIT SCARY’ to ‘animal you’, INDEED OFTEN ‘A LOT SCARY’, because you will START to understand the FIRST BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AN ANIMAL and GIFTED – AN ANIMAL IS ‘SCARED OF EVERYTHING’ but DEVELOPED GIFTED ARE NOT SCARED OF ANYTHING, even death, so animals find that REALLY SCARY INSTINCTIVELY. Many developed 4th wayers, particularly Teachers of my kind, go so far as to balance this through a ‘practiced effeminacy’ (driven by a conscience level ‘sensitivity’) in public life, and it remains a pillar of the ARISTOCRATIC approach to development to this day for males, much as it found its zenith in 18th/19th century European ‘High Society’, dominated as it was by the ‘Manners of Freemasonry’, the most persistent of all the Western 4th ways.

Try not to be fooled by this when you see it in person (the kinder the Aristos, the harder the Bastard, as the ‘in-joke’ goes), try and be honored by it instead – YOU NEED TO FEEL THE HONOR OF IT TO KNOW THEY ARE YOU OWN KIND. But we MUST PRACTICE RAISING YOUR LEVEL, FIRST, before you can try it, so you must ‘evoke the feeling of it’, VIA remembering an old state in order to develop ‘THE’ NEW ONE – ‘BETTER THAN’. See you actually need to FEEL THIS STUFF ‘EMOTIONALLY’ IN ORDER TO DO IT CORRECTLY, then you will start to understand that all these Aristos MANNERISMS are actually an outwards show of SPIRITUAL CLASS, done to ADVERTISE YOUR LEVEL TO YOUR ‘OWN KIND’, as one of the many (misunderstood) ‘secret signs’ of that class, not just some historic, ‘wannabe’ affectation done by ANIMALS.

Indeed, in time you will come to see it is EASY to reject ‘animal level feelings’ as opposed to much subtler ‘conscience levels emotions’ that drive these mannerisms, in the presence of other folks who have them at least, because they will respond in kind through the mechanism of those mannerisms, rather than out of petty fear, desire or boredom – ALL ANIMALS ARE BOORISH, OBVIOUS, CHILDISH THINGS WITH ‘MANNERS’ BASED on CREEPY ‘INNUENDO’, on SECRET CLEVERNESS, on A SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT, on the needs of BOTTOM FEEDING, DRUG ADDLED POND LIFE. Try and remember this when you meet your own kind in the future, particularly same-sex Gifted, as they will expect you to KNOW IT, otherwise they will simply treat you like a LOST OR SPOILT CHILD, however GIFTED you maybe by ‘ancestral accident’, and you will miss the opportunity to IMPROVE YOURSELF.

Feel free to explore this in literature should you have a literary bent, especially if said interest formed in late childhood via your early education, as THE RECONNECTION WITH THIS INTEREST CAN BE VERY INSTRUCTIVE FOR WOMEN WHO HAVE SINCE ‘LOST THEIR WAY’, and given up in the face of ever-increasing DUMBING DOWN of our once high culture in this Western world. Today we are all immersed in the culture of the ‘lowest common denominator’, BECAUSE THAT GIVES THE RETAILERS OF THAT FORMULAIC CRAP THE ‘SCALE’ they need to make ‘loads of money’. Just stick to looking for the feelings behind these Aristos Mannersims via the genius LEVEL OF SENSITIVITY of say the Bronte sisters (Passions), or Emily Dickinson (Honor/Death), where the evocation of conscience-level emotion via WORDS reached its height for those with the ‘innate’ ability to feel it, rather than the more Patrichial French classics, so dominated by the kinks in French Freemasonry, with all its animal Mesmerism and Social Revolution.

But in truth, it does not matter TODAY if you don’t ‘understand’ how ‘manners maketh man’, how there is actually ‘magic’ in the correct use of ‘Please’ and ‘Thank You’, as they are meant to be combined with the conscience level feelings of Gratitude and Acceptance for the entirely selfish purpose of using your own power to generate the desired result. Indeed it does not matter if you don’t believe in what has come to be known today as the ‘Mirror Principle, what matters today is that you GET THE NEED TO CONTROL HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT SOMETHING BEFORE YOU DO IT LIKE AN ARISTOS, INSTEAD OF WAITING TO SEE HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT IT AFTERWARDS LIKE AN ANIMAL. Animals have no power to affect events today or change the course of events tomorrow, but Gifted do – YOU ARE ACTUALLY CAUSING YOUR LIFE TO HAPPEN THE WAY IT DOES BY NOT MANAGING YOUR STATE OF MIND WHEN YOU LIVE IT.

See what really matters today is you GET THAT ALL ADVENTURES INTO SPIRITUALITY EITHER SUCCEED OR FAIL BASED ON YOUR ‘MORALE’ – IT MUST BE ATTRACTIVE TO DO THIS, ON A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL OF ‘FELT’ EXISTENCE, NOT A CHORE. Therefore I need to improve your MORALE BEFORE IT IMPROVES BY ITSELF, SO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN IF YOU GET ANYWHERE. See your MORALE is ‘POWER TO DO’, the drug-like state you currently link to silly crap that is actually little more than a trigger for AN ANIMAL. Today you need to see how to do this properly – YOU MUST PUT THE SPARE, EMOTIONAL ENERGY YOU GET FROM PART 3 INTO THIS PART 3.5, SO YOU CONSERVE AND BUILD IT, DON’T WASTE IT BEFORE PART 4…

Even more importantly, know that your SPARE EMOTIONAL ENERGY ‘IN USE’ CAN NOT BE NEGATIVE IN ANYWAY FOR RADICAL CHANGE, SO IF THIS STUFF BECOMES A ‘CHORE’ YOU WILL SLOW IT DOWN TO THE POINT THAT YOUR PROGRESS QUICKLY STOPS, AND YOU THEN REGRESS TO ‘WORSE THAN’ BEFORE, LIKE AN ANIMAL, and that is a bad thing – IN TIME IT CAN EVEN BE FATAL.

TODAY YOU MUST ‘KICK START’ YOUR DEVELOPMENT VIA MANAGING YOUR ‘MORALE’.

TO BE CLEAR YOUR MORALE IS NOT JUST YOUR MOOD – FOR GIFTED IT IS AN ENERGETIC STATE THAT AFFECTS EXTERNAL THINGS.

YOU MUST BECOME VERY CONSCIOUS OF YOUR ‘MORALE’ BECAUSE IT CONTROLS YOU, AS YOU TRY AND CONTROL IT.

IN TRUTH RIGHT NOW YOU HAVE NO CONSISTENT MORALE AS AN ANIMAL, JUST A NEVER ENDING SERIES OF LITTLE ‘UPS’ AND BIGS ‘DOWNS’.

SO YOU MUST SEE WHAT LITTLE ‘UP’S’ YOU ARE DOING EVERY FUCKING DAY TO CHANGE YOUR MORALE AS A HEDONIST, YOUR LITTLE THRILLS.

YES, CURRENTLY, YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING BUT IN THE WRONG WAY – TRYING TO FEEL SUPERIOR BUT AS AN ANIMAL = FAILURE.

SO YOU MUST REALIZE THAT THIS CON IS THE PRIMARY METHOD ‘FAKE YOU’ USES TO CONTROL YOU – CHASE SOME TEMPORARY ‘BETTER THAN’.

TODAY YOU MUST SEE THIS IN YOURSELF, TO RELATE TO IT, THE HORROR OF IT, OF BEING CONTROLLED THIS WAY, AND CHOOSE DIFFERENTLY.

SEE TODAY I’M GOING TO GIVE YOU A MUCH, MUCH BETTER TYPE OF MORALE CHANGE TO AIM FOR, BECAUSE IT IS REAL AND PERMANENT. 

Yes, you already know this don’t you, because you are a Hedonist, so by definition, you try and manage your mood in a very limited TEMPORARY way – YOU TRY AND FEEL SUPERIOR VIA SECRETS, VIA SEX, DRUGS, ROCK’N ROLL, VIA COMPETITION. Sadly that is not only TEMPORARY, ITS ALL TOTALLY ‘FAKE’, IN THE SENSE THAT IT IS AN ILLUSION – NONE OF THOSE THINGS ARE ACTUALLY HAPPENING, FAKE YOU IS CONNING YOU, AGAIN. But currently, you don’t care, even if you see the self-destruction that happens afterwards, AS THE CHEESY FEELING OF ANIMAL SUPERIORITY IS JUST TOO BIG A THRILL FOR A SLAVE ANIMAL LIKE YOU, so I have to replace that before you will be able to CHANGE, EVER – ANIMAL HEDONISM IS A VERY EFFECTIVE TRAP FOR GIFTED.

Yes, I know, many of you MANAGE YOUR MORALE VIA A ‘GROUP’, A GANG, A HERD, VIA SPECTATORS, and in all truth that is what ‘CELEBRITY IS’, BECAUSE IT IS THE EASIEST WAY TO DO IT, INDEED THE ONLY WAY FOR ANIMALS. In reality the only way to permanently CHANGE YOUR MORALE IS TO BE AN ‘INDIVIDUAL’, free of the Herd, of the need to fit in and be accepted, indeed in time you will come to loathe just how much you are a CLONE, how little choice, how little effect you have on even your own choices, let alone what happens around you, all because you NEEDED THE MORALE BOOST OF ACCEPTANCE BY OTHERS, of BELONGING TO A HERD, AS A CURE FOR FEELING ‘INFERIOR’.

Yes, I know belonging to a herd makes animal you feel BIGGER THAN YOU ARE, MAKES YOU FEEL IMPORTANT, and that is LIKE CATNIP TO A SLAVE, who never felt important before, so the feeling controls you – we know you want to be part of a MOVEMENT, OR SOME SECRET LITTLE CLICK, hell many paths even use this to hook you. But, we are NOT some fake idealism, some political cranks or vacuous influencers, we are not FASCISTI here on the Left Hand Path, we are not using the FEELING OF ANIMAL SUPERIORITY to get you to do horrific things as an ANIMAL, which was achieved in WW2 via the industrial scale use of DRUGS, of ‘Tank Chocolate’, ‘Pep Pills’, early forms of PCP, much of many of you still do SOMETHING SIMILIAR now.

No, today you must understand that ALL SPIRITUAL PEOPLE WHO DEVELOP FEEL SUPERIOR BY DEFINITION, SUPERIOR TO ‘THIER ANIMAL’, NATURALLY, BECAUSE THEY ARE, WITHIN THE FRAMEWORK OF THE ARISTOS CHARACTER. That is why they DO IT, why WE would rather DIE than go back to being an ANIMAL, a SLAVE, A WORM, A PARASITE – TRY AND UNDERSTAND THIS, TRY AND SEE THE REAL REASON YOU ARE A HEDONIST, WHY YOU DO IT, AND WHERE YOU HAVE GONE WRONG, HOW THAT WRONG CONTROLS YOU, DESTROYS YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO DUMB TO SEE IT WHEN IT HAPPENS, over and over again.

See what matters is that TODAY you must CHOOSE TO TRY A NEW SUPERIOR STATE BEFORE YOU CAN DO IT PROPERLY, so you will know what it is when I show you how to break the CURSE of Identification later, so you can stop being a dog in a field running after/away from every fucking thing that you experience – YOU MUST START TO FOCUS ON YOURSELF FIRST, AND REALITY SECOND, ALL THE TIME, instead of the utter madness that is the other way round = FAKE YOU, who is NOT YOU. You must START to get what we call ‘DISTANCE’ from your Subjective ‘SITUATIONAL’ Reality now, to have ‘TACT’ with other people, in order to experience Objective Reality later – you must manage your reactions. But you must STOP FEELING INFERIOR BECAUSE YOU ARE ‘IDENTIFIED AS AN ANIMAL’, FIRST…

THE FIRST POINT OF PART 4, OF FINDING YOUR ‘POINT OF PRESENCE’, IS TO USE IT TO BREAK YOUR ANIMAL STATE, SO IT IS TAUGHT TOGETHER.

SEE BEING SELF-CONSCIOUS WHILST IDENTIFYING AS AN ANIMAL MAKES YOU NERVOUS, SHY, AND UNCOMFORTABLE AS YOU ARE ‘OUT OF CONTROL’.

ONLY AFTER YOU HAVE BROKEN YOUR REACTIVE ANIMAL STATE WILL IT BECOME THE ‘GIFTED STATE’ WHERE YOU HAVE CONTROL, ALL THE TIME.

SO BEFORE IT BECOMES ‘EASY’ YOU MUST LEARN THE ARISTOS ROLE SO IT FEELS ‘BETTER THAN’ YOUR ‘SLAVERY TO FEAR’, SO IT ‘WILL’ BECOME EASY.

Yes, you MUST want to do this, to get used to BEING MUCH MORE SELF CONSCIOUS IN EVERYDAY, NORMAL THINGS that are specifically linked to your FUTURE GIFTED SELF, not your ANIMAL SELF. You must practice being Gifted before you can BE Gifted, you must cut the CORRECT PATTERNS in your mind now, so they are there when you need them, when your Animal state DROPS, otherwise you will simply get lost in some DISSASSOCIATED STATE OF MIND, get scared and quit. No one who knows better is going to be there to hold your hand, so this POST HAS TO PERFORM THAT FUNCTION, so you don’t think you are mentally ill…    

THEREFORE YOU MUST DO THIS USING THE CHARACTER, THE STANDARDS OF AN ARISTOS, NOT FAKE YOU, AS A ‘POINT OF PRINCIPLE’.

THEN, IN TIME, THE SEAT OF YOUR SOUL, YOUR ‘PERSPECTIVE’ ON LIFE, WILL LITERALLY SHIFT AWAY FROM ‘FAKE YOU’, TOWARD ‘REAL YOU’.

SO YOU WILL GET ‘BIGGER’ CONSCIOUSLY  AND SEE A GREAT DEAL MORE THAN THE TINY, TRIVIAL MOMENT-TO-MOMENT CONTEXT YOU HAVE NOW…

THIS NEW STATE IS WHAT IT IS TO BE GIFTED, TO HAVE ‘POWER OVER YOURSELF’, BECAUSE YOU ARE ALWAYS CONSCIOUS OF YOUR ‘PRESENCE’, FIRST.

AND THE TRICK TO BEING CONSCIOUS, TO BEING ‘PRESENT’, IS TO ALWAYS REMEMBER TO FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’, BY REJECTING ‘WORSE THAN’. 

Now… this is an INTENSELY PRACTICAL LESSON TODAY, however you read the title, as I know the majority of you DON’T HAVE A GROUP OF GIFTED FRIENDS TO WORK WITH, so you don’t have the HORMONAL benefits of that group to BALANCE YOU. See the reason most paths of development are fixated on Group study IS the Oxytocin, Seratonin and DOPAMINE that they produce in large quantities for Gifted folks, indeed why they often crave to be in ‘any’ secret little group BECAUSE OF THIS, as their ‘FAKE YOU’ KNOWS ONLY TOO WELL, AND USES AGAINST THEM – it’s the temporary HORMONAL FEELING OF ‘SIGNIFICANCE’ you crave, much as I doubt your current SECRET crap is at any meaningful level of organized criminality.

So today we have to find a way TO REPLACE THAT HORMONAL BENEFIT BY MAKING YOU MORE ATTACHED TO THE FEELING OF THIS PROCESS, by making it a BIGGER PART OF ‘WHO YOU ARE NOW’, making YOU want to CHANGE as a reaction that replaces your current shitty reactions to difficult things. The way we do that is by effectively TEACHING YOU HOW TO ‘GROW THE FUCK UP’, and stop clinging on to the ways of your childhood, to how you used to manage your MOODS as A CHILD, as AN ANIMAL WHO KNOWS NO BETTER – we need to teach you THE TRICK of how to ‘FEEL BETTER’ THAN SHITTY OLD FAKE YOU BY ‘BEING BIGGER’ THAN SHITTY OLD FAKE YOU. You must start to FEEL BETTER NOW, so you can FEEL MUCH, MUCH BIGGER, LATER = ‘GROWING UP’, GET IT?      

See the reason I chose that feature image above is to show you the fairy tale version of what FEELING THE ARISTOS MOOD OF ‘BETTER THAN’ looks like, in both Body (the horse) and Soul (the girl), as they are BOTH CLEARLY ‘ENJOYING’ BEING BETTER THAN THE REST OF YOU ‘IN THEMSELVES’, AS A FEELING – BEING ‘ELITIST’, WHICH MEANS BEING BIGGER ‘CONSCIOUSLY’. Yes, there is a bit more to it than that, as you will read, but for now that CHANGE OF ATTITUDE is the VERY obvious point I MUST MAKE UPFRONT – THAT IS WHAT THIS HELPFUL ‘HALFWAY’ POST IS ABOUT, if, of course, YOU CAN ACTUALLY DO THIS STUFF – BE POSITIVELY SELF CONSCIOUS. Clever eh? (Sorry…)

YES – from TODAY YOU NEED TO START ‘EVOKING’ YOUR NEW ARISTOS ‘MOOD STATE’ IN THE HERE AND NOW SO YOU FEEL IT, not just ‘aspire’ to FEELING DIFFERENT in the distant future, so you get bored and fail – NO QUICK RESULTS = YOU STOP TRYING, because you are a CHILD = YOU ARE SCARED ALL THE TIME. But there is a bit more to it than that, SEE WE KNOW MANY OF YOU WILL NEED THIS NEW FEELING SOONER THAN YOU THINK, TO ‘COMFORT’ YOURSELF as you ‘walk through the valley of the shadow of death’ (Sorry, Psalm 23:1-6…).

‘IF’ PART 3 HAS WORKED FOR YOU AT ALL IT WILL FREE UP A VAST AMOUNT OF CONSCIOUSNESS THAT YOU CURRENTLY WASTE ON THE FEAR/DESIRE/BOREDOM CYCLE LIKE AN ANIMAL, AND ALLOW YOU TO USE THIS FREE, EARLY ‘EMOTIONAL POTENTIAL’ ON BETTER STUFF.

PART 3S ‘HEART WASHING’ WILL DRAMATICALLY REDUCE YOUR CONSTANT STATE OF FEAR, AND HENCE REDUCE THE POWER OF YOUR FAKE PATTERNS, ALLOWING YOU TO CHANGE NOW, AND LESSEN ANY OF YOUR OWN ‘DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL’ LATER BY BALANCING IT.

SEE PART 3 IS IN PREPARATION FOR PART 4, BECOMING MORE CONSCIOUS BY FINDING YOUR ‘GIFTED LEVEL PRESENCE’, BUT IN THE MEANTIME WE MUST GET YOU TO LATCH ON TO USING IT TO GENERATE A ‘BETTER THAN’ STATE OF MIND, SO YOU TRY HARDER, BETTER, MORE OFTEN.

SO YOU MUST START CHANGING YOUR CHARACTER IN SEVERAL WAYS CONSCIOUSLY NOW, BY LINKING THIS FREE EMOTION TO KEY ACTIVITIES ASSOCIATED WITH BEING ARISTOS, SO YOU CAN ‘EVOKE IT’ AT WILL, THROUGH DOING THESE ACTIVITIES TO FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’.

IN THIS WAY YOU GET INTO ‘THE MASTER HABIT’ AS A NEW PATTERN BY ALWAYS REACHING FOR A BETTER MIND STATE, A ‘BETTER FEELING THOUGHT’ FOR REAL, CORRECTLY, RATHER THAN CONTINUE TO WASTE YOURSELF WITH AUTOMATIC, UNREAL SLEAZY FANTASIES LIKE ANY OTHER PETTY ANIMAL, BECAUSE YOU WILL REALIZE THAT ALL YOUR COOL, YOUR CLEVERNESS, YOUR SECRETS ARE SHIT COMFORTERS FOR SCARED FOLKS.

THIS ADDITIONAL PROCESS WILL CHANGE YOU QUICKER THAN PART 3 ALONE, AND IT WILL ALSO OFFSET THE CHALLENGES OF PART 4, WHEN IT IS LIKELY YOU WILL SEE ‘ALL OF YOURSELF’ (PAST/PRESENT/FUTURE) AT THE SAME TIME IN YOUR INCREASINGLY SELF-CONSCIOUS MOMENTS, WITHOUT YOUR NORMAL ‘FAKE’ FILTERS/BUFFERS. SO YOUR OPINION OF YOURSELF MAY BECOME PAINFULLY LOW AS A MOOD STATE, WHICH IS VERY HARD FOR HEDONISTS AS MANY WILL TEND TO STOP TRYING AND REGRESS TO ‘WORSE THAN BEFORE’, AS A REACTION TO THAT PAIN.

INDEED MANY HIGHLY GIFTED HEDONISTS HAVE ALREADY BEEN THROUGH THIS AT LEAST ONCE, THAT IS THE REASON THEY ARE HEDONISTIC AS THEY USE IT AS A SEDATIVE, MUCH AS MOST TEND TO FORGET THAT – YOU NEVER REMEMBER A TIME WHEN YOU WERE ANY DIFFERENT MUCH AFTER 30 y/os. SPECIFICALLY, IF YOU USED HEDONISM TO COPE WITH REJECTION, IT IS NOT GOING TO FAR TO SAY THAT ELITISM IS ‘THE CURE’ FOR THAT, THE CURE FOR THE TRULY BIZARRE (BUT QUITE COMMON) NEED TO TAKE ‘REVENGE ON YOUR (REAL) SELF’ FOR BEING SO STUPID AS TO HURT YOU, SOME LONG LOST TIME AGO.

For the well-read amongst you it’s all a bit ‘Henry V’ I know, but it’s important you don’t make the classic mistakes that STOP YOU BEFORE YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT THIS REALLY FEELS LIKE, and you probably can’t rely on your hated father becoming King out of the blue and making you ‘heir apparent’. Sad really, to be so weak and DELUDED that Self Destruction is preferable to REALITY, SO YOU WILL BLANK EVEN THAT TRUTH BEHIND THE NEED TO BE TEDIOUSLY ‘COOL’, SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN WHY YOU GOT INTO HEDONISM IN THE FIRST PLACE. Your Fake You will just BLUR it all out, and you think you just are this way BY NATURE, RATHER THAN REMEMBERING YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF ON PURPOSE, AS YOU ARE SIMPLY HIDING FROM THE UNSCHOOLED PAIN OF YOUR GIFT…

But KNOW, particularly if you are ALREADY A VERY ‘SENSITIVE SPIRIT’, if you still have the daily experience of GIFTED SHAME, and hence the continual need for FAKE CLEVERNESS, for your secrets and lies, THEN YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND ‘THE DROP’ TODAY, you need to get A KEY reason behind this post… 

SEE PART 4 IS ACTUALLY DANGEROUS EMOTIONALLY, EVEN (ESPECIALLY) FOR THE HIGHLY GIFTED, (LET ALONE ANIMALS) SO YOU WILL NEED TO HAVE A PROCESS READY TO CANCEL OUT THE WORST OF THE ‘DARK  MOOD OF TRUTH’, OF WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE TO YOURSELF, WHEN YOU SEE IT.

YES, FAKE YOU HIDES THE TOTAL TWAT YOU ARE RIGHT NOW FROM YOU, SO WHEN YOU DO SEE IT YOU WILL NEED TO HAVE RAPID ACCESS TO A ‘BETTER THAN’ STATE OF MIND – THAT WAS THEN, BUT THIS IS NOW, AND YOU ARE ALREADY ‘BETTER THAN’ THAT OLD SHIT, BECAUSE YOU ‘FEEL ARISTOS’ NOW.

BE CLEAR, PART 4 WILL DESTROY YOUR DELUSIONS ABOUT YOURSELF, AND YOU WILL SEE YOURSELF AS OTHERS SEE YOU, IN THE COLD LIGHT OF DAY, TO THE POINT YOU CAN NOT GO ON AS FAKE YOU, SO ‘YOU’ WILL NEED A COMFORTER THAT WORKS WITH THIS PROCESS, TO A GREATER/LESSER DEGREE.

Now, TIME IS SHORT, so as you read the rest of this post DON’T FORGET WHAT SPIRITUAL ELITISM IS ACTUALLY FOR, and then you won’t see it as some right-wing thing vs your oh-so-full-of-shit left-wing intellectualism, the enforced liberalism of Western Society – YOU ARE GOING TO NEED THIS STUFF IF YOU WANT TO AVOID THE MORE CHALLENGING ASPECTS OF DEVELOPMENT. You could of course be a TOTAL MASOCHIST, who believes they should suffer the Dark Night of the Soul, as a sort of ‘Badge of Honor’ (AS MANY DO) TO PROVE YOU ARE HIGHLY GIFTED TO YOURSELF, so if that is you PLEASE STOP READING MY STUFF AND GO AND JOIN OPUS DEI, they love freaks like you, we seek to help you AVOID THAT SHIT INSTEAD…

For the rest of you – PLEASE TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY AND DO IT, YOU WILL NEED IT, so don’t get lost in the RACISM that is ANIMAL ELITISM, the FASCISM that is HERD ELITISM, or the MORALISM that is INTELLECTUAL ELITISM, ok? THAT IS NOT US, THIS IS NOT ABOUT ‘MAKING’ OTHERS FEEL INFERIOR SO YOU CAN FEEL BETTER, NOT EVEN YOUR GUTLESS, OH-SO-SECRET CLEVERNESS THAT NO ONE EVER KNOWS  – THIS IS SPIRITUAL ELITISM, YOU NEED TO FEEL SUPERIOR TO ALL ‘ANIMALS’ INCLUDING YOUR ONE BY actually BEING BETTER PERSONALLY, NOT BY MAKING OTHERS FEEL WORSE SO YOU FEEL BETTER TEMPORARILY BY REFLECTION, EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE ACTUALLY AN EVEN BIGGER FAKE TWAT THAN YOU WERE BEFORE…

Yes, I KNOW, EVEN PART 3 would have been HARD ON SOME OF YOU, but that’s cool AS THAT IS NOTHING IN TERMS OF WHAT IS TO COME FOR SOME (Sorry, St John of the Cross), so this one is a lot easier reading, more fun too, NOW YOU ARE STARTING TO SEE THAT ALL RADICAL CHANGE IS AN ADVENTURE IN EXPLORING DIFFERENT ‘STATES OF MIND’, indeed MUCH ‘BETTER’ STATES, if you are capable of them. Today we must take SEVERAL FURTHER steps on this path to ‘BETTER THAN’, with the overarching goal to further weaken the False Intermediary between YOU and REALITY that is your ‘thoughts’, in your current self-obsessed LITTLE state of mind.

Yes, I AM GOING TO FILL IN A LOT OF LITTLE GAPS IN YOUR UNDERSTANDING, in that your development is a LADDER OF FELT IMPROVEMENTS IN CONSCIOUSNESS, a Layer Cake even, WITH ‘STEPS UP’ AS DISTINCT SHIFTS IN YOUR PERSPECTIVE, IN THE TEXTURE AND DEPTH OF YOUR CONSCIOUS REALITY, moving away from the BABY ‘SEAT’ of Fake You, and toward the ‘THRONE’ of Real You, the bit of You that is actually REAL because it shows you REALITY. So don’t go back to sleep on me, as this one is going to get a bit SEXY – IT must HIT MUCH HARDER than your Fantasy world of FAKE COMFORTS, YOUR ‘COOL’, THAT DON’T EVEN EXIST, AND JUST MAKES YOU EVEN MORE OF A FUCKING PUSSY…

Yes, you must get used to the concept of CONSCIOUS CHANGE being a change in THE QUALITY OF YOUR PERSONAL CONSCIOUSNESS, in its ‘DEPTH’ OF PERSONAL FOCUS, IT’S INCREASED SIZE, SCOPE AND DETAIL, AND ITS OVERALL LEVEL OF CONTENT, ITS ‘RICHNESS’. That is the point of Radical Change as Self Care, to improve the self-consciousness quality of your experience, which is such a big shift it will feel like you are ‘waking up’, but in reality it STARTS with seeing the TRUTH CLEARLY IN THE ‘NOW’, WITHOUT DISTORTION, instead of seeing your HIGHLY BLINKERED, FILTERED THOUGHTS about the truth ‘afterward’, as an opaque PROJECTION.

See now you have had a go at Part 3 we can tell you some way more interesting stuff, draw back the curtain a little more, so you will motivated to DO the NOBODY practice MORE AND MORE, GIVEN YOU HAVE PASSED THE FIRST TEST – YOU ‘GOT’ THE FAKE YOU CONCEPT well enough that YOU ARE MOTIVATED TO DO PART 3 CORRECTLY, CONTINUALLY as NOBODY, AS ‘NOT FAKE YOU’, OTHERWISE YOU WILL CONTINUE TO DO IT AS FAKE YOU, LIKE AN ANIMAL, who thinks they are already somebody, rather than a delusional TOOL.

YES, YOU MUST ‘FEEL ENOUGH TRUTH’ IN PART 3 THAT YOU NOW WANT TO CHANGE RADICALLY – IT MUST MOTIVATE YOU OR YOU HAVE FAILED. See you are going to need to feel motivated that this stuff is for ‘you’ to follow this lesson today, YOU ARE GOING TO NEED TO WANT TO PUSH YOURSELF ‘MENTALLY’: 

TODAY, FOR ALL THOSE WORTHY OF THIS – YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN, LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND CONSCIOUSLY DECIDE TO ‘EVOLVE’.

ALL EVOLUTION OF CHARACTER IS TO DO WITH ‘TIME’, IT IS NOT INSTANT BUT CAN STILL BE VERY QUICK IF YOU KNOW HOW TO MANAGE TIME CORRECTLY, SPECIFICALLY YOUR EXPERIENCE OF ‘TIME PASSING’  – HOW BIG ‘YOUR NOW’ IS IN TIME = YOUR ‘SENSE OF YOURSELF’.

YOUR ‘NOW’ IS WHAT YOU CAN ‘CONSIDER’ IN YOUR SHORT TERM MEMORY, AND AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL THAT IS TINY, COVERING 3MINS OF YOUR PAST/PRESENT/FUTURE WHICH SHIFTS FOWARD WITH YOUR BREATH CYCLE EVERY 3SECS AS A ‘MOMENT IN TIME’ – YOU HAVE NO PERMANENT SENSE OF YOURSELF AT ANY SCALE OF WHO YOU ARE, WHAT YOU HAVE DONE, AND WHAT YOU WANT TO BE, YOUR AN ANIMAL IN A MOOD…

SEE THIS – YOU ARE DOMINATED BY THE MOODS OF THE MOMENT SO YOU ‘FORGET YOURSELF’ AGAINST THAT TRIVIAL, REACTONARY, EVER CHANGING MOOD, THEREFORE YOU CAN NOT EVOLVE, YOU CAN ONLY REPEAT YOURSELF, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, STUCK IN A CYCLE OF YOUR PATTERNS OF THE MOMENT ON A LOOP, SO YOU MUST BREAK OUT OF THAT CYCLE BEFORE YOU CAN DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT – EVOLVE INSTEAD OF DECLINE.  

BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO EVOLVE – WE HAVE SACRIFICED A HUGE JUNK OF OUR CULTURAL EVOLUTION IN ORDER TO MAKE US ALL ‘EQUAL’, SO THE RELIGIOUS AND SOCIETAL CLASS SYSTEMS THAT NORMALLY TOOK OVER THIS JOB AFTER SCHOOL ARE LONG GONE, TAINTED WITH STENCH OF ‘INEQUALITY’ BY THE INTELLECTUAL ELITES WHO IRONICALLY PREACH ‘THIS TRUTH’ TO YOU AS A ‘NEW RELIGON’, WHILST IGNORE IT THEMSELVES.

SEE IN ORDER TO MAKE US ALL EQUAL WE HAVE BEEN ‘DUMBED DOWN’ OFFICIALLY, ON PURPOSE, RATHER THAN ‘CAUGHT UP’, YET EVERYONE HATES IT, BECAUSE THEY KNOW IT IS ABOUT CONTROL, LIP SERVICE TO THE FAKE IDEALISM OF A FAIRER WORLD – THE ACTUAL TRUTH IS HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT, WHERE ELITISM HAS SIMPLY BECOME WEALTH, SO NO MONEY = SLAVERY = NO LIFE = WE HAVE NEVER BEEN LESS EQUAL THAN NOW.

SO YOU HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO EVOLVE, FROM SCRATCH, LEARN HOW TO APPROACH EVOLUTION, BECAUSE THE SOCIETAL PATTERN OF BEING ‘NORMAL IS GOOD’ HAS BEEN SO BURNT INTO YOUR BRAIN THAT YOU THINK ELITISM = RICH, AND IS ONLY ACCEPTABLE OUTSIDE OF THAT ON THE SPORTS FIELD, CELEBRITY WORLD. YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO, TO FOCUS ON ANYTHING THAT IS ‘NOT NORMAL’, BECAUSE IT’S ‘BAD’ ELITISM.

YES, I KNOW YOU UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT OF SACRIFICING YOUR TIME, COMFORTS, PLEASURES TO TRY AND BE AN ELITE ATHLETE, BUT YOU WILL NEVER DO IT, YOU DON’T HAVE THAT PATTERN, HELL MOST CAN’T EVEN GO TO THE GYM UNLESS THEY ARE FORCED TOO IN SOME WAY – SO YOU MUST LEARN HOW TO ‘BE’ SOMETHING BETTER BEFORE YOU ‘ARE’ SOMETHING BETTER, ELSE YOU ARE GOING TO DIE AS JUST ONE MORE CHILDISH ANIMAL.

TRY AND SEE THIS VERY SIMPLY – EVERYTHING YOU WERE EVER GOING TO GIVEN WITHOUT EFFORT AS A CHILDISH ANIMAL IS OVER BY 21, AT THE LATEST. IT IS ALL DOWN HILL FROM THERE, PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HORMONALLY, YOU GET TO WATCH YOURSELF DECLINE AND DIE, UNLESS YOU PUT THE EFFORT INTO GROWING UP AND BECOMING MORE THAN YOU WERE AT 21, LIKE WE DO.

SO TRY AND UNDERSTAND ‘EVOLUTION’ AS A CONCEPT, UNDERSTAND THAT ‘TIME COUNTS’, THAT NOTHING CHANGES TODAY BUT YOU MUST FOCUS ON WHAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE TODAY BY FOLLOWING THE PROCESS SO IT CAN CHANGE TOMORROW. YOU MUST LEARN HOW TO ‘BE’ TOMORROW WHILE ACCEPTING THAT NOTHING WILL CHANGE TODAY, YET STILL BEING PREPARED TO TRY TODAY, EXPECTING NOTHING DIFFERENT UNTIL TOMORROW.

SEE EVOLUTION IS MAGIC FOR GIFTED FOLKS – IF YOU COMMIT TO CHANGE THEN CHANGE WILL HAPPEN, AS OTHER FORCES INSIDE YOU, OUTSIDE THE CONTROL OF FAKE YOU, WILL INTERVENE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN BY CHANGING OTHER, SEEMINGLY UNCONNECTED THINGS IN YOUR LIFE, IF YOU ARE OPEN-MINDED AND PREPARED TO ACCEPT WHATEVER HAPPENS AS POSITIVE, AS NECESSARY, AS PART OF THE PROCESS.

MAYBE TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR LIFE, AT WHAT IS AROUND YOU, OF WHAT YOU DO, NOT WHAT YOU THINK YOU DO, AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOTHING, YOU HAVE NO VALUE, NO WORTH, NO POINT, SO YOU COMFORT YOURSELF WITH MULTIPLE FANTASIES TO GET THROUGH THE DAY. YOU HAVE STOPPED EVOLVING, YOU DO NOTHING NEW AND SIMPLY REPEAT YOURSELF DAY AFTER DAY, CIRCLING THE DRAIN…

YOU UNDERPERFORM YOUR GIFTED SELF BECAUSE YOU HAVE REFUSED TO EVOLVE SINCE CHILDHOOD, SO YOU WORSHIP (FAKE) CELEBRITIES, PLAY WITH (SEXUALIZED) ELECTRONIC DOLLIES, FLIRT WITH (MIDDLE CLASS) DANGER, AND KEEP (OPEN) SECRETS, LIKE A CHILD. YOUR LIFE IS FAKE, NOTHING IS REAL, YOU STUMBLE FROM ONE COMFORTER TO THE NEXT WHILST DECLINING AND BECOMING LESS, AND LESS IN REALITY.

BUT SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION, ONCE COMMITTED TO VIA RADICAL CHANGE, IS THE GREATEST ADVENTURE ON THIS EARTH BECAUSE IT IS REAL, SO DON’T MISS THIS CHANCE YOU HAVE NOW, IT IS THE WHOLE POINT OF YOUR EXISTENCE – TO GROW UP SPIRITUALLY. ALL EVOLUTION IS ABOUT ‘THE EVOLUTION OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS’ FOR ‘THE SPIRITED’, NOT JUST YOUR BODY OR YOUR POSITION – YOUR WHOLE EXPERIENCE OF LIFE MUST CHANGE FROM A CHILD TO THAT OF AN ADULT, WHERE YOUR LIFE WILL HAVE SOME MEANING.

BUT IN ALL TRUTH, FOR THE HIGHLY GIFTED THERE IS NOTHING ELSE – EVERYTHING IS ALREADY EITHER PART OF YOUR EVOLUTION, OR FAILURE TO EVOLVE, AND I’M SURE YOU HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF FAILURE BY NOW EH, HOWEVER NUMB YOU ARE TO IT, NOW = BEING ‘OVER’.

SO TODAY WE NEED TO START TO WORK ON YOUR SPIRITUAL ‘RANK’, WHICH IS HOW WE, AND YOU SHOULD JUDGE YOUR ‘LEVEL’ OF EVOLUTION NOW – IMPROVING YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS SHOULD BECOME THE MAIN FOCUS OF YOUR ‘FREE TIME’, NOW YOU KNOW IT EXISTS.

THIS IS WHAT SPIRITUAL ELITISM ‘IS’ – TO ‘DECIDE’ TODAY TO ‘LEVEL UP’ BY ACTING ‘BETTER THAN’ YOU WERE YESTERDAY IN ORDER TO FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’ TOMORROW, INSTEAD OF CHASING MORE COMFORT, AS THAT IS THE ONLY WAY YOU WILL ‘BE’ DIFFERENT ‘TOMORROW’.

PLEASE GRASP THIS – TO EVOLVE YOU MUST IMPROVE, SO YOU MUST MAKE BIG, CONSISTENT EFFORTS TO IMPROVE, OTHERWISE, YOU WON’T, YOU WILL JUST READ ABOUT IT, PLAY WITH IT LIKE A CHILD, AND IN TIME YOUR CONSCIENCE WILL START TO PUT SHIT IN YOUR LIFE YOU ‘HAVE TO IMPROVE’ TO DEAL WITH. MANY OF THE MOST HIGHLY GIFTED ALREADY HAVE THIS ISSUE, SO YOU ARE ALREADY BEHIND WITH YOUR DEVELOPMENT…

SEE IN THIS WORLD GIFTED FOLKS MUST DECIDE TO EITHER ACT ‘MORE’, OR ACCEPT BEING ‘LESS’ THAN THEY WERE YESTERDAY, THERE IS NO MIDDLE GROUND – YOU ARE EITHER ‘BETTER THAN’ OR ‘WORSE THAN’, EVERY-SINGLE-MOTHER-FUCKING YESTERDAY…

TO DO THIS, TO USE THE MECHANISM OF  EVOLUTION IT IS NECESSARY TO ‘REMEMBER YOURSELF’, IN THE CONTEXT OF YESTERDAY/TODAY/TOMORROW AND MAKE DECISIONS ‘NOW’ ON THAT BASIS, INSTEAD OF USING THE DEFAULT ANIMAL MODE OF ‘FORGETTING YOURSELF’ AND GETTING LOST IN THE THOUGHTS OF ‘THE MOMENT’ IN A 3 MINS CYCLE. THIS IS DIFFICULT TO TEACH BEFORE YOU CAN DO IT, BUT YOU MUST KNOW WHAT IT IS IN ORDER TO DO IT AT ALL – YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THE CRITICAL REASON FOR IT. 

SO GET THIS PLEASE – YOU CANNOT CHANGE ‘TODAY’, YOU MUST CHANGE ‘YESTERDAY’ TO CHANGE TODAY BY ‘LIVING’ IN TOMORROW ALL THE TIME. FOCUS ON WHAT YOU NEED TO ‘BE’ TOMORROW NOW AND ACT IT OUT TODAY, OR ACCEPT YOUR CONTINUAL DECLINE INTO NOTHINGNESS = THE LAWS OF THERMODYNAMICS, OF ENTROPY (CHAOS), WHICH RULE THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE WAIT FOR US ALL, ‘CHANGE OR DIE’.

SEE IT LIKE SOME RPG COMPUTER GAME IF YOU WISH – YOUR ONLY INTEREST IN YOUR ‘CHARACTER’ IS TO EVOLVE IT IN ORDER TO WIN, YOU DON’T CARE WHAT IT THINKS/WANTS ‘NOW’ (ITS ‘WORTHLESS’ NOW), SO YOU MUST EARN STUFF/GOLD/EXP POINTS/KILLS (OVERCOME RESISTANCE) TODAY, IN ORDER TO SELL THAT STUFF TOMORROW FOR A BETTER/STRONGER/SMARTER/FASTER (MORE CONSCIOUS) CHAR, AS YOU MUST HAVE THE MONEY (FREE EMOTION) TO PAY FOR THE UPGRADE (TO FIRST LEVEL UP TOMORROW, AND A WHOLE RANK UP LATER) – THAT IS THE POINT OF THE GAME = YOUR LIFE.

SO MAYBE ITS TIME TO STOP PROJECTING YOUR NEED TO DO THIS BY POURING 100S OF HOURS INTO DEVELOPING YOUR AVATAR IN ‘ELDON RING’, AND START POURING THE TIME INTO YOURSELF, INSTEAD OF SPENDING YOUR LIFE WANKING OFF VIA YET ANOTHER TEENAGE FANTASY ON A SCREEN, USING THE CREEPY THRILL OF ‘PRETENDING’ TO KILL SOME BOSS NPC BADDIE TO COMPENSATE YOURSELF FOR BEING A GUTLESS TWAT.

OR.. SIMPLY KNOW THAT YOUR CHILDHOOD IS OVER NOW, THE BEGINNING OF YOUR LIFE HAS ENDED, SO ITS TIME TO FIND OUT WHO YOU ACTUALLY ARE, WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE ACTUALLY HERE FOR, SO YOU CAN GROW UP AND ‘BE’ THAT PERSON, RATHER THAN LIVING COMFORTABLY NUMB.

SO START TO SEE ‘THE BIG PICTURE’, SEE TOMORROW ALL THE TIME AS ‘YOU’ NOW – INCREASE THE SCALE OF YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT YOURSELF SPREAD OVER A 3 DAY TIME WINDOW, NOT 3MINS, AND REJECT THE POINTLESS THOUGHTS/NEEDS OF THE MOMENT, THEY DON’T FUCKING MATTER MUCH, DO THEY, YET YOU SPEND YOUR WHOLE LIFE MAKING BIG DECISIONS BASED ON SOME ODD LITTLE MOOD SWING YOU QUICKLY FORGET.

UNDERSTAND, YOU LIVE CONSCIOUSLY BY DEFAULT IN A 3MIN ‘TIME WINDOW’, THAT IS YOUR ‘REALITY SHELL’, YOUR PERSPECTIVE ON YOURSELF, LIKE AN ANT, A RAT. YOU NEED TO START TO PUSH TO ‘REMEMBER YOURSELF’ IN A ‘3 DAY’ TIME BRACKET, BASED ON THE ‘FAILURE OF YESTERDAY’, THE ‘CHALLENGE OF TODAY’, AGAINST A ‘GOAL OF TOMORROW’, SO YOU MUST ‘INCLUDE TOMORROW IN ALL THOUGHTS OF TODAY’, IF YOU WANT TO EVOLVE.

I KNOW IT’S HARD WHEN YOU ARE USED TO MAKING AUTOMATIC, SHORT TERM DECISIONS BASED ON WHAT YOU ‘HAVE TO DO’ AGAINST ‘COMFORTING YOURSELF’ IN THE ‘NEXT MOMENT’, JUST A MIN AWAY, BECAUSE YOU BELIEVE THAT IS ALL YOU CAN DO ‘NOW’. IN REALITY, YESTERDAY IS STILL WITH YOU ‘NOW’, AND YOU ARE ALREADY CREATING WHAT WILL HAPPEN TOMORROW ‘NOW’, SO IT IS IMPORTANT TO CONSIDER THEM TOGETHER. 

SO EXTEND THE LENGTH OF YOUR DEFAULT ‘NOW’ TO MORE THAN 3 MINS WHEN YOU HAVE TIME TO TRY, AND YOU WILL FIND MAKING DECISIONS AND ACTING ON THEM ‘NOW’, BASED ON EXTENDING THE SIZE OF THAT CONSIDERATION TO ALWAYS INCLUDE YESTERDAY AND TOMORROW, INSTEAD OF THE ASSESSMENT/NEED/OPTIONS OF THE LAST/NEXT/CURRENT ‘MINUTE’, IS NATURAL FOR GIFTED, WHEN YOU HAVE THE SPARE CONSCIOUSNESS.

SO HOW TO BRING TOMORROW INTO YOUR THOUGHTS OF THE MOMENT? EASY – REMEMBER TO EVOKE THE FEELING OF SUPERIORITY YOU ONCE FELT ABOUT SOMETHING BEFORE YOU DECIDE ANYTHING, AND THEN STOP AND THINK OR DO ONE OF THE MANY PROCESSES IN THIS POST IN PUBLIC. THAT SUPERIOR YOU IS TOMORROW IF YOU PUT YOUR EFFORT INTO TODAY AND SMILE, SO FEEL IT TODAY, AS THAT BRINGS TOMORROW INTO THE NOW.

SEE AS A GIFTED HEDONIST YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO REMEMBER ‘FACTS’ INITIALLY, YOUR MISTAKES, CHALLENGES, GOALS ALL THE TIME, BUT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO REMEMBER YOUR DESIRES AS A BASELINE MOOD BECAUSE YOU ALREADY DO IT, SO WE NEED TO GET YOU TO REMEMBER YOURSELF LINKED TO A NEW MOOD, THE ELITISM OF AN ARISTOS, WHICH WILL ALSO ENGAGE MORE OF THE EMOTION YOU NEED TO DO NEW STUFF IN AN ATTRACTIVE WAY.

YES, THE WHOLE BETTER THAN APPROACH TO RADICAL CHANGE WORKS ON 3 SEPARATE LAYERS – HELPS TO REMEMBER YOUR NEW SENSE OF YOURSELF BECAUSE IT IS BETTER, HELPS TO POWER THAT NEW BETTER SENSE OF YOURSELF EMOTIONALLY, AND HELPS TO CHANGE ‘YOUR BASIC’ TO ‘YOUR CLASS’ IN ORDER TO MAINTAIN IT BY BECOMING INCREASINGLY SELF CONSCIOUS – IT IS A POWERFUL REPLACEMENT THERAPY, AS IT IS THE REAL ‘BADASS’.

THE MENTAL TRICK IS TO STOP CONSIDERING THE PAST FIRST AND THE FUTURE LAST, START THE CONSIDERATION WITH THE GOAL OF TOMORROW AS A MOOD AND THE OPTIONS TO TRY TODAY YOU CAN SEE NOW, AGAINST WHAT WAS SHIT YESTERDAY – IT WILL COME IN FLASHES BEFORE YOU CAN DO IT ALL THE TIME. SO YOU MUST TRY – IF YOU HAVE LESSENED YOUR FEAR ENOUGH TO LESSEN THE NEED FOR YOUR COMFORTS IT WILL WORK TO SOME DEGREE. 

SEE YOU EITHER ‘EVOLVE UP’ OR YOU ‘BURN UP’ – IF YOU CONTINUE TO CHOOSE TO BURN UP I PROMISE, I ABSOLUTELY GUARANTEE, AS YOUR GOD IS MY WITNESS, THAT YOU WILL REGRET IT BITTERLY LATER, WHEN YOU ARE DESPERATE, WHEN YOU HAVE LITERALLY FORGOTTEN ALL THE DUMB FUN YOU EVER HAD, AND YOU ARE JUST ONE MORE CREEPY, LOW LIFE PARASITE. 

In time you must get used to REMEMBERING YOURSELF IN TIME, by relating everything you DO to this new context of yourself and removing everything unnecessary, frivolous, pointless, and SPECIFICALLY directly against this context, WHICH IS ‘YOU’ THE ELITIST. See all of that WIERD crap is FAKE YOU, and as much as you don’t understand what IT is trying to DO, IT DOES UNDERSTAND, SO IT IS NOT POINTLESS TO IT, IT IS FEEDING OFF YOU – IF YOU DON’T KNOW WHY YOU DO STUFF THEN STOP IT – IT IS MOST LIKELY FUCKING YOU OVER.

In summary – there is a lot of B/S spoken about ‘remembering yourself’ in time or space, because you cannot do it by copying what you think it is – by saying ‘I am’ for example, as that is used for something else. Don’t get lost in observing yourself like a fool, simply understand you must learn to ‘SPLIT YOUR ATTENTION’ BETWEEN FEELING SUPERIOR, MUCH BIGGER CONSCIOUSLY INTERNALLY IN YOURSELF and OBSERVING YOUR SENSORY IMPRESSIONS, EITHER INTERNAL OR EXTERNAL with a LESSER FOCUS, AT THE SAMETIME. This is what attention on both subject and object is, what it feels like, but it takes practice…

Your normal thoughts will stop when you can do it, but you will notice that at the start YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS IS ALMOST COMPLETELY FILLED BY your thoughts FROM YOUR observations, SO YOU HAVE TO BALANCE THAT BY constantly pulling YOUR ATTENTION BACK INTO FEELING, ATTRACTED BY THE FEELING OF SUPERIORITY OF YOUR FEELINGS, YOUR ‘BETTER THAN’, WHICH FEELS ‘BIGGER THAN’. IN TIME YOUR ATTENTION SHOULD START TO LATCH ONTO feeling YOU instead of thinking YOU, BY DEFAULT, as it becomes much more comfortable, and you lose interest in your observations, your ‘cares’, naturally…

See the YOU that you are trying to remember as yourself is a FEELING, a SENSATION THAT BECOMES AN EMOTION, whilst anything you observe is a THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE OBSERVING, even if that is a thought about your feelings, it is still another thought, so is NOT YOU – you must BE ‘before thought’, as Zen Folks say. The trick is to understand that you must RELAX BACK INTO YOURSELF, and then OBSERVE YOUR REALITY AT THE SAMETIME. This will allow you to see yourself in the 3rd person (like your body and ego are a very separate person) when you have the spare consciousness to DO IT, rather than just ‘split your observations of reality’, at the start. Don’t worry about becoming ‘aware of your awareness’ itself, of your PRESENCE, that is for next time, focus on using this method to become POSITIVELY SELF-CONSCIOUS, to want to BE Self-Conscious all the time, instead of becoming negative and using more observations to distract yourself, as that is ‘Fake You’, that is to ‘Tense Against Yourself’ which empowers Fake You – YOU MUST RELAX TO DO THIS.

It’s an odd feeling at the start, but aim for 60% attention on your ‘BETTER THAN’ and 40% on the world, your thoughts/sensations of the world, that will work FAST, BUT YOU WILL START WITH 10% ON THE FEELING AND 90% ON THINGS, AS THAT WILL BE ALL YOU CAN DO, JUST FOR A SECOND OR 2, WHEN YOU TRY. Yes, I know, this is what some recreational drugs do, but you must learn do this without stimulants, without smoking, as those same stimulants also do other stuff, BUT it is useful to understand where the fabled ‘Peace Pipe’ of the Native Americans actually comes from. One of the oddest things that will happen at the start when you drop off your EGO for a moment is when you hear yourself speaking in the 3rd person, like it is NOT YOU, because in that moment it actually isn’t you anymore. 

If for some reason you have no idea what FEELING SUPERIOR FEELS LIKE (perhaps you are just an animal Hedonist, sadly), or need reminding cause your Fake You is putting all kinds of crap in your head just now, I HAVE PUT AN AUDIBLE EXAMPLE AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS POST AS PS1. Anyone with any level of gift will feel this ‘hit’ very quickly, but if you truly relax into it, make yourself as internally sensitive as you can to the outside world and close your eyes it will literally ‘wash you away’, like a strong piece of classical music would if you did not resist it as ‘boring’ or uncool.

Now all you have to do is decide if the rest of this post is actually for you, or not, given you have convinced yourself you are both a – Gifted, and b – Special because you are Gifted, rather than less than normal. Using Music to SHOW YOU THIS at the start, to ‘ring you like a bell’ is a very strong way to start if you are still ‘skittish’…

SOME KINDS OF HIGH-PITCH, LOW-CADENCE MUSIC WILL ‘RESONATE’ IN REAL YOU, YOUR PRESENCE, YOUR SPIRIT.

WITH PRACTICE YOU WILL GET GOOD ENOUGH TO FEEL IT VERY STRONGLY – STRONG ENOUGH TO CREATE A CLEAR, LASTING MEMORY OF AN EMOTION. 

THIS FEELING ALWAYS MAKES YOU FEEL BIGGER EMOTIONALLY, SO FIND IT AND REMEMBER IT – IT IS YOUR PERSONAL ‘BETTER THAN’, AND FOR THE HIGHLY GIFTED IT SHOULD CAUSE YOUR ‘HEART TO ACHE’ SLIGHTLY, TO BE ALMOST ‘TOO MUCH’, WHICH IS A GREAT SIGN.

HOWEVER, IF YOU HAVE REPRESSED THIS ACHE, THIS OVER-SENSITIVITY SINCE CHILDHOOD YOU MUST PUSH PAST THAT NOW – YOU MUST NOT TENSE AGAINST IT ANYMORE, PARTICULARLY AS USING YOUR BACK AND SHOULDERS TO DO THIS CAN CAUSE YOU TO WASTE YOUR GIFT ON SEX.

REMEMBERING THIS FEELING, BEING ABLE TO CALL IT TO MIND AND FEEL THE SAME EMOTION AS ‘FRESH’ AGAIN IS WHAT ‘EVOKING’ IT IS, IF YOU CAN NOT DO IT YOU ARE JUST AN ANIMAL, SORRY, BUT ALL SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVE TO DO THIS FOR REAL – YOU MUST FEEL THE SENSATION.

SEE THIS IS NOT ANIMAL MUSIC, NOT ALL BASS BEATS AND DRIVING VOCALS, AS THAT LOWERS YOUR SPIRIT AND DRAINS YOU LIKE A SACRIFICE.

SO HAVE A GO AND VALIDATE YOURSELF AS GIFTED NOW, KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF, KNOW THAT THIS FEELING IS FROM ‘REAL YOU’.

THIS WAY YOU CAN FORGET ‘WHO’ YOU HAVE BECOME, AND REMEMBER ‘WHAT YOU ARE’, WHAT YOU WERE BORN TO BE = ALIVE.

AND THEN SMILE – YOU ARE NOT ‘OVER’ ANY MORE, YOUR LIFE IS ONLY JUST BEGINNING…

SEE TO KNOW THAT ABILITY MAKES YOU BETTER THAN ALL BY ITSELF, SO TAKE A MOMENT NOW TO GO ‘DAMN’, AND SEE YOUR FAKE ANIMAL YOU AS ‘SEPARATE’ TO YOU, WHEN YOU PRACTICE THIS ENTRY-LEVEL ‘SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS OF YOUR SPIRIT’, AND ENJOY NOT BEING ANOTHER STUPID UGLY ANIMAL FOR A WHILE. IF YOU CAN TRY AND UNDERSTAND IT THIS WAY – ANIMAL YOU IS ALREADY ‘DEAD’, A ZOMBIE STUCK IN SOME LITTLE DREAMWORLD SOMEWHERE, JUST ACTING OUT ITS CONDITIONING AS IT WAITS FOR PHYSICAL DEATH. BUT SPIRITED YOU IS ‘ALIVE’, AND BEING ALIVE TO THE ‘WHO YOU ACTUALLY ARE’ IS KINDA THE POINT OF ALL THIS – THERE TRULY IS NOTHING ELSE WORTH A DAMN.  

FINALLY FOR THIS INTRODUCTION PLEASE UNDERSTAND…

Today you must understand what it means to LIFT YOUR SPIRIT ABOVE YOUR ANIMAL – TO PRACTICALLY CHANGE ‘THE ATMOSPHERE OF YOUR SOUL’, TO BE ABLE TO ‘TASTE, SENSE YOUR REALITY’, AS AND WHEN YOU WANT TO, NOW, SO YOU CAN ‘LIVE’ GIFTED.

THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT IS ‘TO CHOOSE’ TO ‘HOLD YOURSELF STEADY’ IN AN EMOTIONAL, HIGHLY SENSITIVE, SELF-CONSCIOUS STATE – ‘BETTER THAN’, WITHOUT THE NEED TO RELIEVE THAT STATE OR ACT IT OUT, YOU JUST ENJOY THE FEELING.

YES, YOU MUST RAISE YOUR SPIRIT, AND THEN DIRECT THAT ENERGY AT THE ACTIVITIES I GIVE YOU BELOW, SO YOUR ‘REALITY SHELL’ WILL GET ‘BIGGER’, AND YOU WILL REALIZE YOU ARE PART OF SOMETHING MUCH BIGGER THAN FAKE YOU’S TINY ILLUSION OF PERSONAL REALITY. YOUR ‘SITUATIONAL’ REALITY IS THE FAKE REALITY OF A CHARACTER IN A COMPUTER GAME, INSTEAD OF ‘THE PLAYER’, WHO SITS ABOVE THAT REALITY, AND DIRECTS THAT CHARACTER AT ‘A BIGGER GOAL’ THEY CAN’T SEE YET.

THEN YOU WILL BE ONE OFF ‘US’, INSTEAD OF ONE OF ‘THEM’, BECAUSE YOU WILL HAVE ‘AN EVOLUTIONARY DIRECTION’ = ARISTOCRATIC – YOU WILL HAVE ‘A SPIRITUAL POINT’ TO YOU, A ‘MISSION FROM GOD’ TO ‘BE’ YOU. 

BUT ‘YOU’ MUST ‘REMEMBER’ THIS ALL THE TIME, AS ‘FAKE YOU’ WILL MAKE YOU FORGET – WATCH IT TRY, THEN STOP IT.

SEE TODAY YOU MUST LEARN TO ‘TAKE MORE PRIDE’ FROM BEING ‘BETTER THAN’, RATHER THAN YOUR ‘BASIC’ COMFORTERS, INDEED, SEE YOUR BASIC AS A THREAT TO YOUR CONTINUED EXISTENCE, LIKE AN AGING PARTY GIRL WHO JUST MARRIED MONEY…

SO IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHAT REAL ‘STYLE’, GIFTED ‘CLASS’ ACTUALLY IS, BY ACTUALLY DOING IT…

Got that?

Before we finally start the body of this post, I’d also like to quickly EMPHASIZE ONE VERY SIMPLE THING THAT MANY GIFTED SEEKERS CONTINUALLY FORGET AT THE START – YOU HAVE A ‘REAL YOU’. Yes, YOU HAVE HELP, YOU HAVE A CONSCIOUS ENTITY ‘ABOVE YOU’ THAT WANTS YOU TO LIVE, EVOLVE, HELP ‘IT’ BE ‘YOU’, SO YOU CAN ‘LIVE A LITTLE’. Never underestimate what it can do, what it can fix, what it can show you IF YOU TRY – if you TRY even just some of this stuff today many of your REAL YOUS will jump on it and make it work, EVEN IF YOU ARE A LITTLE CRAP AT THE START. Indeed, for many of you, WITH all these little ‘messes’ you are in, these petty little holes you have dug for yourself, all you can really do is trust REAL YOU to help you get out of them, OTHERWISE YOU NEVER, EVER WILL – YOUR ‘SITUATIONS’ ARE A TEST FROM REAL YOU, YOU DORK. Yes, your ‘Situations’ are a good sign, should you want to see it – no one really notices herd animals by themselves, do they…

So look at your life now, try and see when REAL YOU intervened to SAVE YOU, and have some Faith – I know you are not a ‘bad guy’, I know you still believe in ‘Society’, but one day you wake up and understand that GIFTED YOU EXISTS SEPARATE TO THESE ‘NORMS’, AND YOU HAVE BOTH THE FREEDOM, THE RIGHT, AND THE ‘NEED’ TO BE ARISTOS WITH YOU OWN KIND, AND A GANGSTER TO THE ANIMALS, WHENEVER IT IS REQUIRED TO BOTH DEVELOP AND PROTECT YOURSELF. So stop fucking worrying about Animal shit – YOUR ANIMAL LIFE IS A ‘RAT TRAP’, full of other rats, so start to understand that you don’t belong there anymore, BUT THEY DO. See it like this, look at them like this, relate to them like this, ALL THE BLOODY TIME, SEE THE TAINT OF IT, and you will be amazed at how many of your petty cares and fears simply disappear overnight, and LIFE gets ‘easier’ BECAUSE IT IS ‘BENEATH YOU’.

So let the realization below hit you as hard as you like, READ IT A FEW TIMES EVEN – UNDERSTAND WHAT REAL YOU ‘IS’ MEANT TO ‘DO’…

ALL GIFTED ARE NATURALLY RUTHLESS, ELITIST BECAUSE ALL GIFTED ‘HAVE’ TO BE, OTHERWISE THEY BECOME VICTIMS – IT IS ONE OR THE OTHER.

SO UNDERSTAND THAT ‘BENEATH YOU’ IS NOT ‘A NICE TO HAVE’ – YOU CONTINUALLY DIP YOURSELF IN THE SHIT OF ALL THAT IS BENEATH YOU.

SO YOU ACCEPT ANIMAL ‘BAD LUCK’ AS NORMAL, AS EVERY DAY, BUT YOU ARE CAUSING THAT SHIT TO HAPPEN, BY BEING SHIT, EVERY DAY.

BUT GIFTED HAVE A ‘REAL YOU’, AND REAL YOU TRANSCENDS RANDOM CHANCE, AS REAL YOU = HONOR/FORTUNE/VIRTU = POWER.

TODAY YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THE ‘RAT TRAP’ OF YOUR BAD LUCK, BECAUSE YOU NEED TO ESCAPE FROM IT TO LIVE GIFTED.

YES – IT IS TIME TO STOP BEING A VICTIM, OF BOTH ‘FAKE YOU’ AND ‘THEM’, OF YOUR ‘BAD LUCK’.

TODAY I’M GOING TO SHOW YOU HOW GIFTED ‘PUSH THEIR LUCK’ AS A WAY OF LIFE.

All Gifted have a little ‘OUTLAW IN EM’, the trick is to see that part of you as ROOTED IN REAL YOU, not in your gang, herd, or some acceptable counterculture crap you have adopted, THEY ARE NOT your Individual, they are still Society. Yes , all this is part of YOU ‘THE INDIVIDUAL’, your real tastes, preferences, opinions, desires, it is WHO YOU ARE MEANT TO BE, the many things you have given up on as a child and forgotten just to BECOME LIKE ‘THEM’. But you can only prosper and get on in this life if you ACCEPT ‘WHAT’ YOU ARE, WHO YOU WERE BORN AS, not who you have become. SO THIS POST IS GOING TO HELP YOU CREATE THE PLATFORM OF ‘WHAT’ YOU ARE, by removing the random chaos in your life AND STABALIZING YOUR FEELINGS, so you can be CONSISTENTLY ‘BETTER THAN’.

But this is RADICAL CHANGE, so you can’t just change one thing as all the other OLD things will push back, so you have to change a number of things together (that we know work together) so they can fight back effectively, as a team, and BUILD YOUR ELITIST, your individual. This way you can LATCH ONTO THESE CHANGES AS THERE IS ENOUGH NEW STUFF TO SUPPORT THE CHANGE, otherwise FAKE YOU will beat you, again – ‘Teamwork makes the dream work…’ (sorry, LinkedIn). Its not important today but best understand to change anything in yourself permanently YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO CHANGE THE KEY 3 ASPECTS OF IT – THE EMOTIONAL STATE, THE MENTAL STATE AND THE PHYSICAL MOVEMENT PREVIOUSLY ASSOCIATED WITH IT. Only changing one aspect won’t work, changing two will work but be harder, slower, BUT CHANGING ALL THREE WILL BE MUCH, MUCH FASTER.

GET THIS? DO EVERYTHING IN THE POST YOU CAN DO, EVEN IF SOME OF IT SEEMS TO BE A DIFFERENT APPROACH TO THE SAME BLOODY CHANGE – I DON’T KNOW YOU SO I HAVE TO DOUBLE UP SOME THINGS TO ENSURE AT LEAST ONE OF THEM WORKS, AND I HAVE TO COVER THE KEY DIFFERENT THINGS FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF GIFTED, WITHOUT YOU BEING ABLE TO KNOW WHAT TYPE YOU ARE YET… This is hard even for me (Sorry, it is kinked in the direction of the ones I know), but just hold the 3 aspects in your mind and test yourself to see if you are COMBINING THEM AT THE TIME. Change in Physical Posture is obvious, obviously, so it’s the other 2 you will need to see ‘IN’ yourself AT THE SAME TIME…   

So GOOD TO GO NOW?…..

TODAY YOU MUST LEARN TO DEVELOP A PERMANENT ‘SENSE OF YOURSELF’ AS A NEW BASELINE MOOD STATE – ‘BETTER THAN’.

SO YOU MUST ‘REMEMBER’ YOURSELF AS LINKED TO ‘TOMORROW’, NOT YESTERDAY, VIA THIS ‘BETTER THAN’.

YOU MUST LEARN TO ‘HOLD YOURSELF’ IN THE INTERNAL, PHYSICAL, MENTAL, EMOTIONAL STATE OF ‘BETTER THAN’.

YES, ‘BETTER THAN’ MUST BECOME ‘NORMAL’, WHATEVER YOUR SITUATION IS ‘IN THE MOMENT’.

SEE ‘BETTER THAN’ AS A STATE IS NOT ONLY LUCKY, IT IS ‘FORTUNE’ ITSELF.

Cool – see yesterday is GONE, for most of you your yesterday NEVER EVEN HAPPENED, you imagined it, LIKE A CHILD, whilst degrading yourself in reality. Time to move on now – LOOK STRAIGHT A HEAD AND HAVE A GO, EH. See your ANIMAL ‘NOW IS YESTERDAY’, so you repeat yourself and degrade, but the GIFTED ‘NOW IS TOMORROW’, SO YOU CHANGE AND EVOLVE, INSTEAD. And if you have saved enough EMOTIONAL ENERGY via the Heart Washing in Part 3 then all of this is easy, BECAUSE YOU WILL HAVE THE SPARE ENERGY TO DO IT, plus a lot more besides. The trick is to DO stuff because of a ‘BETTER THAN’ TOMORROW, not just DO stuff like you did YESTERDAY, out of habit, so it is ‘worse than’ as you COMFORT YOURSELF FOR BEING NOTHING, again – YOU CURSE YOURSELF, WHEN YOU COULD BLESS YOURSELF, EVERY MOMENT.

Get used to this, GET USED TO THE CONCEPT OF EVOLVING – GET USED TO BEING TOMORROW, ACTING LIKE ITS TOMORROW, PREPARING LIKE ITS TOMORROW, THINKING LIKE YOU HAVE ALREADY MADE TOMORROW HAPPEN, FEELING ‘BETTER THAN’ TODAY LIKE IT IS ALREADY FUCKING TOMORROW, NOT YESTERDAY. This is the only way your TOMORROW won’t just be another bloody YESTERDAY, BECAUSE IT WILL BE ‘BETTER THAN’ THAT SILLY CRAP…

IF YOU DON’T EVOLVE YOU ARE STUCK IN ‘WORSE THAN’ YESTERDAY FOREVER, IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT? 

So before we begin today I will give you this mechanism as a simple mental process, as a TEST, where you can JUDGE YOURSELF on the scale of GIFTED, your current RANK – THIS IS HOW SOMEONE AS BASIC AS YOU BRINGS ‘TOMORROW’ INTO ‘TODAY’, INTO THE NOW.

The Process – as you feel the desire to do some silly little animal THRILL, some little comforter, addiction or such like THAT YOU CAN NOT STOP AT THE START, YET KNOW IS STUPID, POINTLESS, SELF DESTRUCTIVE AND MAKES YOU ‘BASIC’, JUST REMIND YOURSELF VERY CLEARLY THAT THIS IS REALLY FUCKING STUPID, AS YOU DO IT, IN THE PROCESS OF DOING YOUR COMFORTER, AS YOU FEEL THE LITTLE THRILL AGAINST YOUR HIGHER ‘BETTER THAN’ THIS. I mean literally say it to yourself while you do it, HOW FUCKING MORONIC IS IT TO DO THIS while you feel the little thrill of it, BUT DON’T TRY AND STOP THE COMFORTER, JUST GO ON AS NORMAL, while YOUR ‘BETTER THAN’ SELF IS SICKENED BY IT, BY YOUR ‘BASIC’, AT THE SAME TIME – YOU MUST FEEL CONFLICTED, MORE AND MORE CONFLICTED, THAT IS THE IMPORTANT BIT.

The Test – IF you are (still) Gifted at any meaningful level your Real You will kick in and BALANCE YOU, so it will LESSEN THE PLEASURE, THE RELIEF YOU NORMALLY GET FROM THAT COMFORTER, AND YOU WILL FEEL STUPID IN A SELF CONSCIOUS WAY, AS YOU DO IT. You will see that it is a HABIT, a PATTERN that is ONLY removing the anxiety of wanting to do it as THE driving force OF THAT FAKE PATTERN – the PLEASURE YOU GET FROM IT IS ACTUALLY NOTHING, and could be replaced with any number of other things. If you continue to DO THIS PROCESS every time YOU ENGAGE IN THIS COMFORTER you will find you DON’T ENJOY IT MUCH ANYMORE AGAINST YOUR TOMORROW, and you will be able to stand against it, because at that NEW BALANCE POINT you DON’T WANT TO DO IT, so you can use that urge do something else instead, AND YOU WILL FEEL BIGGER.

If you are NOT GIFTED at any level YOU WILL FIND THE COMFORTER GETS EVEN MORE PLEASURABLE, often felt internally as a form OF BEING a FAKE BADASS, AS PART OF YOUR FAKE ANTI-HERO, as exciting, as the thrill of getting away with ‘wrong’, AND YOU WILL GET WORSE. See you have no REAL YOU to balance you, so its all Fake You, so that Bitch will just take everything you try and use against it and simply use it to get you to do it MORE. If you stick at this process you will find you become more and more Feral and Self Destructive, you will notice that everything is about the thrill of ‘getting away with it’, and you will eventually go slightly mad in a CREEPY, SECRET WAY, start to have massive panic attacks and generally get super flakey, unreliable. If left unchecked you will need bigger and bigger hits of the same FAKE BADASS to have the same effect, like an addict, SO YOU BECOME TOXIC, AND THE REST IS HISTORY…

So which one are YOU? Can you bring ‘TOMORROW INTO YOUR NOW’, CAN YOU EVOLVE, OR ARE YOU JUST an ANIMAL. Understand the rest of the post is only for Gifted, as I will repeat below, if you go on as an Animal then best ‘mind yourself’, as you are playing with your life now – GO AND DRINK YOUR ‘DRAINO’, sure it tastes great. If you are Gifted then KNOW THIS MECHANISM IS WHERE YOUR FELT ‘BETTER THAN’ COMES FROM, because you will be BETTER THAN YESTERDAY…

UNDERSTAND – THIS TEST IS NOT ABOUT ANIMAL WILLPOWER AS YOU KNOW IT, THAT IS JUST TRADING OFF THE LEVEL OF DIFFERENT MOMENTARY FEARS YOU FEEL, THAT IS ALL STILL ‘FAKE YOU’. THIS IS ABOUT THERE ACTUALLY BEING 2 OF YOU – ONE THAT SIMPLY WANTS TO ENJOY YOUR HUMILIATION AND DEATH AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, AND ONE THAT WANTS YOU TO BE WHAT YOU WERE BORN TO BE, WHICH YOU MUST EVOLVE INTO, OR BURN. YOU MUST START TO SEPARATE THEM – ONE IS A SCARED CHILD AND ONE IS A FEARLESS ARISTOS, GET USED TO HOW THEY FEEL DIFFERENT IN THE NOW, THEN YOU CAN USE YOUR HEDONISTIC PATTERNS AGAINST YOUR FAKE SELF and STOP BEING USED BY THEM. GET IT?

However obvious this may sound after you have read it, know that it is not easy to do, even for the most highly Gifted, as you have repressed your conscience-level feelings from late childhood, so YOU MUST PRACTICE PUTTING YOUR HIGHER EMOTION AGAINST YOUR LITTLE, EASY ANIMAL COMFORTERS FIRST, IN THE MOMENT OF DOING THEM, BY REMINDING YOURSELF OF YOUR ‘BETTER THAN’. Never use a negative emotion against your fear/desire/boredom, NEVER HATE YOURSELF, as ALL NEGATIVE EMOTIONS HAVE AN ANIMAL ROOT TO THEM AND ACT TO STRENGTHEN FAKE YOU, ENERGIZE IT – ALWAYS BE ‘SUPERIOR’, THE GIFTED COMFORTER OF CHOICE, IT IS THE ROOT OF YOUR DEPUTY STEWARD, YOUR ELITISM.

The trick is You must feel both emotions at the same time, higher and lower, which you can only do at the start by switching between them RAPIDLY, BY FORCING IT, EVEN WHEN YOU ACTUALLY ‘ACT OUT’ YOUR ANIMAL COMFORTER LIKE ANIMAL TRASH – YOU MUST RUIN YOUR OLD COMFORTER FOR YOURSELF, DESTROY THE POWER OF IT, SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT IT ACTUALLY IS – A HUMILIATION, SO LET YOURSELF FEEL THAT BURN, FEEL THE TAINT OF YOUR INNER MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, FEEL YOUR OWN MEDIOCRITY, YOUR OWN HABITUAL CHILDISHNESS, AND REMOVE ANY REMAINING ILLUSION OF IT BEING COOL, OR SECRET, OR CLEVER, OR POWERFUL, OR HELPFUL = FOOL.

So BE CLEAR – whatever low-level, animal crap COMFORTER you are doing as some subset of the 3min Fear/Desire/Boredom cycle, THE HIGHER EMOTION you CHOOSE IS ALWAYS ‘BETTER THAN’, AS YOU ARE BETTER THAN, STRONGER THAN WHAT ‘FAKE YOU’ WANTS TO DO IN THAT MOMENT. Separate the self-talk criticism from any negative emotion and attach it to Better Than instead, over the years I’ve noticed for many it helps to talk to themselves like a ‘bad puppy dog’ that has just pissed on the kitchen floor in the moment, but find your own version of this, as you need this separation FROM YOUR ANIMAL SELF to CUT THIS NEW PATTERN – YOU NEED TO ‘BECOME ARISTOS’ IN THESE MOMENTS IN ORDER TO SEE YOUR SLAVERY TO FAKE YOU.

So as the last part of this intro, to set the scene for the rest of this post, I need to ‘complete the circle’ – I need you to understand the necessity of this new ‘SENSE OF YOURSELF’, in the modern world, as a modern person who does not think of themselves as a SLAVE. See, you need to see that this new SENSE OF YOURSELF REPLACES THE ANCIENT MECHANISM THAT WAS USED TO ACHIEVE THIS, which you won’t accept today as it is ANATHAMA IN OUR MODERN WORLD, but which dominates many GIFTED people’s lives unconsciously – ‘OBLIGATION’. See this in a very simple way – OBLIGATION IS THE ‘ACCEPTANCE OF THE PAIN’ OF TIGHT SHOES FOR THE ‘PLEASURE’ OF TAKING THEM OFF, that is why you do it, THE SENSE OF RELIEF.

This PATTERN is the ‘elephant in the room’ of all SEEKERS at the start, particularly the ones who need TO SERVICE LAYER UPON LAYER OF FALSE, INVENTED OBLIGATION, in order to FEEL HAPPY so they tend to reject all HELP and seek out more Obligation instead. See in many ways you are a life long ‘Prisoner’, who when released can’t cope with the sudden shock of freedom as YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW, so continually re-offend to go back inside the BIG HOUSE, which is all you understand – FREEDOM SCARES YOU. You must GET that this new SENSE OF YOURSELF I AM TEACHING YOU TODAY IS MEANT TO REPLACE THIS OLD UNCONSCIOUS OBLIGATION TO SLAVERY, WHICH DESTROYS YOU, WITH A NEW MUCH BETTER ONE, THAT ‘WORSHIPS’ YOU. But you must see this for it to work, YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THAT IS WHAT YOU DO, and you can’t at an Animal level…

I’m not going to cover the massive topic of Obligation in detail today, I simply want you to understand THIS ‘BASIC’ PART OF IT RIGHT AT THE START OF THIS POST – A SLAVE ANIMAL NEEDS TO BE OBLIGATED TO EXIST, TO HAVE ANY SEMI-PERMANENT SENSE OF SELF, OF IDENTITY, HOWEVER CHANGEABLE AND MOOD DRIVEN. This is the reason WHY when normal folks lose their job, relationships, friends, house et al they go into a depression, become anxious, as their sense of self goes with it – THEY ARE LOST WITHOUT OBLIGATION. They need something to DO with themselves that feels NORMAL TO THEM, even though they don’t really want it, or need it to live, THEY FEEL MUCH WORSE WITHOUT IT. 

But the worst aspect of Obligation for normal Gifted Folks is simply this – IT MAKES YOU VERY ‘SHY’, as your go-to Pattern for ALL INTERACTIONS: 

ALL OBLIGATION IS TRANSACTIONAL, SO THE ONLY WAY SHY SLAVES CAN BE CONFIDENT, HAPPY, IS IF THEY BELIEVE THEY HAVE ‘PLEASED’ SOMEONE.

MANY GIFTED WOMEN/MEN ADOPT THIS PATTERN IN CHILDHOOD AS THE BASIS OF THE WHOLE CHARACTER – SOME EVEN THINK IT IS A SUPERPOWER, THEY START TO RELY ON IT AND HAND THEMSELVES OVER TO THEIR FAKE, SLAVE SELF IN THE PROCESS.

BUT IT ROBS THEM OF ANY GIFTED CONFIDENCE, AS THEY ALWAYS EXPECT ‘WORSE THAN’, HENCE IT DESTROYS THEIR LIFE THROUGH FALSE OBLIGATION, WHILST ALSO MAKING YOU LAZY AS A BASELINE STATE – YOU WILL NEED TO BE OBLIGATED (OR SCARED) TO DO ANY-FUCKING-THING.

YOU MUST UNDERSTAND NOW THAT ALL YOUR EXPECTATIONS OF ‘WORSE THAN’ MUST GO TO DEVELOP – YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF YOUR PROBLEMS.

SO YOU MUST BREAK YOUR PATTERN OF SHYNESS, AND USE ‘BETTER THAN’ TO FEEL CONFIDENT, TO STOP ‘ACTING LIKE A SLAVE’ – THIS MECHANISM IS THE ROOT OF YOUR ‘NOTHING’, AND WORSE, ITS THE HAPPINESS YOU FEEL BEING ‘NOTHING’.

BUT YOU MUST NOT USE DRUGS TO CONQUER YOUR SHYNESS, YOU MUST BE ‘BETTER THAN’, OTHERWISE YOU WON’T CHANGE.

So to break your SLAVERY TO your FAKE sense of self WE HAVE TO CHANGE WHAT YOU ARE OBLIGATED TO, BY CHANGING YOUR ‘SENSE OF SELF’ FROM THAT OF A SLAVE TO THAT OF AN ARISTOS = SPIRITUAL HEDONISM, INSTEAD OF SLAVE ANIMAL HEDONISM. You must ‘trade up’ your old sense of short term, mood driven animal identity for the much more powerful one of ELITISM. See after that FORCED change in your current, FAKE IDENTITY, you will be OBLIGATED IN A POSITIVE WAY, NOT A SELF-DESTRUCTIVE ONE. It is a BLUNT INSTRUMENT in spiritual terms, but works very well on GIFTED animals, AS A FORM OF REPLACEMENT THERAPY. 

YOU NEED TO BREAK YOUR ‘OBLIGATION’ AS A ‘SLAVE’ TO FAKE YOU/YOUR HERD/SOCIETY, THAT IS YOUR CURRENT ‘SENSE OF SELF’.

BUT AT YOUR LEVEL, THE ANIMAL LEVEL, YOU STILL NEED SOME OBLIGATION AS THE BASIS OF YOUR SENSE OF IDENTITY, TO CONTROL YOU.

SO WHAT WE ARE DOING HERE TODAY IS FORMING A ‘NEW OBLIGATION’ TO YOUR ‘ARISTOS’, TO YOU ‘THE INDIVIDUAL’, THE HERO, THE IDOL.

SEE YOU ARE GIFTED, A SEEKER IN THE SUPERHUMAN SCHOOL OF THE 4TH WAY, WHICH MEANS YOU ARE ‘BETTER THAN’ HERD SOCIETY.

YOU MUST BECOME OBLIGATED TO THAT ‘BETTER THAN’, TO YOUR ELITISM, WHAT IS BEST IN YOU, IF YOU EVER WANT TO BE COMPLETE, FULFILLED.

HOWEVER ALIEN THIS SOUNDS TO YOU NOW, KNOW THAT THIS IS HOW THE ELITES OF THIS WORLD FEEL, AND ALWAYS HAVE DONE.   

Yeah, I know… right now you have no fucking clue what any of that means, it’s way too early, so why tell you this now? EASY – when you practice Better Than after a while you will occasionally find it comes by itself, it’s just there, you don’t need to force it all the time. So I need to warn you of a really GOOD THING, so when this happens you don’t get confused – WHEN BETTER THAN STARTS TO BECOME NORMAL YOU WILL FIND THAT UNDERNEATH IT THERE IS A SENSE OF ‘OBLIGATION TO THIS STATE’, TO REAL YOU, WHO IS DRIVING AT THE TIME. It is an odd but VERY GOOD thing, as that state will start to STICK now, and you will come to see how that STATE OF OBLIGATION TO YOUR ELITIST SELF IMPROVES YOU, ALL BY ITSELF. Indeed this is why many Unschooled Gifted actually chase ‘False Obligation’ – they crave the feeling of it at a spiritual level, however self-destructive it becomes for a slave animal.

SO YOU MAY BE LUCKY – 

IF YOU HAVE ANY SENSE OF THE PERFECTIONIST IN YOU, OF THE NEED TO BE PERFECT IN SOME MINOR WAY, BE VERY, VERY HAPPY.

IT IS A GIFT FROM YOUR GIFT, AND THE ROOT OF YOUR ELITIST – DISREGARD WHAT SOCIETY TELLS YOU, FIND IT AND USE IT.

YES, USE IT TO BUILD YOUR ARISTOS ON TOP OF, IT IS THE SEED OF YOUR DEPUTY STEWARD, OF YOUR ‘SOMEBODY’.

JUST REMEMBER THIS, AND START TO DITCH ALL YOUR ‘FALSE OBLIGATIONS’ – REPLACE THEM WITH ‘BETTER THAN’.  

Just remember not to be upset when things are NOT perfect, perfect is Tomorrow, ONLY GET UPSET WHEN YOU STOP TRYING TO BE PERFECT. There is nothing more valuable for an Aristocrat in training than the compulsion to PERFECT YOURSELF IN CHILDHOOD, so if some (not so) well-meaning relative, teacher, or friend convinced you it was ok to be a fat, ugly, drug-addled street skank like them, FEEL FREE TO LOOK THEM UP, GO ROUND THEIR HOUSE AND HIT THEM IN THE FACE WITH AN IRON – THEY FUCKED YOU. See even back then ‘THEY’ wanted you to be less, to be ‘herd normal’, to be ‘a pet’, SO NEVER DOUBT HOW MUCH OF YOURSELF YOU HAVE LOST TO THIS INSIDIOUS CRAP OVER THE YEARS – THE ANIMALS HATE YOUR ‘BETTER THAN’, it ‘scares’ them…    

WANT THE EASIEST POSSIBLE WAY TO GET STARTED WITH ‘BETTER THAN’? Of course, you do, and I’ve already told you how to do it MANY POSTS AGO….

STAND UP TALL, SPECIFICALLY stretch your NECK ‘UP’ HIGH, whenever you REACH FOR THE ‘BETTER THAN’ STATE – IT WILL COME VERY QUICKLY THEN.

TEACH YOURSELF TO DO THIS AS A REACTION, WHENEVER YOUR FAKE BITCH DECIDES TO ATTACK YOU WITH YOUR OLD ‘BASIC’ – ITS A ‘TRIGGER’. 

SEE YOUR ‘PRESENCE’, THE GIFTED ENERGY OF YOU IS DIRECTLY LINKED TO YOUR NECK, SO HOLD YOUR SPINE STRAIGHT, AND PUT YOUR ‘BACK INTO IT’.

YOU WILL QUICKLY DISCOVER HOW NATURAL YOUR ARISTOS IS FOR ‘US’, AND JUST HOW DIFFERENT YOU ARE FROM ‘THEM’. Don’t be surprised if the ‘sound stage’ of your consciousness starts to change when you do this, to jump about a little (even a lot) in pitch with its background hum, as your Real You may start to get A BIT excited when YOU HAVE FINALLY WOKEN THE FUCK UP TO WHAT YOU ACTUALLY ARE – look for the first meaningful level, called ‘Flute’ music in Zen, much as it will sound like a modem/wifi to you.

Nobody expects you to wear a ‘Torc’, but many Aristos wear heavier jewelry on their necks as it amplifies their ‘HUM’ – its too early to talk about ‘Anahata’ sounds in this post or the classic Zen Ox-Herding pictures, however feel free to look them up if you have any Asian influence in your blood, as it’s A BIG SHORT CUT TO FEELING DIFFERENT, FEELING SPECIAL. MANY UNSCHOOLED GIFTED SIMPLY WON’T TRY TO EXHAUSTION, AND THEN TRY AGAIN UNTIL THEY CAN EVIDENCE SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT THEM, so even if you are very Western, put your thumbs in your ears and listen, you may be surprised to hear what your Real You sounds like, particularly WHEN IT THINKS YOU HAVE STARTED TO ‘WAKE UP’.

Frankly, if you are still skittish best keep this SPECIAL STUFF in mind, I’ll teach you how to ‘contain yourself’ (hold yourself apart from reality) by curling the end of your spine inwards, and pull your abdomen up (not in) as you stand up tall next time, for now just know if YOU WANT TO FEEL BETTER THAN YOU MUST FEEL YOUR POSTURE ‘WORKING’, rather than let Fake You fuck it up, so your ANIMAL can continue to dominate you. Yes, should you be GIFTED, changing how you feel is actually that EASY – YOU MUST CHANGE HOW YOU FEEL IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR REALITY. 

With all that said and done, I’ll finish this Intro with a simple TRUTH:

UNLESS YOU WORK TO BE ‘BETTER THAN’ ALL YOUR GIFTED CONSCIENCE WILL EVER DO IS RUIN YOUR LIFE WITH GUILT.

THEREFORE YOU MUST FIND A WAY TO BE EMOTIONAL IN A PLEASANT, POWERFUL WAY, OTHERWISE YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO STAND IT.

TODAY I’M GIVING YOU THAT ON A PLATE – BETTER THAN GIVES YOU EVERYTHING YOU NEED NOW, WHILST GIVING YOU THE CHANCE TO BE SOMEBODY.

EITHER WAY, IF YOU HAVE A POWERFUL ‘REAL YOU’ KNOW YOUR CONSCIENCE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, HOWEVER MUCH YOU REPRESS OR DRUG IT…

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY FOR TODAY – IF YOU THINK YOUR ‘BASIC’ IS A SUPERPOWER, IF YOUR INFAMY IS SIMPLY THE PRICE OF GETTING ‘HIGH’, IF YOUR ONGOING PUBLIC HUMILIATION BY PARASITIC DORKS IS JUST THE COST OF SOME INVENTED OBLIGATION TO ‘FRIENDS’, WHO DON’T REALLY DESPISE ‘THE TAINT’ OF A ‘LOST SOUL’ LIKE YOU, THEN STOP READING MY STUFF NOW – YOUR CONSCIENCE WILL DESTROY YOU EVEN QUICKER THAN IT ALREADY IS. 

THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM YOUR GIFT – FACE IT, OR FUCK OFF AND ‘DIE IN YOUR SLEEP’. 

Yes, one of the ‘coldest’ things in all REAL spirituality is that MANY OF YOU MUST FAIL, SO OTHERS CAN SUCCEED, much as that is not predetermined at the start for ‘you’ – I’m not going to explain this, the real world is jungle, and many of you are Cannon Fodder, ‘food for the moon’ as Gurdjieff used to say. So do yourself a favor, if you are going to fail, or if you have convinced yourself that you must still Feed your Demon whilst getting better by just reading about getting better, (whilst actually doing nothing different), then QUIT NOW, IF YOU DON’T THEN YOU WILL GET MUCH WORSE, MUCH QUICKER, and BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN. As many 4th way groups like to say, most people are already Dead, desperate little machines acting out their conditioning by overthinking mechanical thoughts, with no self-consciousness, and NO HOPE, but its best not to know that, don’t you think – ‘ITS ALWAYS LATER THAN YOU THINK’.

I make no apologies for this, BUT WE HAVE TO GET SERIOUS NOW, for the few of you who are worth this level of effort on my part, SO TRY AND HAVE SOME RESPECT. BY GOING ON TODAY YOU ARE OBLIGATING YOURSELF TO THIS PROCESS, IN A VERY REAL WAY, so you get worse if you then choose not to do it, understand this – YOUR CONSCIENCE IS ALSO READING THIS, NOT JUST LITTLE FAKE YOU, and it won’t just ‘let it go’ when fake you gets bored or threatened, so there will be ‘consequences’. And I’m not sorry, BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT, DON’T YOU – if that scares you, QUIT NOW, much as it’s already too late TO QUIT for many of you but that is the ‘law of the jungle’ I’m afraid.

See, and I don’t mean to insult you, but surely you know that Animal Hedonism ENDS BY ITSELF in your EARLY thirties, after that it is just an embarrassing illusion, where you chase the youth of others like a FAT PARASITE, eh? You do know that recreation leads to addiction, to desperation, to madness – they explained this to you in school, or where at the back of the bikes sheds that day? You know that when you need drugs, even a bottle of white wine every day just to enjoy YOUR Hedonism, just to cope with your day, just to be able to face work, IT MEANS YOU ARE ALREADY VERY DISTURBED AND SHOULD SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP, YES? See it is no good just singing along that ‘when the end comes I know I was just a gigolo, life goes on without me’ (Sorry, Dave Lee…), ALL YOUR FUN WILL HAVE DISAPPEARED ALREADY, YOU SIMPLY WON’T REMEMBER WHY YOU DID THIS.

Nobody is waiting to SAVE YOU, cause you are not worth saving, YOU HAVE TAKEN THE EASY WAY OUT, you have pissed your NATURAL RANK up against the wall – what’s left to SAVE…? YOUR NOT A BADASS, YOU NEVER WERE, YOUR CREEPY… Hope that not you babe, but let’s see where you are on the ‘food chain’, let’s see if you can beat the ‘stats’, make them work for you rather than against you – I’ll try and make it fun today, should that still be important to you, it will help as your remaining delusions about ‘this’ and ‘me’ drop away…

Just know for the HIGHLY GIFTED, for the ALPHA CHICKS, THE PERFECTIONISTS, THE FAILED ARTISTS, even THE LOST SOULS, your Gift already dominates your existence, SO DONT YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU ARE SUCH A ‘FUCK UP’? I don’t mean to ‘lab rat’ you (Sorry, I do – occupational hazard, helps with the lesson plans, AND WHY THE FUCK DO YOU STILL THINK WE ARE ‘NICE’?), but what else is left for you now other than to ‘KNOW THYSELF’, do you want to go on pretending to be normal WHILST LIVING IN A DAYDREAM? Answers on a postcard, please, BIG prize for the winner, MUCH AS I SUSPECT YOU ARE STILL WAY TO ‘SHY’, still trying to be all ‘back of the bus’ with the big kids, who can’t believe you’re STILL this stupid.

Having said all that, (and much as I hate myself for saying this), I’m actually interested to see how this turns out for some of you, particularly the ones that I wrote OFF oh-so-long-ago as helpless ‘little-people’, so full of your-own-not-so-secret-but-oh-so-clever-obsessional-shit. The ‘Cat-is-out-of-the-Bag’, as some of your DUMB little dorks say, so wonder what you will do now – YOU COULD NOT MAKE THIS STUFF UP, NOT EVEN I WOULD BELEIVE YOU. But I’m intrigued now – which SIDE is going to win, YOUR CLASS OR YOUR BASIC? Do you even have the balls to ask for help yet? No? So how much worse does it have to get then..?

Want to know the answer? Do you see them laughing at your OLD BASIC yet, at how PATHETIC YOU ARE NOW YOU ARE OLD YET STILL DUMB ENOUGH TO THINK YOU ARE GEN Z COOL? SEE THAT’S WHEN YOU WILL KNOW THE ANSWER, that is when everything ends, WHEN YOU SEE THAT IT IS YOU WHO IS THE PROBLEM, YOU WHO IS THE CURSE ON THE ‘INNOCENCE’ AROUND YOU, and then YOUR REAL LIFE BEGINS, because your old life is ashes and sawdust to you now, BECAUSE IT IS TAINTED. However HARD it is know that compared to some of us you have it easy, just GROW THE FUCK UP, EH – FAST!

STILL, AS YOU MAKE THE DECISION TO READ ON OR NOT NOW – DON’T FORGET THIS:

I WANT YOU TO QUIT TODAY, SO OTHERS, ‘BETTER THAN’ YOU, HAVE A GREATER CHANCE TO WIN.

Just GO back to the BLAND NOTHING of what you have, what you are scared off, what you want, of your achievements, your holidays and festivals and friends. GO BACK TO THE COMFORT OF BEING A SELF-IMPORTANT NOTHING, of knowing that on your HORROR of a deathbed, you will finally realize YOUR ENTIRE LIFE WAS A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME, you actually BORED US ALL HALF TO DEATH WITH YOUR BLAND NOTHING. There are migrants fighting to survive on some leaky fishing boat in the Med who have more right to life than you do, bitch, AND THAT WILL BE YOUR LIFE STORY = YOU HAVE NO STORY, YOU’RE A HARMLESS TWAT.

Don’t be insulted by this, JUST ACCEPTED IT NOW – SEE IF YOU CAN ‘FEEL THAT NOTHING’, feel your insignificance, EVEN JUST FOR A MOMENT, WHILST KNOWING TO ARE ‘NOT NOTHING’ IN YOUR SOUL, THEN YOU MAY BE ABLE TO FIGHT FOR YOURSELF, even now, BUT MAYBE YOU WILL NEED TO BURN UP SOME MORE FIRST, EH. So good luck with that, just don’t be surprised when you realize NO ONE GIVES SHIT ABOUT YOU NOW, they never really did – ALL THE CONTROL OF FAKE YOU COMES BACK TO using your FALSE SELF-IMPORTANCE, THAT IT (REALLY) MATTERS WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU, THAT YOU DESERVE TO BE ‘GIVEN EVERYTHING’, because you can’t actually DO anything YOURSELF, but REACT. 

So, if you can, TRY AND THINK FOR YOURSELF, try and see yourself now, see what YOU ARE, WHY YOU ARE ‘INSIGNIFICANT’, it can be very instructive:

TRY AND SEE THAT YOU DON’T DECIDE ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE – YOU ARE A ‘VICTIM’, SO YOU JUST REACT.

YOUR LIFE SIMPLY ‘HAPPENS TO YOU’, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, YOUR CHOICES ARE IMAGINARY, AFTER THE FACT.

TO BE ARISTOS YOU MUST ‘DO WHAT YOU WANT’, RATHER THAN ‘WANT WHAT YOU DO’, AFTERWARDS. TO DO THIS I MUST TEACH YOU TO USE YOUR GIFT CORRECTLY, SO YOU CAN ENJOY BEING GIFTED AND STOP FIGHTING IT…

TRY AND SEE IT – YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELF TO BE ‘NOTHING’ – YOU DON’T ACTUALLY WANT TO BE THIS VERSION OF YOU, DO YOU, GIVEN A FREE CHOICE YOU WOULD CHOOSE TO BE SOMEBODY ELSE, LIVING SOMEWHERE ELSE, DOING SOMETHING ELSE.

BE CLEAR – YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELF TO ACCEPT SLAVERY, YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELF TO LIKE YOUR COMFORTERS, YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELF TO LIKE YOUR OBLIGATIONS, YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELF TO BE SHY/LAZY/STUPID/BLIND, YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELF THAT THIS IS ALL THERE IS SO BETTER MAKE THE BEST OF IT – NONE OF THAT IS TRUE, YOU JUST GO ALONG WITH IT, EVERY DAMN DAY, TO PROTECT YOURSELF.

SO I MUST TEACH YOU TO BE ‘SOMETHING’, I MUST TEACH YOU TO BREAK THE CAGE OF YOUR HERD DELUSIONS, OF COPYING OTHERS TO FIT IN, OF ACCEPTING WHAT YOU THINK IS ‘THE REALITY’, WHICH IS, IN FACT, ONLY YOUR EXPECTATION OF HERD REALITY.

SEE YOU DON’T ACTUALLY LIKE THIS SHIT YOU, WHAT THIS SHIT YOU DOES AT ALL – SO ITS TIME TO START LIKING REAL YOU, THE ARISTOS, SO I HAVE TO SHOW YOU THAT, CAUSE YOU NO LONGER HAVE A CLUE WHAT THE FUCK THAT IS – YOU MUST GET THE ‘PROCESS OF IT’…

AT THE START IT IS BEST TO SEE THIS AS ‘PUSHING YOUR LUCK’ A LITTLE, AS THAT MAKES IT EASY, AND EXCITING…

BUT YOU MUST REMEMBER YOUR FIRST ‘FALSE’ INSTINCT IS TO ‘NEVER, EVER PUSH YOUR LUCK’ – WHAT YOU DO IS ALWAYS EGO-SAFE FOR YOU, WHAT YOU NORMALLY DO, WHATEVER YOU THINK THAT LOOKS LIKE, BASED ON A GENERIC ‘EXPECTATION’.

SADLY, YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELF TO EXPECT ANIMAL ‘BAD LUCK’, AND THAT HAS TO GO – SO BEST GET USED TO FAILING WITH CLASS, AS THAT IS WHAT HAVING ‘CLASS’ IS, AT THE START, TO KNOW HOW TO FAIL WELL, TO SEE ‘THE PROCESS’ OF CHANGE.

SEE YOU EXPECT TO FAIL ‘ON AVERAGE’, SO YOU MUST ‘BOUNCE BACK’ AND GO AGAIN, UNTIL YOU STOP EXPECTING TO FAIL, BECAUSE YOU KNOW IF YOU TRY IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU FAIL, BECAUSE ONE DAY SOON YOU WON’T FAIL, UNTIL THAT MOMENT YOU ARE JUST ‘SO CLOSE’ TO SUCCESS, SO FAILING IS ‘IMPROVING YOU’, WHICH IS ACTUALLY BETTER THAN SUCCESS…

ONCE YOU GET THIS PROCESS YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE NOT EVEN A PLAYER CHARACTER IN THE RPG OF YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW, YOU ARE A NON-PLAYER CHARACTER, AN ANIMAL, STUCK IN CONTINUAL PREDEFINED LOOPS OF BEHAVIOUR YOU HAVE CONSTRUCTED THROUGH THE NEED FOR EGO SAFETY, THAT ONLY CHANGE VIA THE CONDITIONS THAT TRIGGER THEM.

SO PLEASE GET THIS MECHANISM – IT WILL CURE YOU OF YOUR CONSTANT NEED FOR EGO SAFETY – AS EVERY GOOD GANGSTER KNOWS, ‘SAFETY FIRST’ PEOPLE ARE BLOODY USELESS, YOU MUST LEARN TO GO LOOKING FOR ‘TROUBLE’ – BE A PLAYER.

YES, ‘THE CAVE YOU FEAR TO ENTER HOLDS THE TREASURE YOU SEEK’, BUT YOU MUST UNDERSTAND IT IS ‘THE PROCESS OF ENTERING THAT CAVE’ THAT MATTERS, RIGHT NOW ‘YOUR TREASURE’ IS INCIDENTAL, SIMPLY A WAY TO KEEP SCORE…

IT IS THE ‘PROCESS OF ELITISM’ THAT IMPROVES YOU, AND WILL IN TIME ALLOW YOU TO DO THINGS YOU HAVE ONLY HEARD ABOUT IN FAIRY TALES, SO DON’T SETTLE FOR SOLVING THIS OR THAT LOWER MIDDLE-CLASS ISSUE, KNOW THAT YOU (EVEN US) DON’T KNOW WHAT YOUR REAL GOAL IS YET, BUT YOU WILL IF YOU STICK AT IT.

YOU ARE GIFTED, YOU HAVE THE POWER TO DO ANYTHING, YOU HAVE SIMPLY FORGOTTEN THAT IN ORDER ‘TO FIT IN’. SO TODAY ITS TIME TO GET SCARY, TIME TO IMPOSE YOURSELF ON YOUR LIFE, DO WHAT YOU WANT ‘BEFORE IT HAPPENS’, BECAUSE YOU DECIDED TO MAKE IT HAPPEN IN ADVANCE… YES, YOU ARE WHERE YOU ARE, YOU MUST BEGIN FROM THERE, BUT YOU MUST BEGIN NOW, AND START THE CHANGE, THIS SECOND… YES, TIME TO START MAKING SHIT HAPPEN, INSTEAD OF WATCHING IT HAPPEN – WHO KNOWS, YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY ENJOY IT, ENJOY BEING ‘BETTER THAN’…

So HAS YOUR CONSCIENCE WHISPERED TO YOU YET – THAT THIS MAY BE YOUR LAST CHANCE TO STEP OFF THE RATHER IGNOMINIOUS ‘DEFEAT TRAIN’ THAT IS YOUR ‘PATHETICALLY UNDERSTATED’ EXISTENCE OF AN OBLIGATED SLAVE? Hope so, see we are clever here on the Left-Hand path, we know you are not a ‘BAD MAN’, we know you are that medic at the end of ‘Saving Private Ryan’ who is so fake and gutless they let their friend get killed and just ‘cry on the stairs’, much as their conscience gets them to execute the killer when they try and surrender later, when its SAFE.

We know NOTHING IS EVER SAFE, so if you actually ARE a GIFTED HEDONIST you will understand the power of risk/reward for its own sake, YOU ALREADY HAVE THE PATTERN TO START WITH, AND SO CAN RELATE TO THIS, you just need to stop connecting it to your SELF DESTRUCTIVE cheap thrills, YOUR ‘BASIC’, YOUR FAKE ‘ANTI-HERO’, and use it for YOUR ‘CLASS’.

THAT IS WHY WE OBSESS SO MUCH ABOUT THIS CHANGE – YOU ARE SIMPLY DOING HEDONISM WRONG, YOU FOOL, IN REALITY YOU WERE MADE FOR THIS STUFF, ITS NATURAL FOR YOU EVEN NOW, ITS WHAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED. SO HERE IT IS, FOR THOSE FEW WHO WANT TO START TO BE ‘BADASS’, INSTEAD OF PRETENDING TO BE IT WHEN THEY ‘SKIP ROPE’ ON TIKTOK, OR ENGAGE IN WHATEVER KIND OF ‘DOGGING’ THEIR LITTLE HERD WANTS TO HUMILIATE THEM WITH FOR DRUGS – TO SIMPLY ‘FADE OUT’ OF YOUR LIFE, LIKE YOU WERE NEVER HERE TO START WITH…

As some long-forgotten movie line goes, ‘HOW DO YOU WANT TO GO OUT – ON YOUR FEET, OR ON YOUR KNEES, BITCH? So stop making the best of NOTHING, start to be SOMETHING, instead – IMPOSE that ‘WILL of your own’. (Sorry, Abba…). IF NOTHING ELSE, KNOW YOU ARE NOTHING, SO HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE – WHO CARES WHAT YOU DO..? SPOILER ALERT – UNLESS YOU DEVELOP SOME CLASS NO ONE WILL EVER CARE ABOUT YOU, even ‘you’… 

EVERYTHING IN THIS POST BELOW IS PART OF THIS PROCESS, TO MAKE YOU ‘SIGNIFICANT’, TO LIVE YOUR LIFE AS A WORK OF ART.

SO STOP WANTING WHAT YOU EXPECT TO HAPPEN, START WANTING WHAT YOU KNOW YOU COULD HAVE, IF YOU FOUND THE POWER TO DO IT.

OR – YOU CAN STOP READING NOW AND SIMPLY GO BACK TO BEING ONE MORE OF THE ‘LITTLE PEOPLE’, AND KEEP FEELING ‘SAFE’.

TRUST ME – YOU ARE BETTER OFF DEAD THAN TO LET YOUR LIFE BECOME SAFE – IT IS A CAGE OF NOTHINGNESS.

BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS, DON’T YOU, YOU JUST FORGET IT ALL THE TIME, CAUSE YOUR ‘BOTTLE HAS GONE’.

SO I MUST HELP YOU REMEMBER WHAT IT IS TO BE ‘BADASS’ = THE FEELING OF SPIRITUAL HEDONISM.

See once you understand what you need your ‘GIFTED’ POWER to DO, you will feel a hell of a lot better about denying yourself your ‘BASIC’, and follow the otherwise abstract process in Part 4 in order to develop more and more of that power – YOU WILL GET THE POINT OF ALL OF THIS, AT AN ENTRY LEVEL, so will want to do it. In time you will even wonder how you managed to live this long without it, WITHOUT LIVING ‘BETTER THAN’ = THE ‘HIGH STYLE OF BEING GIFTED’, THE GRAND STYLE OF CHARACTER (Sorry, Nietzche…)

THE POINT OF YOU IS TO BE ‘BETTER THAN’ = ‘CLASS’.

Just so you know, I know that many of you ‘lower middle class’ damned will read on today, looking for ‘TITBITS’, for this or that shitty little reason, so don’t be surprised when I warn you off again later in this post, as this is ‘REALLY’ YOUR ‘TIME TO GO’, BEFORE IT GETS A BIT, WELL… ‘MESSY’ FOR THE ANIMALS.

Yes, it really is best to GO NOW – take THE PARASITIC LITTLE CURSE THAT IS ‘YOU’ AWAY TO YOUR OWN LITTLE MIDDLE CLASS HELL, give the others you curse a better chance at this. See that then, in my experience, you will have a chance at a more compelling pretense of ‘Moral Goodness’ on your ‘deathbed’, when you are forced to see all you have done, so you should actually thank me for it, however CLOSE THAT ‘END’ IS. See YOUR NEED TO CONTROL AND HUMILIATE OTHERS CURSES YOU BEYOND ANYTHING YOU EVEN KNOW EXISTS, and besides, it will all ‘come out’ anyway, indeed THAT betrayal has already started – it’s the TRITE ‘OBVIOUSNESS’ of a PARASITE THAT BETRAYS THEM. Just something to think about – NO MATTER HOW IT GOES DOWN IT IS ALWAYS YOUR CONSCIENCE THAT KILLS YOU, particularly if you don’t have one…

IF ALL YOU WANT IS THE ‘HIGH STYLE OF THE DAMNED’, THEN GO NOW – ENJOY THOSE LAST EMBERS AS YOUR FIRE GOES OUT…

 

OK – it was a rather lengthy intro this time, but let’s start now – you have the basics of this post, you should know what is coming, now you are ‘UP TO SPEED’ (Sorry, the English word Speed originally meant FORTUNE, eg ‘Gods Speed’). Let’s see WHAT YOU HAVE GOT LEFT, see if you can you commit to this…

SO FIRST – THE QUESTION IS – DID YOU PASS PART 3 OR NOT, DID YOU GET IT OR NOT, ARE YOU MOTIVATED OR NOT – I will explain how you can tell below…

So lets be clear about something –  I, indeed, all teachers accept that the majority of folks who read about Radical Change CAN’T DO IT, indeed, they won’t even TRY as the whole Nobody process is WAY TO MUCH – THEY DON’T ‘GET IT’ BECAUSE THEY CAN’T… See they were expecting to take some magic pill so they could build some ‘SECRET’ STUFF on top of their FAKE YOU, their clever little ego, because they are, well… ‘clever’. That is a Fake You level response, so you have not only failed the process, you have failed to understand the Fake You concept…

See, I get that the majority of folks reading this can’t do it because they have NO GIFT, but WORSE, a large subset of the GIFTED, who can do it, HAVE A VERY POWERFUL FAKE YOU, so they are repelled by VUNERABILITY, BY EMPTINESS like animals, INSTINCTIVELY. In many ways its a good if difficult sign, indeed ONE OF THE FIRST TESTS FOR GIFTED POTENTIAL, just like meeting other GIFTED PEOPLE WHO ARE A MATCH FOR YOU TENDS TO MAKE YOU WORSE – you must ‘see you have got worse’, understand ‘why you have got worse’, and then ‘STOP getting worse BECAUSE OF IT’, get ‘INTERESTED IN YOURSELF’ AS A COMPLEX CONCEPT, INSTEAD.

But don’t worry, there is a really easy way to know the ‘difference’ BETWEEN AN ANIMAL AND STRONG FAKE YOU, given that you have now figured out YOU HAVE TO TRY ‘AGAINST’ YOUR FAKE YOU TO PASS TESTS, as that is what your Fake Self is – THE ENEMY. So today we have to touch on some of the more difficult Fake Yous, particularly THE TYPE OF EXPERIENCES they are BUILT ON TOP OF, cause maybe ‘you’ need a specific type of help.

So…

I KNOW I HAVE TO GIVE THE HARD ONES WHO ARE STILL WORTHY OF THIS A LOT MORE HELP TODAY, LOADS OF SPECIFIC TRICKS.

TO THE GIFTED I SAY YOU MUST GET ON WITH IT – COMMIT TO THIS, DON’T FAIL AT THE START, YOU CAN DO IT, LIKE MANY BEFORE YOU HAVE.

YOU ARE GIFTED, EVERYTHING IS A TEST, SO START PASSING THEM, FAST – IT’S WAY EASIER THAN YOUR FAKE YOU THINKS. 

OK? – YOU NEED TO GET EXCITED ABOUT THIS STUFF – EVERYONE IS WEAK, LAZY, BORED, AND CONFUSED – SO PUSH PAST IT, START PASSING TESTS. 

AND I HAVE TO DISSUADE THE ONES WHO ARE NOT WORTHY OF THIS FROM READING ANY FURTHER.

TO THE CREEPY ANIMALS I SAY PLEASE JUST FUCK OFF, IF YOU CONTINUE IT WILL END BADLY, LIKE IT HAS FOR MANY BEFORE YOU.

GO FIND THE CONTROL YOU CRAVE ELSEWHERE, YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OF WHAT HAPPENS HERE, SO FIND ANOTHER HOBBY, FAST.

FOR ALL OF YOU – THE LEFT-HAND PATH KNOWS HOW TO PROTECT ITSELF AND ITS OWN, AND TODAY WE GET SERIOUS – THIS PATH IS SECRET, NEVER PUBLIC, BECAUSE IT WOULD BE ATTACKED, NOT JUST BECAUSE THAT IS THE POINT OF THE ‘ATTACK DOGS’ OF THE WESTERN MEDIA, HOW THEY MAKE MONEY NOW, BUT BY ALL ANIMALS, AS THEY PERCEIVE IT AS A THREAT TO THEM. BUT WE CAN’T LET THAT CRAP STOP US HELPING YOU TODAY, BECAUSE MANY OF YOU NEED THAT HELP, SO STRAP IN AND READ ON…   

Now, don’t get me wrong…

You may be lucky enough to exist in the 2 statistical ‘sweet spots’ for this method, so YOU FELT IT STRAIGHTAWAY, FIND IT BOTH EASY AND ADDICTIVE – BECAUSE YOUR ‘FAKE YOU’ IS WEAK. So yes, you may be a low to medium-level gifted woman/man with some natural CLASS, maybe some Privilege, some literary Upper-Class aspiration, or YOUR CONSCIENCE LEVEL EMOTIONS ARE A DAILY EXPERIENCE, or even some East Asian heritage, brought up with some vague understanding of ‘honor’ through knowledge of Religious Class systems that was in some way FORCED ON YOU IN CHILDHOOD, much as you hate them now – YOU ARE NATURALLY ELITIST. This method is made for you, just try to be a little more ’emotionally intimate’ with yourself, a bit braver, a bit more interested in you BEING SPECIAL, so practice connecting to yourself by mental/physical tension release whenever you can, LET GO OF THE TENSION IN YOUR CHEST, so lift your chest and drop your shoulders, particularly when sitting…

Or you may be a HIGHLY Gifted woman with a WEAK upbringing, IGNORED as a child so no direction now, BUT HAVE A VERY STRONG REAL YOU THAT HAS STEPPED INTO YOUR LIFE MULTIPLE TIMES TO HELP, so YOU HAVE NO STABLE PERSONALITY, YOU ARE A ‘LOST SOUL’, tortured by OVER-THINKING, only feeling ALIVE DURING HEDONISM, BUT you HAVE MADE A SUCCESS OF A STABLE RELATIONSHIP/JOB/CAUSE/ARTISTRY, A SAFTEY NET TO KEEP YOU OUT OF THE FIRE FOR ANOTHER DAY, at least until the boredom gets at you again. SEE ‘YOU KNOW’ YOU ‘KNOW NOTHING’, YOUR LIFE IS A QUEST FOR SOMETHING BETTER, EVEN IF THAT IS JUST HEDONISM – YOU ARE NATURALLY ARTISTIC. This method is MADE FOR YOU, just control your thinking, try and use your mind instead of being used by it, so USE YOUR MIND TO COUNT STUFF IN DETAIL INSTEAD OF being stuck in DAYDREAMING/IMAGINATION/NEGATIVITY, whenever you don’t have to do stuff…

Yes – if you are lucky enough to HAVE A WEAKER FAKE YOU, THEN BE HAPPY, whatever the world thinks of you, JUST UNDERSTAND YOU ARE WORKING OUT ‘AGAINST’ YOUR ‘FAKE YOU’ – YOUR PATTERNS ARE YOUR ‘RESISTANCE BANDS’, YOUR WEIGHTS, YOU MUST PUSH AGAINST THEM, cause they are SHIT.

Yes, you should learn HOW TO CONTROL YOUR MIND BETTER BY COUNTING THINGS CASUALLY (AT PROGRESSIVELY HIGHER LEVELS OF DETAIL, VISUALLY SMALLER THINGS AS A CHALLENGE) AND YOU SHOULD BE CONSTANTLY CHECKING YOUR REPRESSED MOODS TO SEE AND ‘CORRECT’ HOW YOU ARE FEELING TODAY. These are both simple things that can make a RADICAL DIFFERENCE TO FOLKS WHO HAVE NEVER BEEN GIVEN STANDARDS OF BEHAVIOUR AS CHILDREN and therefore tend to spend large amounts of TIME LETTING THEIR MIND GET LOST IN PETTY FANTASIZING/PETTY FEARS = MENTAL ILLNESS.

Both groups should also become aware of YOUR MOST IMPORTANT PATTERN TRIGGERS AS YOUR MOST COMMON TYPE OF NEGATIVITY, CAUSED BY OTHER PEOPLES OPINIONS, AND START TO IGNORE OR STAMP THEM OUT, as A WEAK FAKE YOU TENDS to use them as ‘trip hazards’ to stop you from CHANGING VIA CONTINUALLY RE-INFORCING INSTINCTIVE NEGATIVE REACTIONS TO TRIVIAL THINGS. So IGNORE THEM, OR HEAD THEM OFF BEFORE TIME BY FIXING/DENYING THEM, just don’t bother trying to see how you have actually caused them just yet as its often too long ago to remember. CONSTANT IRRITATION WITH OTHER PEOPLE IS ‘THE WESTERN CURSE’,  let it go by knowing its a trap, a leech sent to bleed you, accept the way things are right now and aim for a better tomorrow, without THEM, and maybe turn off the news.

This issue is part of your NEGATIVE EXPECTATIONS, as you let other people impose their opinions on you AND YOU HAVE TO DEFEND YOURSELF by lying, INSTEAD OF IGNORING THEM, because you DON’T CARE AFTER YOU SEE it is A PARASITIC DEVICE DESIGNED TO STOP YOUR DEVELOPMENT. So stop defending yourself TO ANIMALS – YOUR STATE OF MIND IS WAY MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR FALSE EGO.

A WEAK FAKE YOU CAN BE BROKEN EARLY BY REALIZING YOU ARE DEFENDING IT, NOT ‘YOU’ BY ACTING OUT NEGATIVE EMOTIONAL REACTIONS, EVEN (ESPECIALLY) IF YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE ‘RIGHT’ – CONTINUALLY EXPRESSING NEGATIVE EMOTION DESTROYS DEVELOPMENT.

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT THE ANIMALS THINK OF YOU, SO PITY THEM IF YOU MUST, BUT STOP GIVING A SHIT WHAT THEY THINK INTERNALLY, as its PATHETIC TO LET THEM EFFECT YOU – ANIMALS HAVE NO SELF-AWARENESS, THEY ARE FLYS, RATS, WORMS, IGNORE THEM OR KILL THEM…

SO GET USED TO FEELING NEGATIVE EMOTIONS, DOING NOTHING OR GIVING A MANNERED ‘ARISTOCRATIC APOLOGY’ TO GET SOME DISTANCE, AND THEN SMILING, BECAUSE REAL YOU HAS JUST WON, YOU JUST TOOK A STEP FORWARD IN BEING ‘BETTER THAN’ YOU WERE A FEW MOMENTS AGO – FEEL THAT WIN, THAT DISTANCE, FEEL THE VISCERAL THRILL OF YOUR ‘PERSONAL POWER INCREASING’, FOR REAL.

KNOW AS YOU CHANGE YOU MUST PROGRESSIVELY REMOVE ‘YOUR’ ILLUSION OF POWER THAT ANIMALS HAVE OVER YOU – THEY ARE ANIMALS SO THEY SEEK POWER OVER YOU BECAUSE THEY KNOW NATURALLY THEY HAVE NONE, SO THEY CHASE IT, SO SEE THE VALIDATION OF THAT.

THIS IS ARISTOS, THIS IS THE WAY OF ‘POWER OVER YOURSELF’, THIS IS ‘BETTER THAN’ – MAKE DECISIONS BY ‘LOOKING BACK AT THIS MOMENT’ AS IF YOU ARE ALREADY ‘AT’ TOMORROW, AND SEE WHAT THE BEST THING TO DO IS RIGHT NOW GIVEN WHAT YOU ALREADY ‘ARE’ TOMORROW, RATHER THAN JUST ‘WISH’ YOU HAD DONE ‘BETTER THAN’ TODAY, WHEN IT ACTUALLY IS TOMORROW, AND YOU HAVE GOT WORSE.

SO TODAY I’M GOING TO GIVE YOU SOME GUIDANCE ON WHAT TO AIM FOR AS A ‘BETTER THAN’ TOMORROW SO YOU CAN JUDGE THIS, LOTS OF BIG AND SMALL THINGS IN ORDER TO ‘PLAY THE ROLE’ TODAY OF THE ‘BETTER THAN’ YOU WILL BE TOMORROW, WHICH WILL MAKE YOU MUCH, MUCH STRONGER EMOTIONALLY, RATHER THAN GOING ON TODAY WITH YOUR ‘WORSE THAN’ YESTERDAY, WHICH KILLS YOU.

WHEN YOU GET BETTER AT RECOGNIZING YOUR OWN KIND YOU CAN THEN ‘DECIDE’ TO GIVE SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU POWER OVER YOU BECAUSE THEY WILL BENEFIT YOU – THEY HAVE ACTUAL POWER, AND THEREFORE ARE SHARING IT WITH YOU, NOT TAKING YOURS AWAY.  

THE VERY EASIEST WAY TO BREAK A WEAK FAKE YOU IS TO SIMPLY PROJECT YOUR MIND STATE INTO A BETTER THAN TOMORROW, WHERE YOU HAVE ALREADY ACQUIRED THE STANDARDS OF AN ARISTOS, AND TRY AND ACT ACCORDING TO THOSE STANDARDS IN THE RIGHT-FUCKING-NOW – DOES NOT MATTER THAT YOUR REPUTATION/ENVIRONMENT HAS NOT YET CHANGED TO MAKE THIS EASY, IT MATTERS THAT YOU DECIDE TO BE DIFFERENT ‘TOMORROW’ BY ACTING DIFFERENT ‘TODAY’. THAT IS WHAT ALL SPIRITUAL CHANGE DEPENDS ON – NO CHANGE TODAY MEANS A WORSE TOMORROW…

Take this guidance quite simply – there is a time gap between cause and effect when you CHANGE, so you must ‘cut the NEW pattern’ with a forced, conscious focus TODAY, using an external aim I am giving you, BEFORE YOU HAVE MORE OF THAT PATTERN, TOMORROW. You must TRY against RESISTANCE IN ORDER TO GENERATE THE ENERGY YOU NEED TO CUT THAT PATTERN, TO CHANGE, by ACTING THE ARISTOS ROLE, BEFORE YOU BECOME THE ROLE LATER, BEFORE YOU HAVE THE STANDARDS OF THE ARISTOS. So to BE BETTER tomorrow, YOU MUST ACT BETTER TODAY, and you must accept the need to keep TRYING in order to PAY FOR THAT CHANGE TOMORROW – THE BIGGER THE CHANGE, THE MORE IT COSTS, THE MORE YOU WILL NEED TO TRY AGAINST THE SHAME OF FAILURE, which you accept with a ‘smile’, so start with small things to get some momentum. 

We have no space today for the ‘Strange Attractor’ model of causes as karma, but should you want to go a little deeper (and darker) the ‘real’ causes of what is happening to you right now are not visible to you, so you cannot change them, you can only change how you react to them in the moment – what is going to happen was set up some time ago. However, by reacting differently TODAY you can modify those causes for TOMORROW, so what happens will be different, as a cycle. Animals are doomed to act out the same shit year after year by having no ability to change their reaction to the same cause, EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE TRYING TO STOP IT. In reality the only way to change CAUSES is to first stop reacting AGAINST THEM like you always have, AND THEN KNOW HOW TO REACT BETTER THAN IN ORDER TO CHANGE THOSE CAUSES TOMORROW, OTHERWISE YOUR FATE IS ALREADY SEALED.

This mail is going to help you with that, help you break the chain of the same old shit you have done a THOUSAND TIMES BEFORE in the moment of wanting to do it AGAIN. Don’t you hate that CRAP, so much so that even rock-n-roll little you is bored shitless ALL THE BLOODY TIME, with going on being this trivial, scared little mess. Would you not like to be BRAVE ENOUGH TO ACT, rather than acting to COMFORT YOURSELF FOR BEING a gutless little NOTHING, again. See we were all full of our own stupid shit once, BUT THEN WE SIMPLY GOT OVER IT AND TRIED, often because we simply wanted to KNOW ‘WHY WE ARE THE WAY WE ARE’, we were CURIOUS enough to have a go. You just need to be convinced you won’t be HUMILIATED because of the embarrassment of it all, of YOUR PAST – that was all just part of getting YOU here at the right time for YOU, GET THE FUCK OVER IT.

Know that with a weak Fake You it should be easy, just continue on with Part 3 until your animal FEAR subsides enough to TRY – you have no secrets to keep, NO ONE EVER GAVE A SHIT ABOUT THEM BUT YOU ANYWAY, so nothing much to lose, your life is pretty ‘small beer’, eh. You are stuck in the fear/desire/boredom cycle of an animal, AND THAT HAS MADE YOU GUTLESS, A STALKER, A FOOL, A TRICK, A CRIMINAL, A TWAT, WHICH IS ALL IT IS, so who are you afraid of now, somebody actually ‘noticing you’, surely you know everyone knows BY NOW, so why cling on to the illusion that you are GOOD, no one else does hun. FACE IT, FACE WHY YOU HAVE DONE ALL YOUR MOST EXTREME CRAP IN YOUR HEART, THEN GET CURIOUS AND CHANGE – you are really lucky to be WEAK, AS ALL YOU REALLY HAVE TO DO IS COMMIT TO A NEW SET OF VALUES, BY CHANGING YOUR OLD ONES…

HOWEVER…

…. You may also be in the BIG statistical ‘hard spot’ right in the middle of these 2 WEAKER GROUPS, as You may have a mid to strong gift but had a stronger, more educated and often HEADSTRONG childhood THAT WAS HUMOURED BY YOUR FAMILY and therefore are much more of what I call an ‘ALPHA CHICK’. The modern world has given you a truckload of false beliefs, false expectations, and SILLY, SELF-DESTRUCTIVE HERD delusions that you follow like your Career, MONEY, STUFF, and SUCCESS – YOU HAVE A VERY STRONG FAKE YOU THAT IS GOING TO THROW THE KITCHEN SINK AT STOPPING YOU.

You know you are BETTER THAN THIS CRAPPY LIFE, because you feel that, you just don’t have a bloody clue what to do, so you often TRY anything/everything in your youth, and YOU SPEND A LOT OF TIME CLEANING UP AFTER SOME ‘ATTENTION SEEKING’ MISTAKE – your life becomes a ‘CAGE OF PETTY OPINION’, so YOU BECOME TRIVIAL, YET YOU THINK ‘YOUR REALITY’ IS ACTUALLY REALITY, instead of just bland ‘sectionalism’, another tedious little stereotype, MUCH AS YOU THINK YOU ARE DIFFERENT, UNIQUE, SPECIAL.

See, You are NATURALLY ‘AN INDIVIDUAL’ BUT your Strong Fake You has ‘smothered’ YOU, your life is one long mood swing, so YOU ARE REACTIONARY, YOU BLAME AND ACCUSE EVERYBODY, WHILST EXCUSING YOURSELF, AS YOU ONLY EXIST AS A REACTION TO CIRCUMSTANCE, so you are constantly ‘disheartened’ and ‘disappointed’ as YOU STOP interesting things happening more and more, until your existential crisis becomes a permanent state of mind. There are many combinations of this, but if you CONSIDER YOURSELF A ‘CLEVER ALPHA’, in the sense that you are cunning and deceitful, you were VERY ATTRACTIVE IN A BOLD, STRIKING WAY in your youth, you have become VAGUELY BISEXUAL, and prone to moods of ‘VERY DARK CONSCIENCE’ after another failure, taking weeks/months to pass, this is probably you.

See you the INDIVIDUAL already know YOU MUST CREATE SOMETHING TO BE ALIVE, even if that is JUST YOURSELF. Animals are meant to live out their lives in repetitive, productive patterns for which they are rewarded with safety, security, and oblivion. You are not them, as they are the HERD, their value is the VALUE OF THE HERD, so they have no value INDIVIDUALLY, they must act EN MASSE to be able to do anything at all, and even then it won’t matter. YOU ARE ‘BETTER THAN’ THIS, but you have been given and continue to CHOOSE THE WRONG THINGS to do, because you are stuck with the FALSE VALUES OF THE HERD. What you are LOOKING FOR IS ‘THE TRUTH’, not ‘YOUR SUBJECTIVE TRUTH’, OR ‘HERD TRUTH’ – YOU MUST SEE THINGS THE WAY THEY ARE, AS THE WORD ‘TRUTH’ MEANS TO SEE ‘REALITY’, IT DOES NOT MEAN ‘SUBJECTIVE OPINION’ ABOUT REALITY.

SO DO TRY AND REMEMBER FROM PART 3:

ALL RADICAL CHARACTER CHANGE IS BASED ON ‘GETTING OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY’.

SO YOU MUST DITCH WHAT YOU THINK YOU KNOW, ALL YOUR CLEVERNESS, NOW YOU KNOW HOW YOUR FALSE INSTINCTS ARE FORMED.

THE FIRST GOAL OF THIS PATH IS TO ‘KNOW THYSELF’, TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF BY ‘SEEING IT’ AS IT ACTS OUT.

REMIND YOURSELF OF THIS OFTEN – YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING, TO SEE IT CLEARLY AND OBJECTIVELY.

AND THE ONLY WAY TO START TO SEE THIS TRUTH, IS TO NOTICE WHEN YOU MIGHT BE BEING ‘TRICKED’ AND CHECK AGAIN.

THE POINT IS SIMPLE – TO SEE THE TRUTH, TO SEE THINGS AS THEY ARE, YOU MUST STOP BEING FOOLED BY YOUR PATTERNS, YOU MUST HAVE ‘CLARITY’, EVEN IF THAT SIMPLY MEANS YOU ‘DON’T KNOW’ FOR NOW, BUT YOU KNOW THERE IS SOMETHING YOU ‘COULD KNOW’, BUT CAN’T SEE, YET. SEE YOU PAY VIRTUALLY NO ATTENTION TO WHAT YOU ‘THINK YOU ALREADY KNOW’, SO YOU FORGET IT, IT BECOMES UNCONSCIOUS, BUT YOU ALWAYS PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT ‘YOU KNOW YOU DON’T KNOW’, YOU REMEMBER IT, AND IT BECOMES MORE AND MORE CONSCIOUS, MORE ‘FRONT OF MIND’. YOU MUST CONTROL THIS ‘FRONT’, YOUR DRIVER, INSTEAD OF LETTING THIS ‘AIR GAP’, THIS LAG BETWEEN YOU AND REALITY CONTINUE…

SEE RIGHT NOW YOUR ‘FRONT OF HOUSE’ STAFF, THAT THE WORLD SEES, IS ‘FAKE YOU’, AND YOU THINK IT’S SAFE AND CLEVER, SO YOU TRUST IT, AND THAT’S A MISTAKE… THIS IS THE FAKE YOU TRAP OF FAKE CLEVERNESS – IT MAKES YOU AN UNCONSCIOUS TWAT VIA YOUR UNCONSCIOUS TRUTHS, AS ITS HARD TO BE A TWAT WHEN YOU ARE CONSCIOUS OF DOING IT, BUT EASY WHEN YOU ARE NOT. WITH A STRONG ‘FAKE YOU’ YOU WILL SPEND LARGE AMOUNTS OF YOUR LIFE BEING A ‘CLEVER TWAT’ OR A ‘NEGATIVE TWAT’ OR A ‘DEFENSIVE TWAT’ AS AN AUTOMATIC REACTION, AS IT FEELS ‘EGO SAFE’, SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT SELF CONSCIOUS ENOUGH TO SEE IT, SO YOU HAVE TO GET ON THE FRONT FOOT, AND STOP IT.

BUT YOU NO LONGER HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO BE BRAVE AND TAKE RISKS WHERE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT, USUALLY EXPERIENCED AS THE BOLLOCKS THAT IS ‘HATING CONFLICT’ AS SOME KIND OF ‘GOOD THING’, SO YOU ONLY EVER DO CONFLICT WHEN THERE IS NO RISK TO IT, LIKE A PUSSY. YET YOUR CLEVERNESS NEVER SEES THE PUSSY, YOU NEVER ACKNOWLEDGE HOW PATHETIC YOUR FAKE ANTI-HERO IS, HOW MUCH ITS AN ILLUSION, SO JUST KNOW YOUR CLEVERNESS HIDES MOST EFFECTIVELY IN THE STYLE OF WHAT YOU DO RATHER THAN THE CONTENT OF IT FOR MODERN PEOPLE, YOUR SARCASM, YOUR PUT DOWNS, YOUR NASTIEST SHIT IS ALL IN ‘THE WAY YOU DO IT’, THAT IS WHAT KILLS YOU… 

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not suggesting you cause pointless conflict, that you go looking it, I’M SUGGESTING YOU DO THINGS YOU DON’T NORMALLY DO THAT MIGHT CAUSE CONFLICT IF THEY DON’T GO WELL. Don’t use politeness as an excuse for BEING A PUSSY – You lose so much of yourself by simply avoiding conflict and taking the SAFEST POSSIBLE PATH, INSTEAD OF DOING WHAT YOU CAN DO INSTEAD AND SEEING WHAT HAPPENS. IT IS THE MIDDLE WAY OF LIFE, THE GIFTED WAY – always playing safe is an awful thing for Gifted, because it is presented to them as some CLEVER TRUTH, the path of least resistance, BUT WHAT YOU NEED TO DEVELOP YOURSELF IS RESISTANCE. We call it the ‘apathy trap’, where your WHOLE LIFE BECOMES A QUEST TO BE ‘COMFORTABLY NUMB’ WHILE KEEPING OTHER PEOPLE HAPPY – the life of a DOORMAT,  a ‘clever’ sex worker, where you JUST have to DO WHAT YOU ARE TOLD BY UGLY RETARDS YOU HATE and then everything will be ‘ok’ today. Spoiler alert – IT WON’T, they get worse, and you get worse…

It is useful to understand the CLEVER ALPHA trap as it is useful even in reading the rest of this post – FAKE CLEVERNESS MAKES YOU TRIVIAL, MAKES YOU BELIEVE YOUR TRIVIAL OPINIONS AS TRUTH’S IN TIME, and Fake You can control you totally, as YOU LIE UNCONSCIOUSLY ALL THE BLOODY TIME by repeating these (un)truths. See, you start by forming ‘YOUR OPINION’, WHICH YOU KNOW IS JUST AN OPINION OF WHAT MIGHT BE TRUE BASED ON WHAT YOU CAN SEE, but over a short time it becomes ‘YOUR TRUTH’, what YOU BELIEVE ‘IS TRUE’ WITH NO FURTHER INFORMATION via A FORM OF ‘EGO DEFENSE’ – YOUR OPINION BECOMES YOUR TRUTH BECAUSE YOU NEED TO BE RIGHT.

Then, and worst of all, IT BECOMES ‘THE TRUTH’, simply by some petty measure of Fake You ‘successfully defending it’, BECAUSE YOU NOW WANT IT TO BE TRUE SO MUCH YOU ACTUALLY NEED IT TO BE TRUE, otherwise you are a FOOL. Its all utter garbage, obviously, BUT THIS IS HOW YOU BECOME ‘FULL OF SHIT’ and ‘TOTALLY TRIVIAL’ – you don’t know anything about anything, do you, BUT YOU THINK YOU ARE THE FUCKING TRUTH NOW, SO YOU NEVER EVER QUESTION IT AGAIN. It is a deadly trap FOR A VERY STRONG FAKE YOU, who can now lead you around by the ‘noise of life’, PROGRESSIVELY INCREASING ITS CONTROL OVER YOU EVERY DAY, all based on these ridiculous beliefs you have.

In my experience, the VERY strongest of the Fake You HARD CASES tend to manifest in 1 of 2 ways: 

YOU START TO HAVE LESS AND LESS OF WHAT YOU ACTUALLY WANT IN YOUR LIFE, AS FAKE YOU CHOKES OFF EVERYTHING BUT WHAT IT NEEDS TO GROW VIA YOUR UNCONSCIOUS CHARACTER, AND THE MORE YOU CHASE YOUR WANTS, THE WORSE IT GETS – YOU BECOME A WILLING VICTIM. 

OR, YOU ACTIVELY SACRIFICE WHAT YOU WANT FOR WHAT YOU DON’T WANT IN THE SEARCH FOR SAFETY AND SECURITY, ONLY TO FIND THAT SHIT YOU DON’T WANT NOW SEEKS TO CONTROL YOU BEYOND ANYTHING YOU THOUGHT WOULD HAPPEN – YOU BECOME AN UNWILLING VICTIM.

THE TRICK IS TO SEE THE MECHANSIMS OF CONTROL YOUR FAKE YOU USES ‘OVER YOU’, AND ACT AGAINST THEM, BY FIRST SEEING IT COMING AND THEN STOPPING YOUR NORMAL REACTIONS TO THEM, EVEN IF YOU DON’T REACT AT ALL FOR A WHILE, BECAUSE YOU DON’T CARE NOW YOU SEE IT.

ALWAYS KNOW IT IS THE PRINCIPLE OF ‘CONTROL VIA REACTION’ THAT MATTERS, VS YOUR FREEDOM NOT TO REACT, EITHER VIA YOUR INSTINCT TO AUTOMATICALLY REACT IN A PRESET WAY, OR TO REACT TO OTHER PEOPLES/CIRCUMSTANCES ACTIONS, ALREADY SET UP BY FAKE YOU. 

So know this METHOD IS ALSO MADE FOR YOU, ‘Hard Cases’, but you will need MORE help with YOUR FAKE YOU, as IT OWNS YOU NOW – YOU WILL HAVE A HARD TIME ‘AGREEING’ WITH THE FAKE YOU CONCEPT EVEN AFTER YOU GET IT EMOTIONALLY, AS YOU BELEIVE ‘FAKE YOU’ IS YOUR ‘INDIVIDUAL’, THE BEST THING ABOUT YOU, BUT ITS NOT, ITS A CREATION OF YOUR ‘HERD’, SO IT IS NOT REAL YOU, ‘THE INDIVIDUAL’. Yep, you have done the right thing in the wrong way, and you are stuck there, indeed it would be better if you had no philosophy at all, AS THEN YOU WOULD NOT HAVE BUILT YOUR FAKE YOU UP HIGH AS A BLOODY MOUNTAIN, BASED ON ALL YOUR TRIVIAL TRUTH, which is all total bollocks.

The POINT is to GET USED TO ‘NOT KNOWING ANYTHING FOR CERTAIN AGAIN’, and changing YOUR VALUES… Much as it does not matter for this, know that those first 2 groups have an ACTIVE GIFT, it is already part of their lives, it already opposes the worst of their Fake You, when it can. But the last group has a DORMANT GIFT, however INDIVIDUAL you feel you are, you have no DIRECTION FROM REAL YOU, as your REAL YOU CAN’T REACH YOU TO HELP, it’s NOT STRONG ENOUGH vs FAKE YOU – SO YOUR LIFE BECOMES RANDOM, SELF INFLICTED CHAOS, you have no ‘direction’, so you are simply waiting to settle for something.

BUT Don’t worry, WE LOVE ‘INDIVIDUALS’ ON THIS PATH,  as you will read below – they tend to have done a bit of mental prep VIA THEIR ISSUES, so they want to TALK cause they know they need to, they have ‘looked inside’ already, and all good teachers WANT that, as it makes you much easier, much quicker, (and much less annoying) to HELP, ONCE YOU LOSE THE CLEVERNESS, that is. YEP, there IS NO HARM in BEING A HIGHLY SENSITIVE OVER-SHARER, once you understand you need to LISTEN MORE THAN YOU TALK, if you are ever going to hear the answers to the questions you are asking, instead of letting Fake You blank them because they were not the answers you were expecting…

See YOU GIFTED FOLKS need some PROPER encouragement at this point, so I’ll DO WHAT IT TAKES TO GET MOST OF YOU THROUGH THIS, to make you feel BETTER NOW, I’ll even quietly slip in a little teacher secret today to help you ‘BUY THIS PATH’, as I’m going to quickly tell you why the Ancient Greek path of the ARISTOCRAT EXISTS, WHY IT IS THE ‘MIDDLE WAY’, which is actually the ONLY Way if you live in our modern world, the last 400 years or so in the West. And I’m going to do this right at the start, just below, because there is an awful lot of STARTER-LEVEL ARISTOCRATIC guidance in this post, THAT YOU NEED TO START. See, I know I need to bring this to LIFE for you now, if you are going to stick at it…

BUT… first, we have to TEST YOU – IT IS IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTAND THIS FIRST BIT, BEFORE YOU DECIDE TO READ ANY FURTHER TODAY:

YOU EITHER ‘GET ATTRACTED’ TO THE ‘FAKE YOU’ CONCEPT PERSONALLY OR YOU DON’T, YOU HATE IT because YOU DON’T GET IT.

THERE IS NO IN-BETWEEN – IT MATTERS IF YOU PASS OR FAIL THIS ONE, YOU ARE WORTHY OR YOU ARE NOT.    

SO – does the ‘REAL YOU/FAKE YOU’ CONCEPT in some way COMFORT OR SHOCK you EMOTIONALLY?

SEE IF YOU CAN SUSPEND YOUR DISBELIEF AND ‘GET’ THAT YOUR CHARACTER IS AN IMPLANTED LAYER OF ‘FAKE CONDITIONING’ OVER THE TOP OF REAL YOU IT MEANS THERE IS LIKELY SOMETHING MORE TO YOU THAN JUST YOUR CONDITIONING, OTHERWISE YOU WOULD NOT ‘GET’ THAT, YOU WOULD NOT FEEL ANY REACTION TO THAT – YOU WOULD HAVE NO ‘PERSPECTIVE’, NO SEPARATE PART OF YOU TO ‘GRASP’ FAKE YOU ‘FROM’.

BUT IF YOU ARE ‘JUST’ FAKE CONDITIONING, ANIMAL INSTINCT, IF THERE IS ‘NOTHING’ ELSE THERE, THAT CONDITIONING WILL REJECT THIS UNDERSTANDING TO PROTECT ITSELF, INDEED YOU WILL BE LOST, BLANKED, CONFUSED, UNABLE EVEN TO ‘GRASP IT’ OTHER THAN THEORECTICALLY, LIKE A DIAGRAM THAT MEANS NOTHING. NO ONE CAN SEE FAKE YOU WHILST BEING IT, AS YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE SIMPLY THE CHAIN OF EXPERIENCES RUNNING OUT OF CONTROL THROUGH YOUR HEAD, BUT FAKE YOU IS NOT ‘ON’ YOUR MOVIE SCREEN, FAKE YOU IS ‘BEHIND’ THE PROJECTOR.

SPECIFICALY – ANIMALS HAVE NO ‘BALANCE’ POINT ‘BETWEEN’ REAL YOU AND FAKE YOU, BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO ‘MENTAL TENSION’ FROM REAL YOU TO ENABLE THE ‘SECOND GUESSING’ OF FAKE YOU WHICH CREATES THAT MOMENTARY BALANCE POINT. THE ‘SEAT’ OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS MUST LITERALLY ‘SHIFT’ FOR A MOMENT, AND YOU MUST UNDERSTAND WHY IT SHIFTED AND WHERE IT SHIFTED TO, IN TIME. AT THE START IT IS USUALLY EXPERIENCED AS QUITE A PROFOUND LEVEL OF ‘SELF DOUBT’ – YOU DOUBT YOUR EGOIC OR SENSORY REALITY AS A MOMENTARY FEELING OR ‘HEAD RUSH’ TYPE PRESSURE WAVE, PARTICULARLY IF YOU HAVE THE CLASSIC ‘HIGHLY GIFTED’ TYPE OF MIGRAINES, OFTEN WITH EYE EFFECTS, WHICH ARE ACTUALLY A FORM OF YOUR CONSCIENCE TRYING TO REACH YOU. 

SEE YOU HAVE TO LOOK FOR ‘THE ROAD LESS TRAVELLED’, YOU KICKED DOWN THE SIGNPOST AS A KID AND THE PATH IS NOW GROWN OVER WITH UGLY THORN BUSHES COVERED IN POISONOUS FRUITS, SO YOU ‘DON’T GO THERE’ ANY MORE. YES, IT IS NOT JUST THE ‘LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS’ THAT MATTERS, IT IS ALSO ITS LOCATION BETWEEN REAL YOU AND FAKE YOU, THAT YOU ARE ‘LOOKING FROM’, WHICH DIRECTLY RELATES TO YOUR ‘DEPTH OF SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS’ AS A FEELING. THE LEVEL OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS DIRECTLY RELATES TO THE ‘SPEED OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS’, AS A FEELING, THAT COMES FROM YOUR BEING, YOUR ‘PRESENCE’, BUT WE DON’T GO AFTER DIRECTLY THAT UNTIL PART 4, MUCH AS IT HAPPENS NATURALLY DURING PART 3, JUST TO A LESSER DEGREE.

YES, THEY ARE SEPARATE BUT GEARED TOGETHER, SO ONE TURNS THE OTHER. AS YOU WILL DISCOVER IN PART 4 – YOU MUST WORK ON BOTH TO GET THE DESIRED EFFECT IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, OTHERWISE YOU BREAK THINGS. BUT YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO ‘USE’ THAT ‘SHIFT’ IN THE ‘SEAT OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS’, HOW TO REJECT FAKE YOU IN THE MOMENT BY SHIFTING THE ‘SEAT OF YOUR SOUL’. YET ALL GIFTED CAN DO IT, WITH MANY WHO HAVE PARTIED VERY HARD OVER THE YEARS FINDING IT QUITE A FAMILIAR DEEPLY ‘SELF-CONSCIOUS’ SENSATION, WHEN YOU RECOGNIZE IT ENOUGH TO REMEMBER IT, AND BREAK YOUR ATTACHMENT TO BEING FAKE YOU BY RECOGNIZING YOUR CONDITIONING AS THE ENEMY, DURING THE NOBODY PROCESS. 

Don’t worry about getting the theory just now, its just IMPORTANT TO HAVE GOT THIS: 

THE EVOLUTION OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS HAS TO START BY ITS ‘SEAT’ LEAVING YOUR TEENAGE HOME OF ‘FAKE YOU’.

THIS IS A CHANGE IN PERCEPTION, WHICH PART 3 HAS ENABLED, AS YOU MUST START THE JOURNEY UP FROM ‘A DIFFERENT LOCATION’.

YES, YOU CAN NOT INCREASE YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS FROM FAKE YOU, SO YOU MUST BE ABLE TO MAKE ‘THE SHIFT’.

KNOW THAT THE ‘LOCATION’ OF YOUR ‘SEAT OF CONSCIOUSNESS’ IS THE REASON BEHIND THE OBESSION WITH ‘THRONES’ ON THIS PATH. 

This post builds on moving you away from your Fake, childish self in part 3, the self that most ancient peoples and even some modern religions to this day make a big fuss of killing at sexual maturity with various rituals AS AN OFTEN PAINFUL ‘RIGHTS OF PASSAGE’, much as that is long gone from the West now. This post now moves you toward your destination, by attracting you to the different perspective of the Aristocrat. So you must be BOTH ABLE and prepared to DOUBT ALL THINGS FAKE YOU TO PROGRESS… 

See that momentary ‘Self-Doubt’ that your Real You enables, that you had in spades as a kid, actually NEEDS YOU TO speed up your consciousness enough to see what you ‘JUST DID’, at first, then when practiced, what you ‘ARE DOING NOW’, and later what you are ‘ABOUT TO DO’, SO YOU CAN CONTROL IT. Yes, this is the reason for the slow, measured, mannered responses of the ARISTOS you may already be vaguely aware of – all conditioned responses are fast, and the worst are always FAST AND EMOTIONAL IN A TRIVIAL WAY. Without this self-doubt you are always in your automatic actions LIKE AN ANIMAL, so you never see them, you just act them out as False Instincts. RIGHT NOW YOU ARE WHAT YOU DO, WHAT YOU THINK IS CONDITIONED LIES, designed to cover up ‘why you just did, what you actually just did’…

Its easy really, so give it a go, DOUBT YOURSELF, not your environment, not other people, don’t even ‘think’ about doubting yourself, JUST actually doubt your perception of what you are DOING and WHY YOU ARE ACTUALLY DOING THAT, TAKE A MOMENT AND CHECK IT AND CHANGE IT, cause it is probably wrong. This is how ELITISTS LIVE, THIS IS HOW THEY GET ‘BETTER THAN’. There is literally no point in knowing this stuff unless you ‘CAN DO IT’, and THEN ACTUALLY CREATE A TRIGGER ‘TO DO IT’ often and to an increasingly better standard, AS THE MAJORITY OF YOU CAN’T.

Know, for some people, the whole concept of second-guessing themselves is the REAL START OF THIER DEVELOPMENT, as it allows them to save enough energy that is normally wasted on stupid little habits, to be able to become more self-conscious, to plant the seed of their ARISTOCRATIC SELF, their ‘Deputy Steward’, their DOORMAN, who starts to watch over all the stupid little habitual crap they do on autopilot, and simply get them to pause, and ask, is this a good idea given what I’m about to do. So have a go, do it as a point of principle, notice what you are about to do out of habit and do something else in the moment of wanting to do that habit, put 30mins aside and PLAY THE ROLE OF THE ARISTOS, create this new pattern of second-guessing yourself in lots of lots of small things. Look at the things you rush through because you hate them, look at your nervous ticks, look at everything that makes you clumsy, fridge blind, look at the small stuff, first… 

Yes, I know, most of you have a problem STARTING, see most GIFTED BOTH UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS IS AND WHY IT HELPS, but can not create an effective TRIGGER to DO IT because they are not interested ‘enough’ or their Fake You is too strong and simply BLANKS it, so they forget. Fortunately, we know you already have this pattern, you already know how to do it, ITS JUST YOU ONLY EVER USE IT WHEN YOU WANT TO TAKE SENSORY PLEASURE FROM YOUR PHYSICAL SENSATIONS, which outside of any creative pursuit means YOU ONLY EVER USE IT FOR SEX. And we know the primary trigger for Sex is actually your BOREDOM or other types of low-level anxiety, to want to take pleasure FROM WHAT YOU ARE DOING as a form of RELIEF, while animals take pleasure as a form of control and the expression of power over others, conflict, danger, humiliation as the pack animal Herd dynamic.

SO ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS LET BOREDOM TRIGGER YOU TO DOUBT YOURSELF, CHECK AND CHANGE WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO ACTIVELY ‘TAKE PLEASURE FROM YOUR SENSES’ CONSCIOUSLY BY DOING IT DIFFERENTLY, SLOWLY, WITHOUT INVOLVING ANYONE ELSE, FOR ITS OWN SAKE. I will go more into the USE of the Pleasure Principle below, and add some examples of what I mean in the PPS section at the end of this post, AS THE PLEASURE PRINCIPLE IS THE BEGINNING OF THE CONSCIOUS USE OF THE MAGICAL SENSE OF ‘CONNECTION’ THAT ALL GIFTED FOLKS CAN DO, once they get used to using the Sex/Pleasure pattern QUICKLY, EASILY and SECRETLY, so without using anyone else, so it can be done anywhere, at any time, in multiple different ways to suit you and your situation.  

SEE THE REAL TRICK TO THIS EVERYDAY PROCESS OF SELF-DOUBT IS TO DO IT CASUALLY, TO DO IT OFTEN, AND GET BETTER AND BETTER AT IT, INSTEAD OF SITTING AROUND BEING LOST IN FEAR-DRIVEN OVERTHINKING or CHASING SOME DRAMATIC EXCITEMENT LIKE A CHILD. Pleasure only works when you are PRESENT, otherwise it’s all just a form of MENTAL FANTASY, indeed you can actually spot folks who have mastered BEING PRESENT ALL THE TIME BY THE SIGNATURE OF TAKING SIMPLE PLEASURE IN SIMPLE SENSATIONS because being Present amplifies those Sensations WAY ABOVE YOUR THOUGHTS, LIKE SOME DRUGS DO TEMPORARILY.

IN THIS WAY YOU START TO ‘FEEL’ LIFE AGAIN INSTEAD OF THINK IT, IN SOME RANDOM ‘OUT OF CONTROL’ WAY. SO YOU DON’T DO THIS IN SOME RUSHED, CHAOTIC, REACTIONARY, CHEAP THRILL WAY, YOU DO IT LIKE IT IS WHO YOU ARE, SO IT IS SIMPLE AND EASY, SO YOU DO IT CONSCIOUSLY, AS IT IS THE BEGINNING OF A MUCH HIGHER LEVEL OF SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS YOU ACTUALLY ‘WANT TO CHASE’. You may even be one of the lucky highly gifted types who have done this naturally since CHILDHOOD, but you may not be, you may have forgotten it BECAUSE YOU ARE ALMOST NEVER PRESENT ANYMORE, outside of Sex that is.

So here is that TEACHER SECRET I PROMISED:  

THAT GIFTED BALANCE POINT BETWEEN REAL YOU AND FAKE YOU IS WHAT YOUR ARISTOCRAT, YOUR DEPUTY STEWARD IS, WHERE IT LIVES.

THE CORE MECHANISM OF THE ARISTOCRAT IS TO BE SELF-CONSCIOUS TO THE LEVEL OF TOTAL SELF-CONTROL IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, TO BE ABLE TO CHOOSE YOUR REACTIONS – TO BE SELF-POSSESSED ENOUGH TO DO WHATEVER YOU WISH BY BEING BALANCED.

UNDERSTAND, NOBODY SERIOUS EVER ACTUALLY WANTS TO BECOME FULLY ENLIGHTENED, TO COMPLETELY DESTROY ALL YOUR CONDITIONING LIKE THE BUDDHA, AS YOU REGRESS BACK TO CHILDHOOD, SO YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING, BUT BE BORINGLY HAPPY.

ON THE LEFT-HAND PATH WE BOTH FIND OUR ‘REAL YOU’ AND WEAKEN ARE ‘FAKE YOU’ SO ‘CONSCIOUS YOU’ CAN LIVE IN ‘THE MIDDLE’, AND GET THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS, AS AN ARISTOCRAT, USING THE ‘CHARACTER OF THE ARISTOS’, NOT YOUR FAKE ONE, OR ALL YOUR REAL ONE.

NOW IT IS IMPORTANT TO GET THIS RIGHT AT THE START OF THIS SECTION: 

WE ARE AIMING TO REPLACE YOUR EXISTING FAKE PERSONALITY WITH THE CHARACTER OF THE ARISTOCRAT, WITH A BIAS TOWARD EITHER INDIVIDUALITY, ARTISTRY OR ELITISM (OR ALL 3), DEPENDING ON YOUR GIFT, VIA THE USE OF GIFTED HEDONISM = PLEASURE IN SPIRITUAL POWER.

YOU ARE NOT RELIGIOUS, YOU ARE A HEDONIST, SO ‘NATURALLY’ ASPIRE TO THE LIVES OF THE GREEK HEROES, THE DEMI-GODS, THE WARRIOR PRINCESSES, THE GENIUSES, THE ARTISTS, THE POETS, THE CONQUERORS, THAT IS WHAT THIS PATH SHOWS YOU.

SO YOU MUST GET THAT SPIRITUAL HEDONISM IS A MUCH BIGGER CONCEPT THAN THE PETTY MOMENTARY PLEASURES YOU HAVE NOW, THAT YOU REGRET, AND REJECT LATER, OVER AND OVER AGAIN – IT IS ABOUT FEELING BETTER THAN ALL THE TIME, VIA A CONTINUOUS FLOW OF PEAK EXPERIENCES AS ACHIEVEMENTS, AS VICTORIES, AS THE POINT OF LIFE ITSELF, RATHER THAN YOUR THILLS, COMFORTS, AND MEDIOCRITY.

SPECIFICALY WE NEED TO START TO REPLACE YOUR ANIMAL-LEVEL MOMENTARY PLEASURES, DERIVED FROM THE FEAR/DESIRE/BOREDOM CYCLE, YOUR PETTY THRILLS/CLEVERNESS/POWER-OVER-OTHERS/SAFTEY/SECRETS ET AL, WITH ARISTOS-LEVEL PLEASURES WHICH LAST.

TODAY YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON WHAT YOU TAKE PLEASURE IN, HOW YOU LOOK, HOW YOU MOVE, AND WHAT YOU DO, WHILST TALKING AND THINKING WAY LESS – YOUR CHARACTER SHOWS IN ‘WHAT YOU ACTUALLY DO/HOW YOU ACTUALLY LOOK’, WHAT YOU THINK IS AN ILLUSION.

YES, YOU NEED TO START TO ENJOY BEING GIFTED BY FEELING ‘BETTER THAN’, INTERNALLY, AND START TO REJECT DEGRADING YOURSELF BY WASTING YOUR GIFT ON ANIMAL SHIT AS ITS ‘BENEATH YOU’.

SEE WHAT WE ARE ALWAYS TRYING TO TEACH YOU HERE IS HOW TO BE ‘ALIVE’, MUCH ‘MORE ALIVE’, SO WE ARE NOT CONTENT WITH THE ‘STATIONARY HAPPINESS’ OF THE BUDDHISTS, AS THAT MEANS YOU WILL STILL NEED OTHERS – WE ARE ‘INDEPENDENT’. And there was YOU thinking you had to be some perfect, liberal little BUDDHIST seeker, eh. Nope… we hate that here, much as that is all animals can ever get to…

So one more time – this is the Left-Hand path matey, NONE OF US ARE PERFECT BECAUSE THERE IS NO SUCH THING, NEVER HAS BEEN, NEVER WILL BE, even the founder of Zen once told a failed but repentant student to go cut his arm off to show he could try harder (Sorry Bodhidharma). See, You are aspiring to be the Royalty of old, not some left-wing, liberal image of Jesus (who was far from liberal and had a live-in lover), you are on the Ancient Path here, the path of the REAL WORLD. To us the Bliss Consciousness of ‘Enlightenment’ is a side-track, and one that the Royalty of many Ancient cultures figured out how to do with simple drugs thousands of years ago, however temporarily. Yes, temporary bliss is a dead end, and one that many of you probably already know – IT’S JUST A CUL DE SAC in some chavy council estate, don’t fall for it…

BUT IF THAT MEANS NOTHING TO YOU, THEN YOU MAY LIKE TO LEARN ALL THESE GREEK METAPHORS, STEPHEN FRY HAS SOME EXCELLENT AUDIO BOOKS ON THIS STUFF, WHERE HE MAKES A HUGE EFFORT TO BRING THE VERY ‘ROCK AND ROLL’ LIVES OF THESE FOLK TO LIFE. IF NOTHING ELSE YOU WILL SEE WHERE THE CIVILIZATION YOU ARE SO PROUD OF TODAY ACTUALLY COMES FROM, AND SEE SOME OF THE FOLKS WHO CREATED IT, ONCE UPON A TIME…

Did that make you smile? Are you relieved enough to try yet, now you know you may actually be able to do this stuff?

SEE THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF RADICAL CHANGE IS TO FIND YOUR CENTRE BY SEEING FAKE YOU AND REAL YOU, AND THEN USING THE BEST BITS OF BOTH AS A PLATFORM FOR THE ‘CONSCIOUS YOU’ TO LIVE AT A ‘HIGHER LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS’, A ‘BETTER THAN’ STATE OF MIND.

THE TRICK IS THE REALIZE THAT YOUR ARISTOS IS NOT A ‘SLIGHTLY MORE MORAL’ VERSION OF FAKE YOU, IT IS A STATE WHERE YOU CAN SEE BOTH SUBJECT AND OBJECT, BOTH ‘I’ AND ‘(GIVEN NAME)’, BOTH FAKE YOU AND REAL YOU, AT THE SAME TIME – IT IS A DIFFERENT STATE OF MIND.

YOU ARE STILL SOME DISTANCE FROM THAT TODAY BUT YOU CAN START DOWN THE PATH, AS YOU CAN ONLY LIVE AT YOUR BALANCE POINT VIA FINDING YOUR REAL YOU IN PART 4, ONCE YOU HAVE WEAKENED YOUR FAKE YOU ENOUGH, IN PART 3.  

Yes, YOU MUST HAVE A ‘REAL YOU’ TO GET THE ‘REAL YOU/FAKE YOU concept enough so IT CAUSES AN EMOTIONAL REACTION IN YOU, IT EXPLAINS THINGS ABOUT YOU, THAT YOU ALREADY SUSPECT, TO YOU – IT IS THE OLDEST SIMPLE ZEN TEST IN THE WORLD FOR GIFTED, AND IT WORKS. THAT IS WHY WE DO IT THIS WAY, AS THIS IS CRUCIAL…

THE COMBINATION OF REMEMBERING YOURSELF IN TIME AND LINKING THAT TO FEELING SUPERIOR IS WHAT YOUR ARISTOCRAT FEELS LIKE – YOUR ABILITY JUST TO DO THAT ACTUALLY MAKES YOU SUPERIOR AS IT IS AN INCREASE IN SPIRITUAL ‘RANK’, INDEED ITS A WHOLE RANK UP.

THE ATMOSPHERE IN YOUR SOUL WILL BE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT AND MUCH BIGGER THAN THE TINY, MIN TO MIN ANIMAL INFERIORITY YOU HAVE NOW, BECAUSE YOU HAVE SOME POWER-OVER-YOURSELF, SO YOU CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO.

THIS NEW ATMOSPHERE IS DRIVEN BY YOUR DEPUTY STEWARD, AN EXISTING PART OF YOUR EGO THAT IS THE MOST ARISTOCRATIC ALREADY, IN SOME WAY ELITIST, THAT YOU EMPOWER TO CREATE THIS CHANGE, AND THEN CONTINUE TO BUILD UP ITS KNOWLEDGE AND GOALS FROM THIS POST.

UNDERSTAND – THIS MECHANSIM CREATES YOUR ARISTOCRATIC ‘DIRECTION’, THAT YOU REMEMBER AS THE ‘CONTEXT OF YOURSELF’ IN THE 3 DAY WINDOW OF TIME, ALL THE TIME, WHILST MANAGING THE MEMORY/FEELINGS/NEEDS OF THE 3MINS WINDOW OF YOUR EGO TO THAT END.

YES, YOUR EGO DOES NOT DISAPPEAR, IT IS STILL ALL YOU CAN DO MIN TO MIN, BUT IT IS NOW CONTROLLED BY THIS NEW HIGHER PART OF YOU, YOUR ARISTOCRAT, WHICH BECOMES THE HIGHER SEAT OF YOUR SOUL, WHILST YOUR EGO BECOMES ANOTHER PART OF YOUR BODY, SEPARATE TO ‘YOU’.

THIS HIGHER PART OF YOU IS THEN USED TO VALUE AND DECIDE WHAT TO DO ON THE BASIS OF THAT ‘BETTER THAN’ DIRECTION, AS YOU NOW VALUE EVERYTHING SEPARATELY TO YOUR FAKE YOU’S VALUATION, YOU SECOND GUESS WHAT YOUR LITTLE ‘AVATAR’ WANTS/NEEDS/DISLIKES NOW.

THEN YOU WILL BE A ‘PLAYER OF’ YOUR GAME, RATHER THAN A ‘CHARACTER IN’ THE GAME, BECAUSE YOU WILL FINALLY HAVE SOME ‘GAME’ – YOU WILL FINALLY HAVE SOME ‘CONTROL’ OUTSIDE OF FAKE YOU’S CONTROL, YOUR OLD HABITS THAT MADE UP YOUR OLD FALSE CHARACTER.

Of course, right now it is impossible for you to remember yourself IN TIME for more than a few secs if at all, most folks can’t even remember themselves IN SPACE, their physical body, for more than 30secs unless they are in severe pain, but I will teach you how to do it as part of breaking your Animal Identification in part 4. See you need to be able to do these things all the time if you are going to have a consistent direction to your Evolution, instead of just going around in circles like you do now, or just try every now and again when you remember that you have already forgotten yourself, hours/days ago. 

Specifically, I will teach you the best method ever invented, the Zen one, which has sadly come to be known in our New Age world as being ‘Aware of your Awareness’, so you will need to understand what that is and how to access it – IT IS AN INDIRECT METHOD THAT BYPASSES THE NEED TO FORCE ‘REMEMBERING YOURSELF’, WHICH ACTUALLY HAPPENS ITSELF AS A SIDE EFFECT. So know that the Aristos advice given below leads directly to remembering yourself via practicing the feeling of ‘BETTER THAN’ linked to simple methods, which is all you can do now as a warm-up – REMEMBER TO ALWAYS FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’ WHEN YOU CATCH YOURSELF ‘FEELING WORSE’ THAN, to be ARISTOS, not an animal, and that will break the worst of Fake Yous ‘comforters’, as you won’t want them…   

Got that? Great, cause NOW I HAVE TO GIVE YOU THE BIG WARNING INHERENT IN DOING THIS PROCESS…

SEE THE REASON THAT UNDERSTANDING IS CRUCIAL TODAY IS SIMPLY AND SHOCKINGLY THIS:

IT IS AN EXTREMELY BAD IDEA TO EVEN WEAKEN, LET ALONE REMOVE YOUR CONDITIONING IF YOU ARE NORMAL.

YOUR ANIMAL INSTINCTS WILL TURN YOU INTO EVEN MORE OF A PARASITE, A PREDATOR THAN YOU ARE NOW, WITH WORSE TO COME. MUCH AS IT IS KEPT QUIET THERE IS AN EVER GROWING LIST OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE VERY BAD REACTIONS EMOTIONALLY TO BLAND, CORPORATE ‘MINDFULNESS’.

IF YOU ARE GOING TO WEAKEN YOUR CONDITIONING YOU MUST REPLACE IT WITH SOMETHING ELSE – EVEN GIFTED WHO TRY THIS OR SPEND TOO MUCH TIME AROUND A STRONG TEACHER WILL BECOME FAR MORE ‘BASIC’ VIA THIS MECHANISM, YOU MUST EVOLVE OR REGRESS.

ANIMALS MUST STICK TO ITERATIVE CHANGE, THIS STUFF WON’T WORK FOR THEM – THEY HAVE NEITHER THE POTENTIAL ‘PERSPECTIVE’ OR ‘POWER’ FOR RADICAL CHANGE, INDEED IT IS ACTUALLY DANGEROUS FOR NORMAL FOLK TO GO ON TODAY, MUCH AS MANY OF YOU WILL.

SO – no hard feelings, eh – JUST KNOW, MUCH AS PART 3 IS LARGELY HARMLESS TO ANIMALS, IT IS THERE PRIMARILY TO PREPARE AND MOTIVATE THE GIFTED FOR THE REST OF THIS, BUT, (AND it’s A BIG ASS ‘BUT’) THIS POST AND PARTICULARLY THE NEXT ONE, PART 4, ARE NOT HARMLESS UNLESS YOU ARE ACTUALLY GIFTED, and even they must TAKE CARE WITH PART 4, DEALING WITH THE WORST OF YOURSELF BEFORE YOU HAVE TO SEE IT. 

SEE, THIS IS ELITIST STUFF, and you have not quite figured out what that really means yet, have ya – YOU HAVE TO PAY, ‘EMOTIONALLY’ FOR THE DEVELOPMENT OF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS with your GIFTED EMOTIONS, so you MUST have THEM. That need to try emotionally, to grit your teeth and go again after failure, after you are ‘shamed’ by failure, IS ONLY POSSIBLE IF YOU ARE CAPABLE OF SHAME (WITHOUT FEAR), AND YOU HAVE THE PERSPECTIVE TO KNOW THERE IS A BIGGER PICTURE TO ALL OF THIS, so you actually do it. That is what THE BEGINNING OF ‘PAYING’ IS – I know that feels like some sort of cheap verbal trick to suspicious little you, but I promise you it is not.

So today, in preparation for Part 4, we have to WORK ON YOUR PERSPECTIVE – we must start the GROWTH of your ‘SELF PRIDE’ AWAY FROM the pattern reaction that is your current ‘Self Obsession’ in ‘animal pride’, IN your ‘PETTY SECRET CLEVERNESS’, TOWARD SELF PRIDE in your ‘Self Control’, THE CONSCIOUS SELF RESPECT that comes BEING ABLE TO CONTROL YOURSELF. YOU MUST ‘LEARN’ TO TAKE MORE PRIDE IN THAT HIGHER ABILITY THAN IN ‘YOU THE ANIMAL’, THAN IN THE LOWER SHIT IN YOURSELF.

GIFTED ‘SELF PRIDE’ IS HOW YOU STABILIZE ‘THE BALANCE POINT’ IN YOURSELF, YOUR ARISTOCRATIC VALUES.

THIS PRIDE FORMS A ‘CENTRE OF GRAVITY’ IN YOUR SOUL, FOREVER BRINGING YOU BACK TO THE CENTRE AND YOUR DEVELOPMENT.

ONCE SET UP AS A HABIT, IT BECOMES YOUR DEPUTY STEWARD, YOUR ABILITY TO SELF-CHECK AND CHANGE AS A MENTAL FUNCTION.

IT IS IMPORTANT, INDEED SO IMPORTANT THAT WE HAVE TO MAKE THIS ‘BETTER THAN’ FUNCTION FUN TO DO, NOT A CHORE, NOT MORAL…

The loss of ‘Animal Pride’ and the growth of this ‘GIFTED PRIDE’ are actually 2 different things, much are they are typically taught together by most religious systems, we don’t, BECAUSE IT’S TOO HARD FOR YOU. See it is NOT THE ‘SELF PRIDE’ IN ITSELF THAT IS BAD, IT IS TAKING PRIDE IN THE WRONG STUFF, in Fake/Animal You, that causes all your problems, BECAUSE WITHOUT CORRECTION THAT ANIMAL PRIDE turns stupid shit into your ‘VALUES’, that you THEN ‘live by’.

SO TAKE A MOMENT NOW TO UNDERSTAND: 

GIFTED ‘SELF PRIDE’, PRIDE IN THE USE OF YOUR GIFT TO OVERPOWER YOUR FAKE SELF, IS THE FOUNDATION OF THE ARISTOS.

IF YOU DON’T HAVE THIS ALL YOU ARE EVER DOING IN LIFE IS COPYING OTHER PEOPLE LIKE AN ANIMAL, EVEN IF YOU ARE GIFTED. 

I find that modern folks need a ‘run up’ to this STEP OF KILLING YOUR ANIMAL PRIDE so I need to burn in ‘Gifted Pride’ first, before they start ‘turning the other cheek’ to be hit again, or try ‘Matty Hislops’ 10 Steps…’ (Sorry, Father Ted, we don’t do any of that). We attract you to Gifted Pride first, via the concepts of the Individual, of the ELITIST, so you can be comfortable with it enough to do the rest later – YOU MUST RELATE POSITIVELY TO SELF-CONTROL AS A FORM OF ‘SELF PRIDE’ EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE STILL AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS, in order to develop a higher ‘perspective in the moment’ = GIFTED PRIDE. To do this you must CHANGE YOUR VALUES rather than just your HABITS, away from Pride in ANIMAL LEVEL shit, TO PRIDE in your GIFTED POWER – THIS IS RADICAL CHANGE, NOT ITERATIVE.

The key to this is to know:

SELF PRIDE = WHAT GIVES YOU PLEASURE,

WHAT you take PLEASURE ‘FROM’ IS ACTUALLY A CHOICE, CONSCIOUSLY OR UNCONSCIOUSLY, WHICH BECOMES A HABIT. 

THEN WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO TAKE PLEASURE FROM BECOMES THE ‘VALUES’ YOU ‘LIVE BY’, BECAUSE YOU CHASE THAT PLEASURE.

TO CHANGE YOUR VALUES YOU MUST CHANGE WHAT YOU TAKE PLEASURE FROM, SO THAT CHANGE IS MORE PLEASUREABLE.

ALL GIFTED HAVE AN IMMENSE, CONSCIOUS CAPACITY FOR PLEASURE THROUGH THE SUPERNATURAL MECHANISM OF ‘CONNECTION’.

MANY GIFTED NATURALLY LEARN TO CONTROL THAT SENSE OF CONNECTION VIA THEIR LIBIDO, MANY DON’T, BUT ALL NEED TO LEARN HOW TO USE A FORCED, BASIC CONNECTION IN THEIR DEVELOPMENT IF THEY WANT TO USE RADICAL CHARACTER CHANGE.

SO YOU NEED TO BECOME FAR MORE SENSITIVE TO THE MECHANISMS THAT CREATE PLEASURE CONSCIOUSLY, RATHER THAN BEING LED AROUND BY THE HABIT OF UNCONSCIOUS ATTRACTION, SO YOU CAN EVOKE THAT SENSE OF ‘CONNECTION TO’ WHEN YOU WANT TO CHANGE.

AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL ALL GIFTED CAN CHANGE THIS HABIT OF ‘ATTRACTION TO WHAT HAS PREVIOUSLY GIVEN YOU PLEASURE’, AND OFTEN DO SO UNCONSCIOUSLY MANY TIMES OVER AND BACK AGAIN, BUT ANIMALS CAN’T. KNOW ALL ANIMAL-LEVEL ATTRACTION STOPS AFTERWARDS.

HOWEVER AT A SPIRITUAL LEVEL NO ONE CAN CHANGE WHAT THEY ARE ATTRACTED TO, IT IS A SIGNATURE OF YOUR GIFT, SO IS PERMANENT as REAL YOU USES IT TO GUIDE YOU TO STUFF THAT DEVELOPS YOU. KNOW SPIRIT LEVEL ATTRACTION DOES NOT STOP AFTERWARDS. 

PLEASE TAKE THIS ONBOARD QUITE SIMPLY:

IF YOU DON’T CONSCIOUSLY CHANGE YOUR VALUES IN TERMS OF WHAT ‘PLEASES YOU’, YOU WON’T DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT DAY TO DAY WITHOUT BEING FORCED TO, HOWEVER MUCH YOU ‘KNOW’, SO ALL YOUR DEVELOPMENT WILL REMAIN A CHORE FOR NO REASON. Yes, you must literally TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU NO LONGER VALUE PETTY SHIT THAT MUCH, AND THAT YOU NOW VALUE YOUR DEVELOPMENT MORE, as per this system, AND THEN FIND THE PLEASURE IN YOURSELF THAT COMES FROM USING THAT PERSONAL POWER. Break the old habit of animal pleasure and replace it with Gifted pleasure, WHICH IS FAR MORE PLEASURABLE, AS THAT PEASURE GROWS AND GROWS, whilst animal shit disappears in a moment…

For example – YOU MUST STOP BEING ‘PLEASED’ WITH ALL SECRET CLEVERNESS BECAUSE THAT IS AN EMBARRASSING ANIMAL LEVEL OF LIFE, AND START BEING MORE PLEASED BY YOUR ABILITY TO STOP YOUR SECRET CLEVERNESS. So you must start to weaken ALL JUSTIFICATION FOR YOUR PETTY ANIMAL SHIT vs DEVELOPMENT in advance AND ADD THESE NEW DEVELOPMENT VALUES to SEE DIFFERENTLY IN THE MOMENT, AND THEN ACT DIFFERENTLY.

See there must be a ‘BETTER REWARD’ FOR DOING THIS DEV STUFF IN THE MOMENT, otherwise, YOUR CURRENT ANIMAL LEVEL WILL CRUSH IT – your current unconscious values will trigger the patterns that control you and SIMPLY WEAR YOU DOWN, indeed they will stop many of even starting via your False Instincts. It will take a while but when you read the rest of this today start to GET EXCITED BY THE PROSPECT OF IT, GET ATTRACTED TO BOTH BEING AND FEELING ‘BETTER THAN’. You must be able to do this in your day-to-day life if YOU ARE EVER GOING TO START LIVING GIFTED, INSTEAD OF LIVING LIKE AN ANIMAL, one more petty little member of some petty little Herd, until one day you wake up dead. Self-pride is the key to this, as I find ALL GIFTED HAVE EASY ACCESS TO IT as they currently use it A LOT, so it is just a question of CHANGING WHAT YOU USE IT ON.

Today you really have to START ‘TO WANT TO ACT GIFTED’, instead of just knowing what GIFTED IS AND STILL BEING A HAMSTER, so I must give you mechanisms to enable you to start this, mechanisms you WANT TO DO BECAUSE THEY ARE PLEASUREABLE. The easiest way for you to achieve this CHANGE is TALK TO YOURSELF AND CHANGE YOUR VALUES. I know many GIFTED NEVER get beyond the WORTHINESS OF SPIRITUALITY IN THEIR MINDS, that this is ‘boring goodness’, so you SIMPLY NEVER START IT, AS FAKE YOU TELLS YOU LIES but rest assured after this POST your understanding of MORALITY WILL START TO CHANGE, and you will get that ARISTOS goes beyond normal morality, your petty little GOOD AND BAD.

See it in this basic way – it is very common to get annoyed when you notice yourself fidgeting with a pen as a comforting ‘tick’ or such like, then slam the pen down and vow you won’t do it again. AND THAT IS A MISTAKE because you have just used negative emotion to REINFORCE THAT TICK, rather than use the positive emotion against that tick by TAKING PLEASURE IN THE ACTION OF STOPPING YOUR SELF – YOU ARE SIMPLY HAPPY YOU HAVE NOTICED AND PUT THE PEN DOWN. You don’t get annoyed is the key, and over time this POSITIVE EMOTIONAL CONNECTION TO SELF CONTROL will allow you to see that tick much earlier until you get to the point where you can stop even the urge to pick up that pen, so the urge will leave. It is the use of your LIBIDO in this way that is the key to using your POWER-OVER-YOURSELF, as it is in many other GIFTED things, AS ONLY THE GIFTED CAN DO THIS.

So know now that, from today on, we are going to start to use the KEY ‘CONNECTION’ PROCESSES OF THE LEFT-HAND PATH – we are not only going to make this stuff PLEASING, IT MUST FEEL EROTIC, where that sense of ‘pleasant’ actually comes from, that is how CONNECTION works at an animal level, but you MUST BE GIFTED TO USE IT CORRECTLY. See, whatever you think you know, we don’t REJECT THE PLEASURE PRINCIPLE of life on this path, we just reject the waste of it, much as it is baby steps today, know that over the next few posts you must get used to the idea that CONNECTION is the magical shortcut to all DEVELOPMENT, which is why so many of you chase it all your lives, without ever having a scoobie-fucking-do (clue) what you are actually trying to do. Yes, everything in the life of GIFTED is about Sex, at an animal level, except sex ITSELF, which is about POWER – try and get this, try and make it REAL for you. 

Do you get this? Stuff gets an awful lot easier to to both DO and REMEMBER TO DO when it is SEXY, cause the only easy access you have to your GIFTED SENSE OF CONNECTION currently is your GIFTED ‘HIGH LIBIDO’. This is a ‘SUPERNATURAL VALUE’ GIFTED FOLKS ALREADY HAVE, way above any animal level of it, and the Left-hand does not reject that like the Right-hand path, WE EMBRACE THAT STRENGTH, but we need to teach you to use it correctly instead of ABUSING IT. So you must get used to the FACT THAT HAVING POWER-OVER-YOURSELF IS SEXY, and stop Fake You telling you all Spiritually is boring, dead inside, lifeless crap – IT IS ACTUALLY THE OTHER WAY ROUND. See this is not some cheap development trick, THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME… But never mind, we have to start where you are now, so we can GET YOU TO START…

Be Clear – SELF PRIDE = YOUR VALUES in a day to day sense, so don’t UNDER VALUE the benefits and dangers of Pride, the loss of animal pride provides an energetic boost on a level that is both very high, and available very early in your development. Many unschooled Gifted girls and boys stumble into this through various forms of sex, which frankly is a much more fun and often very effective way to do it, but often leads to the dangers of the dead end ‘OBLIGATION’ pattern, so you lose that benefit. I will touch on this issue in the PPS section, along with some others which all cycle back to the unschooled use and abuse of MANIA, a very common issue for modern folks that needs to be discussed now in relation to the Heart Washing in Part 3. But in the immortal words of P.D. Ouspensky, never underestimate PRIDE as an emotion, as ‘Self Pride is a VERY POOR MASTER(unconsciously), but a VERY GOOD SERVANT(consciously)’, SO YOU CAN START TO NOTICE WHAT YOU ARE ‘TAKING PRIDE IN’ AT THIS OR THAT MOMENT, AND HENCE SEE WHO IS ‘DRIVING’.

So you must get now, IF YOU LOATHE THE FAKE YOU CONCEPT YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO DO ANY OF THIS, The SELF-RESPECT, THE PERSPECTIVE YOU NEED WILL BE BEYOND YOU. HONESTLY, YOU NEED TO BE SERIOUS, SMART, AND ‘ROBUST’ FOR THIS STUFF INTUITIVELY, SO I DON’T MEAN TO INSULT YOU BUT IF YOU FEEL INSULTED BY THE CONCEPTS IN PART 3 THEN BEST STOP READING: YOU FAILED, AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO HELP YOU – THIS METHOD IS NOT FOR YOU, AND I MEAN THAT, YOU SHOULD NOT BE READING IT. So just ‘insult it’ and go, DEFEND YOUR EGO, you’ll feel a bit better, promise…

Its cool, really, see ANIMALS ARE NORMAL, THEY ARE THE HERD, AND THIS STUFF IS COMPLEX, AND NOT FOR THE HERD. Sorry (Not really), but for your own sake go, NOW – you are in a bit over your head, and I sense you may be a bit fragile, lacking in the essential ‘CHILL’ you need for CHANGE, so reading the rest of this will just make you even more (so tediously) ‘aggrieved’. See, YOU STILL NEED SOCIETY, YOU NEED TO TOLD ITS OK TO BE SHIT, YOU NEED TO BE BABIED, and we don’t do that here because this is ELITIST, but you are a PUSSY.

See, modern folks are so flakey now they literally won’t know what ROBUST means even if I explain it – you are NOTHING in this world, so what the fuck does your TRIVIAL suffering in making a slightly harder mental effort matter AT ALL, in your attempt to be ‘SOMEONE’, yet you value petty animal things that you will literally forget in LESS THAN 1 MIN. That friction is a good thing, and you must learn to enjoy it, in time, not just fold up like a bitch and go back to the ‘socials’. The felt difference between those states is so bloody huge that after even briefly attaining a little ‘BETTER THAN’, you will make you far better equipped TO TRY mentally AS YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THE VALUE YOU GET BACK, but for now you have to VALUE IT FOR ITS OWN SAKE – VALUE YOUR ABILITY TO ‘COMMIT’, IN ITSELF, against YOUR ANIMALS WISHES IN ANYTHING ‘YOU’ CHOOSE = ROBUST.

So, here, today, we just tell you to ‘man the fuck up’ and TRY again, HARDER – this is the very bottom run of a very tall ladder, SO YOU NEED TO STEP UP while it is still your turn AT THE LADDER, ‘fool’ (Sorry, Mr T…). If you are going to go all ‘woe is me’ this early, when it’s this easy then it is extremely unlikely you will ever be of benefit to yourself, let alone US – all the time I have put into so far is wasted, and that is sad. But we move on – WE’RE KINDA ‘CALLOUS’ LIKE THAT, HERE ON LEFT-HAND PATH, ’cause we have to be – IT IS THE ONLY WAY A FEW OF YOU CAN EVER LEARN TO DO IT, SUCCESSFULLY.

SO, FOR THE REST OF YOU, FOR THE BEST OF YOU, WHY NOW GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY..?

IF IT WORKED AT ALL FOR YOU, YOU SHOULD KEEP GOING, AS THAT ALREADY PUTS YOU IN A VERY SMALL PERCENTAGE OF LIFE ON THIS WORLD.

So, KNOW THAT LAST POST WAS LARGELY A TEST OF YOUR GIFT AND NATURAL ‘COMPREHENSION’, THIS POST IS SOMETHING ELSE – THIS IS A TEST OF HOW ‘INDIVIDUAL’, HOW ‘UNIQUE’ YOU ARE. SEE THE RESULT OF DOING THE METHOD IN PART 3 WILL BE FELT BY MOST GIFTED VERY QUICKLY BY MAKING YOU FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’, AFTERWARD, BUT ON ANIMALS IT JUST MAKES THEM FEEL EVEN EMPTIER BECAUSE THEY CAN’T REALLY DO IT, THEY JUST IMAGINE THEY HAVE TRIED. BUT THERE IS NO NEED FOR THE GIFTED TO IMAGINE ANYTHING – THE EFFECT IS VERY REAL…

Yes, I GET IT IS HARD FOR MANY, (NOT ALL), BUT no worries, see THAT’S FINE, SEE THAT IS KINDA THE POINT OF THE RADICAL APPROACH – TO DRAMATICALLY WEED OUT THE STRAGGLERS AND THE DAY TRIPPERS. I’m just glad that rather stunning ‘Fairy Tale’ feature image did not put you off this post, much as you will need to read to the end before I tell you why it is there. Be happy however, as today I’m going to share something that is the ANSWER TO ALL YOUR DREAMS OF AN ‘EXCITING’ SPIRITUAL PATH, rather than all the WORTHY LEFT WING CRAP you know about…

See, I’M GOING TO EXPLAIN A CORE CONCEPT OF THE ARISTOCRATIC WAY – ELITISM, but only if you are READY FOR IT?

TODAY I’M GOING TO TEACH YOU WHAT IT IS TO BE AN ‘ELITIST’ – WHAT ALL GIFTED ARE BORN TO BE.

BUT THIS IS NOT THE FAKE ELITISM OF THE ‘HERD’, OF STATUS, OF MONEY, OR STUFF, THIS IS THE ELITISM OF THE ‘INDIVIDUAL’.

HERD ELITISM IS ANIMAL, IT IS EXTERNAL, RELATIVE, COPIED, AND FAKE… INDIVIDUAL ELITISM IS GIFTED, IT IS INTERNAL, UNIVERSAL AND REAL.

CHASING HERD ELITISM JUST MAKES YOU MORE FAKE, MORE HERD, CHASING INDIVIDUAL ELITISM MAKES YOU MORE REAL, MORE YOU.

SEE THE WHOLE RADICAL CHANGE PROCESS IS ACTUALLY A TEST FOR ‘YOUR’ INDIVIDUAL ELITISM Vs YOUR HERD.

FOR MOST YOUR HERD IS GOING TO WIN, AND WIN EASILY, BECAUSE THAT IS THE WAY IT HAS BEEN FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS.

THAT IS BOTH THE WAY IT SHOULD BE, AND THE ONLY WAY IT CAN BE – GO ASK PLATO AND HIS CAVE.

SEE THAT IS WHY I HAVE WRITTEN IT THIS WAY, FOR THE FEW WHO CAN DO IT, BUT ONLY THOSE FEW.

SEE THE TRULY EGOTISTICAL, THE FAKE ANIMAL ELITISTS, SO DESPERATE TO CLIMB ON TOP OF THEIR ANT HILL, CAN’T REALLY DO THIS, BECAUSE THEY CAN’T GIVE ANYTHING UP – THEY ARE ‘THE HERD’. So if you can’t commit to anything, if the best things about you are your TEENAGE BANTER, your POLITICAL CONNECTIONS, your LITTLE HOUSE, your UGLY CAR, your OVERSIZED IPHONE, your TRITE JOB TITLE, your OH SO CREEPY USE OF POWER-OVER-OTHERS IN THE ‘OFFICE’, if you are a bit-of-a-wanker-cause-you-accuse-everybody-else-of-being-one-and-you-are-too-fucking-stupid-to-know-what-that-means-about-you, then why the EVER-LIVING-ASS-FUCK did you ever think you where SPIRITUAL in the first place, eh…

Yes, YOU SHOULD STOP BEFORE YOU READ PART 4, AND HURT YOURSELF – IT IS BETTER ‘YOU’ HATE IT, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO HATE IT… Yes, DUE TO THE NATURE OF THESE PROCESSES IT IS ACTUALLY REQUIRED OF ME TO DO THIS WAY – I’m not just trying to be clever, AND MAKE THE GIFTED FAIL, I JUST NEED TO GET THE READERSHIP DOWN TO THE FEW PERCENT OF YOU THIS STUFF IS WRITTEN FOR. See, this development stuff attracts ‘hangers-on’, looking for shortcuts, conversation pieces to post on their ‘socials’, looking for POWER-OVER-OTHERS, LOOKING-TO-TRADE-FAVORS-BETWEEN-DORKS, so it attracts the WOKE FAKES of this world, all show and no go, so we have to get SHOT of them…

SEE TODAY, IT WILL HELP YOU (AND ME) IF YOU CAN START TO GET YOUR HEAD AROUND THE GIFTED BEING ‘BORN’ DIFFERENT TO NORMAL – A DIFFERENT LEVEL OF ‘BEING’, WHICH MEANS YOU HAVE A DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE OF LIFE THAN ‘NORMAL’, THAT IS ABOVE ‘THE NORMAL’. THE FAILURE TO HAVE ANYONE TELL YOU THIS IN CHILDHOOD, PARTICULARLY IF YOU WERE LOW TO MID-LEVEL GIFTED, CAN LEAD TO A VERY STRONG FAKE YOU, THAT HATES ALL THINGS SPIRITUALITY. MUCH AS THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF VARIANTS OF THIS: 

YES, YOU ARE ‘SPIRITED’, INDEED ‘HIGH SPIRITED’ IN THE COMMON ENGLISH USAGE, SO YOU ARE ‘BETTER THAN’.

IT IS USEFUL TO USE SPIRITED INSTEAD OF GIFTED FOR A CERTAIN TYPE OF GIFTED WHO HAVE COME TO DISLIKE SPIRITUALITY, BECAUSE THEY ASSOCIATE IT PERSONALLY WITH EVERYTHING THAT IS WRONG WITH THEM, WEAK, STRANGE, AND STUPID, DURING CHILDHOOD.

SEE SPIRITED MEANS YOU FEEL THINGS DIFFERENTLY, MORE COMPLEXLY, MORE POWERFULLY, BUT OTHERS REACT BADLY TO ‘THAT’ SO YOU HAVE HIDDEN ‘THAT’ AWAY, PROTECTED YOURSELF FROM THEM, IN ORDER TO PRETEND TO BE SOME CRAPPY FUCKING NORMAL. 

I DON’T JUST MEAN DIFFERENT IN TERMS OF THIS CULTURE OR THAT COUNTER-CULTURE ‘MORALITY’ YOU FIT IN WITH, I MEAN YOUR ENTIRE EXPERIENCE OF LIFE IS WAY MORE REAL, WAY MORE ALIVE, WAY MORE VITAL THAN THEIRS.

AT A HIGH LEVEL IN CHILDHOOD THIS CAN LEAD TO EMBARRASSMENT, EXPERIENCES WHERE YOU ARE CALLED OVERLY EMOTIONAL, OVERLY SENSITIVE, HAVE WRONG IDEAS, SO YOU ARE TOLD YOU ARE STUPID, AND EVENTUALLY, YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE ‘WRONG’, THEY ARE ‘RIGHT’.

THIS STAYS WITH YOU AS YOU GROW UP AS WHAT THEY CALL A ‘LIMITING BELIEF’, WHERE YOU FORGET THE CAUSE OF WHY THEY CALL YOU STUPID, SO YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE STUPID, INDEED YOU ACTUALLY MAKE YOURSELF STUPID IN ALL THINGS, A WILLING VICTIM WHO JUST WANTS TO CONFORM.

THE STRONGEST OF ALL TYPES OF GIFTED ‘FAKE YOUS’ ARE BUILT ON TOP OF THIS SPECIFIC ‘LIMITING BELIEF OF STUPID’, WITH THESE TYPES OFTEN TURNING TO MANIA AS THEIR ONLY SPIRITUAL OUTLET, WHICH ACTUALLY STRENGTHENS YOUR FAKE YOU EVEN MORE.

YES, YOU HAVE GIVEN UP 9/10 OF WHO YOU ARE, LEFT IT ON THE SHELF, ‘UNEXPLORED’ SIMPLY TO BE LIKE OTHER PEOPLE SO THOSE OTHER PEOPLE ACCEPT YOU, HELL MANY OF YOU THINK THE FUCKING ANIMALS ARE BETTER THAN YOU BECAUSE THEY ARE NORMAL AND YOU ARE A ‘FREAK’.

SEE AS A CHILD YOU HAD DIFFERENT EXPERIENCES, OFTEN VERY INTENSE EMOTIONAL REACTIONS TO NORMAL THINGS OR A VERY HIGH LEVEL OF SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS THAT YOU HAVE SPENT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE TRYING TO GET RID OF BECAUSE THE ANIMALS DID NOT LIKE IT.  

THEY DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU, SO YOU HAVE PROGRESSIVELY HIDDEN YOURSELF SINCE CHILDHOOD, BEHIND ALL YOUR CONDITIONING, BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT SOCIETY EXPECTS YOU TO DO, MUCH AS WE LIVE IN THE ‘COUNTER-CULTURE’ AGE NOW, ITS THE 1920S OVER AGAIN.

NOW IT IS TIME TO TRY AND EMBRACE THAT DIFFERENCE BY GIVING YOU IDEAS OUTSIDE OF THE ANIMAL SOCIETIES OF THIS WORLD, SO YOU CAN START TO SHAKE OFF THIS BELIEF IN ‘SPIRITUALITY AS STUPID’, TO REJECT THAT BELIEF BECAUSE YOU KNOW NOW WHERE IT CAME FROM.

SO WE MUST SEPARATE YOU THE ‘INDIVIDUAL’ FROM YOU THE HERD, THE GANG, THE COUNTER CULTURE, SO YOU CAN PLAN YOUR ESCAPE.

YOU REALLY HAVE TO MOVE ON TODAY FROM ACCEPTING THE NORMAL REALITY OF THE HERD, OF SLAVERY AND FIND YOUR OWN TRUTH, CAUSE THERE TRUTH IS A LOAD OF SELF-SERVING CRAP THAT DOES NOT SERVE YOU, IT IS ACTUALLY DESIGNED TO ‘SELL YOU’ – WE LIVE IN AN AGE WHERE EVERYTHING, EVEN THE NEWS, LET ALONE INSTAGRAM, X, TIKTOK, ONLYFANS, AND REDDIT ARE ‘PROMOTIONAL VEHICLES’ NOW, ANY ATTEMPT AT ‘CITIZEN JOURNALISM’ HAS LONG SINCE GONE, EVERYTHING ON THERE IS ‘PAID FOR’. 

AND NOBODY CARES, CAUSE EVERYONE GETS PAID – WITH GENERATIVE AI SOON YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO TELL IF THERE IS ANY CITIZEN THERE AT ALL, EVEN WITH THE HEAVY USE OF STYLE, MOTIFS, AND RECURRING LITERARY DEVICES I USE (SORRY GREEK RHETORIC), WILL BE ‘FAKED’. AND YOU DESERVE IT, BECAUSE YOU THINK GOOGLERS ARE NICE PEOPLE, WHO PLAY PING FUCKING PONG IN A SOCIALLY AWARE, DIVERSE OFFICE SPACE WHILE GOBBLING FREE SNACKS LIKE A CHUBBY DORK OBSESSING OVER THEIR ‘AVATAR’, INSTEAD OF THE REVENUE-OBSESSED CASH FACTORY THAT CARES ABOUT ONE THING ONLY – FINDING NEW WAYS TO ‘MONETIZE YOU’, LIKE A CLEVER WHORE PLAYS A SIMPLE TOM. YOU SIMPLY WOULD NOT BELIEVE HOW CORRUPT ‘AD TECH’ HAS BECOME, ADVERTISERS LITERALLY HAVE TO GIVE THEM ‘MONEY FOR NOTHING’ NOW…

SO TODAY IT IS IMPORTANT TO START REJECTING OTHER PEOPLE’S REALITY AND STARTING EMBRACING YOUR OWN, INDEED YOUR OWN ‘INDIVIDUALLY’ IN TERMS OF WHAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW – AT FIRST GENERICALLY, AND THEN PERSONALLY, AS RELATED TO YOUR OWN GIFT. I MUST GIVE YOU NEW IDEAS TO ALLOW YOU TO ATTACK THE ‘NEED TO BE INDIVIDUAL’ IN YOUR DAY-TO-DAY LIFE, AS WELL AS FIND IT SEPARATELY AS A FOCUSED PROCESS IN THE NEXT POST, PART 4.

YOU SHOULD ALREADY UNDERSTAND THAT ALL LEFT-HAND PATH TYPES ‘TAKE THEMSELVES LIGHTLY’ BY NOW, THE ESSENTIAL ‘CHILL’ FACTOR THAT ALL GIFTED HAVE AS OPPOSED TO THE TORTURED SELF OBSESSED MESS THAT IS ‘NORMAL’ – YOU ARE ‘FAKE’, IT IS STUPID TO TAKE IT SERIOUSLY. BUT YOU WON’T GET HOW MUCH OF YOUR REALITY IS ACTUALLY OTHER PEOPLES YOU HAVE SIMPLY ACCEPTED UNTIL YOU ‘LOOK FOR IT’, LOOK FOR YOUR OWN PREFERENCES, INTERESTS AND OPINIONS, AND THEN HOW MUCH YOU ACTUALLY SPEND TIME ON THEM – ZERO. SEE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE ANYMORE, YOU JUST BORROW OTHER PEOPLES, SO MUCH EASIER, QUICKER AND SAFER FOR YOUR OVERALL (LACK OF) SOCIAL STANDING…

THE ISSUE, LARGELY FOR ANOTHER TIME, IS THAT YOUR REALITY SHELL IS WAY TOO BIG AND YOU ARE WAY TO SMALL – IT SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY ROUND. YOU LET FAR TOO MUCH OF SOCIETIES REALITY INSIDE YOUR ‘PERSONAL CIRCLE OF YOU’, SO IT AFFECTS YOU, instead of keeping it ‘outside’, which is the ARISTOS concept of ‘DISTANCE’ – to keep it all at arm’s lengths if not way further out than that IN ORDER TO BOTH PROTECT AND CONSERVE YOURSELF, and make what you do let inside for more USEFUL AND DISTINCT, so YOU CAN SEE ‘IT’.

In the classic 4th way language you ‘IDENTIFY WITH EVERYTHING’, so everything ‘gets in’ because you CONNECT TO IT, instead of CONNECTING TO YOURSELF, AND KEEPING THAT CIRCLE OF PERSONAL REALITY VERY SMALL BY MAKING THE WORLD VERY SMALL, A FEW INCHES FROM THE SURFACE OF YOUR SKIN, as that is actually you, the you that can be controlled. Today you must START TO CARE A LOT LESS ABOUT SHIT THAT IS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU, stop being a CONSUMER OF POINTLESS INFORMATION YOU ARE FED LIKE POISON. You don’t need to sit in a ‘cave in the mountains’ to do this for 30 years, BUT YOU DO NEED TO KNOW THAT WHAT YOU LET INSIDE YOUR MIND EFFECTS YOU, SO CONTROLS YOU VIA YOUR REACTIONS TO THAT EFFECT. And that makes you TRIVIAL…

BUT MOST OF ALL, for this section, JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO BE ‘PLEASED WITH YOURSELF’ –

YOU REALLY SHOULD BE STARTING TO GET JUST HOW BLOODY LUCKY YOU ARE TO BE ‘BORN THIS WAY’, TO BE ‘HIGH SPIRITED’.

FOR RADICAL CHANGE IT IS IMPORTANT YOU GET THIS BIT, THAT BEING YOU IS EXCITING, NOT A CURSE…

YOU HAVE ALL THIS EXTRA LIFE, SENSITIVITY, AND SENSUALITY FLOWING THROUGH YOUR VEINS, THEY DON’T, SO DO TRY AND SMILE TO YOURSELF OCCASIONALLY – WHATEVER HAPPENS TO THE GIFTED THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE FOR YOU.

YOU ARE ‘BETTER THAN’, SO WORK TO ‘CURE YOURSELF’ OF THE CURSE OF THEIR SOCIETY NORMAL, HELL EVEN YOUR SOCIETY SECRETLY HATES THIS ‘NORMAL’ – NORMAL STEREOTYPES ARE FORMS OF CONTROL THAT EVEN SUCCESSFUL ANIMALS KNOW THEY HAVE TO BREAK OUT OF. 

SO STOP FUCKING THINKING YOU ARE ‘LESS THAN NORMAL’ – NORMAL IS CANNON FODDER – YOU ARE MORE THAN NORMAL.

THE GREATEST SINGLE PIECE OF DAMAGE THAT SOCIETY DOES TO THE GIFTED IS TO CONTINUALLY LOWER THE MASSIVE EXPECTATION OF A MAGICAL LIFE THAT ALL GIFTED ARE BORN WITH, UNTIL THEY END UP JUST ‘ASPIRING TO BE A SLIGHTLY BETTER VERSION OF THEIR HERD NORMAL’.

YOU MUST ‘VALUE YOURSELF HIGHER’ THAN NORMAL IF YOU ARE GOING TO ‘AIM HIGHER’ THAN NORMAL AND EXPLORE THE UNDISCOVERED PARTS OF YOURSELF, THOSE PARTS WHICH ARE ACTUALLY ‘THE POINT OF YOU’.

SEE IF NORMAL WAS GOOD, WE WOULD ALL STILL BE SITTING IN CAVES, HITTING EACH OTHER WITH CLUBS, WHILE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL FIRE IS, SO WE COULD LEARN TO COOK AND PRESERVE FOOD, INSTEAD OF SPENDING ALL DAY LOOKING FOR IT, WHILE OUR KIDS DIE.

SO FUCK SOCIETY, FUCK NORMAL, FUCK THE HERD, FUCK CONSUMERISM, FUCK LIBERALISM, BUT MOST OF ALL FUCK YOUR ‘FAKE YOU’.

YOU ARE A ‘HIGH FUNCTIONING’ FREAK, BE GLAD OF IT, BECAUSE WITHOUT IT YOU WOULD BE NORMAL, ONE MORE ‘COW IN A FIELD’. 

YES – TODAY I’M GOING TO TRY AND GIVE THE GIFTED A MUCH BETTER IDEA OF WHAT REAL LIFE LOOKS LIKE, BY SHOWING YOU SOME REAL STUFF.

SO IT IS GOING TO GET A BIT EDGY TODAY, as you may have already noticed – the US and Them thing is going to be a theme, BECAUSE it’s the best way to START THIS, TO BREAK THE CHAIN OF FITTING IN WITH THEM. SEE YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND YOU ARE ‘OPPRESSED’ BY BOTH ‘FAKE YOU’ AND ‘THEM’, and what follows is the beginning of rejecting that oppression, of rejecting the lie that THE HERD ARE BETTER THAN YOU, SMARTER THAN YOU, SCARIER THAN YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY ARE THE HERD – THEY ARE NOT, THEY NEED THE HERD SIMPLY BECAUSE INDIVIDUALLY THEY ARE NONE OF THOSE THINGS, AND THEY KNOW IT – THEY CAN BE TAKEN OUT BY THEMSELVES WITH SOME EASE.

Yes, feel free to be as kind as you like, BUT YOU REALLY DO NEED TO STOP GOING ALONG TO GET ALONG WITH THE SHIT THAT SEEKS TO CONTROL YOU, THROUGH ‘HERD FEAR’. Trust me, you are way scarier than they are, as with all gangs and packs and herds the world over, ONCE YOU DROP THE BOSSY ONE and their 2nd, the rest of them make other plans, spill the beans, cover themselves, and run – they always hated the bossy one in the first place, they know the more gutless leaders always sacrifice their most loyal followers to save themselves. It is all part of the nasty little HERD dynamic, all the members know they are expendable, so their ‘loyalty’ is a very passing phase, before everything comes back to ‘what is in it for me’, and they become highly proficient at the essential ‘lying backstabber’ role. See you don’t want a gang, you want a group of equals with no leader, which is only possible between GIFTED. 

BUT, and take a deep breath now – YOU NEED TO ‘START LIVING GIFTED’,  you cannot just BE GIFTED and go on living like an animal, like NOTHING. YOU MUST MAKE PROGRESS, YOU MUST STEP ONTO THE FIRST RUNG OF THIS LADDER, NOW. So I CAN’T LET YOU FAIL FOR ALL THE DUMB ASS STEREOTYPICAL REASONS EVEN HIGHLY GIFTED FOLKS FAIL RADICAL CHARACTER CHANGE, usually right at the start, BECAUSE OF STRONG ‘FAKE YOU’…

So, before we even start this speech today I have to make sure you ARE NOT ONE OF THOSE GIFTED, HOWEVER GOOD A CANDIDATE YOU MAY BE, THAT FALLS at the first hurdle though a lack of ‘understanding’ because Western Society has destroyed your DETERMINATION, WHILST STILL KNOWING YOU ARE NOT NORMAL, NOT YOUR HERD, because you KNOW you are GIFTED. SEE YOU HAVE TO ‘DO’ NOW, YOU CAN’T JUST ‘READ’ ANY MORE…

So… DID YOU TRY PART 3 ONCE, DO IT BADLY BUT STILL FELT DIFFERENT, AND THEN STOP BECAUSE YOUR FAKE YOU DIRECTED VERY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS TOWARD IT, INDEED IT THREW EVERYTHING AT GETTING YOU TO STOP, YOU EVEN LET OTHERS ‘INTERVENE’, AND DISTORT YOUR OPINION. Yep, so face it, face the obvious – YOU ARE AN EXTREMELY GOOD CANDIDATE FOR THIS PRACTICE BECAUSE YOUR ‘FAKE YOU’ HATES YOU SO MUCH (AND YOU ARE SO WEAK) IT CANNOT BARE TO LET YOU DO ANYTHING TO HELP YOURSELF…

So, READ THIS FIRST SECTION ONLY TODAY, THEN STOP AND GO TRY AGAIN – WE ARE HAPPY THAT YOU FOUND IT HARD, BUT IT WORKED, SO DON’T STOP.

IF YOU HAVE STOPPED AFTER ONE GO AND DECIDED JUST TO THINK ABOUT IT THEN THIS METHOD IS FOR YOU, BIG TIME.

BUT IT IS GOING TO BE HARDER, SO SET YOURSELF A MIN OF X10 SESSIONS OF 30MINS MINIMUM TO LEARN IT. 

THEN DO ANOTHER X10 SESSIONS BEFORE YOU EVEN LOOK FOR PROGRESS AND TEST YOURSELF. 

DO NOT REFLECT ON THE METHOD DURING THIS TIME, AT ALL, JUST DO IT – DO IT LIKE ITS LIFE OR DEATH.

YOU MUST REDUCE THE POWER ‘FAKE YOU’ HAS OVER YOU TO READ ON, YOU MUST REDUCE YOUR FEAR, YOUR DELUSIONS…   

SO DO THE NOBODY PROCESS, GET BETTER – ‘BETTER THAN’. See, YOU MUST GET USED TO BEING ‘NOBODY’ IN THESE SESSIONS TO EVEN DO THE VULNERABILITY PROCESS CORRECTLY, TO WASH YOUR SOUL. And for many of YOU out there your FAKE YOU IS GOING TO HATE THAT, INDEED ITS GOING TO MAKE ALL OF THIS SEEM VERY ‘UNCOOL’ TO YOU, because it’s scared – IT MUST STOP YOU DOING THIS AT ALL COSTS. 

But more than that, you must be VERY conscious of any specific issues you are bringing to this party, particularly if you have ‘THE BAD’, but increasingly common one which I have detailed at the very end of this post in the PPS section – MANIA. See Mania, particularly VOLUNTARY TRANCE MANIA, is actually a form of ANIMAL PAGANISM, practiced for many thousands of years on this planet, as a FORM OF SPIRITUAL SACRIFICE. It is a very real thing, and done at a high level is NOT HARMLESS – it changes you, often quite dramatically, as it usually ‘lowers’ you. Symptoms like increased light/cold sensitivity, vertigo, little time skips forward in your conscious stream, or when you forget what you are doing while you are actually doing it, are often felt, BUT MANY GIFTED CAN GO ‘VERY’ BASIC, and no one wants to spend their life DIPPING IN AND OUT of some sort of ‘Viking Berserker’ ROLE, do you…

Now, I would never normally mention this outside of a one-to-one – IT IS OUT OF PLACE IN A POST ON DEVELOPMENT, CAUSE LOW-LEVEL FOLKS WITH THIS ISSUE CAN NOT USUALLY DEVELOP ANYMORE, however GIFTED they once where, but CAN GET BACK TO ZERO using Heart Washing. I will keep it light even here as it can be quite shocking, but you see so many people fucked up by it these days, so it would be gutless not too, and actually weaken the teaching of HEART WASHING – this issue was just 1/20 even 20 years ago, now it’s common, I’d say 1/4 are fucked up by some kind of TRANCE MANIA. Festival counter culture has gone mainstream, casual daily drug use, even at work, is now seen as ‘normal’, aggressive hookup culture is normal, weed has taken over, even amongst the 50+. Things are different now, the world is different now, the age of ‘dissipation as an organized experience’, so it’s no wonder I guess…

Yes, of course, there are many things that may have changed you over the years, and I don’t just mean hormonally, or drugs, or sex but none of those things stick to you as MANIA does – TRANCE MANIA IS ACTUALLY A SPIRITUAL STATE, A DIFFERENT TYPE OF CONSCIOUSNESS, that is why GIFTED FOLKS CHASE IT, why many stay committed Hedonists for years and years, even after the animals can’t do it anymore, MUCH AS ITS ONLY FOR ANIMALS. For many hundreds of years in our modern age all organized spirituality, however watered down, made a huge point of telling religious folks not to do this TYPE OF PAGANISM, TO THE POINT THAT YOU are DAMNED FOREVER, and can never return to the Church once you do it, even if you want to – you are DANGEROUS, you are tainted. I know you have no idea what the word Damned means in this context day-to-day, but trust me, its NOT COOL, I’VE BEEN THROUGH IT, AND THE ‘HIGH STYLE OF THE DAMNED’ IS A VERY COLD COMFORT INDEED FOR THE PRICE YOU PAY.

The best way to say it is the most obvious – IF YOU VOLUNTARILY ENGAGE IN HIGHLY AROUSED ECSTATIC MANIC STATES OF MIND IN A ‘TRANCE’, YOU BECOME MUCH MORE SUSPECTABLE TO INVOLUNTARY HIGHLY AROUSED BUT VERY UNPLEASANT MANIC STATES IN A TRANCE, way beyond simple overthinking, increasingly outside of your control. In time these states lead to a form of DESPERATION THAT SIMPLY NEVER LEAVES YOU, indeed it becomes your NORMAL state of mind, and life can get hard. The effect is a feeling you are being ’emptied out’, as that is what it actually does, and you become very hollow, a bit of a void – IT DEADENS YOU, say THE FEELING OF YOUR FACE, of knowing what your face is ‘doing’ in the moment.  

These days, for many of the unschooled GIFTED it is their only ever Spiritual experience, much as it also tends to lead to specific types of sex, so just know now that how you do it, where you do it, and particularly WHO YOU DO IT WITH makes a very big difference – in some circumstances Trance Mania is the spiritual equivalent of RUSSIAN ROULETTE, as it is the PATH OF SPIRITUAL SACRIFICE FOR THE BENEFIT OF OTHERS. See Mania is a type of character STAIN, once you have dipped yourself in Mania a lot IT does not actually stop anymore, it just sits there in the background, COMING AND GOING IN EVER INCREASING ‘WAVES’, and without a strong Real You it is very hard to balance, even in your 20s, let alone your 30s, if you keep doing it. In these cases the terrible irony is that your Real You is usually the polar opposite of what Fake You has made you do, via MANIA…

If this feels like it might be you, then skip to the end of this post and read it now – doing Yoga won’t do shit, but HEARTWASHING is one of the few things that can remove that stain, in time, much as your ability to develop yourself MAY ALREADY BE gone for many low level gifted. It won’t be easy, as YOU WILL HAVE A VERY STRONG FAKE YOU THAT WILL OFTEN STOP YOU, plus YOU WILL LIKELY HAVE A VERY INTERESTING RELATIONSHIP WITH THE TRUTH, to the point that you rarely use it anymore. So skip to the end and learn something, help yourself before the quality and cadence of your consciousness degrades to the point you can’t…

We move on, so for the rest of you:

Yes, before reading this post go back, and DO part 3 SOME MORE – NOW – anyway eh, TRY AND FIND ‘THE NOTHING’ YOU ARE, do it for longer, deeper, do it more often, x2 or x3 times a day, then read this, as you need some experience before much of this will make sense, or be useful going forward. See all those COMMITTED HEDONISTS are right, in a way – ‘you better not look DOWN, if you want to keep on FLYING, put the hammer down, KEEP IT FULL SPEED AHEAD…’ (Sorry BB). Yes, stop doubting the process, doubt your fake self’s little commentary instead, if you wanna fly, that is… 

NOW – Check yourself – ARE YOU MOTIVATED BY ‘SEEING A DIFFERENCE’ YET, ARE YOU NO LONGER HAPPY TO STAY THE SHIT ‘WAY YOU ARE’, and ‘WHERE YOU ARE’ IN THIS OH SO TIME LIMITED LITTLE LIFE? DO YOU FEEL YOUR OWN WEAKNESS NOW, DO YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL, HOW FADED YOU HAVE ALREADY BECOME, HOW MUCH YOUR LIFE IS DOMINATED BY either GOOD LUCK or BAD? BET you are nowhere near as LUCKY as you used to be, are you…

MOST IMPORTANTLY – DO YOU FEEL LESS SCARED OF YOUR THOUGHTS YET, so there is less need to ‘THINK THEM’, your overthinking has ‘reduced’…?

Great, so NOW we can actually start…

THIS POST IS ONLY FOR FOLKS WHO HAVE ALREADY STARTED TO CHANGE via part 3, NOT FOR ‘NORMAL’LITTLE ‘FAKE YOU’s.

YES – This ONE is FOR THE INDIVIDUALS, NOT THE HERD, for the folks who have found some ‘Space To Change’ in their heads – THAT SPACE IS REQUIRED, see I CAN NOT ‘POUR MORE HOT WATER INTO A FULL CUP’, so you NEED to trust the system, more than you trust yourself (Sorry Zen…). So you need to TRY, and then RETRY, some more…

Ahhhh… YOU HAVE TRIED ALREADY, you feel BETTER, BUT YOU need some help, need me to clarify the experience and what you should be AIMING FOR, even give you a simple TEST TO SEE IF IT’S WORKING THE WAY IT SHOULD FOR THE GIFTED – THE FEAR TEST.

Then read on, THE FACT THAT YOU WANT MORE INFO IS A GOOD SIGN, so today I’m going to help you PRIOR TO GIVING YOU PART 4 OF THIS SERIES, THE ACTUAL METHOD OF CHANGE – I’m going to help you with the end of Part 3 and link that in Part 4, so you are much better PREPARED WHEN YOU ARE READY TO TRY IT. So this is a much SHORTER POST, AND MUCH MORE CHATTY IN NATURE, COVERING A LOT BUT QUICKLY AND EASILY, to keep it rolling today, so you can pick the bits you LIKE, which is hopefully most of it…

See TODAY WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT DIRECTED ‘CHANGE’ ITSELF, SO WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT ‘ELITISM’…

SEE, YOU NEED TO ‘FEEL BETTER’ ABOUT CHANGE, BECAUSE YOU WILL ‘BE BETTER’ WHEN YOU DO – ‘BETTER THAN’.

YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT WE ARE ABOUT TODAY – IMPROVE YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF ARISTOCRATIC CHARACTER CHANGE ITSELF, SO YOU NEED TO CHANGE YOUR APPROACH TO THE NEXT POST, PART 4, TO UNDERSTAND IT, EVEN BEFORE YOU HAVE CHANGED YOUR CHARACTER. But you are not that yet, SO THIS SECTION WILL HELP GET YOU OVER THAT GAP, while you are STILL ‘SHIT YOU’ – WHILE YOU STILL LIVE ‘IN-FEAR’. I need to GET you INTERESTED – I NEED TO ‘SELL YOU’ THE GOAL, what this MOOD STATE OF CHANGE actually IS…

See this POST is written for a BETTER ‘HEDONISTIC’ YOU, a better version of WHAT YOU ‘ARE’, in your BONES, as no one can change that, SO YOU NEED WESTERN STYLE SPIRITUALITY, the stuff they TAUGHT TO ROYALTY, not (what you think) is all that worthy Eastern stuff, with all its ‘BUDDHIST APHORISMS’, its ‘LOVE IS THE ANSWER’, all its fake, charming, (and soon to be) passe ‘VIRTUE SIGNALLING’ horse doo doo. You need to move on UP, rather than just bang back and forth between what you consider to be good and bad, YOUR FEARS AND DESIRES, between your ‘NEEDS’ and your ‘MORALITY’, at an Animal level, every damn day. Frankly its boring as fuck even to watch, let alone do…

Now, AS YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED ALL CHANGE IS COMPLEX, there is no smooth or set iterative, step function pattern to CHANGE, as it works by building up enough INTERNAL PRESSURE on your EXTERNAL INERTIA TO change, IN ORDER to shift you from 1 ‘island of stability’ to the next BETTER ONE, usually felt or noticed as happening outside of the method itself. See CHANGE HAPPENS IN CHUNKS AS AND WHEN YOU BREAK THROUGH THE BLOCKS OF your PERSONAL FAKE YOU, SO Change is actually FELT IN JUMPS USUALLY WITH PRESSURE PEAKS sometime before the jump itself. Even though you are changing constantly unconsciously, behind the scenes, you ONLY experience that WHEN SOMETHING BREAKS, eg you never see the Iceberg inch toward the sea, until a huge chunk of it ‘Calves’ and drops into the water.

These ISSUES are long recognized within the Teaching Classes, so there are many ways around them, BUT THE WORST ISSUE CAUSED BY THIS ‘DELAYED FEELING OF CHANGE’, THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE YOU WILL HAVE AT THE START IF YOU ARE DOING THIS BY YOURSELF, IS IT EFFECT ON YOUR MINDSET. This little trap WILL MAKE YOU THINK YOU CAN’T DO IT, THAT YOU ARE ANIMAL, THAT YOU ARE CRAP, which is TROUBLING AS IT CAN STOP EVEN HIGHLY GIFTED TRYING, EVEN AFTER THE CHANGE HAS STARTED – which is actually slightly dangerous, as once started this process will continue inside you even if you stop doing the method.

So this whole Post today is really predicated on getting you PASSED the MAJOR ISSUE associated with THIS DELAY, THIS STUCKNESS, because it manifests in several different ways, which CAN cause you to GIVE UP. The worst of these ‘Spirit Breakers’ is the classic ‘BACKSLIDING AFTER YOU HAVE STARTED TO CHANGE’, which is usually caused by ‘THE LOSS OF A CHANGE/JUMP’ AFTER it has already occurred – you regress and forget what happened through more badness, or you never managed to latch on to the jump in the first place, and lose it straight away, IT GOES OUT OF YOUR MIND.

The first group, who simply continue to bounce back and forth been ever extreme forms of acting out and regressing have to GO, standard x2 strikes approach, for their own good, if they cannot stop once confronted. It is STRONGLY LINKED WITH THE constant EXPERIENCE OF MANIA, as described above, and is often backed up by your FAKE YOU CONSTANTLY TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL COOL, CLEVER IN INCREASINGLY LAYERED AND BIZARRE WAYS WHERE ‘YOUR TRUTH’ IS OBVIOUSLY NOT TRUE, even to you, whilst engaging in multiple relationships in a desperate search for ‘connection’. These are all built on lies you must maintain, whilst knowing that everyone is also lying to you, in order to protect themselves FROM YOU, so everything is nasty. These types get stuck IN A TYPE OF REACTIVE CLEVERNESS THEY USE TO OFFEST THEIR TERROR, but they can’t get out, WHICH FOR QUITE DEEP AND MEANINGFUL REASONS SHOWS ON THEIR FACE, and their looks can literally disappear overnight in their 30s.

This type also covers a small group who can never actually start but want to, as they can never get over their block to starting – CLEVERNESS, so simply STALK YOU FROM AFAR, often for years. They try to get up the courage or wait till their life changes enough to be stable for a time, a group that has included some of the most highly Gifted women I’ve ever met, but often with a lot of ’embarrassing baggage’. All you can do with these is let them know ‘you know’, that this is all pretty standard, happening many times before you knew me, and since you knew me, so please either reach out or stop torturing yourself with this stuff. YOU ARE CLEARLY VERY WEAK AND STUPID, SO TAKE THE HINT – YOUR constant NEED TO BE CLEVER, TO BE RIGHT, TO CONSTANTLY VALIDATE YOUR OBVIOUSLY UNEARNED MORAL VIRTUE IS ALL obvious BOLLOCKS, IT IS ALL FAKE YOU. Do the NOBODY PROCESS until you realize that is what you are, then you can be helped, BECAUSE YOU WON’T BE SCARED SHITLESS BY YOUR THOUGHTS OF ME ANYMORE.

But, Worse than this perpetual ‘backsliding after change’ group, is the fact that for many, the majority even, those FIRST BIG jumps NEVER ‘TAKE’ after they have happened, AS YOU BACKSLIDE THROUGH LACK OF ABILITY TO GRASP ON TO THAT CHANGE, as you don’t expect it like that, IT IS OUT OF THE BLUE IN NATURE. It is a classic low to mid-level Gifted thing, and often covers some of the most committed, WORTHY seekers, WHO ARE TOTALLY FOCUSED ON THE PROCESS. They must get used to what that change is at first, HOW YOU EXPERIENCE IT, SO YOU CAN HOLD ON TO IT AND MEASURE HOW IT CONTINUES TO CHANGE, AS YOU PRACTICE.

For them, it has to START TO HAPPEN MANY TIMES, in order to latch on, but this is not hard once you UNDERSTAND THE PROCESS, it just takes time – much as I will give you some more FEAR STUFF TODAY, AS YOU MUST RELATE TO IT PERSONALLY to LATCH ON. Yes, all your initial progress will be related to your ANIMAL FEAR and its decline, however you interpret that, as that is what the process I have given does, amongst several other things. Yes, of course, a lot depends on how sensitive you are, and as with all breath practice, how good your posture is, your general state of health, your level of acidosis, your ongoing self-harm, your hell-of-a-lot-of-stuff frankly. But don’t focus too much on that, the practice I have given you is powerful, so keep at it, typically you will find the worse you are, the more emotional you will find it…

Now, these issues above have to be dealt with at all costs when using remote learning (without a Teacher), so you must double down and persevere with the METHOD, BUT there is also several different, extra methods combined into another, separate Line of Development, that you can do separately to the Method in Part3, TO HELP WITH THIS issue. See I’m not there to help you personally, so I cannot judge which is best for you, BUT I KNOW YOU NEED SOMETHING MORE, as most folks do…

So FIRST, the way you handle this WITH THE METHOD IN PART 3 is SIMPLE if SLOW – MORE OF THE SAME:

THE CURE FOR BACKSLIDING OF REAL PROGRESS IS THE REPETITION OF THE METHOD, DIRECTLY AFTER THE FELT LOSS OF PROGRESS.

YOU HAVE A TEMPORARY but BAD BLOCK, SO THERE IS A DELAY, SO YOU MUST REPEAT IT AGAIN AND AGAIN, BETTER, AND DEEPER.

SO YOU MUST CONTINUE TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT JUMP AND GET BETTER AT SEEING WHAT IT WAS, WHEN IT HAPPENS.

IT TAKES MORE TIME FOR SOME, AND LESS TIME FOR OTHERS, BUT IT ALWAYS TAKES TIME AT THE START – YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING YET.

SECOND, I’M ALSO GOING TO HELP YOU PUSH PAST THOSE BLOCKS IN ANOTHER WAY TOO, USING ANOTHER PROCESS IN PARALLEL.

YES, I will lead you through the key area FROM PART 3, FEAR, THE IST LINE, again anyway, so you can see this for yourself, AS I WILL GIVE YOU SOME IDEAS ON SIMPLE TESTS, to use as encouragement outside of these FELT JUMPS OF PROGRESS. DO them – they often make ALL THE DIFFERENCE FOR THE HIGHLY GIFTED WITH OBVIOUS EMOTIONAL ISSUES, with any kind of existing Anxiety, as Part 3 WILL DRAMATICALLY LESSEN YOUR EXPERIENCE OF THIS, DONE CORRECTLY.

But, what I REALLY NEED TO DO TODAY, is give you SOMETHING ELSE to do that is productive AS WELL AS PART 3, WHILST YOU DO THE METHOD, indeed something else USEFUL SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE YOU HAVE STARTED THE METHOD – I NEED TO GIVE YOU A NEW LINE OF DEVELOPMENT, SEPARATE TO PART 3, BUT THAT WORKS WITH THIS, SO ALL OF THIS STUFF GOES QUICKER FOR YOU.

The key to this is that You need to know what to do with any change ‘before’ it happens, by creating a space in your head that is a PERFECT FIT FOR IT, as a new set of PATTERNS. See to get you to CONTINUE to try harder I need You to do some additional prep, which will also make this MORE INTERESTING IN your DAY-TO-DAY LIFE, more part of YOU IN PUBLIC, SO YOU SEE THE BENEFIT OF CHANGE in your world, indeed so you UNDERSTAND WHY THE ARISTOCRATIC PATH EXISTS…

SO TODAY YOU SHOULD LEARN THE CONCEPT OF ‘THE ELITIST’ – YOUR 2ND LINE.

I USE THE NAME ‘ELITIST’ AS YOUR ‘EARLY ARISTOS’ SIMPLY BECAUSE MOST FOLKS GRASP THE ‘ATTITUDE’ OF IT QUICKLY.

THE 2ND LINE OF DEVELOPMENT WORKS BY CREATING SPECIFIC ‘LATCHING-ON’ MECHANISMS IN YOUR HEAD BEFORE THE CHANGE HAPPENS – YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO AND PRACTICE WHAT TO DO BEFORE YOU HAVE THE POWER DO IT CORRECTLY.

YOU WILL RECOGNIZE THESE MECHANSIMS WITHOUT REALLY UNDERSTANDING THEM, AS THEY ARE ARISTOCRATIC IN NATURE, AND THEY WORK AS ADDITIONAL ‘LAYERS’ YOU ARE GOING TO LEARN AS PATTERNS THROUGH PRACTICING USING THEM, DAY TO DAY.

THIS WILL HELP YOU ACCEPT CHANGE MORE READILY, AS CURRENTLY THE DOMESTICATED LAYER OF FAKE YOU IS PRE-PROGRAMMED TO REJECT IT, TO A GREATER OR LESSER DEGREE EVERY TIME, SO WE NEED TO GET AROUND THAT.

IN THIS WAY YOU DON’T NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO AT THE TIME WITH CHANGE, BECAUSE YOU HAVE ALREADY TRIED IT. THIS IS A KEY REASON FOR THE ARISTOCRATIC PATH, AS OPPOSED TO THE RELIGIOUS PATH OR THE ENLIGHTMENT PATH, SO TODAY YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND A LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUT BEING AN ‘INDIVIDUAL’…

See, this is not something that was thought up in recent times, THE ARISTOCRATIC PATH IS NATURAL FOR GIFTED SEEKERS WITH ‘A LUST FOR LIFE’, hence it is the reason for my focus on Gifted Hedonists, for my style of presentation, for MANY THINGS. So don’t get lost in BITS OF IT – this whole path is NEEDED to work together to get you over the SAME BLOODY ISSUES GIFTED FOLKS HAVE HAD FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS, THERE IS NOTHING NEW UNDER THE SUN, INCLUDING ‘YOU’.

NOW – this cannot take your focus from THE 1ST LINE in Part 3 which remains WAY MORE IMPORTANT, so it is done totally separately, in Public rather than Private, and is much, much more casual in nature, much looser and easier to play with, as you need to experiment with it to get it RIGHT FOR YOU. In reality, this 2nd line of Development is a LIFES WORK IN PERFECTING, so it is best to start early, BUT IT IS ALSO ONE OF THE QUICKEST EARLY WINS OF ALL AFTER YOU HAVE STARTED TO CHANGE, AS IT ACTUALLY DOES SOMETHING POSITIVE IN YOUR DAY TO DAY LIFE – IT MAKES YOU ‘LUCKIER’, by making you LESS UNLUCKY…

Along with this, I also need to get you READY FOR WHAT IS COMING IN PART 4, WHERE WE WILL USE THE ELITIST APPROACH TO RADICAL CHANGE, and then link this change to the 2nd live of DEVELOPMENT THAT IS ‘THE INDIVIDUAL’, SO YOU CAN PRACTICE IT, OFFLINE TO PART 4 ITSELF. If you don’t do this what happens is that you MAY REJECT ELITISM CONCEPTUALLY, because you don’t understand it. This post creates the BRIDGE you need to do this easily if you accept it…  

YES, it’s a really good idea to understand WHAT FOLLOWS BELOW NOW, AS I’M GOING TO ASSUME YOU ARE UP FOR THIS, AND ARE NOT JUST SOME BORED FOOL READING THE INTERNET: YOU NEED TO CHANGE YOU MENTAL STANCE AND ACCEPT SOMETHING IMPORTANT BEFORE YOU START – this is the big one, AND THIS new STANCE MUST MOTIVATE YOU ‘IN ITSELF’, as I’m only talking to Individuals today, to ARTISTS:

THIS IS THE MOST ‘ELITIST’ TEACHING IN ALL OF THE 4TH WAY.

YES, TODAY YOU MUST ACCEPT ELITISM AT THE CORE OF YOUR BEING, as A ‘GOOD THING FOR YOU’.

SO THE POINT OF YOUR LIFE IS TO ‘BE BETTER’, ALL THE TIME, NOT JUST COMFORTABLE, ALL THE TIME – that IS HOW DEVELOPMENT ‘WORKS’.

SEE, TODAY YOU MUST START DOING STUFF THAT MAKES FAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE, ON PURPOSE, TO BE ‘BETTER THAN’.

THIS IS PART OF THE BRIDGING PROCESS, AS I STILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT FAKE YOU…

See, many low-level Gifted find it VERY hard to shift away from the conditioned Western ‘Liberal’ mindset, their love of moral ’causes’, of self-righteous ‘indignation’, and therefore can’t take this next step – THEY ARE OBSESSED WITH COMFORT, INCLUDING ‘THE COMFORT OF FITTING IN’, one of the worst societal traps of all, as it is another one of those Social Controls, FOR ANIMALS – IT IS USED TO DISTRACT THEM, BUT IT HAS ALSO DISTRACTED YOU FROM CARING ABOUT ‘YOU’. See YOU Care so much for YOUR LITTLE CAUSES specifically BECAUSE YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT YOURSELF – IT IS A PROJECTION, FOOL.  

See, Your COMFORT is just the FEELING OF HIDING from your FEAR for a moment, without this FEAR your COMFORTS WOULD DISAPPEAR, they would be BORING – your animal fear actually creates your animal desires, obviously, THEY ONLY EXIST IN RELATION TO YOUR FEARS. You must accept this whilst YOU STILL THINK YOUR COMFORTS ARE COMFORTABLE, as YOU ARE STILL DOMINATED BY YOUR FEARS, but should have now lessened the CONTROL THOSE FEARS HAVE OVER YOU, VIA PART3. IN THE FUTURE YOUR COMFORTS WILL BE MUCH, MUCH BIGGER THAN THE PETTY SHIT YOU CHASE NOW…

Yes, even though you KNOW YOU ARE FAKE, YOU ARE STILL ACTING VIA FAKE YOU, YOU HAVE NO CHOICE, you are gutless, cunning, false, unstable thing, never the same one little mood swing to the next, BECAUSE YOU LIVE AN AN ANIMAL LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS. Yep, impossible to love yourself when you are like that, SO WHY WOULD YOU ‘CARE’, GIVEN YOU HAVE SO MUCH OTHER LOW-QUALITY BULLSHIT TO ‘CARE ABOUT’ – YOU WASTE YOUR ‘CARE’. Yes, YOU HAVE NO CLASS, NO STYLE, NO HONOR, YOU WOULD NOT KNOW TASTE IF IT BIT YOU IN THE FACE, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY NO PRESENCE – YOU HAVE DONE YOUR LEVEL BEST TO HIDE YOUR REAL SELF AWAY FOR DECADES NOW. HELL, even after reading this stuff you still think SPIRITUALITY IS A HOBBY…

See right now NOBODY CARES because you DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU, YOU’RE A SIMPLE CHARATERTURE, A STEREOTYPE, A VILLIAN, A PETTY CHANCER, YOU HAVE NO HONOR, NO ‘VIRTU’, WHICH IS WHAT ALL CLASS, STYLE, TASTE AND MORE BESIDES COMES FROM, SO YOU HAVE TO FAKE the ‘FEELING OF ELITISM’ with drugs or power over others like an animal. SEE YOU ARE SHIT, ARE YOU NOT, AN ANT, A COW IN A FIELD, YOUR BASELINE MOOD STATE, THAT DEFINES YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS IS UNSTABLE, BECAUSE IT IS ANIMAL FEAR, SO IT UNCONSCIOUSLY FEELS LIKE YOU ARE ‘NOTHING’, underpinned with ‘THE FEAR OF NOTHING’, however much you act out to repress that.

SO YOU CHASE TRIVIAL, PASSING EMOTIONS TO COMFORT YOU FROM THAT ‘NOTHING’, petty little FEELINGS THAT ARE GONE IN A MIN OR 2, that you will realize later are not even REAL EMOTIONS. All obsession with the causes of minor ANIMAL state change, like food, drugs, exercise, fantasy, books, screened entertainment are based on this, SO IT IS USEFUL TO SEE HOW MUCH OF IT YOU CONSUME, FOR MANY ANIMALS IT IS THEIR WHOLE LIVES, they live in one mood swing to the next, all based on hormone responses, LIKE A RAT…

SEE, YOU ARE DELUSIONAL, SELF-OBSESSED, A DOMESTICATED ANIMAL, A MAD ANIMAL – YOU THINK YOU ARE IMPORTANT BY FANTAZISING, BUT BY ANY MEASURE YOU CHOOSE, YOU ARE NOTHING – IT IS A FANTASY TO COMFORT YOU FOR BEING AN ANIMAL. YES, YOU ARE A PACK ANIMAL, AND YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THIS NOW IN ORDER TO CHANGE IT, TO ACCEPT THE NOTHING YOU ARE, FOR REAL.

SO YOU NEED TO SEE ELITISM IN ITS PROPER CONTEXT, TO SEE YOU AS ‘US’, NOT ‘THEM’, to FEEL BETTER THAN, rather than temporarily CLEVERER THAN, which is just the same as saying slightly less ‘WORSE THAN’ – LESS SHIT, WHICH IS USELESS. 

YES – Today we need to expand your understanding of these concepts, so YOU CAN USE THEM TO BE DIFFERENT, I have to push you a bit, SO TO REHASH WHAT I SAID IN PART3, AND TURN UP THE VOLUME, CADENCE AND LEVEL OF DETAIL:

THERE IS ‘NO YOU’, YOU ARE A SUBSET OF YOUR HERD, YOUR SOCIETY, YOUR ALIEN ANT FARM – YOU ARE ‘THE MASSES’.

WORSE, YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS IS SO LOW IT OPERATES AT A ‘GROUP LEVEL’, IT JUST FEELS LIKE A ‘SELF’ TO YOU, AS YOU KNOW NO BETTER, BUT EVERYTHING AROUND YOU CONTROLS YOU, BECAUSE YOU ACCEPT AND IDENTIFY WITH IT ‘AS YOU’.

YES,  YOUR THOUGHTS ‘THINK YOU’, YOU DO NOT THINK THEM, YOU DO NOT CHOOSE THEIR CONTENT, THEIR TIMING OR THE MEANING OF THEM, YOU ARE NOT EVEN AWARE OF THE POINT OF THEM, YOU ARE A ‘DRONE’ WITH A ‘HIVE MIND’ THAT WORKS THROUGH YOUR TRANSIENT PETTY EMOTIONS.

INDEED, IF YOUR FALSE INSTINCTIVE THOUGHTS TOLD YOU IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO COMMIT SUICIDE YOU WOULD DO, YET YOU ARE CAPABLE OF DOING THAT AT ANY MOMENT, AS YOU ROUTINELY SELF-HARM WHILST BEING ‘TOLD’ IT IS SOMETHING ELSE, JUST BECAUSE IT IS FOR THE ‘GOOD OF THE HERD’…

TRY AND FACE THIS AS MUCH AS YOU CAN NOW, BEFORE YOU READ ON, EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT SOLD YET:

NOTHING ABOUT YOU ‘COMES FROM YOU’, EVERYTHING BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE, AND YOU ARE SOME AVERAGE OF YOUR ‘THE HERD’, PART OF MULTIPLE OTHER HERDS, FILTERED THROUGH YOUR CONDITIONING WITH EVEN MORE ‘AVERAGING’ DOWN.

IT DOES NOT COUNT THAT ‘YOU’ DON’T CARE YOU ARE YOUR HERD, THAT YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO BE LIKE THEM, SO THIS IS OK FOR YOU TO LIKE, ITS NORMAL, SAME FOR EVERYONE – THAT VOICE IN YOUR HEAD IS YOUR HERD ‘TELLING YOU THAT’, OBVIOUSLY –

ONLY THE VERY LOWEST ANIMAL MEMBERS OF THE HERD ACTUALLY WANT TO BE IN IT, YOU DORK, TO WANT ‘SLAVERY’ AS BETTER THAN ‘STARVATION’ WHILE THEY ‘FEED OFF YOU’, THAT IS THE HERD DYNAMIC, THE HERD IS A FOOD CHAIN – YOU ARE ACTUALLY BETTER OFF ‘STARVING’…

IT IS ALL FAKE, SO IT IS ALL A LIE – YOU ARE BEING FOOLED BY YOURSELF, BECAUSE YOU WANT TO BE, YOU ARE SCARED, YOU KNOW NO BETTER. SO THIS APPROACH FEELS LIKE ‘SANITY’, FEELS LIKE WHAT YOU ‘SHOULD DO’, TO ACCEPT IT AND BE STRONG, WHICH IS ALL PART OF THE HERD CON…

BUT REAL YOU DOES EXIST, REAL YOU IS TOTALLY SEPARATE FROM YOUR SOCIETY, YOUR DOMESTICATION, YOUR HERD – REAL YOU DOES NOT CHANGE ALL THE TIME, REAL YOU IS STABLE, TRUSTWORTHY AND HAS ONE ‘MOOD’, SO FEELING THAT MOOD IS ONLY WAY OUT OF THIS SHIT BOX.

SEE ‘REAL YOU’ SHOWS ‘YOU’ THE ‘TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING’, IN THE COLD, RAW LIGHT OF DAY, BUT FAKE YOU FEEDS YOU LIES IN YOUR CONTINUAL CARTOON ‘FANTASY WORLD’, THIS IS THE KEY DIFFERENCE.

DEEP BREATH NOW –

SEE, YOU HAVE A POWERFUL REAL YOU AS YOUR GIFT, SO THOSE HIVE-MIND THOUGHTS ARE COMING FROM A ‘SEPARATE’ LAYER IN YOUR MIND, AN IMPLANT, SO IT IS QUITE LITERALLY, ‘NOT YOU THINKING/SPEAKING/ACTING’ – YOU ARE AN ‘ACTOR ON A STAGE’, READING A SCRIPT YOU DON’T KNOW.

BE CLEAR – SEE WHEN YOU SEE THIS, IT IS VERY DIFFERENT FROM YOU ‘DECIDING TO BE LIKE THEM’, LIKE AN ANIMAL WHO ONLY HAS THE HERD, BUT YOUR REAL YOU IS NOT THEM, REAL YOU IS IN COMPETITION WITH ‘THEM’ FOR YOU, AND SO FAR ‘THEY’ HAVE WON…

YES, YOUR INDIVIDUALITY DOES NOT EXIST, ‘YOU’ DON’T EXIST, YOU ARE ‘A HOST’, HOSTING A DOMESTICATED ANIMAL HERD. WHERE YOUR INDIVIDUAL SHOULD BE IS EMPTY SPACE, WHERE THE HERD THOUGHTS JUST ECHO IN YOUR MIND – YOU ARE NOT ‘DECIDING’ TO ‘BE LIKE THEM’, YOU ‘ARE THEM’.

SEE BECAUSE THERE IS NO INDIVIDUAL YOU, THERE IS ‘NOBODY DRIVING’ BUT THE HERD, NO CONSCIOUS ENTITY, YOU ARE EMPTY SPACE SURROUNDED BY A LAYER OF CONDITIONED SHIT THAT ONLY APPEARS TO BE INDIVIDUAL IN RETROSPECT, ENOUGH TO PROVE THAT YOU ARE NOT INSANE.

THIS FAKE LAYER OF FALSE CONDITIONING REACTS IN DEFENSIVE PATTERNS THAT LOOK LIKE AN EVER-CHANGING, UNSTABLE MOODY, SCARED VERSION OF INSTINCTIVE ‘YOU’, AND YOU BUY IT AS YOU BECAUSE THESE PATTERNS ARE SLIPPED IN AMONGST ALL YOUR OTHER ‘REAL’ INSTINCTS.

GET THIS FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL –

YOUR ‘FAKE YOU’ LIES TO ‘YOU’ IN BROAD DAYLIGHT, IT LITERALLY HIDES REALITY FROM YOU.

IT GIVES YOU FALSE INSTINCTIVE THOUGHTS TO COVER UP WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING, RUSHES THE MOST SELF-DESTRUCTIVE OF THOSE THOUGHTS THROUGH YOUR HEAD WITH PETTY EMOTION.

IT HIDES THE TRUTH FROM YOU ON PURPOSE, BECAUSE IT WANTS YOU TO DO SOMETHING BAD FOR YOU, BUT GOOD FOR IT.

NOW UNDERSTAND THIS, AS IT IS THE POINT OF ‘REAL YOU’ – THE TRUTH –  

REAL YOU DOES NOT LIE, REAL YOU IS HONEST BY BEING TRANSPARENT, IT IS YOUR ‘INDIVIDUAL’ BASED ON TRUTH IN THE MOMENT,

IT ACTUALLY KNOWS WHAT IT IS DOING, HAS TRUE PREFERENCES, OPINIONS, VALUES, AND MUCH MORE BESIDES. 

REAL YOU IS TOTALLY SEPARATE TO YOUR FAKE CONDITIONING, REAL YOU IS NOT FUCKED UP BY YOUR LIFE.

SO, REAL YOU FEELS DIFFERENT – REAL YOU FEELS ‘BETTER THAN’, THAN YOUR CONTINUAL ‘FEAR’ OF ‘ANIMAL EMPTINESS’,

REAL YOU IS ‘SOMEBODY’ THAT STANDS AGAINST THE WIND, FAKE YOU IS ‘NO-BODY’, SO ‘YOU’ ACTUALLY ‘BECOME THE WIND’.

YES, IF YOU CAN REACH UP HIGH ENOUGH IN YOURSELF, WHICH I WILL TEACH YOU in part 4, WE CAN USE THAT BETTER THAN FEELING TO ‘FIND’ YOUR REAL YOU, AND ‘CONNECT’ WITH THEM, DIRECTLY OR VIA A TEACHER, AND THEN YOU CAN BE ARISTOS FOR ‘REAL’.

UNDERSTAND – FEELING ‘BETTER THAN’ IS WHAT ARISTOCRATIC ELITISM IS, THE SPIRITUAL POINT OF IT, AND WHY IT WORKS.

SEE THE FELT COMPARISON OF ‘BETTER THAN’ BETWEEN ‘US’ AND ‘THEM’ IS ‘THE’ MECHANISM FOR RADICAL CHANGE.

WITHOUT THIS FEELING YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE ITERATIVELY, IF AT ALL, BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER REDUCE YOUR FEAR ENOUGH IN THE MOMENT FOR THAT CHANGE TO STICK, AS A DECISION – YOU JUST BOUNCE BACK AND FORTH. 

See, your ‘GENERIC FEAR BASED CHARACTER’, BOUGHT IN A CHAIN STORE AS A KID, IS NOW IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO TAKE OFF, WITHOUT HELP. THERE ARE MILLIONS OF YOU’S, you FOOL, you are a ‘cardboard cut out’, one of MILLIONS OF SUCH CUT OUTS THAT ‘CUSS LIKE YOU, JUST DON’T GIVE A FUCK LIKE YOU, WHO DRESS LIKE YOU, WHO WALK, TALK, AND ACT LIKE YOU, AND JUST MIGHT BE, THE NEXT BEST THING, BUT NOT QUITE ‘REAL YOU’… ‘ (Sorry Em). So won’t your ‘REAL’ SLIM SHADY PLEASE STAND UP, eh… 

Yep, all very much par for the course, NOTHING TO SEE HERE… unless of course, you ARE ACTUALLY GIFTED, you have DONE PART 3 well enough to LESSEN YOUR FEAR, so Fake Yous False Instincts are now NOT quite so compelling as they once were, AND YOU HAVE RE-AQAIUNTED YOURSELF WITH YOUR CONSCIENCE LEVEL EMOTIONS THROUGH THE VULNERABILITY PROCESS.

So you KNOW YOU ARE GIFTED NOW, EH? YOU WANT TO HAVE A GO NOW – YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO ACTUALLY CHANGE, YOU ARE MOTIVATED NOW BABY, but you have NO IDEA HOW TO MAKE USE OF THIS NEW STUFF, you just know you are, in some vague way, ‘BETTER THAN’ THE TRASH THAT SURROUNDS YOU, because, every now and again, you FEEL THAT out of the blue, with no power over them, no cleverness, no secrets, no knowledge of the future, much as you could never tell anyone that…

See, MUCH AS MANY GIFTED chase their little FAKE FEELING OF ELITISM THROUGH ‘PLAY’, they can’t embrace THE CONCEPT, and use THE ACTUAL FEELING of ELITISM, of their actual SUPERIORITY, the feeling of ‘BETTER THAN’, as a DRIVING SPIRITUAL FORCE, however it is explained, HOWEVER ‘UNDERSTATED’, EVEN THOUGH THEY ACTUALLY FEEL IT, SOME EVEN LIVE FOR the DRUG INDUCED version already. Yep, see conceptually, it is all a bit too ‘master race’ for them, as they still think like an Animal with their Fake You, THEIR SLAVE CONDITIONING IS TOO STRONG VS THEIR GIFT, WHICH IS TOO WEAK, so they back away from this stuff mentally, as THEY DON’T WANT TO MAKE A FOOL OF THEMSELVES.

And that issue will DESTROY THE POWER OF THIS LESSON… So right now, know ‘you’ MUST EMBRACE THIS CONCEPT, IF YOU WANT TO MAKE THIS, MOST CRUCIAL OF ALL CONCEPTUAL LESSONS, WORK FOR RADICAL CHANGE:

THIS IS A TEST FOR ELITISM – CAN YOU DO IT OR NOT…

IT IS AN ENTRANCE EXAM FOR UNSCHOOLED GIFTED HEDONISTS, ONLY.

SO YOU MUST EMBRACE THE ‘ELITISM WITH HONOR’ STANDARD OF THE ARISTOS ‘TO DO’ THIS POST – SO FEELING SUPERIOR FEELS ‘RIGHT’. YOU DO THIS EVEN THOUGH YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT HONOR IS FOR REAL YET, OTHERWISE, YOU WON’T FEEL ELITIST ENOUGH – IT WILL FEEL ‘WRONG’.

IT IS EVOKING THE FEELING ITSELF THAT MATTERS, YOUR CURRENT JUDGEMENT OF IT IS A DISTORTED, FALSE INSTINCT.

SO YOU MUST NOT LET YOUR JUDGEMENT OF THAT FEELING SPOIL THE FEELING ITSELF…

YES, THE REASON IT FEELS LIKE I’M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU FROM ON HIGH IS BECAUSE I AM… AND IT IS A HELL OF A LONG WAY DOWN TO MOST OF YOU, BUT NO MATTER, SAME FOR US ALL, AT THE START…

SO BE VERY FUCKING CLEAR BITCHES – THIS FEELING IS THE KEY TO THIS WHOLE LESSON – SEE YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY SUPERIOR, YET, BUT YOU BLOODY WELL SHOULD BE, CAUSE YOU COULD BE. SO YOU MUST CHASE THE REAL THING, IT MUST BECOME AN ACTUAL, RELATABLE GOAL, RATHER THAN JUST INFORMATION YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND.

SEE HOW YOU SEE IT MORALLY AT YOUR ANIMAL LEVEL IS MEANINGLESS UNTIL YOU LEVEL UP SOME, YOU HAVE NO MORALS YOU FOOL, SO DON’T BOTHER TRYING, YOU ARE JUST BORING FOLKS NOW, AND YOUR ‘HERD OPINION’ IS NO USE FOR THIS, CAUSE THIS ONE IS PERSONAL – THERE IS REAL COMFORT IN THIS, WHEN YOU CAN DO IT, SO YOU MUST JUDGE YOURSELF DIFFERENTLY NOW. THERE IS NO VALUE IN REPEATING OTHER FOLKS OPINIONS, LETTING THEM DECIDE FOR YOU, YOU MUST HAVE YOUR OWN OPINION IF YOU WANT THAT OPINION TO HAVE ANY BLOODY VALUE TO ‘YOU’…

CRUCIALLY, FROM TODAY YOU MUST START FOCUSING ON JUDGING YOURSELF AS AN ‘INDIVIDUAL’, NOT ONE OF A ‘HERD OF COWS’.

THAT CHANGE OF JUDGEMENT, FROM FITTING IN WITH OTHERS’ OPINIONS TO LEADING YOUR OWN OPINION IS WHAT ACCEPTING ELITISIM IS – IT IS THE KEY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AN ANT AND AN INDIVIDUAL.

SO STOP TESTING YOUR THOUGHTS FOR ‘HERD IMMUNITY’ – YOU HAVE TO STOP FITTING IN TODAY, YOUR TRIBE IS A BUNCH OF GUTLESS FREAKS… YES, AS A PLACE TO START THAT STANCE – PLEASE STOP TRYING TO BE LIKED, ‘CAUSE YOU ARE SCARED OF THE OTHER COWS. THEY ARE ANTS, Why the fuck would you be scared of ANTS, eh? Sure, if there is a lot of them around you, they can ‘look’ mean, BUT THEY CAN’T REALLY DO ANYTHING UNLESS YOU LET THEM, YOU ARE BIG, THEY ARE SMALL, VUNERABLE THINGS, (THEY ARE ANTS), SO YOU CAN JUST STEP ON THEM, A FEW AT A TIME, THEN THE REST WILL RUN…

MUCH AS YOU HAVE ACTUALLY FAILED TO NOTICE THIS FOR LITERALLY YEARS, THE OTHER COWS ARE ACTUALLY SCARED OF YOU INSTINCTIVELY, THAT IS WHY THEY GAVE YOU SHIT AS A KID AND YOU DECIDED TO WORK EXTRA HARD TO PLEASE THEM, MADE YOU EXTRA SCARED OF LONLINESS… YEP, FOR MANY GIFTED THEIR ENTIRE FAKE SELF IS BUILT ON TOP OF THIS SIMPLE PETTY CRAP, THE OVERWHELMING NEED TO FIT IN, WHILST MAKING IT BEARABLE – NOW IT HAS TO GO…

NOW PLEASE BE CLEAR – I DON’T CARE IF YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND, I CARE IF YOU CAN DO IT, ‘YOU’ EITHER PASS OR FAIL, SO IT HELPS A LOT IF YOU TRY AND PASS – LOOK AT THE GOAL, DON’T LOOK AT THE SCENERY – KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE PRIZE, AND LET NOTHING STOP YOU DURING THE METHOD. SEE STATISTICALLY ONLY 1 IN 10 CAN DO THIS IN THE GENERAL POPULATION, AND ONLY 1 IN 100 HAVE AN EASY CHANCE – THE QUALITY OF YOUR TRYING IS IMPORTANT.

SO TAKE A MOMENT TO CONSIDER NOW –

DOES THIS ELITIST APPROACH MOTIVATE YOU, OR PUT YOU OFF?

YOUR ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION IS A BIG FUCKING CLUE TO WHAT YOU REALLY ARE – A GIFTED ‘INDIVIDUAL’ OR A ‘HERD’ ANIMAL.

See, OUT OF MY AUDIENCE, ONLY ABOUT 40% OF YOU CAN SUCCEED, IF YOU COMMIT, AND MORE THAN 1/2 OF YOU WON’T. Tough odds eh, but just to keep a few of you Borderline cases ‘interested’, go look up the odds for winning the lottery, and then guesstimate how much money you have wasted on it over the years, GIVEN THAT YOU HAVE A LESS THAN A ZERO MEANINGFUL CHANCE OF EVER WINNING IT.

Now, there is a HUGE number of reasons you won’t/CAN’T/DON’T WANT TO commit, BUT THEY ARE all unconsciously based on the FACT THAT YOU HAVE NOT DONE PART 3 WELL OR LONG ENOUGH TO BREAK YOUR FEAR. I MAKE NO APOLOGY FOR BANGING ON ABOUT FEAR TO THE EXTENT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ, BECAUSE THESE 2 POSTS HAVE TO FIT TOGETHER, JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED THE MULTIPLE TIMES I HAVE SAID IT, SO FAR IN MY POSTS…

YOU MUST, MUST, MUST UNDERSTAND THAT LESSENING YOUR FEAR-BASED MIND STATE IS REQUIRED BEFORE READING THIS!

I DON’T EXPECT YOU TO BE A ZENMAN, TO BREAK YOUR FEAR ALL THE WAY TO YOUR ‘ACTUAL FEAR OF ACTUAL DEATH’, WHICH TAKES YEARS OF THINKING ABOUT DEATH EVERY DAY, AND YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO EVEN APPROACH THINKING ABOUT DEATH, MENTALLY. BUT I DO EXPECT YOU TO HAVE DRAMATICALLY LESSENED YOUR ‘IRRATIONAL FEARS IN THE MOMENT’, THE ONES THAT DON’T EVEN EXIST. THIS REQUIREMENT IS A ‘BARRIER TO ENTRY’ TO THIS POST – SO TAKE THE TEST BELOW, AND ASSESS YOUR PROGRESS FROM PART 3.

SEE THIS NOW, IT’S IMPORTANT IF YOU WANT TO SUCCEED…

IF YOU DON’T BREAK YOUR FEAR, YOU CAN ONLY EVER ‘FAKE’ ELITISM WITH STIMULANTS AND FANTASY, LIKE AN ANIMAL,

THEN LATER YOU FEEL EVEN WEAKER, AS THOSE STIMULANTS REPLACE YOUR NATURAL ABILITY TO DO IT YOURSELF OVER TIME.

SOUND FAMILIAR?

SEE YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THAT BEING FEARLESS AND ELITIST ARE A MATCHED PAIR –

TO BREAK YOUR FEAR IS TO BECOME ELITIST, AND BY ACCEPTING ELITISM YOU KEEP YOUR FEAR BROKEN…

YES – YOU FEEL ELITIST, YOU FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’ AT THE START, SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO DAILY FEAR ANYMORE…

YES – ‘BEING ELITIST’ IS TO ACTUALLY FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’, AS A STATE OF MIND.

EASY EH – WITH ME SO FAR? SEE THE FEAR-BASED MINDSET WILL STOP YOU BECOMING ELITIST BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE A DORK, AND THE NEED TO BELONG TO A HERD WILL KEEP YOU SCARED SHITLESS.

SEE THERE IS A REASON THAT THE CAFFEINE IN COFFEE AND TEA HAVE BEEN USED IN SPIRITUALITY FOR CENTURIES BEFORE YOU BECAME ADDICTED TO THEM, LET ALONE THE INFAMOUS, HALUCANGENIC, ERGOT BASED ‘kykeon’ OF THE ANCIENT GREEK MYSTERY TRIALS. Yes, it will be a while before you UNDERSTAND WHAT THE ‘EAR OF GRAIN REAPED IN SILENCE‘ IS AND HOW TO USE IT, but you must understand yourself in REGARD TO FEAR OF ALL KINDS. 

OK, so STAY WITH ME NOW – MUCH AS THIS POST IS ABOUT ELITISM RATHER THAN FEAR, I’M GOING TO HIT THIS FEAR STUFF ONE MORE TIME – YOU MUST GET THE LINK BETWEEN THESE 2 POSTS IN ORDER TO BUY INTO IT, AND USE IT…

Be clear – You must break your fear TO SOME REAL DEGREE even JUST to ACTUALLY Swim in Dark, Open Water, so the entry to Part 4 is really a test of how well you did Part 3, the much more familiar test of ‘Emotional Fire’, so you can now do the much more unfamiliar test of ‘Emotional Water’ (Sorry, the Greater Eleusinian Mysteries and Sacred Cult of Demeter…). Your constant level of background Fear needs to be reduced enough so that you FEEL SAFER (JUST THINK LESS ABOUT YOUR FALSE FEARS INSTINCTIVELY), than you used to do, in the same (NOT SO) scary conditions, SO FEEL FREE TO TEST THAT AS A GUIDE TO PROGRESS, in whatever simple way is quickest AND CLOSEST AT HAND – EVOKE your strongest irrational fears VISUALLY and SEE HOW THOSE FEARS FEEL NOW, VISCERALLY.

YOU MUST REDUCE THAT OVERALL FEAR STATE, OTHERWISE YOUR FEAR WILL BETRAY YOU, AND YOU WILL CONTINUE TO REACT WITH NO ABILITY TO STOP IT – IT WILL STOP YOU, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AS YOU JUST CONTINUE TO THINK ABOUT YOUR FEARS AS FALSE INSTINCTS, ALL THE TIME, ALWAYS AT THE ROOT OF YOUR FALSE CHARACTER, CHEWING ON YOU, GNAWING AWAY AT THE ENERGY OF YOU LIKE A FUCKING DISEASED RAT…

In-person I always teach people to use Fear of Heights as a test IF THEY HAVE IT, it hits hard and fast even when just used in the imagination so is UNREAL, but try and find a Fear that is irrational for you, like house Spiders (tiny bugs that are no threat and you could easily kill), rather than something that is actually dangerous IN THE MOMENT. All irrational Fears like imagined Fears are the easiest to see through, but don’t use anything in your imagination like Fear of the Future, or Fear of Being Found out, as you will tend to re-rationalize them to bring them back over and over again, even when you have broken you fear mindset, as they also require you to break your tendency to fantasy as well. USE SOMETHING THAT ‘LOOKS’ SCARY…

An interesting fear example for you – so KNOW me telling you THIS PROCESS is SAFE if you take Precautions is simply part of helping you deal with your ‘PANIC’, your fear of SPIRITUALITY ITSELF, your fear of REAL fear itself, what we call the ‘Numinous feeling of Dread’, that accompanies all REAL Spirituality at the start, WHICH SOCIETY HAS CONDITIONED YOU TO IDENTIFY AS FEAR OF THE SPIRITS OF THE DEAD. It’s not, it is simply the feeling of the ‘SUPERNATURAL’, in a general, SPOOKY way, SO GET USED TO IT.

Many people TODAY EXPERIENCE THIS SPIRITUAL FEAR AS SIMPLY THE ‘FEAR OF THE DARK’, BUT TRY THAT IN A GRAVEYARD ON YOUR OWN, in your underwear on a cold, clear night, then find yourself a big friend and walk past that same Graveyard, wrapped up warm at the same time of night – YOU should be able to tell the difference between Fear of the Dark, and Fear of the Dead quite easily, the difference between Anxiety and REAL DREAD. Fear of the Dark is a bad smell that can be blown away by most if you simply ‘Whistle’, Dread is a whole other level of Paralyzing Cold, and you typically need other people in close proximity just to manage it, IF YOU OVERALL MIND STATE OF FEAR IS STILL VERY HIGH.

YES, if Gifted YOU TAKES PRECAUTIONS, IF YOU ISOLATE YOURSELF WHEN LEARNING THIS YOU WILL BE FINE, BUT, TRUTH BE TOLD, FOR THIS ONE it does not hurt to do it with other GIFTED folks, FOR MORE OF THE ‘SAFETY IN NUMBERS’, YOU SHOULD have ALREADY FIGURED OUT IS REQUIRED TO START THE GIFTED LIFE. BUT YOU MUST BE REASONABLY SURE OF THEM OR HAVE A TEACHER TO HELP YOU BE SURE OF THEM, to feel their ‘PRESENCE’.

For some strength in numbers is a REQUIRED replacement for Precautions WHATEVER THEIR LEVEL OF OVERALL FEAR IS, because they HAVE already ABUSED ATTENTION AND VALIDATION to a VERY large extent, and can do little or nothing NEW that has an ELEMENT OF SUPERNATURAL FEAR, OF DREAD, by themselves. So they FAIL SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THESE ‘NIGHT TERRORS’, OF WHAT IS, IN REALITY, A SPIRITUAL ‘COLD SHOWER’, AS THAT IS ALL YOU WILL FEEL – THE FEAR OF ‘FACING YOUR FEAR’ IS WHAT HAS TO GO, BUT IT IS A HARD ONE AT THE START, so worth a separate focus for many of you weaker folks…

HOW do YOU do THIS? EASY – YOU MUST NOT ONLY WEAKEN YOU FEAR MINDSET via part3, YOU MUST CUT SOME PATHS THROUGH OLD YOU WHEN THE OPPORTUNITY ARISES, your automatic FEAR REACTIONS, make a pattern of always challenging it, so it is there waiting when you need to use it…

See, the folks who FAIL these early FEAR tests can, GENERALLY SPEAKING, NOT get ‘OVER’ themselves – they can not get beyond the most basic fear of all, their Fake Selves GO TO device for everyday control, THEY CAN NOT GET BEYOND THEIR ‘FEAR OF MAKING A FOOL OF THEMSELVES’, BY DOING SOMETHING THEY ‘DISAGREE WITH’ OR MAY LEAD TO ‘HUMILIATION’ IN THE PETTY, FALSE, ‘INSTINCTIVE JUDGEMENT’ OF FAKE YOU, WHICH IS CRAP…

In reality, you must embrace this feeling of making a fool of yourself in DEVELOPMENT TERMS, AS KNOW THE ONLY THING YOU ARE MAKING A FOOL OF IS YOUR OWN PERSONAL FOOL, FAKE YOU. See, those 2 ‘wrongs’ DO actually make a ‘right’ in this sense, they cancel each other out, YET IT IS THE HARDEST THING FOR LOW LEVEL GIFTED TO SEE – SEE THE FEAR THAT CONTROLS YOU, SO YOU RUN AWAY, YOU NEVER EVEN REALLY TRY, BECAUSE YOU JUSTIFY IT AS ‘SAFETY FIRST’, WHICH OVER TIMES BECOMES THE THICKEST BARS ON YOUR CAGE.

So you Must learn to mentally FALL BACKWARDS BECAUSE THE SYSTEM WILL ‘CATCH YOU’,

BUT YOU Must Do this before you lose the actual FEAR OF FALLING BACKWARDS…

Yes, USE stepping out of YOUR COMFORT ZONE INTO YOUR LEARNING ZONE if you wish, but you need to find an everyday way to do stuff that you ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH BEFORE YOU REALIZE THAT DISCOMFORT IS JUST FAKE YOU, FUCKING WITH YOU, AGAIN, so that discomfort can be ignored, BEFORE YOU ACTUALLY BECOME CONFIDENT, AND STOP GIVIN A SHIT WHAT ANYONE BUT YOU THINKS OF YOU. Yes, in a small group high levels of honesty and trust can do the same thing over time, BUT YOU DON’T HAVE THAT, SO YOU MUST SEE IT, YOU MUST COMPREHEND IT – ALL GIFTED BELIEVE THEY ARE SPECIAL IN SOME WAY, CAUSE YOU ARE, SO YOU MUST ‘GET’ THAT it’s A GOOD THING, IT IS ONLY YOUR CONDITIONING THAT MAKES YOU DOUBT IT.

See, right now YOU can not get the understanding THAT GIFTED SLAVES ARE CONDITIONED TO BE INFERIOR and (without a very strong upbringing) they will NEVER PROGRESS THEIR DEVELOPMENT BEYOND THE BOUNDARIES OF A SLAVE RELIGION, THE GLASS CEILING OF THEIR RANK WILL BE THAT OF A gifted CHILD, WHO NEEDS EXTERNAL MORALS TO TELL THAT WHAT TO DO, so they will never do what is RIGHT FOR THEM. See, whatever you think your current RANK IS IN THIS WORLD ‘IS’ (AND YOU DO THINK LIKE THIS CAUSE YOU’RE AN ANIMAL), PRIMARILY BASED ON YOUR UPBRINGING, but ALSO your looks, your ACHIEVEMENTS, your money, your car, your social status, your work status, your PLATFORM, YOUR REPUTATION, YOU STILL FEEL ‘INFERIOR’ IN SOME, OFTEN VERY BIG, WAY. See the clue is in the etymology OF THE WORD – you live ‘In-Fear’…

But take ‘heart’, you may STILL HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO SOMETHING ‘USEFUL’ – YOU MAY STILL HAVE BEEN ABLE TO, SAY, PRIORITIZE YOUR HAPPINESS OVER OTHERS SIMPLY BECAUSE IT IS ‘YOURS’, YOU MAY HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HURT THE FEELINGS OF THOSE YOU THINK YOU LOVE SIMPLY TO PROTECT YOUR OWN. Then we have something to work with, cause WE CAN USE THIS PATHETIC LEVEL OF JUDGEMENT you CURRENTLY HAVE, TO HELP YOU. See many unschooled GIFTED are way better at LIVING GIFTED THAN THEY THINK, they just see it as bad, or selfish, or Ruthless in some small way, so hide it, even HIDE FROM IT…

It’s simple stuff, but SOME OF YOUR OWN SELF CARE MAY BE RUTHLESS ‘ENOUGH’ to mean you have FOUND A WAY TO JUSTIFY YOUR OWN ‘SELF-CARE’ AS A WEIGHTED COMPARISON, even in the Slave Cage of FAKE YOU. So we can give YOU our JUSTIFICATION for ELITISM ON THAT SAME BASIS – we can TELL YOU THAT OUR ELITISM COMES WITH THE ‘CAGE OF HONOR’ around it, THE CAGE OF YOUR CONSCIENCE LEVEL EMOTIONS, SO YOU CAN’T JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT, WHENEVER YOU WANT TO, PARTICULARLY (AND I MEAN ‘NEVER’) WITH YOUR OWN KIND. SEE THAT WOULD BE DISHONOR, WHICH IS A REAL ‘ENERGETIC THING’, WITH A REAL NEGATIVE EFFECT ON YOU, LIKE SO MUCH ELSE OF WHAT YOU CURRENTLY CONSIDER TO BE HARMLESS…

YES, you are BETTER THAN THE ANIMALS, BUT THERE ARE PLENTY OF OTHER FOLKS IN THIS WORLD WHO ARE BETTER THAN YOU BABE, and you should RESPECT THAT IF YOU WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM… You can extend this HONOR to the Animals if you wish AND MOST DO AT THE START, cause they don’t know any better (much as I promise you will GROW OUT of that) SO YOU CAN FEEL BETTER ABOUT BEING WHAT YOU CONSIDER AS WRONG TO THE POINT YOUR CAN TRY, IN A FULL BLOODED WAY, AS YOU REALLY NEED TO FEEL THE BEST YOU CAN ABOUT IT, or it is not even worth trying…

SERIOUSLY – YOU CAN NOT DO THE NEXT PRACTICE IN PART 4 IF YOU FEEL ‘WORSE THAN’, ALL THE TIME…

KNOW THAT YOUR ‘WORSE THAN’, IF LEFT UNCHECKED, WILL EVENTUALLY DESTROY ANY VALUE IN YOU.

SO Seriously – PLEASE TRY AND GET OVER THE FEAR OF MAKING A FOOL OF YOURSELF FAST, PART 3 SHOULD HAVE ALREADY WEAKENED IT, now actually TRY it, pick some low-level crap that doesn’t really matter except that YOU MAKE MAY A FOOL OF YOURSELF FOR A MOMENT, then just DO IT, cut a path through the FEAR in your mind by simply TRYING TO HUMILIATE YOURSELF IN MEANINGLESS WAYS NO ONE YOU KNOW WILL EVER SEE, UNTIL YOU REALIZE WHAT IT becomes – the CONFIDENCE that comes from learning how to fuck up with CLASS, TO THE POINT THAT FUCKING UP ACTUALLY IMPORVED YOU. Don’t do it rashly, crassly, or pointlessly, do things you have thought of before but stopped yourself from doing…

Now, it’s time to TOUCH ON the USE OF ELITISM BY DEVELOPING YOU ‘THE INDIVIDUAL’, THE 2ND LINE OF DEVELOPMENT, THE PUBLIC ONE…

SO, I NEED to say something IMPORTANT, but way ahead of the time when you will NEED TO BE IT – IT IS AN ADVANCED WARNING SO YOU CAN GET USED TO IT… BUT DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF THIS BIT, DO NOT SEE IT AS A NICE TO HAVE OR SOME DISTANT GOAL – THE FOLKS WHO GET THIS, WHO CAN RELATE TO IT ‘EVERY DAY’, FOR WHATEVER OBSCURE REASON IT APPEALS TO THEM, ARE THE FOLK WHO MAKE RAPID PROGRESS, WAY BEYOND PLAYING WITH A METHOD OR 2.

SEE TO BE ATTRACTED TO THIS PROCESS BECAUSE OF THIS OVERARCHING GOAL BELOW, IS A REPLACEMENT FOR YOUR CURRENT LACK OF WILLPOWER – IT IS ACTUALLY BETTER THAN WILLPOWER BECAUSE IT IS DIRECTLY CONNECTED TO ELITISM IN A WAY YOU WILL FEEL, EMOTIONALLY, SO IT WORKS LIKE A MAGNIFYING GLASS, LIKE AN AMPLIFIER.

See, IT WILL GET YOU OVER ALL MANNER OF ‘STICKING POINTS’ BY ‘SHOCKING YOU’, AS IT IS A SEPARATE LINE OF DEVELOPMENT, BUT IT IS DIRECTLY PARALLEL TO THE ONE WE WILL DISCUSS TODAY, so you have another thing you can DO when you can’t DO the main one, that will then HELP YOU do the main one, it is a fallback position, that means you won’t ever be STUCK, WAITING, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMETHING ELSE YOU CAN GET ON WITH…

However ‘counter’ that sounds to you, Trust Me, working on x2 lines of development is ALWAYS FASTER THAN WORKING ON 1 = WORKING ON CHARACTER CHANGE VIA ELITISM INFORMS YOUR WORK ON BEING AN INDIVIDUAL, and WORKING ON BEING AN INDIVIDUAL INFORMS YOUR WORK ON BEING ELITIST – THEY ARE SO CONNECTED THEY ACTUALLY FEED OFF EACH OTHER.

TO BE ELITIST IS TO BE ‘AN INDIVIDUAL’. 

TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL IS TO BE DRIVEN BY ELITISM, ‘BETTER THAN’ – EXCELLENCE AS CHARACTER – THE 2 CAN NOT BE SEPARATED.

IF YOU CAN SEPARATE THEM, THEN YOUR VIEW OF THE INDIVIDUAL IS WRONG, YOU MEAN A FREE SLAVE, A RICH SLAVE, STILL STUCK IN SOCIETY.

SPECIFICALLY, INDIVIDUALS SEE NO POINT IN YOUR SLAVE SOCIETY’S VALUES, MORALS, AND OPINIONS, THEY HAVE THE HONOR VALUE, INSTEAD.

ONLY GIFTED CAN BE INDIVIDUALS, ANIMALS OF ANY KIND NEED PACKS TO EXIST AT ALL – THEIR VALUE ACTUALLY COMES FROM SOCIETY.

THE POINT OF A SLAVE ANIMAL IS TO BE GOOD FOR SOCIETY – THAT IS ITS ‘VALUE’, THAT IT IS WHAT IT MUST CARE ABOUT, NOT ITSELF.

BUT THE POINT OF AN INDIVIDUAL IS TO BE GOOD FOR ITSELF AND DAMN ALL SLAVE SOCIETY – YOUR ‘VALUE’ COMES FROM SELF-CARE.

BE CLEAR – AT THE START IT IS THE VOLUME, QUALITY AND PRIORITY OF YOUR ‘CARES’ THAT MATTER – YOU MUST COME FIRST, AND YOU MUST FOCUS THE VAST MAJORITY OF YOUR CARE ON YOU.

YES – RIGHT NOW YOU TAKE ALMOST ZERO CARE OF YOURSELF, YET YOU CARE ABOUT FOREIGN WARS…

SO TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL YOU MUST DRAMATICALLY REDUCE WHAT ELSE YOU ‘CARE ABOUT’ EVERY DAY, FRANKLY EVEN NOTICE.

BE CLEAR – DOMESTICATED ANIMALS HAVE SOCIETY, INDIVIDUALS HAVE PERSONAL HONOR, THEY ARE FUNDAMENTALY DIFFERENT.

SOCIETAL VALUES ARE EVOLVING INTELLECTUAL CONSTRUCTS, DESIGNED TO DELIVER LAW, ORDER, AND PRODUCTION FOR THE MASSES NOT INDIVIDUALS  – THEY ARE FAKE. DOMESTICATED ANIMALS FAKE ADHERENCE TO THOSE FAKE VALUES, THEY PRETEND TO FOLLOW THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE FORCED TO BY SOCIETY. INDIVIDUAL VALUES ARE NATURAL, CONSCIENCE-LEVEL EMOTIONS THAT ARE ‘FELT’ – HONOR IS UNIVERSAL, IT IS REAL.

AN INDIVIDUAL IS DRIVEN BY THE VALUE OF ‘PERSONAL’ HONOR TO THE POINT IT IS A REAL, COMPELLING, FELT HIGHER EMOTION.

A PACK ANIMAL IS DRIVEN BY THE VALUES OF SOCIETY, OF THEIR HERD-ANIMAL VALUES, AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL, EG FITTING IN or GETTING CAUGHT.

HONOR IS THE ‘POINT OF YOU’ THE INDIVIDUAL – THERE IS NO POINT, NO ‘REAL YOU’, WITHOUT HONOR, OR YOU BECOME A TYRANT.

INDIVIDUALS ARE COMPELLED TO FOLLOW THE REAL VALUES OF HONOR TO ACCUMULATE MORE HONOR, AND BECAUSE AT A HIGHER LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS IT IS DEEPLY UNPLEASANT NOT TO, NOBODY FORCES THEM.

EVERYTHING COMES BACK TO THE ACCUMULATION AND EMPLOYMENT OF PERSONAL HONOR, WHICH FOR TODAY YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND SIMPLY AS THE POWER OF ‘LUCK’,

YES HONOR IS ‘FORTUNE’ – EITHER GOOD LUCK (Via HONOR) OR BAD LUCK (Via DISHONOR).

TO ACCUMULATE HONOR, YOU MUST FOCUS ON EXCELLENCE IN ALL THINGS, WHAT THE ANCIENTS CALLED ‘VIRTU’, WHICH IS BEST THOUGHT OF IN TERMS OF THE CONTINUAL ACHIEVEMENT OF ‘BETTER THAN’ IN SPECIFIC EVENTS, SO IT IS BIG ENOUGH TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. TO AVOID DISHONOR YOU MUST AVOID EVENTS THAT ARE BENEATH YOU, THAT TAINT YOU WITH ANIMAL SHIT, WITH FAILURE, WITH HUMILIATION, WITH MEDIOCRITY OF ALL KINDS, AND ADD MORE HONOR THAN YOU ALLOW DISHONOR TO HAPPEN TO YOU, BY CHASING HONOR AS POLICY.

HONOR IS NOT MORAL, HONOR IS PERSONAL, IT IS HOT AND DRY AND CLEAR, BUT DISHONOR IS WET AND COLD AND CLINGING, INSIDE YOU – Dishonor SMOOTHERS you like a wet blanket. So being an Individual can ONLY HAPPEN IF YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT OTHER FOLKS’ OPINIONS, YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN HONOR, THE TRUTH, AFTER YOU HAVE TESTED IT FOR ACTUAL TRUTH – EXCELLENCE. YOUR VALUE, YOUR POINT, is YOU, THE EXCELLENCE OF YOU, everything OUTSIDE OF THAT only exists in that context – NOTHING OUT THERE EXISTS FOR YOU OUTSIDE OF YOUR OWN REFERENCE POINT.

So, AS AN INDIVIDUAL always TRY AND ASK yourself before you think/feel/speak/act:

DOES THIS MATTER TO REAL YOU, OR IS IT ‘BENEATH YOU’…

SO COMPARE HOW IT ‘FEELS’, BIGGER OR SMALLER THAN YOU THE INDIVIDUAL, THEN USE THE WAY OF THE ARISTOCRAT TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO.

IF YOU HAVE BROKEN YOUR FEAR ENOUGH THEN THIS WILL WORK, FIRST ON SMALL THINGS, AND THEN ON BIGGER THINGS,

IF YOU HAVE NOT BROKEN YOUR FEAR THEN ANIMAL THINGS WILL STILL FEEL BIG, AND YOUR ARISTOS WILL FEEL SMALL.

SADLY YOU CANNOT FAKE IT, YOU MUST BREAK YOUR FEAR TO BE ARISTOS, ELSE YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO STOP AND TELL THE DIFFERENCE..

YES – YOUR FEELINGS TOWARD THINGS MUST CHANGE FIRST, IN LINE WITH YOUR FEARS, THAT IS WHY THIS WORKS.

SEE NO PATTERN BY ITSELF CAN DECIDE FOR YOU, ONLY THE WAY YOU FEEL DECIDES, AS IT MAKES IT OBVIOUS.

BUT IT REALLY HELPS TO LEARN THE ARISTOS PATTERNS EARLY, AS THEN YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN CHANGE HAPPENS.

AND THE CHANGE IS THE PROCESS IN PART 3 – DO NOT NEGLECT IT…

Animals are repelled by the concept of INDIVIDUALITY, IT NOT ONLY SCARES THEM, IT SEEMS TOTALLY AGAINST ‘WHO’ THEY ARE BECAUSE THEY are COMPELLED TO BE PART OF A HERD, TO SURVIVE, TO KNOW WHAT TO THINK, WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO SAY, TO EVEN EXIST AT ALL. All Animals care about is PROGRESSING UP THE PECKING ORDER OF THAT HERD, by being a SLIGHTLY better Animal than their neighbors, with slightly better clothes, cars and houses et al, whilst otherwise being so similar that they are a STEREOTYPE, so they tend to Hate Individuals, and seek to humiliate and destroy them even if they suspect you might be one.

See, they are PACK animals, INDIVIDUALS ARE A THREAT TO THE PACK, so it is actually natural for them to do this, no point in TRYING to CHANGE THEM – the recognition of the DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND THEM, when it comes, IS A TEST OF YOUR REAL CHARACTER, against their FAKE CHARACTER…

Gifted are intended to be Individuals, TO BE REAL, so they are SUPPOSED TO BE DIFFERENT, DIFFERENT IN SUCH A COMPELLING AND EXCELLENT WAY THAT ONE DAY THE ANIMALS MAY ACTUALLY HAVE TO COPY IT TO FIT IN, as they will want some of that other for themselves after the herd has validated it for them. But what is important today is to start ‘BEING AN INDIVIDUAL’, in reality, BECAUSE IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO WHEN YOU HAVE ACTUALLY CHANGED, so you can set yourself up for it.

So as the final part of this bridging statement, just to set the scene, I’ll cover off some stuff about STARTING TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL IN YOUR DAILY LIFE, as it is somewhat counter-intuitive, much as some of you may recognize yourself in this – many unschooled Gifted Behaviours Arc Back to this hidden desire in you.

Now, BEING an ‘Individual’, rather than being a ‘Pack Animal’ is a very Public Thing, but as an unschooled Gifted Slave you tend to chase ATTENTION, often in your ‘Secret Life’, AS THAT IS THE CLOSEST YOU EVER GET TO THE FEELING OF IT. The Aristos way is, obviously, to build your Reputation (BETTER SAID AS RENOWN), AS YOU CANNOT REALLY GET ANYWHERE DOING IT IN PRIVATE, YOU WILL NEVER ACTUALLY BE AN INDIVIDUAL IF YOU KEEP HIDING YOURSELF AWAY IN PUBLIC TO ‘FIT IN’. Doing it in Private, being unique in someway in Secret is a CLASSIC TRAP FOR THE GIFTED, as it GIVES YOU A HIT OF IT, whilst weakening your ability to BE IT ALL THE BLOODY TIME – it acts as another fake stimulant.

Now, in terms of the LINK FOR THIS POST – BEING AN INDIVIDUAL IS PREDICATED, ACTUALLY DEFINED BY BEING ‘BETTER THAN’, you cannot be an Individual if your feel Inferior, if you feel ‘WORSE THAN’, OBVIOUSLY – you will envy the other animals and try and be like them IN PUBLIC, SO YOU ARE EVEN LESS THAN YOU STARTED OUT AS, WHICH IS HALF YOUR PROBLEMS IF TRUTH BE TOLD. This is a HUGE MISTAKE – TO GO ALONG TO GET ALONG IS DEATH TO THE GIFTED…

So you must start to link the Elitism of this post with BEING AN INDIVIDUAL IN PUBLIC, AS THAT IS VERY USEFUL, IN TERMS OF TESTING ITS FEED BACK. Yes, you MUST do Self Care in PRIVATE, but YOU CAN START TO SIMPLY DISENGAGE FROM ACTIVITIES WHERE YOU ARE SIMPLY ONE OF THE HERD, PARTICULARLY WHERE YOU ARE ‘FED ON’, PICKED ON, BITCHED ON, CONTROLLED BY THE HERD. Then you can START TO RE-ENGAGE WITH ACTIVITIES THAT DEFINE YOU AS SEPARATE, DIFFERENT, A CLASS A PART FROM THE OTHERS AROUND YOU – TO HAVE A SEPARATE IDENTITY THAT IS MORE YOU, LESS HERD, THAT LOOKS LIKE YOU HAVE DONE IT TO SUIT YOURSELF and damn the opinion of the animals – if they snigger simply wrinkle your nose, smile and ask them if they are ‘OK..’, cause they are acting weird, maybe they have got their ‘MAN period’.

SO LETS START HAVING A BIT OF FUN WITH THIS HONOR STUFF, EH… GET YOU STARTED IN A REAL BUT UTTERLY PAINLESS WAY…

Yes, it is WAY TO EARLY TO START TALKING AND ACTING differently OUTSIDE OF SIMPLE JUDGEMENTS, BUT IT is NEVER TO EARLY FOR THE UNSCHOOLED GIFTED TO START ‘looking different’, in a rich, classy way, THAT IN SOMEWAY FEELS LIKE A SIGNATURE OF the real you, intuitively. It is not FASHION, it is about STYLE, CONSISTENT, ATTRACTIVE, GLAMOROUS STYLE, that is not overtly showy or attention-seeking. Most Importantly, THIS STYLE SHOULD BE BASED ON, AND EMPHAZISE AN ELEMENT OF YOURSELF YOU ARE CURRENTLY PROUD OFF, for ITS OWN SAKE, WHICH ONLY YOU CAN DECIDE. 

This Style then becomes A consistent THEME, as this STYLE IS USED TO CONTINUALLY SHOW OFF YOUR ‘WOW FACTOR’ because THAT FACTOR COMES FROM YOUR GIFT. The most important customer for this, for the feeling this ‘LOOK GIVES YOU’, is, of course, YOU – BECAUSE YOU NEED TO FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’, because OF THIS LOOK, BETTER THAN ANIMAL, FAKE YOU, THE TRAMP, WHO CARES ABOUT NOTHING. This then becomes a UNIFORM OF SORTS, IT BECOMES WHAT YOU FEEL BEST IN, POWERFUL IN, ‘MORE SAFE IN’ EVEN, IT IS THE UNFORM THAT FOLKS RECOGNIZE REAL YOU IN, UNCONSCIOUSLY.

WHEN YOU START TO JUDGE THIS INDIVIDUAL THEME FOR YOU, START WITH ITS ‘SHILOUETTE’. 

HOW YOU LOOK AS A SHAPE, STATIONARY AND MOVING IS THE HOME OF YOUR WOW FACTOR, IF NOT ALL OF IT. 

To end this bit please try a few different ones before you settle on a HOUSE STYLE FOR YOURSELF – don’t assume you fave party girl, date night, boys/girls night, corporate look, quirky look, or some shit I designed myself look is right, cause it is probably is not. Keep it elegant, keep it FITTED (so it feels tight) and avoid patterns, unless they have some type of Spiritual meaning to you. So focus on line, material, touchability, flow, color, FOCUS ON what YOU LOVE THE FEEL OF, and focus on the stuff that makes you feel powerful, not vulnerable, not exposed, not stuff that only works in this or that context.

However much you wish to advertise your sexual preferences, fetishes and love of bright colors, avoid what is now referred to as CLUB wear, or some retro throwback look, however ironic, TRY AND UNDERSTAND WHAT THE WORD CLASS MEANS, then add your style to it. Then make everything you own part of that STYLE, so you have no cheap shit you wear, THERE IS JUST YOUR STYLE, EVEN YOUR LOUNGEWEAR, YOUR YOGA CRAP IS STYLISH, even your bedtime T-Shirt etc etc, IS THIS STYLE, AND ITS FITS AND IS CLEAN AND IS PRESSED.

SO TO START BEING AN INDIVIDUAL, QUICKLY AND EASILY, DO TRY TO REMEMBER:

USE ELITISM ON YOURSELF, BE BETTER, LOOK BETTER – COMPETE WITH YOURSELF, WITH SHITTY OLD ‘FAKE YOU’.

YOU KNOW YOU ARE WINNING WHEN YOU FEEL BETTER THAN FAKE YOU USUALLY ALLOWS YOU TO FEEL – THAT IS HOW YOU WIN. 

THE FEELING YOU’RE LOOKING FOR, TRYING TO EVOKE IN THIS WAY WITH YOUR LOOK, THAT YOU WILL THEN ACT OUT BECAUSE OF HOW YOU ‘FEEL YOU LOOK’, IS THE ROOT OF ELEGANCE, WHICH IS ANOTHER WAY TO SAY ‘GRACE’, WHICH IS ANOTHER WAY TO SHOW YOUR ‘SPIRIT’.

SEE ALL TRULY GIFTED FOLKS HAVE A ‘WOW FACTOR’ BASED ON THEIR VISCERAL PHYSICALITY, USE IT, IT’S FREE HONOR.

DO NOT BURY YOUR ‘WOW FACTOR’ UNDER YOUR FEAR, DO NOT LET IT BE TAKEN FROM YOU, LIVE IN IT – ‘BASK’ IN IT…

THIS HIDDEN FACTOR IS WAY MORE PRECIOUS THAN YOUR ANIMAL ‘PLEASURE’, AS YOUR PLEASURES ARE THE EXACT SAME PLEASURES AS A RAT…

YES, YOU SHOULD ‘FEEL YOUR OWN WOW’ AS A POINT OF POLICY – THE TRICK, OF COURSE, IS TO FEEL YOUR CLOTHES AND SO KNOW HOW TO MOVE IN THEM, SO KEEP THEM VISCERAL AND FITTED. WHATEVER LEVEL OF FEELING YOU START WITH, KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AIMING FOR IS ‘BETTER THAN’.

Aristocrats have been using this simple trick to DRESS GOOD TO FEEL BETTER for thousands of years, to ALWAYS WEAR A DISTINCTIVE, ELEGANT LOOK that delivers that feeling of BETTER THAN, AND LESSENS THE FEELING OF FEAR. It’s about time you started NOW YOU UNDERSTAND WHY THAT IS – ITS A FREE WIN FOR ALL GIFTED IN OUT MODERN AGE, AND IT IS EASY BECAUSE YOU WILL ALREADY KNOW WHAT THAT LOOK IS, IN YOUR HEART… 

Yes, of course, it helps if you LOOK GOOD NAKED, but I’ve never met a highly Gifted man or woman who needed to be told that, as GIFTED folks have a very different relationship with THE FEELING IN THEIR BODIES and food than Animals, but that is all for another time. Just remember this is one of the oldest tricks in the book, so don’t be put off by what happens when you do this, how the animals react, learn to deal with it, whilst keeping them at a distance, AS THE BENEFITS DRAMATICALLY OUTWEIGH THE LIFE SHIT YOUR WOW FACTOR MAY CAUSE.

Trust me, one day you will wake up with a burning desire to BURN every piece of chain store crap you own, TO REMOVE THE ANIMAL FROM YOUR WARDROBE, and simply focus on 4 or 5 separate HIGH CLASS looks that you own multiple copies of. Then you will get what I am talking about today, as the need to FIT IN at some event, or with some Role you play will be worse than aggressive self-harm with a cheese grater, and I’m not joking – SO START NOW, as today we are all ABOUT THE FEELING OF BEING GIFTED. Burn your wardrobes full of chain-store shit, and be ready, willing and able to spend a month’s money on that JACKET that looked like it was designed, just for your Spirit.

SO, The POINT IS THIS 2ND LINE OF DEVELOPMENT IS THIS: 

THE ENTIRE SERIES OF ‘HOW TO BE GIFTED’ COMES TOGETHER AROUND ONE, CENTRAL PILLAR:

‘THE CULT OF THE INDIVIDUAL’, of ‘YOU THE IDOL’, EXTERNALLY…

SO ‘CONSCIOUS YOU’ NEEDS TO RECREATE YOU AS ‘YOU THE IDOL’, THE INDIVIDUAL.

TO DO THIS YOU MUST QUIETLY REJECT ALL THE VALUES OF YOUR HERD, AND REPLACE THEM WITH ARISTOCRATIC VALUES, SO YOU LEARN TO DISENGAGE FROM BEING A PACK ANIMAL, YOU SLOWLY STOP BEING ONE OF ‘THEM’, ALL THE TIME.

IT IS A BIG CHANGE, BUT ONCE YOU GET OVER THE INITIAL STEP OF NOT AGREEING WITH EVERYTHING, YOU WILL FIND HAVING YOUR ‘OWN OPINION’ OR ‘NO OPINION’ FEELS MUCH BETTER THAN THE HERD OPINION…

HOWEVER, THE CHALLENGE FOR MANY COMES WHEN YOU HAVE TO STOP RELYING ON THE HERD TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO, AND HELP YOU DO IT – THAT IS WHEN YOU GET TO FIND OUT IF YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUAL OR NOT…

SO THE TRICK, AT THE START, IS TO DO A LOT LESS, AND PUT ALL THAT TIME YOU USED TO PUT INTO CARING ABOUT THE HERD SHIT INTO CARING ABOUT YOURSELF, INSTEAD, AS THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.  

THE INDIVIDUAL IS EVERYTHING TO YOU NOW, ITS BIRTH, ITS MAINTENANCE, ITS GROWTH, THE LOVE YOU SHOULD SHOW ‘FOR YOU THE INDIVIDUAL’. YOUR INDIVIDUAL LIVES ON A HIGHER LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS, AND CLIMBING THAT LADDER IS THE ‘MEANING OF LIFE’.

BUT YOU MUST FIND YOURSELF THE INDIVIDUAL, INDEED YOU MUST CATCH UP TO THEM, VIA ELITISM, OR YOU WILL NEVER GET TO KNOW ANY OF THIS – YOU WILL LIVE YOUR LIFE PERPETUALLY IN THE DARK, SHOWING UP TO YOUR OWN LIFE JUST A MOMENT TOO LATE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

FOCUS ON BEING YOURSELF ALL THE TIME, AS ‘REAL YOU’, WHO IS ‘BETTER THAN’, BY ALL AND EVERY MEANS AVAILABLE.

SO YOU MUST START TO FEEL THE HONOR OR DISHONOR OF EVERYDAY LIFE, AND ACT ON IT. 

YES, YOU MUST ALREADY, EVEN AS YOU PRACTICE IT, BE AWARE THAT YOU NEED TO FEEL THIS STATE ALL THE MOTHERFUCKING TIME, TO BE ARISTOS. 

SO DAMN ALL YOUR HISTORY, DAMN ALL YOUR SITUATIONS, DAMN ALL YOUR LIMITATIONS, DAMN YOUR PARENTS, YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR ROLES, YOUR PRECIOUS SAFETY AND SECURITY, BUT MOST OF ALL DAMN YOUR FAKE FEAR OF EVERYTHING TO HELL AND BACK. Get ready to STYLE IT OUT AND BE YOURSELF, FIND YOUR HEARTS DESIRE, THEN FIND THE NEXT ONE, AND THE NEXT ONE… Get fucking on with it – BE RUTHLESS. 

What DA FUCK choice do think you have now, anyway – YOU WANT TO BE NOTHING, FAKE YOU FOREVER, SIMPLY DRIFTING WITH THE TIDES, BOBBING UP AND DOWN ON A SEA FULL OF DROWNING ANTS, TO FEEL A BIT BETTER, for a moment or two, WHILE YOU-LET-THOSE-ANTS-CLIMB-ALL-OVER-YOU-IN-A-FUTILE-ATTEMPT-TO-AVOID-THEIR-OTHERWISE-UNAVOIDABLE-FATE. Trust me, those ANTS will be more than happy to push you under so they can survive OFF THE BACK OF YOU – SO DAMN THE ANIMALS TOO.

It DOES NOT MATTER THAT YOU GOT BEAT DOWN WHEN YOU TRIED THIS AS A KID, when you actually were YOURSELF, that was then and this is now – You have HELP NOW, YOU CAN BE BETTER NOW, AND ITS EASY. What matters is that you are SPENDING HALF YOUR LIFE JUST COVERING UP (Sorry Bruce), you are NOT A FUCKING ‘DOG THAT HAS BEEN BEAT TO MUCH’ (Sorry, again), SO STOP ACTING LIKE ONE. There is JUST defeat, descent, and the ignominy of continual failure, the ANIMAL way, THE WAY OF THE SLAVE, THE WAY OF HUMILIATION AS A WAY OF LIFE, of trying to climb up the pecking orders of ANIMALS, for NO GOOD REASON WHAT-SO-EVER.

See the ANIMALS need THESE ENFORCED STANDARDS, AS IT RAISES THEM UP FROM ‘FERAL’ TO THE SOCIETAL STANDARD OF ‘USEFUL SLAVE’, but you don’t – THESE STANDARDS LOWER YOU, TO SEE YOUR JOB AS JUST SURVIVAL WITH A FEW INTERSPERED HEDONISTIC ‘FESTIVALS’, BOTH ANCIENT AND MODERN, TO KEEP YOU HAPPY HENCE CONTROLLED IS THE LIFE OF A SLAVE, AND YOU ARE NOT A SLAVE…

One day, when you have studied the Individual in YOU long enough, when you have seen it from every angle, from above and below, from on every scale of detail, through its entire LIFECYCLE, you will know what it means to be an Individual, hell you may even start to judge everything you DO, like you are LYING ON YOUR DEATH BED IN THE FINAL JUDGEMENT, LONG BEFORE YOU ACTUALLY GET THERE – ‘is this or that action/thought/word worthy of DEATH BED REMEMBERANCE’, is the question YOU WIL ASK. But that does not matter for today, YOU NEED TO ACTUALLY FEEL ARISTOS TO DO THAT, TO ‘WANT’ TO DO THAT…

For TODAY, ALL YOU CAN DO IS THIS –

Notice what you are actually doing and saying, RATHER THAN WHY YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING AND SAYING IT, then change it so it is MORE ARISTOS.

Check yourself all the time and JUDGE IT, BECAUSE ALMOST ALL OF IT IS NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU THE IDOL, is it – CHECK TO SEE IF IT WORTH CARING ABOUT. Currently, everything you do and say is INSTANTLY FORGETTABLE, its just the minimum shit you can get away with, ITS ‘YOU THE FECKLESS BITCH’, YOU ‘THE COMFORT CONSUMER’, You ARE BORROWING THE COOL OF A ‘FUCKING CHAIN STORE FOR ANIMALS’, which is not cool at all is it, IT IS WHAT DORKS DO, to believe they are BEING THEIR IDOLS BY COPYING THEM, WHICH IS HOW THEY SELL SHIT TO FOOLS, so WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THAT.

You have a WOW FACTOR, they DON’T, just try and get that at a basic level, WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEANS… SEE, You do all YOU DO BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO BLOODY SCARED TO BE YOURSELF, so you HAVE STOPPED CARING ABOUT YOURSELF. So, you MUST PLEASE THE ANIMALS SO THEY LET YOU BE ONE OF THEM, TO HIDE AMONGST THEM WHILST SECRETLY HATING THEM ALL. But You are not ONE OF THEM, are YOU… YOU ARE ‘BETTER THAN’ THAT –

Yes, it is VERY COMMON FOR THE GIFTED TO FEEL LIKE AN OUTSIDER IN SOCIETY ON EVERY LEVEL AS CHILDREN, BECAUSE YOU ARE – THERE IS NO VALUE IN LETTING IT SCARE YOU, you must deal with your REALITY, NOT RUN FROM IT. SPOILER ALERT – You are supposed to BE YOURSELF, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE BETTER THAN – THEY DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU, ONLY YOUR OWN KIND CAN, ALL THE ANIMALS CAN DO IS BE AMAZED YOU STOPPED TO TALK TO THEM, and then take advantage and steal from you, WHILST MAKING YOU BELEIVE THEY ARE HELPING YOU…

See, should you ever grow the balls to develop ‘you the individual’, you will realize THE GREATEST TRICK THE nastiest, COMMITTED, PARASITIC ANIMALS PLAY ON YOU, THE GIFTED is to GET YOU TO ‘CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO THEM’, PITY THEM, EMPHASIZE WITH THEIR EXCUSES, SO THEY ADOPT THE STANCE OF THE VICTIM IN ORDER TO CONTROL YOU. They PLAY YOU, the quality and class you were BORN WITH, against your OWN BETTER JUDGEMENT, BY THE AGGRESSIVE USE OF THIS STANCE, whilst actually just being a desperate, villainous blood-sucking BUG, ALL FAT, UGLY AND REPELLANT. Trust me, ONCE SEEN THROUGH, after upholding some minimum standard of manners, you will casually act as viciously as is necessary to get rid of them, with no more thought than it takes to crush a bug UNDERFOOT, and you won’t even remember that 2mins later – BECAUSE YOU WON’T CARE…

See, YOU’RE CONDITIONED TO CARE ABOUT SHIT AS A REACTION, AND HAVE AN OPINION, WHICH CONTINUALLY WEAKENS YOU, SCATTERS YOUR SPIRIT, YOUR POWER, YET YOU DON’T REALLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF! All that has to go now – YOU MUST DRAMATICALLY REDUCE THE NUMBER OF THINGS YOU CARE ABOUT AND START TO CARE ‘ONLY’ ABOUT YOURSELF, ABOUT ‘YOU THE IDOL’ AT A MEANINGFUL LEVEL, ABOVE ALL ELSE. Simply back away, DON’T SEEK HELP ALL THE TIME, DON’T TRY AND COMFORT DORKS, have no opinion, no point of view as you simply DON’T KNOW ENOUGH ANYWAY, it is easy when you TRY, and you will be amazed how quickly it works – JUST CHANGE THE CONVERSATION AND TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE USEFUL. 

This is the reason for the Aristocratic standard that is ‘KEEPING AN EMOTIONAL DISTANCE’ FROM EVERYTHING THAT DOES NOT IMPROVE YOU, THAT IS KEEPING YOUR DISTANCE FROM ALL THE FAKE, MADE-UP SHIT IN THIS WORLD, PARTICULARLY THE ANIMALS. From now on you have ONE CAUSE, ONE JOB – YOU THE GIFTED INDIVIDUAL. Sure, tell yourself you must be BETTER BEFORE YOU CAN HELP OTHERS, if you wish, but TRUST me, even that will pass when you realize JUST HOW MUCH YOU HAVE BEEN CONNED OVER THE YEARS – YOU NEED YOUR CARE, YOUR GAME, YOU POWER WAY MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE DOES, IT IS YOUR LIFE FORCE ITSELF, THEY ARE STEALING IT FOR KICKS AND MONEY…   

Don’t believe ANY OF THIS..? Sure, take a look at yourself – SEE, have YOU ever noticed you have a tendency to worship your Idols, your music and movie stars, your figureheads, your influencers, at a level that is simply not rational, not appropriate for who they are – BECAUSE YOU ARE SIMPLY REPRESSING THE GIFTED STANDARD OF WORSHIPPING ‘YOU THE INDIVIDUAL’, PROJECTING IT ONTO OTHERS, WHO ARE NOT EVEN WORTHY OF THAT, probably… YES, YOU MUST EVENTUALLY SEE THAT ALL YOUR UNSCHOOLED GIFTED HEDONISM IS JUST A HALF-ASS ATTEMPT TO BUY EXACTLY THE SAME FEELING you already have, YOU JUST DON’T KNOW HOW TO FEEL IT BY YOURSELF, SO YOU HAVE TO ‘FAKE IT’, LIKE AN ANIMAL.

But WHEN YOU READ PART 4, YOU WILL KNOW HOW…  Sure, I’d say you already KNOW ITS YOUR HERD THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, ALL THOSE VALUES YOU HAVE THAT YOU ACTUALLY DON’T HAVE, ALL THOSE THINGS YOU ARE TOLD TO CARE ABOUT THAT YOU DON ‘T CARE ABOUT, don’t you.

SEE, AT THE START, THAT IS WHAT BEING AN ELITIST INDIVIDUAL IS ACTUALLY ABOUT, stopping all that HERD SHIT, SO YOU CAN STOP BEING SHIT, and take a moment to BE YOUR SELF, for a change, and WORK ON YOUR HONOR, your LUCK – YOU MAYBE SUPRISED HOW QUICKLY IT CHANGES FROM THE DOGSHIT IT IS NOW WHEN YOU DO. In the meantime, we have to GIVE YOU SOME DIGNITY, SOME ‘BETTER THAN’, SOME REAL ELITISM, so your INDIVIDUAL HAS A CHANCE TO SHINE, and you don’t just fold up like a bitch at the first sign of trouble, again…

Maybe just find your OWN KIND EH, soften the blow – I know LONELINESS IS THE THING YOU FEAR THE MOST DAY TO DAY, much as YOU will DISCOVER THAT YOUR HERD makes you feel EVEN MORE LONLEY when you get the rest of this post – that is actually why you FEAR IT so much. Sure, I know you can’t see your own Blue/White Fire that swirls around your body just yet, an animal level no one can, but you might be surprised, when you stop caring about all this other fake shit, your fake values, your fake opinions, your false preferences and petty negative emotions, just how easy it is to sense the ‘PRESENCE’ OF IT IN OTHER GIFTED when in close proximity, particularly if they are a strong ‘match’ for your Gift…

But we have to move on, so leave this now, just maybe just try and find some meaning in the fact YOU ONLY DIE ONCE, YET WHEN YOU WAKE UP TO A NEW LIFE EVERY SINGLE DAY, it is what you VALUE THAT DECIDES WHAT YOU DO WITH IT. Look at what you DO, and then SEE your B/S VALUES…

SOME pretty VACOUS shit, eh, SAME AS THE REST OF YOUR HERD, is that all you are – A COW IN A FIELD FULL OF COWS, just walking back and forth between the hedges, fillin the time as painlessly as possible, every single day? See, that is all Cows ever do, because that is all they can do, they have no choice BUT TO ‘BE COWS’, much as their routines comfort them, the other cows comfort them, the food and drink comfort them, and they do their best to PLEASE. Yet THEIR FARMER DECIDES EVERYTHING FOR THEM, AND THEN KILLS THEM anyway, AS SOON AS their VALUE to him has gone, because they are Slaves, yet they believe they are Free because they have just enough TO COMFORT THEM INTO MAKING SLAVERY BEARABLE, just like YOU do.

THERE IS NO POINT TO THE LIFE OF A COW IN A FIELD, TO LIVE OUT SOMEONE ELSES LIFE, WITHOUT HONOR.

YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS, THAT’S WHY YOU ARE A GIFTED HEDONIST – MY COMPLIMENTS.

BUT THAT MODERN HEDONISM IS SHIT, A LIFE OF CREEPY DISHONOR – YOU HAVE ACCEPTED CONSTANT BAD LUCK AS NORMAL.

BUT DON’T WORRY, SEE I KNOW YOU LIKE THE ‘CENTRE OF ATTENTION’, TO BE WATCHED IN ALL THINGS HEDONISM, RATHER THAN THOSE WATCHERS, ALL CHUBBY SITTING AT THE BACK, THROWING DOLLARS, FAKING POWER OVER OTHERS. SO YOU CAN ACTUALLY DO HEDONISM, YOU ARE WORTHY OF THE PHRASE, THE NAME, IN ITS ANCIENT GREEK SENSE. SEE YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY PART OF YOUR HERD, AT ALL, YOUR HERD JUST CLAPS ALONG, YOU ARE THE ONE ‘DANCING THROUGH THE FIRE’ – YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DIFFERENT TO THEM.

SEE MANY OF YOU ARE ALREADY UNSCHOOLED GIFTED INDIVIDUALS, UP TO YOU TO DECIDE IF YOU WANT THE REST OF IT – ELITISM.

SEE THIS SERIES IS FOR ‘INDIVIDUALS’ WHO WANT TO KNOW THEIR POINT  – TO EXPLORE THE UNDISCOVERED COUNTRIES BEYOND THE FENCE. IF THAT IS NOT YOU, BEST STOP READING NOW – GO GET DRUNK, GET HIGH, GET LAID, AND WATCH THE NEWS SO YOU CAN PRETEND EVERYTHING IS OK. THERE IS NO HARM IN IT REALLY, AND I DON’T BLAME YOU, BUT IT IS BEST TO STOP DELUDING YOURSELF – YOU ARE HAPPY BEING NOBODY, SO DON’T COME HERE AGAIN PRETENDING YOU HAVE SOME HONOR, YOU ARE NOT WANTED, AS YOU HAVE DECIDED YOU ARE NOT WORTHY – YOU HAVE BOTTLED IT. 

SEE THIS POST IS FOR THE FOLKS WHO WANT TO BE ‘SOMEBODY’, BECAUSE THEY ALREADY KNOW THEY COULD BE.

TO YOU I SAY ‘TAKE HEART’,  THERE IS A TRICK TO THIS, AND YOU MAY FIND THAT TRICK COMES VERY EASY – FEELING YOUR ELITISM.

SO GIVE IT A GO – TRY STOPPING BEING NICE TO PEOPLE WHO ARE BENEATH YOU, THEY WILL UNDERSTAND, AND YOU WILL LEARN SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF, AT LEAST THAT YOU ARE NOT A DOORMAT, BECAUSE EVERYONE ALREADY ‘EXPECTS’ YOU TO BE BETTER THAN THAT. SURE, ITS BABY STEPS BUT YOU MUST START, PARTICULARLY IF YOU HAVE MADE A WHOLE LIFE STRATEGY OUT OF THE POPULARITY THAT GIFTED WEAKNESS BRINGS.. STILL, NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT, AND YOU WILL HAVE TO DO IT SOMEDAY OR BE DESTROYED BY IT.

SEE YOU ARE EITHER A SLAVE IN A HERD, OR AN INDIVIDUAL WITH A GIFT, YOU CAN’T CHANGE THAT, IT IS ONE OR THE OTHER.

AND YOU EITHER HAVE SOME HONOR OR YOU HAVE SOME DISHONOR – NATURE LAUGHS AT YOUR FAKE POLITICS.

NO NEED TO PLOT AND PLAN, SEE ITS A SORT OF ‘LAW OF NATURE’ – SIMPLY RECOGNIZE IN YOURSELF THAT THE PERSON YOU ARE TRYING TO PLEASE IS ‘BENEATH YOU’, THEN YOUR DESIRE TO PLEASE THEM WILL SLOWLY TURN INTO SOMETHING ELSE, AND THEY WILL KNOW… YOU HAVE EVERYTHING TO GAIN AND NOTHING TO LOSE, MUCH AS ONE DAY TO WILL LOSE THE CHOICE, AND WILL TRULY BE ‘SHIT OUT OF LUCK’. 

SO HAVE A GO AND CHOOSE, WHILE YOU STILL CAN –

ALL INDIVIDUALS USE THE FEELING OF ITS ‘BENEATH YOU’, ITS A STANDARD WAY TO MANAGE HONOR.

IT WORKS BECAUSE IT MAKES DIFFICULT THINGS EASY, UGLY THINGS SMALL, BORING THINGS DISAPPEAR, AND MUCH ELSE TOO.

SO STOP WORRYING ABOUT GETTING THINGS DONE, LET THINGS WORRY ABOUT YOU,

GIVEN TIME, IT WILL MAKE YOU INTO ‘SOMEBODY’ BETTER.

Worrying about all your shit is what got you into this mess in the first bloody place, so WORK ON the ‘FUCK YOU’ MINDSET of the INDIVIDUAL, IT WILL COME IN REAL HANDY LATER, even if you were not gifted it by your parents as a child, most find it comes really easy. FIND YOUR LUCK AND START TO TRUST IT – GIFTED FOLKS CAN USE THEIR LUCK AS A TOOL, AS A WEAPON, YOU JUST NEED TO CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARD LUCK, FIRST BY BELIEVING IT EXISTS AND CAN BE CHANGED. More than anything else to EXPECT GOOD LUCK AS NORMAL WILL MAKE YOU A LOT MORE SCARY, and a lot less animal trash…

Yes, did no one tell you that you are actually quite scary, so FOLKS just ASSUME IT, ALL THAT ENERGY AND INTENSITY MAKES YOU DANGEROUS, going against that aspect of yourself, for silly PC reasons, IS GOING AGAINST NATURE. That is a mistake which will cost you LATER, when all you can be is ‘WORSE THAN’, cause the energy you need for BETTER THAN will be long gone – YOU ARE WHAT REAL YOU IS, TO FIGHT IT IS TO DESTROY YOURSELF. 

So you get this now yes, YOU HAVE X2 LINES OF DEVELOPMENT TODAY – A ‘PRIVATE’ ONE OF HEAT WASHING FROM PART 3, and  A PUBLIC ONE, TO START DEVELOPING YOUR HONOR, in a nice easy way, no real effort required, so have a bit of fun with it, as defined above. BOTH OF THE PRACTICES OVERLAP, THEY HELP EACH OTHER, don’t forget that…

FINALLY…

It is useful to understand that STARTING TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL THROUGH THE USE OF THE HONOR CONCEPT CAN BE A SHARP CHANGE, A STEP FUNCTION, THAT TAKES SOME TIME. And that’s fine – there is no Pass or Fail with Honor, you need to feel its increase or decrease all the time to master HONOR, the process is constantly ongoing so YOU just need to get a grip on it, in specific activities SO YOU CAN START TO FEEL IT. We live in an age where Honor has GONE from the Western World – we are actually brought up to be dishonorable, to be villainous, cunning little things, PETTY CHANCERS, and Consumer Capitalists, SO HONOR IS ALIEN TO YOU, unless you were brought up in the Fighting classes – the Armed Forces, Law Enforcement, Organised Criminality ET AL. Your life becomes a Con, within a Con, within a Con, you LIE FOR A LIVING – there is no ‘still point’ in your ‘turning world’, it’s all FAKE.

So it can take a while to understand it, to separate it from some old Class System you remember from school, and see YOUR OWN LACK OF HONOR, YOU OWN CONTINUING ‘DIS-GRACE’, and the continuing bad luck associated with that, OTHERWISE, IT REMAINS NORMAL TO YOU. The very best way to do that is to start to DISTANCE YOURSELF FROM ALL OBVIOUS DISHONOR, to be a ‘passerby’, to walk away whenever you can – fighting it will be too much for you at the start as frankly, ALL YOU ARE IS DISHONOR right now, but you have to start somewhere. This distance, this casual cleaning up of your Conscience will do little in terms of your level of Energetic Honor, but the point of it is to learn the difference BETWEEN YOUR OLD NORMAL AND YOU NEW HONORABLE ONE, as one will feel a lot better than the other.

Try it, your conscience will help you, given you still have one… Understand?

So REMEMBER…

HONOR IS NOT ‘PR’, YOU HAVE TO ACTUALLY DO IT, BE IT, FEEL IT, FOR IT TO WORK ENERGETICALLY.

THEN YOUR LUCK WILL START TO IMPROVE, FOLKS WILL TREAT YOU BETTER, AND LEARN TO BE ‘WARY OF YOU’.

YOUR DISHONOR IS YOUR ACTUAL CURSE, NOT FAKE YOU, THE MORE YOU FEED IT, THE MORE BAD LUCK GROWS, TILL EVERYTHING GOES TO SHIT. 

NEVER FORGET – EVERYBODY SECRETLY HATES DISHONORABLE PEOPLE INSTINCTIVELY, EVEN THE OTHER VILLAINS, IT IS LIKE A BAD SMELL, that you can’t wash off. Awful truth be told, nobody cares what happens to villains, to the ‘TARNISHED’, SO EVEN THE LOWEST, CREEPIEST ANIMAL TRASH CAN STAB YOU THE BACK WITH TOTALY IMPUNITY, so they love to DO IT TO GIFTED ‘YOU’, to the high and mighty, makes them bigger for a moment, AS YOU CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT, CAN YOU. See, YOU HAVE NO CONSEQUENCE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO HONOR, SO YOU ARE UNLUCKY, SO BAD THINGS HAPPEN AND YOU THINK IT IS NORMAL – DISHONOR IS A CURSE IN THE OLD-SCHOOL USE OF THAT PHRASE… 

DO NOT DISCOUNT YOUR HONOR AS A ‘NICE TO HAVE’, OR WORTH LESS THAN YOUR DISHONORABLE ACTIVITIES TO YOU – IT IS LUCK AT A ‘SCRATCH CARD’ LEVEL, it is NOT FAKE YOU, NOT SOMETHING THAT CAN BE MANAGED IN THE MOMENT, AND CHANGED – IT IS THE RESULT OF WHAT FAKE YOU HAS DONE TO YOU. It is invisible, IT WORKS IN ADVANCE AND AHEAD OF TIME TO FUCK YOUR LIFE UP, with shitty people, shitty choices, and continual shitty problems appearing out of the blue. Yes, later in life your DISHONOR WILL EVEN DESTROY THE SHIT YOU ARE GOOD AT, YOUR JOB, YOUR RELATIONSHIPS, YOUR FUN, and in the end your WOW FACTOR, your looks, your health – YOU WILL ALWAYS EXPECT THE WORST, BECAUSE IT IS TRUE, FOR YOU. 

BUT YOUR HONOR, ONCE BUILT UP ABOVE THE LEVEL OF YOUR DISHONOR, WILL SMOOTH YOUR PATH, AND MAKE EVERYTHING much, much EASIER. At certain key levels of HONOR, YOU can ACTUALLY START TO RELY ON YOUR LUCK, ON ALWAYS BEING LUCKY, so you can PUT WAY LESS EFFORT INTO EVERYTHING. At certain levels of DISHONOR you are forced to face the need to DO WAY MORE THAN YOU THINK, as you must accept that everything you try WILL FAIL, FOR REASONS YOU CAN’T SEE AT THE BEGINNING BECAUSE THEY ARE INVISIBLE, you will NEED to have a contingency for everything. YOU WILL BECOME A FUCK UP, in every sense of the word BECAUSE YOU ARE ACTUALLY CURSED BY YOUR LEVEL OF DISHONOR, and you become a PLEASER…  

Indeed, YOU NEED TO HAVE REDUCED YOUR DISHONOR TO A REASONABLE DEGREE JUST TO START REAL DEVELOPMENT, which is why I have taught you the VUNERABILITY PROCESS AS PART OF PART 3 IN THIS SERIES, as it can go someway to WASHING THAT SHIT OFF YOU, TO REDUCING YOUR ‘STOREHOUSE’ OF DISHONOR. NOW YOU NEED TO ADD SOME HONOR TO BALANCE ALL THE MANY DISHONORS THAT ARE FORCED ON YOU EVERY DAY. LATER YOU WILL NEED A FOUNDATION OF THOSE SMALL HONORS TO BUT MUCH BIGGER HONORS ON TOP – as all good Politicians know even in this day and age, YOU NEED SOME PRETTY BIG GOOD STUFF, TO OUTWEIGH ALL YOUR CONTINUAL PETTY SHIT.

So here is the LAST BIT OF HONOR FOR TODAY – 

AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS, THE LEVEL YOU ARE STARTING AT, LUCK IS EVERYTHING.

EVERYTHING AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL IS BASIC ENERGY EXCHANGE, IN TERMS OF ITS QUANTITY AND QUALITY – YOU BUY WHAT YOU WANT WITH ENERGY.

THE SUCCESS OF THAT RESULT, IF ANYTHING HAPPENS AT ALL, IS DEPENDENT ON THE QUANTITY OF THAT ENERGY.

THE QUALITY OF THE RESULT, IF WHAT HAPPENS IS WHAT YOU WANTED, IS DEPENDENT ON THE QUALITY OF THAT ENERGY. 

HONOR/DISHONOR IS NOT QUANTITY, IT IS QUALITY, IT IS A ‘TAINT’, ‘FOR YOU’ (HONOR) OR ‘AGAINST YOU’ (DISHONOR).

YES, THAT TAINT WORKS BY APPEARING AS LUCK TO ANIMAL YOU.

THEREFORE THE LEVEL OF THAT TAINT DEFINES THE QUALITY OF YOUR LUCK, HENCE THE QUALITY OF YOUR RESULT, FOR GOOD OR ILL… SO MANAGE YOUR HONOR – USE THE VULNERABILITY PROCESS FOR ITS OWN SAKE AND WASH THAT SHIT OFF YOU IN PRIVATE, THEN HONOR CAN GROW TO BE AN ACTUAL SUPERPOWER THAT CHANGES YOUR LIFE, LONG BEFORE YOU CAN CHANGE YOURSELF – GOOD LUCK WILL BECOME NORMAL, BECAUSE YOU HAVE ALREADY PAID FOR IT, WITH HONOR.

Yep, there is a lot more to actual honor than you know, which is little more than Medieval Honor, Courtly Love, and Stately Honor, just parts of it. See there is Honor in Youth, in Health, in Fitness, in Strength, in Looks, in Speed, indeed in most folks Honor actually looks after itself until around 21 y/o, unless you binged hard on the drinks and drugs in your teens, as you have enough Gifted Honor to start with. But by 25 you will definitely need to be adding something back, and by 30 a lot back, otherwise your drug-fueled low mood will easily turn into DEPRESSION and WORST. Failure of all kinds will appear out of the SHADOWS, as your BILL has come due and you can’t pay it, and not just minor failure, it’s the big stuff, particularly relationships and jobs and money.

ALL FOR ANOTHER TIME NOW, INCLUDING THE PRECIOUS BALANCE YOU NEED TO HAVE HONOR DAY TO DAY, but enough for now, JUST REMEMBER:

TO BE ELITIST YOU NEED TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL OR YOU CAN’T DO IT, YOU WILL NEED SOCIETY’S OPINION…

TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL YOU NEED HONOR, ‘GOOD LUCK’, OTHERWISE YOU WON’T LAST LONG, OUTSIDE OF YOUR HERD…

BE CLEAR, ANIMALS NEED THE HERD TO SURVIVE, INDIVIDUALS NEED HONOR…

IT’S YOUR CHOICE, BUT IF YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE GIFTED WHO USES YOUR OWN PERVERTED, FAKE SENSE OF ‘ANIMAL HONOR’ TO KEEP THEMSELVES SANE, KNOW THAT THE DETAIL ABOVE IS THE REAL THING, YOUR BOLLOCKS IS SIMPLY DESIGNED TO KEEP YOUR CONSCIENCE QUIET, IT’S POISON. SHOWS YOU ARE GIFTED THOUGH, AS ANIMALS DON’T BOTHER, THEIR FELT DISHONOR IS BEING STUPID ENOUGH TO GET CAUGHT IN THE LIE, OTHERWISE ITS ALL GOOD TO THEM, AS THEY ALREADY EXPECT BAD LUCK… 

JUST REMEMBER, WHATEVER YOU THINK YOU KNOW – EITHER, YOU LOOK DOWN ON THEM, OR THEY LOOK DOWN ON YOU…

SEE THE POWER OF THIS – THAT NOT ONLY DO ‘WE’ LOOK DOWN ON YOU, ‘THEY’ LOOK DOWN ON YOU, EVEN ‘YOU’ LOOK DOWN ON YOU.. DON’T YOU. KEEP THIS IN MIND WHEN YOU MAKE THOSE BIG CHOICES, IT MAY HELP YOU UNDERSTAND WHY YOU FEEL SO ‘WORSE THAN’…

SO THAT IS WHAT ELITISM IS, THAT IS WHAT AN INDIVIDUAL IS, THAT IS WHAT HONOR IS, ACCEPT THEM ALL, NOW YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW TO EMPLOY THEM TO RAISE YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS IN THE NEXT PART 4 – TO BE PRESENT IN YOUR PRESENCE. If you have grasped the above, you will be fine, as the rest of this is SIMPLE TO BOTH UNDERSTAND AND DO, BECAUSE YOU WILL WANT TO…

Don’t dwell on this Bridging section, JUST ACCEPT IT AS KNOWLEDGE – in all truth, it is here simply to COMPENSATE FOR YOUR PISS POOR EDUCATION, AND TOTAL LACK OF ARISTOCRATIC VALUES THAT your ANCESTORS ACTUALLY HAD BEATEN INTO THEM VIA THE SOCIAL AND RELIGIOUS CLASS SYSTEMS THEY LIVED UNDER. But we are not ‘Fascisti’, we don’t believe in the One Party State, in Imperialism, in the Militarisation of Society, in Absolute Rulers, or the ‘Cult of Leadership’. See, much as the WORD itself means a bundle of Sticks and Double Headed Axe as the symbol of ‘Imperium’ (Absolute Power), it is actually ONE OF THE OLDEST 4TH WAY SYMBOLS IN EXISTENCE, ACTUALLY PREDATING THE ANCIENT GREEKS AND ETRUSCANS – a symbol of SPIRITUAL RANK OF the GODDESS inside (many of) you, as your early LGBTQ movements figured out 50 years ago…

BUT YOU DON’T EVEN REMEMBER SCHOOL, DO YOU, your school is now the organized Gas Lighting that is Social Fucking Media, where you judge the quality of information based on HOW MUCH MONEY FOLKS CAN SPEND ON CONVINCING you OF THEIR PERSPECTIVE, as the volume and density of information is EVERYTHING, the TRUTH of it is long gone. Your truth is simply the repetition of your vested interests, and YOU BUY THIS PETTY EVIL EVERY  DAY EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW THAT IS WHAT IT IS, cause you are an Animal, EVERYTHING YOU BELIEVE IS JUST ONE. MORE. FAKE PATTERN, ALL THEY NEED TO DO IS CUT IT – all they need to do is shout at you for long enough, and you BELIEVE ANY BLOODY THING…

GET IT? – YOU CANNOT TRUST YOURSELF ANYMORE – NOT YOUR FAULT, BUT IT IS YOUR PROBLEM IF YOU WANT TO STOP BEING ‘GAS LIT’ BY FAKE YOU FOR JUST LONG ENOUGH TO FIND REAL YOU, AND ‘CONNECT TO THEM’.

FOLLOW THE SYSTEM, NOT YOUR OPINION, YOUR OPINION IS JUST MORE SELF-HARM.

REMEMBER FOR MOST THEIR ‘OPINION’ IS SIMPLY THE CONTENT OF THEIR HERD, WITH A CONTEXT THAT ALWAYS CIRCLES BACK TO THE DEFENSE OF THEIR KEY FEATURE, THEIR CORE LIMITING BELIEF, ACQUIRED IN CHILDHOOD.

THIS FEATURE WILL TAKE SOME TIME TO SEE, SO FOR FOR NOW JUST KNOW IT IS ALWAYS ‘THE TWAT’ IN YOU, THAT NASTY DEFENSIVE PART OF YOU THAT DOES CASUAL ‘EVIL’, USUALLY COVERED BY YOUR FAKE SELF AS SOME COOL, FUNNY, SELF RIGHTEOUS ‘PERSONAL’ BELIEF THAT IT IS ‘GOOD’.

BUT THE BELIEF ITSELF DOES NOT MATTER, FAKE YOU DOES NOT CARE WHAT YOU THINK, FAKE YOU CARES ABOUT GETTING YOU TO ACT IN A CERTAIN WAY, TO HARM ‘YOURSELF’, AND STRENGTHEN ‘FAKE YOU’ – THAT BELIEF HAS NO POINT IN ITSELF, IT IS BOTH A ‘TRAP’ AND A ‘CURTAIN’.

KNOW THAT EVEN IF THAT BELIEF IS TRUE IN SOME (BIZARRE) WAY IT DOES NOT MATTER, IT IS A COVER FOR DOING BOTH YOURSELF AND OFTEN THOSE AROUND YOU A GREAT DEAL OF HARM BY WHAT IT CAUSES YOU TO SAY AND DO, UNCONSCIOUSLY – LOOK FOR THAT ACTION, IT IS HIDDEN.

NEVER FORGET THIS – YOUR KEY FEATURE FUCKS YOU OVER EVERY SINGLE DAY, AND YOU THINK IT IS ‘GOOD’, BECAUSE FAKE YOU FEELS ‘SAFE’ AND CLEVER IN THE FACT THAT THE JUSTIFICATION OF ITS CON ON YOU HAS WORKED – YOU HAVE BOUGHT IT, AGAIN AND AGAIN.

DOUBT YOURSELF IN THESE MOMENTS, MOST OF ALL – LOOK AT THAT JUSTIFICATION AND SEE IF ITS VALUE TO ‘YOU’ IS EVEN 1% OF THE VALUE YOU HAVE JUST LOST VIA THE COST OF THAT HIDDEN ACTION YOU ARE JUSTIFYING, BECAUSE IT IS PROBABLY NOT.

YES, LOOK BACK AT WHAT YOU ACTUALLY DID THAT FAKE YOU MADE YOU FEEL SO CLEVER OR SO RIGHT, FOR NO BENEFIT TO YOU WHATSOEVER, SEE THE PETTY EMOTION, AND SEE HOW IT IS TRIGGERED, WHAT MAKES YOU DO IT, AND KNOW THAT WAS FAKE YOU, HARMING YOU ON PURPOSE.

YES, WHEN YOU SEE THE ‘TRAP OF THE LIMITING BELIEF’, AND WHAT THE ‘ACTION BEHIND THE CURTAIN’ IS, LOOK FOR HOW FAKE YOU LINE’S UP THE TRIGGERS FOR IT WELL IN ADVANCE, SO YOU CAN START TO SEE THEM COMING AND STOP THEM.

YES, ALWAYS CHECK THE FEELING OF ‘SECRET CLEVERNESS’, AS ITS THE ULTIMATE EGO DEFENSE MECHANISM USED BY FAKE YOU, THEN KNOW THAT IT IS NOT ONLY NOT FUCKING CLEVER, ITS NOT EVEN FUCKING SECRET, YOU DORK – SO TRY AND GROW THE FUCK UP, WE HATE WILLFUL CHILDREN HERE…

YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING, WE DO, WE HAVE DONE IT, SO WE KNOW HOW TO HELP YOU DO IT. WE DON’T DO THIS FOR FAME OR MONEY, YOU WILL NEVER MEET US, SEE US ON THE NEWS, WE DO THIS OUT OF HONOR, WHICH ONLY BENEFITS US IF YOU BENEFIT FROM IT. SEE WE KNOW WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU, BECAUSE IT HAPPEN TO US TOO, THAT IS WHY WE HELP YOU IN THIS WAY. BUT YOU MUST BE ‘WORTH IT’, GIFTED, OTHERWISE ALL OF THIS IS A WASTE OF YOUR TIME, AND MINE.

SEE, IF YOU ARE WORTH IT THEN YOU ACTUALLY ARE ‘BETTER THAN’, WAY BEYOND BEING A BIT SMARTER, FASTER, STRONGER, PRETTIER, RICHER, SO YOU CAN FEEL THAT ELITISM AS FEELING ‘BETTER THAN’, AS THAT IS HOW YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO FEEL, ALL THE BLOODY TIME. See ELITISM is really JUST REAL YOU being A BIT MORE YOU for a change, rather than FAKE YOU being ALL OF YOU.

YES, WE KNOW, this RADICAL CHANGE PROCESS is a long, sliding scale of degrees of self-consciousness so you will bounce left and right for a while, so do try and find a point to latch onto, so the SEAT OF YOUR SOUL can stabilize a little IN A SLIGHTLY MORE SELF CONSCIOUS SPOT. FINDING AND RELEASING YOUR KEY FEATURE IS THE EASIEST WAY TO DO IT AT THE START, if you have the balls to see the TWAT IN YOURSELF AND LET IT HIT YOU HARD, let the knowledge of what that TWAT HAS DONE TO YOUR LIFE THUS FAR BURN, why you have failed, and will fail more and more OVERTIME, until you KILL IT…

So one more time: 

WE USE ELITISM TODAY TO HIGHLIGHT THE USE OF ‘FEELING ELITIST’ = ‘BETTER THAN’.

THIS FEELING IS RATHER THAN FEELING FEAR LIKE AN ANIMAL = ‘INFERIOR’ = ‘WORSE THAN’, AS A PROCESS FOR DEVELOPMENT.

SEE FEELING THE ELITIST ‘BETTER THAN’ IS WAY ABOVE FEELING ‘THE FEAR’ OF A DOMESTICATED ANIMAL AS ‘WORSE THAN’.

THIS FEELING IS HOW WE INCREASE YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS ENOUGH TO FIND THE EDGE OF YOUR PRESENCE, YOUR REAL YOU IN THE MOMENT, GIVEN YOU DON’T ALLOW FAKE YOU TO STEAL THE EMOTIONAL POWER YOU NEED TO DO IT, IN THE THAT SAME MOMENT.

EASY ENOUGH, EVEN FOR YOU, EH? 

In the immortal words of Napoleon Bonaparte – ‘Don’t tell me he is a CLEVER General, tell me is he LUCKY?’. 

Yes, don’t underestimate the POWER OF LUCK FOR GIFTED FOLKS – UNDERSTAND THAT RIGHT NOW YOU BELIEVE IN NORMAL ‘BAD LUCK’, THE ‘LAW OF AVERAGES’, WHICH WORKS IN THE MOMENT ON EVERY INDIVIDUAL CASE, WHICH IS NONSENSE – YOU HAVE EITHER GOOD LUCK OR BAD. SEE EVERYTHING HAS A NATURAL TAINT TO WORK FOR YOU OR AGAINST YOU IN THE MOMENT, SO WHEN THEY TEST THE LAW OF AVERAGES THEY FIND THAT IT ONLY WORKS (if at all) IN RETROSPECT, THERE IS NEVER A CASE WHERE THE ANSWER TO EVERY ROLL OF THE DICE IS ‘THE AVERAGE’ IN THE MOMENT, NEVER. IT IS ALWAYS IN YOUR FAVOUR OR NOT IN YOUR FAVOUR…

Worse, EVEN AFTER 10,000 ROLLS OF THOSE DICE THEY CANNOT TELL YOU WHAT THE NEXT ONE WILL BE, EVER, even the ‘snapshot’ averages are wrong, always weighted one way or the other… Some LAW that is eh, YET YOU BELIEVE IT, BECAUSE YOU ARE STOOOOPID – YOU CAN IMPROVE YOUR LUCK IF YOU ARE GIFTED, every time YOU ROLL THOSE DICE, now you know how, YOU DON’T NEED TO BELIEVE IN NORMAL…

I mean who the fuck wants to be ‘normal’ – trust me, if you ever meet any seriously BAD ‘old’ people, the soldiers, the gangsters, the security services, the killers of this world, they will tell you one simple truth – LUCK IS EVERYTHING because it is life or death, because without good luck they would be dead 10 times over by now, BY THE LAW OF AVERAGES. See they have both the urgent NEED and MEANS by which to manage their LUCK, and some of the LUCKY ONES learn to do it totally uncounseled and unconsciously, yet very EFFECTIVELY. YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEE THEIR LUCK ON THEM, once you have developed yourself, for EITHER GOOD OR THAT AWFUL, UNDULATING CROSS-HATCHED PATTERN OF ILL…

LEARN TO MANAGE YOUR LUCK, it’s VERY addictive for the Unschooled GIFTED – if YOU DO nothing else, ALWAYS ACT FROM the Mood of ‘BETTER THAN’ AS IF IT AMUSES YOU TO DO IT, IN ALL IMPORTANT THINGS, not ‘WORSE THAN’, not PETTY FEAR, OR PETTY DESIRE (which is a simple reaction to, and projection off, your Worse Than at a REPRESSED Animal Level). In this simplest of all ways you are then EXPECTING GOOD LUCK, NOT YOUR NORMAL BAD LUCK, and that matters, as it colors EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS FROM THAT ACTION.

DON’T KEEP EXPECTING THINGS TO BE HARD, SHIT, TO GO AGAINST YOU, its really dumb, if you are Gifted… SEE IN REALITY, THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS RANDOM CHANCE FOR THE GIFTED, IT’S ALL YOU, one way or another…  So EXPECT GOOD LUCK, NOT THE BULLSHIT THAT IS THE FAKE LAW OF AVERAGES – give it a try. Then do some work on your HONOR, as quickly as you like…

How to WORK ON YOUR HONOR, FAST? Easy…

STOP LYING, ALL THE TIME: 

SO BE HONEST ABOUT WHAT YOU KNOW OR SHUT THE FUCK UP – MUCH LESS AIMLESS CHAT, JUST SAY YOU DON’T KNOW.

STOP HIDING, SNEAKING AROUND, CONCEALING WHAT YOU ARE DOING FOR REAL LIKE A PUSSY – DO IT OR DON’T. 

STOP HAVING FAKE OPINIONS ABOUT SHIT YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT OTHER THAN HEARSAY, THE NEWS – DON’T BE the HERD. 

STOP CARING ABOUT BIG, IMPERSONAL THINGS BEYOND YOUR COMPREHENSION TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BIGGER – CARE ABOUT YOURSELF.

STOP BEING FAKE NICE TO ANIMALS FOR AN EASY LIFE, TO GET ALONG – YOU ‘DIS-GRACE’ YOURSELF, SO BECOME WEAKER, HARDER TO HELP.

DO WHAT YOU SAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO, OR DON’T SAY IT – STOP LETTING YOUR MOUTH RUN AWAY WITH YOU, CONTROL IT.

STOP DOING THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE TO FILL THE TIME, TO AVOID BOREDOM – DEVELOP YOURSELF INSTEAD, SO YOU ARE NOT BORED.

Simple eh, yet you simply won’t believe how QUICKLY YOUR LUCK WITH CHANGE. 

SEE FAKE YOU IS BUILT ON A WEB OF LIES YOU ONCE TOLD YOURSELF BUT NOW BELIEVE – IT LIES OUT OF HABIT, IT ACTUALLY IS ‘LIES’.

REAL YOU DOESN’T LIE TO YOU – REAL DOES NOT GIVE A FUCK, AS REAL YOU CAN COPE, SO DOES NOT NEED TO, SO IS ‘TRANSPARENT’.

REAL YOU IS ‘I AM THAT I AM’, REAL YOU TELLS YOU ‘WHO THE FUCK ARE THESE FREAKS TO JUDGE ME’ – CHECK YOURSELF BITCH, AND YOU MAY JUST FIND THAT I AM ‘BETTER THAN’ YOU, ‘BETTER THAN’ THEM, ‘BETTER THAN’ ALL OF THIS ANIMAL CRAP…

GET IT – YOU DON’T ‘ACT THIS FEELING OUT’, AND YOU DON’T REPRESS IT EITHER – YOU LIVE IN THIS FEELING WHILST BEING AS KIND AS YOU WISH, UNTIL IT REPLACES THE WAY YOU CURRENTLY FEEL, UNTIL IT REPLACES THE SCARED LITTLE RAT IN YOU, OK?

GREAT, as 2/3S OF THE ENERGY YOU HAVE AVAILABLE EVERY DAY GOES ON MAINTAINING ALL THIS FEAR-DRIVEN SHIT – DOUBT YOURSELF IN THE MOMENT, STOP DOING IT, THEN FORGET IT AND MOVE ON! SO STOP BEING SO FUCKING SCARED YOU HAVE TO LIE TO FIT IN, JUST STOP FITTING IN, MUCH AS YOU CAN FOR NOW, AND FIND YOUR OWN KIND – THEN ‘THEY WILL FIT IN WITH YOU’. YES, IT IS ‘REQUIRED’ OF THE GIFTED TO FIT IN WITH THEIR OWN KIND, AS YOUR GIFTED VALUE WILL BE RESPECTED FOR ITS OWN SAKE, FOR THE ACTUAL VALUE OF ‘YOUR ENERGETIC PRESENCE’.

IN ALL SERIOUSNESS – don’t you want to know what you are actually LIKE, underneath all these ridiculous layers of contrived, low-quality B/S – YOU WILL NEVER FIND YOUR PURPOSE, YOUR TASTE, YOUR POWER (ACTUALLY ALL THE SAME THING) IN THIS LIFE WHILE YOU ARE STUCK BEING SOME NASTY LITTLE AVERAGE OF ‘YOUR HERD’, parroting crap, day in, day out, EITHER ‘for THEM’ like a PLEASER, OR ‘against THEM’, like a BITCH (it’s all the same shit). 

So NEVER forget what Part 3 is designed to Deal with, NOW YOU UNDERSTAND ‘BETTER’:

FAKE YOU IS CREATED AND POWERED BY FEAR, ANIMAL-LEVEL FEAR. 

THIS CONSTANT, OFTEN REPRESSED FEAR CAUSES YOUR TRIVIAL THOUGHTS TO ‘MATTER’, BY ‘WEIGHTING’ THEM WITH THIS FEAR OR RELATED DESIRE.

FEAR POWERS ALL YOUR OBSESSIONAL OVERTHINKING, YOUR CONSTANT NEED TO THINK, THINK AGAIN, AND THEN FUCKING THINK SOME MORE. 

WITHOUT THIS FEAR, YOU WOULD SIMPLY NOT HAVE THOSE POINTLESS, ENDLESS THOUGHTS, THEY WOULD HAVE NO POWER OVER YOU, AND WOULD DIE AWAY A MOMENT AFTER YOUR PATTERNS TRIGGER THEM. 

SO DO THE PROCESS IN PART 3 UNTIL YOUR OBSCENE LEVELS OF THINKING, OF THIS CONSTANT WASTE OF YOUR POWER, GETS MUCH LESS. USE THE VISUAL FEAR TEST UNTIL IT IS DRAMATICALLY REDUCED, EVEN IF YOU DON’T NOTICE IT HAPPENING AT THE TIME. IN PARALLEL WITH THIS, YOU SHOULD WORK ON YOU THE INDIVIDUAL, SO YOU CAN START TO SEE HOW YOUR ‘REDUCTION OF FEAR’ POWERS YOUR ‘INCREASE IN QUALITY’, ready for Part4…

But whatever you DECIDE TO DO, KNOW THAT – 

YOU WILL NEVER, EVER ‘THINK STRAIGHT’ ABOUT ANYTHING UNTIL YOUR ANIMAL-LEVEL FEARS, AND RELATED ANIMAL-LEVEL DESIRES GET MUCH, MUCH LESS, SO THEY LITERALLY FEEL SMALLER.

THIS IS HOW RADICAL CHARACTER CHANGES WORKS, AND IT WORKS FOR ALL GIFTED IF THEY DO IT, RATHER THAN JUST THINK ABOUT (DOING) IT, LIKE A DELUSIONAL PUSSY – THE NEXT LARGEST CAUSE OF FAILURE.

AS YOU WILL SEE IN PART 4, ELTISIM IS THE BEGINNING OF A CONSCIENCE-LEVEL EMOTION, AN EMOTION THAT HAS A VERY SPECIFIC NAME BUT THE MEANING HAS BEEN LOST, SO YOU WILL NOW HAVE A MUCH BETTER CHANCE OF DOING IT CORRECTLY.

THIS NEW EMOTION IS ACTUALLY THE REFLECTION THAT ‘BETTER THAN’ CAUSES IN YOU, WHEN YOUR ‘BETTER THAN’ HAS GROWN AND STABILIZED AFTER YOU HAVE EVOKED IT MANY TIMES, SO IT BECOMES PERMANENT.

IF YOU WANT A RELIGIOUS REFERENCE KNOW THAT THIS IS WHAT CHRISTIANITY REFERS TO WHEN THE SPIRIT OF YOUR GOD ‘DYES’ YOUR CHARACTER A BETTER COLOUR, THROUGH THE REPETITION OF A PROCESS.

SEE, THE REASON YOU ARE ACTUALLY SUPERIOR IS YOUR ABILITY TO FEEL THIS EMOTION, BECAUSE THIS EMOTION MAKES YOUR FEEL SUPERIOR BEFORE BECOMING MUCH MORE, SO YOU MUST START THIS CYCLE BY EVOKING IT FIRST…

ONLY GIFTED CAN DO IT, AS ONLY GIFTED HAVE A CONSCIENCE…  

ALL WILL BE EXPLAINED IN PART 4, SO JUST KNOW FOR NOW – THE ABOVE IS THE BEGINNING OF ‘CONSEQUENCE’ AS AN ‘INDIVIDUAL’ – trust me, you are going to need it, AS WITHOUT IT YOU ARE ‘THE HERD’. JUST KNOW THAT THE PROCESS OF SELF-CARE IS EXEMPT FROM THIS PUBLICITY, AS YOU MUST CONCEAL IT AT THE START, SO NEVER REPEAT, NEVER APOLOGISE, NEVER EXPLAIN why you have changed to ANIMALS, SIMPLY DENY IT. 

And that is it… a quick 40k words (Sorry…) to get you thinking, and hopefully doing, so I’ll leave you with a quick summary:

YOU MUST EMBRACE ELITISM TO DO PART 4 AND RAISE YOUR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS EFFECTIVELY, HAVING MADE REAL PROGRESS WITH PART 3, BEFOREHAND. 

YOU MUST FEEL THE ‘BETTER THAN’ OF AN ARISTOS ‘SOMEBODY’, IN ORDER TO CHANGE FROM THE ‘WORSE THAN’ OF THE ‘NOBODY’ WHO IS YOUR CURRENT, ANIMAL ‘FAKE YOU’ – YOU MUST FEEL THE DIFFERENTIATION TO KNOW YOUR SOMEBODY IS ‘PRESENT’.

IN THE MEANTIME, YOU SHOULD PRACTICE THE ELITIST APPROACH TO LIFE SEPARATELY, GET USED TO HOW IT WORKS FOR YOU, IN YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES, EVERY DAY, WITH THE FOLKS AROUND YOU, IN PUBLIC.

SO YOU SHOULD TRY ON THE LIFE OF ‘THE INDIVIDUAL’, AS OPPOSED TO THE LIFE, THOUGHTS, ACTIONS AND EMOTIONS OF YOUR HERD, AND SWITCH AWAY FROM THAT GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, THE HIVE MIND, TO ‘YOUR MIND’, AS FAR AS YOU CAN NOW.

THIS LIFE IS BASED ON THE ACCUMULATION OF THE HONOR THAT IS ‘LUCK’, AND THE CLASS THAT IS THE JUDGEMENT OF ‘BENEATH YOU’.

BUT MOST OF ALL DO NOT NEGLECT THE EFFECT OF YOUR ‘WOW FACTOR’, SHOULD YOU BE LUCKY ENOUGH TO ACTUALLY HAVE ONE.

IT IS THE ANIMAL INTERPRETATION OF YOUR ACTUAL PRESENCE AS AN ENERGETIC FIELD THAT SURROUNDS YOU, OF ITS QUALITY IN THE MOMENT – IT IS ‘FELT’ BY OTHERS AROUND YOU, BUT DO NOT DEFINE IT AS JUST ‘SEX APPEAL’, IT IS ALREADY WAY MORE POWERFUL THAN THAT.

YES, KNOW THAT THIS FACTOR ALREADY DOMINATES YOUR WHOLE LIFE, WHAT ‘HAPPENS’, BOTH BY YOU, AND TO YOU, AND ITS LOSS WILL DEVASTATE YOU, YOU WILL NEVER RECOVER – THE REST OF YOUR EXISTENCE WILL BECOME A MEMORY OF YOUR ‘GOOD OLD DAYS’ – EMOTIONAL SUICIDE.

IN TIME, YOU WILL COME TO SEE THAT THE MANAGEMENT OF THE QUANTITY AND QUALITY OF YOUR PRESENCE IS WHAT THE GIFTED LIFE IS, DAY TO DAY – IT ALLOWS YOU TO ‘CHOOSE WHAT HAPPENS’, RATHER THAN ALWAYS EXPECT ‘WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN’ ANYWAY. 

Yes, I know – if you are a woman in the prime of life who considers themselves to be attractive, VIVACIOUS EVEN, then ALL the above is WAY EASIER than an older man who already considers his masculinity to be in decline BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT MANAGED IT, YOU HAVE WASTED IT ON FUCK ALL. However, don’t be put off by this – YOUR PRESENCE IS YOUR GIFT, USE IT OR LOSE IT, MANAGE IT EFFECTIVELY NOW, OR YOU WILL GET TO WATCH IT, AND YOU, SLOWLY DISAPPEAR…

So feel free to embrace your Inner Snobbery, YOUR CLASS, just DON’T SHOW IT, be a Passerby instead – WHAT YOU SHOW IS YOUR INNER HONOR, WHETHER YOU WANT TO, OR NOT…

And if you are going to embrace the Individual, say after a few tries you LIKE IT, then know the next step is to THINK ABOUT DEATH. NOT NOW OF COURSE, YOU HAVE WAY TO MUCH TO DO, JUST PUT A PIN IN IT, let it sit at the back of your mind, and maybe give it a glance or 2 every time you QUIT TRYING AND CHOOSE COMFORT INSTEAD. See right now your COMFORTS MAKE YOU SO FORGETABLE MOST FOLKS YOU HAVE EVER MET, that you don’t still see, HAVE ALREADY FORGOTTEN YOU, BUT NO ONE EVER FORGETS THE GIFTED baby, particularly THOSE FABLED FEW who master death…

YEP, as my regular readers should know by now, I MENTION DEATH, YOUR DEATH, more than most on this path, CAUSE I’M A ZENMAN – I KNOW ACCEPTANCE OF DEATH IS THE ULTIMATE SPEED UP IN ALL OF ZEN, much as you think it’s creepy, YOU ONLY REALLY HAVE ONE REAL FEAR = DEATH. SEE YOUR TOTAL DENIAL OF DEATH IS THE THING THAT KEEPS YOU AT YOUR MOST DELUSIONAL – YOU HAVE CREATED YOUR OTHER FEARS  BY REPRESSING your real fear of DEATH. TRUST ME, YOU ARE GOING TO DIE, SO WHY NOT THINK ABOUT it EH – see DEATH is actually your best friend, as DEATH IS A REAL BIG HELP IN GETTING YOU TO CHANGE. And when you know ‘how’ to think about it, you’ll see its REALLY EASY – SEE YOUR APPROACHING DEATH IS THE ONLY THING THAT GIVES YOUR DAILY LIFE ANY MEANING AT ALL, but I know you can’t see that yet.

If it helps to START, know that THE ‘productive life’ of an ANIMAL woman ends around your late Forties, for a man your early 60s, so no matter how long medical science can keep you alive (it’s around your 80s for most now, outside of your self harm) you will feel much, MUCH WORSE, WAY BEFORE YOUR DEATH HAPPENS – ALL YOU CHOICES WILL BE GONE, your life will be a medicated ‘sleep walk’. And you FORGET EVERYTHING ‘COOL’ YOU EVER DID, like it never happened, all YOUR EXCELLENT REASONS FOR BEING NOTHING, all your truth is GONE, see ‘you’ weren’t there, FAKE YOU WAS. Yet there are tales of the GIFTED living PRODUCTIVE LIVES FOR MANY HUNDREDS OF YEARS, indeed they only die when they ‘decide too’, if you want to believe that stuff, MUCH AS YOU PROBABLY believe that DEATH MEANS YOU SIMPLY CEASE TO EXIST.

No need to put yourself through Ingmar Bergman’s finest spiritual comments on this matter, much as there is no harm in watching ‘The 7th Seal’ or even ‘Through a Glass Darkly’ should you want to learn something about BOTH Life and Death, about the nature of Reality and Meaning. It’s just that right now YOU BLANK OUT ANY THOUGHTS OF DEATH TO SUCH A COMPREHENSIVE EXTENT you actually have no idea what the hell I’m talking about, do you… Do you not think that is kinda sad, THAT YOU HAVE NO CONCEPTION WHATSOEVER of what YOUR ongoing ‘AGING’ ACTUALLY MEANS, where that decay actually goes, in the end… 

So MAYBE, JUST LATE AT NIGHT, lying in bed as you drift off, think about your ‘deathbed remembrances’, AS SO FAR I’D SAY YOU WOULD BE STRUGGLING FOR ANY THAT YOU WOULD WANT to be SAID OUT LOUD, even in front of the total strangers who will most likely be standing there. And how fucking sad is that – THE TERRIFIED, LONELY END OF THE LIFE OF A HAPPY NOTHING, with everything you had, all the things you could have BEEN, YET how utterly gutless YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO GO OUT. Everything you have ever done WILL BE forgotten BY YOU, AS IN THE APPROACH OF DEATH YOUR FAKE YOU DISAPPEARS, and takes all your illusions with it, IT IS JUST ‘YOU’ THEN, TOTALLY UNPREPARED, and that can be hard…

Yes, you will need to make a ‘Friend of Death’, ONE DAY, if you want LIVE A LOT LONGER, so AT LEAST YOU CAN PLAN A ‘BEAUTIFUL DEATH’ THEN. Trust me, IT WILL FINALLY GIVE YOUR LIFE, YOUR EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY, some ACTUAL meaning – YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT PASSION IS, and that will CHANGE YOU QUICKER THAN ANYTHING ELSE I KNOW. Otherwise, you get to go on living the life of a Rat, in little 2 mins bursts, like you do now, IF YOU DON’T CHANGE RADICALLY, so the ‘charge’ in those moments WILL NOT BE lost, it will become a ‘Moment of Truth’ (Sorry, Ernest), like you so desperately want it be…

See thinking about DEATH IS NOT MACARBE, it will not HASTEN YOUR DEMISE, it is actually the other way around, just like so much of your shop-bought ‘Anti-Hero’ cool is. Know that this technique is a Spiritual standard that has been used for thousands of years, including the less PC aspects of your beloved Buddhism, to knock some sense into the senseless, so why not give it a go eh, when ready that is, as I appreciate many of you have never actually needed too, YET. But if you can keep in mind the TRUTH, that you ALWAYS may, and one day ACTUALLY will, DIE at any moment, then you will be unstoppable, AS YOU WILL LIVE HARDER THAN YOU EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE.

Yeah, I know you are not going to do any of that… So just TRY and have a little more CLASS, a little more HONOR, and a little more STYLE, every damn day. See when you start to understand what is ‘Beneath You’, what is ‘UnLucky’, and how to manage your ‘Wow factor’, particularly when you move, then you will start to FEEL YOUR PRESENCE, long before you have to find it in PART 4 of this series. KNOW, just like the Feature Image of this Post, you will start to understand WHAT IT ‘FEELS’ LIKE TO BOTH PERFECT YOURSELF AND YOUR ANIMAL, so it can become your number 1 job in daily life, rather than the total bollocks you currently make of it…

THEN YOU MAY EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR PERSONAL ‘BETTER THAN’ IS SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE BY EXPERIENCING IT – MUCH AS THAT FEELING IS THERE ALL THE TIME, THESE ACTIVITIES WILL MAKE IT MUCH STRONGER, SO ENJOY IT FOR IT’S OWN SAKE. 

SEE – REAL ‘BETTER THAN’ MAKES YOU MUCH, MUCH BIGGER, YOUR FAKE ‘WORSE THAN’ MAKES YOU MUCH smaller.

BUT RIGHT NOW YOU ONLY HAVE THAT SENSE OF A BIG SMALL YOU, SO SMALL YOU BELIEVE ITS big AS YOU HAVE NOTHING TO COMPARE TO, BECAUSE YOU LIVE AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL, SO YOU ARE SCARED SHITLESS, HOWEVER YOU DISTRACT YOURSELF AND REPRESS THAT, NOTHING WILL ‘CHANGE’ UNTIL YOU DO…

THIS IS WHAT CHARACTER CHANGE REALLY IS, AT A RADICAL LEVEL – YOU MUST GET MUCH BIGGER, AND THE OUTSIDE WORLD MUST GET MUCH SMALLER, SO YOU MUST STOP CARING ABOUT IT…

Obvious I know, but still – when you are just about to come out with one more obvious, cringy formulaic line in a vain attempt to COMFORT-YOURSELF-WITH-FAKE-CLEVERNESS-FOR-FEELING-EVEN-SMALLER-IN-THE-MOMENT, take a moment to look at the needs of the situation, of the ARISTOCRAT IN YOU, and do something that makes you feel BIGGER INSTEAD. Trust me one day, IF YOU DON’T CHANGE you will BE SO BLOODY SMALL your Fake You won’t even bother making you FEEL CLEVER anymore, WHATEVER YOU DO TO PLEASE IT, it will just laugh at you while it turns the screw, and then NOTHING WILL WORK, EVEN THAT SHIT YOU USED TO RELY ON…

You DON’T WANT TO KNOW WHAT THAT LOOKS LIKE, no one wants to see just how fucking pathetic their Fake Anti Hero actually is, and has always been, ALL THESE YEARS OF ‘ACTING THE MAGGOT’ – SO CHANGE IT.

Get the point of this ARISTOCRATIC STUFF, say of the concept of ‘Distance’ between US and THEM, the REASON for this approach is NOT TO SHOW OFF, IT IS TO EMPHASIZE THAT YOU ARE DIFFERENT TO THEM, you don’t even speak the same language, they don’t understand you, so what the fuck is the value in reacting, in ‘defending yourself’, they have no clue how you feel, so IGNORE IT AND GET ON WITH WHAT YOU NEED TO DO, OR WALK AWAY.

It is BENEATH YOU, it is obvious, childish, trite, cartoon crap, so to react to it is embarrassing – it not a matter of petty pride or stiff upper lip, it is a matter of the huge scale between the Gifted and Ants, WHY WOULD YOU CARE? Care about yourself for a CHANGE, focus on VALUING yourself ABOVE ALL ELSE. Now, when you look at that image ABOVE you should imagine your current fake self as some grubby little rat, scurrying away with a mouth full of shit, burrowing under the hedgerow to hide, because it is petrified the beautiful girl will laugh at it, and then her beautiful horse will kick it to DEATH, like all good Fairy Tales… 

Ahhhh, something just clicked, maybe? You finally get that WE are NOT NICE now, that to BE Aristos is to have CONSEQUENCE, otherwise, you are just a ‘WILLING VICTIM’ OF THEM, because you are too scared of the alternative? Cool, so maybe give your actual Hero a tryout, give the right-wing approach to ‘your life’ a spin and FUCK THE SELF SERVING POLITICS OF YOUR HERD, BE RUTHLESS instead of a doormat, and keep your ‘CONNECTION’ for your own kind. YES, LIVE IN YOUR REALITY FOR A CHANGE, by learning to step over the SHIT that surrounds it.   

Ahh… LOVE A COLD ENDING ME, hope you do too, see you all in Part 4, coming soon… In the meantime I repeat, none of this is a secret, none of this is hidden, none of this is hard, you just need to UNDERSTAND IT IS ACTUALLY FOR YOU, AND DO IT NOW, rather than pretend to do it, like some fucking influencer, some smelly smack head vagrant asking for ‘money for nothing’ (Sorry, Mark)…

Quote to end as always – yep, no apologies for this one, my 2nd favorite gangster movie of all time, however much it is almost spoiled by the jobbing thespian Craig, the character actors own it, and the script is so real you can actually feel it, helped largely by the amazing Voice of Lisa Gerrard. Never seen it? Watch it, learn something about the underbelly of the Western world and how visceral it feels to live in it. More than that, see how much of what I have just said above you can see IN IT, cause there is about 3 separate ‘layers’ of meaning in the below, but are you good enough to see any of them, yet…

‘You’re born, you take shit. You get out in the world, you take more shit. You climb a little higher, you take less shit. Till one day you’re up in the rarefied atmosphere and you’ve forgotten what shit even looks like. Welcome to the Layer Cake.’ Eddie Temple, Layer Cake. 

Laters,

TOB

 

PS 1…

For the sadder, LESS LIVED LIVES of those nice folks amongst you, THIS IS WHAT ‘BETTER THAN’ FEELS LIKE AT THE START – it is NOT the petty Pride in some petty fulfilled Desire or some petty Cleverness in secret, that is just to love your Fake Self like a fool, that is why your petty ‘Animal Pride Comes Before a Fall’, and all your little stimulants destroy you…

No, REAL ‘Better Than’ is to be ‘BIGGER THAN’, that is what LOVING your REAL SELF SO MUCH THAT IT BECOMES ‘PRESENT’, feels like. This is why many of the ‘GREAT AND GOOD’ of this world, having broken their FEAR, love standing on the top of mountains, tall buildings, in even the most trying of circumstances – they say Churchill used to do it every night during the London Blitz… 

See, for all the test folks like me USE on GIFTED types, the Shame, the Fear, the Arousal, the Pride, it is this one, THE ELITISM TEST, that shows best if you are a GOOD candidate for this STUFF – THE PATH OF THE ARISTOCRAT. SEE IT SHOWS IF THERE IS STILL ENOUGH LEFT OF ‘REAL YOU’ THAT YOU CAN BE HELPED, AS THE QUALITY OF YOUR EXISTING PRESENCE IS WHERE THE QUALITY OF YOUR ELITISM, YOUR ‘BIGGER THAN’ COMES FROM…

Turn it up LOUD ENOUGH TO VIBRATE THE GLASS, let Lisa G work her magic on you, open yourself up to it with the Heart Washing method, and if it does not reach you emotionally with a ‘POSITIVE TASTE’, then stop reading my blog…

 

PPS 2 – TRANCE MANIA.

Yes, before I leave this POST I need to touch on a particular group of Gifted Hedonists that have THE GREATEST ISSUE with the process so far BECAUSE OF WHAT THE PROCESS DOES, SPIRITUALLY as they have REPEATEDLY engaged in VOLUNTARY MANIA – TRANCE MANIA. Obviously, TRANCE IS A VERY SPIRITUAL THING, indeed many Hedonists come to development through experiences during MANIA, it is arguably ‘the’ cornerstone of all Shamanic practices. YES, WHAT YOU CALL HEDONISM has been practiced for tens of thousands of years on this planet, usually with drugs, but goes on today MAINLY FOR RECREATIONAL REASONS, even though most Hedonists intuitively know it is VERY DANGEROUS.

I NEED TO GO INTO A BIT DETAIL HERE, SO YOU GET HOW BAD THIS IS – it is important to understand that Trance Mania will have already changed you. But don’t worry too much while reading, I’VE ADDED SEVERAL HELPFUL BUT LATER DEV METHODS AT THE END TO ASSIST YOU IN PULLING BACK FROM MANIA, TO HELP FIX YOURSELF…    

Yes, this METHOD IS particularly important if you are susceptible to the spiritual equivalent of ‘blowing chunks’ – you regularly engage in highly emotional ‘MANIC’ states, both good and bad, and lose all control over yourself quite consciously, on purpose. This has become VERY COMMON IN THE MODERN AGE, where folks routinely aim to replicate PAGAN levels of ‘ecstasy’ IN SET HEDONISTIC circumstances, WITHOUT A 2ND THOUGHT. The correct use of these states in Spirituality, at a higher level, is too big a topic for this post, but just know now that incorrect use, at very low levels of consciousness LEADS TO PROBLEMS.

Now, when I say TRANCE MANIA I MEAN TO CHASE ‘EUPHORIA’ THROUGH MECHANICAL METHODS THAT PUT YOU, TO SOME DEGREE, IN A TRANCE LIKE STATE – YOU ENJOY BEING LOCKED INTO AN ALTERNATIVE STATE OF MIND. These methods are often combined as sensory overload is by far the easiest way to do it, such as bass-driven music, rapid and repetitive dance moves, drugs that affect your overall sensitivity, aggressive tension sex, attention-seeking crowd-pleasing, large crowds of folk doing the same thing etc etc ETC. ALL THIS LEADS TO THE SPIRITUAL STATE THAT IS MANIA, which BURNS UP YOUR SPIRIT IN REALTIME, and the level of Mania you achieve is directly related to your ‘strength of spirit’. 

Yes, your capacity for MANIA is a VERY GOOD SIGN for A HIGHLY GIFTED TYPE, but that does not mean you actually DO IT LIKE AN ANIMAL. See, TRANCE MANIA is an alternative path to this one, and one that DEAD ENDS, BECAUSE THE ENERGY YOU NEED FOR PERSONAL CATHARSIS IS GIVEN AWAY TO OTHERS – TRANCE BENEFITS THE HERD, THE GURU, NOT THE INDIVIDUAL, THE INDIVIDUAL IS ‘SACRIFICED’, like some slave girl at a Viking Ship funeral (look it up), WHILST THEY ENJOY THEIR DESTRUCTION AT SPIRITUAL LEVEL OF PLEASURE, related to their own level of GIFT. Yep, music festivals attract GIFTED folk, much as they also attract animal drug addicts, so there is no way for you to tell…

So, Spoiler Alert – ADDICTIVE MANIA IS A BAD SIGN FOR A STRONG FAKE YOU, particularly if these episodes occur in VERY LOW ANIMAL STATES OF MIND, rather than just raging, night terrors or dancing, and even those depend on what it is. But however extreme or bland the activity you use to trigger it, the use of MANIA AS A DRUG IS A GREENLIGHT FOR ‘YOUR FAKE YOU’ TO take TOTAL CONTROL OVER YOU without ANY OVERSIGHT. IT ALWAYS LEADS TO SOME FORM OF MENTAL ILLNESS later, because YOU ARE NOW CONTROLLED INSTINCTIVELY WITHOUT REFLECTION AS A ‘GOOD THING’, so Fake You will stop caring what you think, AND SHIT GETS WORSE WITH NO ATTEMPT AT JUSTIFICATION.

IN TIME YOU BECOME A ‘CONSCIOUS PUPPET’, A VOODOO DOLL, and even your Fake Character disappears, your values are whatever suits the Mania moment, and outside of these states life starts TO HURT, AND later these states themselves start to HURT. SO IF YOUR FAKE SELF IS MUCH STRONGER THAN NORMAL, DOUBLE DOWN, ‘KNOW WHAT IT IS’, AND TRY HARDER. THE PSYCHIATRIC WARDS OF THE WORLD ARE FULL OF PEOPLE WHO CAN NO LONGER CONTROL VERY NEGATIVE MANIC EPISODES AND LATER CAN NO LONGER STOP BEING MANIC AT ALL – ALL tendencies TOWARD MANIA ‘ESCALATE’, because it ‘burns up’ your spirit – THAT IS THE POINT OF IT.

This LEADS TO A PERMANENT SENSE OF ‘DESPERATION’ THAT YOU NOW CONSIDER ‘NORMAL’, a form of CONSTANT MANIC STATE WITH NO FOCUS, even in lesser HYPOMANIA cases, and must be avoided at all costs if you want to develop yourself, as I HAVE SAID MANY TIMES BEFORE ON THIS BLOG. So Mania is NOT HARMLESS FUN FOR THE GIFTED, it turns you into a Hamster who can’t stop running on that wheel, cause you no longer control it – it just spins faster and faster. You are constantly exhausted and emotionally drained, trying to keep all your plates spinning, so you become ‘phasey’, slipping in and out of increasingly strange states of mind, no longer able to really focus on anything else for more than a few mins.

Yes, YOU MAY BE LUCKY, YOU MAY HAVE A STRONG ‘REAL YOU’ THAT STEPS IN TO ‘BALANCE YOU’, even WELL into your 30s, so ‘afterward’ you think LOVE is the answer, JOY is the answer, your PETS are the answer, NATURE is the answer, your SAFE relationship is the answer, your KIDS are the answer, BUT THAT NEVER LASTS LONG. See that does not BREAK THE CYCLE, and as your REAL YOU declines YOUR ABILITY TO BALANCE YOURSELF DECLINES, AND DESPERATION AWAITS. You are actually destroying REAL YOU during MANIA, so you can’t expect that BALANCE to last forever, can you…

Now, IT’S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD FOR MOST GIFTED when they are educated and stopped, ONCE THEY ACCEPT THIS AND OWN UP TO IT, much as it can cause a very aberrant approach to ‘cherry picking’ at Development methods THAT SUIT YOUR PREFERRED TYPE OF MANIA, again not the end of the world. But, VERY FRANKLY, IF YOU HAVE REGULARLY ENGAGED IN ABUSIVE MANIA WHICH YOU NEED TO KEEP SECRET, YOU WILL PROBABLY NEED HELP TO GET YOU PAST IT – YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT DANGEROUS SHIT NOW WHICH NEEDS STUFF OUTSIDE OF THIS SYSTEM TO FIX, IF YOUR CONCIOUSNESS HAS ALREADY STARTED TO ‘SPLINTER’. IT IS A VERY PERSONAL AND OFTEN A VERY EMBARRASSING THING, SO TURN THAT FEAR INTO THE MOTIVATION TO DEAL WITH IT NOW, BEFORE IT GETS EVEN WORSE…

DO YOU UNDERSTAND? The method in part 3 is the EXACT OPPOSITE OF THE ‘DISSIPATION’ OF YOU THAT OCCURS IN TRANCE MANIA, IT RESTORES ‘I’ TO YOU, IT BRINGS YOU BACK TO YOURSELF. Indeed when most GIFTED get this ‘opposite polarity’ they find it extremely easy to relate to and therefore DO, THEY GET A VERY PRONOUNCED FEELING OF ‘BETTER THAN’, VERY QUICKLY, BECAUSE OF ABUSIVE TRANCE. See however good the process of dissipation in Group Trance Mania feels, know that sooner or later there is NOTHING LEFT TO DISSIPATE, SO HOWEVER MUCH FUN BEING SACRIFICED IS, KNOW THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE DOING – IT NEVER ENDS WELL, OBVIOUSLY.

But your FAKE YOU, who LOVES YOUR MANIA, makes it feel so cool, so clever and so right, SO will double down at the start and push you much harder, TO STOP YOU DOING THE PRACTICE. GET IT? It’s actually a very good sign for the Highly Gifted, whilst being a very dangerous time for you PERSONALLY – MANY GIFTED HEDONISTS USE THIS UNDERSTANDING TO TRULY EMBRACE THE SYSTEM, AS THEY FIND IT IS VERY REAL FOR THEM, just as long as they are not yet DESPERATE, as that is hard to fix, impossible for many, no matter how highly gifted you once were.

OK? RIGHT NOW YOU ARE JUST ‘FUEL FOR THE FIRE’, LIKE ALL THE ANIMAL MORONS, BREATHING IN THE SMOKE, DANCING AROUND THE SHAMAN’S CAMPFIRE AND BANGING THEIR BLOODY DRUMS HAVE BEEN SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME, AND YOU DON’T EVEN GET THE WARMTH OF IT DO YOU, YOU ARE ALWAYS COLD… SO IF YOU SEE ‘ANY OF YOURSELF’ IN THE ABOVE PLEASE GO DO PART3 UNTIL YOU FEEL BETTER, MUCH ‘BETTER THAN’ YOU USED TO.

IN THE MEANTIME, KNOW FOR CERTAIN – really don’t mean to be harsh but it’s better you know this… 

YOUR LIFE IS ON FIRE, BECAUSE YOU ARE ON FIRE IN A BAD WAY, SO THIS IS URGENT,

BUT YOU MUST HELP YOURSELF TO PROVE YOU ARE WORTH HELPING.

SEE TRANCE MANIA HAS A VERY SPECIFIC, VERY COMMON, AND VERY NASTY SIDE EFFECT.

EXCESSIVE MANIA USE TURNS YOU INTO A HABITUAL LIAR BECAUSE LYING MAKES YOU FEEL ‘CLEVER’ AS A THRILL FROM FAKE YOU.

YOU START TO LIE WHEN THERE IS NO NEED TO, AND EVENTUALLY, YOU LOSE ALL FEELING OF WHAT IS TRUTH OR LIES.

THE MORE DESPERATE YOU GET, THE MORE YOU WILL LIE, BOTH TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS.

IT IS A VERY BAD SIGN FOR A VERY STRONG FAKE YOU, AS FAKE YOU IS NOT ONLY ‘LYING’, IT IS ALSO THE ‘LIE’ ITSELF – TRY AND UNDERSTAND THIS. YOUR WHOLE LIFE BECOMES MULTIPLE LEVELS OF SECRET CLEVERNESS, AS A CHEAP THRILL – A REWARD FROM FAKE YOU FOR GOING ALONG WITH YOUR FAKE SELF IN THE ONGOING SACRIFICE OF REAL YOU via YOUR MANIA.

YOU MUST GIVE UP THIS ANIMAL ‘CLEVERNESS’ OF CONSTANT LYING TO BE HELPED,

FAKE YOU MAKES YOU LIE, AND MANIA STRENGTHENS YOUR FAKE YOU TO THE POINT YOU LIE ALL THE TIME.

SO FAKE YOU WILL ATTACK ANYTHING YOU TRY TO DO TO HELP YOURSELF, WITH LIES, MISTRUST OR OTHER ANIMAL PARASITES.

THERE IS NO POINT IN TALKING TO YOU PRIOR TO WEAKENING YOUR FAKE YOU – YOU WON’T EVEN HEAR WHAT I SAY.

UNDERSTAND THIS – SO MANY GIFTED SEEKERS ARE IGNORED BY US SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THIS ISSUE, SEE WE KNOW WHEN YOU GET OVER THIS MANIC LYING YOU WILL REACH OUT BECAUSE YOUR ‘REAL YOU’ WILL ‘WANT TO’ MORE THAN YOUR ‘FAKE YOU’ CAN STOP YOU, SO ALL INTERVENTION PRIOR TO THAT IS POINTLESS, INDEED IT WILL PROBABLY MAKE YOU WORSE. Yes, there is ALWAYS a point to being RUTHLESS…

THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN DO THIS IS ‘HEART WASHING’, LATER COMBINED WITH THE HONOR PROCESSES, BUT YOU WILL NEED TO DO IT HARD.

IT IS GOOD YOU GET TO THIS ISSUE BEFORE YOUR LUCK GOES BAD, BEFORE SHIT STARTS TO GO WRONG FOR ‘NO REASON’, ALL THE TIME.

SEE, AT A CERTAIN LEVEL OF MANIC CLEVERNESS YOUR LYING CHANGES IN CHARACTER, ITS NOT JUST A POISON, IT BECOMES ‘CORROSIVE’.

SO YOU BECOME ‘BAD LUCK’, A WALKING, TALKING ‘CURSE’ – ALL YOUR NATURAL HONOR WILL BE GONE.

AFTER THIS, WHATEVER ‘WOW FACTOR’ YOU ONCE HAD WILL GO NEXT, AND YOU WILL GET TO WATCH IT GO, OFTEN OVERNIGHT.

THE EFFECT ON THE WEAKER FOLKS AND ANIMALS AROUND YOU CAN BE QUITE DRAMATIC OVER TIME, EVEN IF THEY DON’T INSTINCTIVELY BACK AWAY FROM THE ‘DEADNESS’ IN YOUR EYES. SO WHEN YOU NOTICE YOUR FACE HAS BECOME ‘PLAIN’, OR WORSE, DON’T JUST TRY AND COVER IT UP, DO SOMETHING TO GET IT BACK, BEFORE YOU START TO LOOK LIKE A ‘PARASITE’, AND YOU FIND YOU NOW REPEL FOLKS WHO ONCE LOVED YOU…

The good news, should you wanna see it, is that the POSITIVE effect on your life of fixing this by developing yourself can be VERY DRAMATIC, simply because of where you are starting from. If nothing else the HIGHLY GIFTED often find that REAL YOU IS THE POLAR OPPOSITE OF WHAT SACRIFICIAL YOU HAS BECOME, making it much easier to disown that nasty little mess via the process in part 4, where you actually change from the NOBODY in part 3 to SOMEBODY, into something ‘BETTER THAN’. Yes, KNOW THE REWARD FOR BREAKING THE DAMAGE DONE BY ADDICTIVE TRANCE MANIA IS VERY HIGH IN SPIRITUAL TERMS, as your NATURAL HIGH LEVEL OF HONOR, YOUR ‘LUCK’ WILL RETURN, but you will need the method in Part 3 SERIOUSLY, to have any chance at all.

I wish you good luck, SO GO GET THE FUCK ON WITH IT, while you still can – YOU MUST KILL YOUR FAKE CLEVERNESS BEFORE IT KILLS YOU, before you become what many folks would still call slightly EVIL, even in this day and age. Honestly – do you actually want to watch yourself rapidly turn into a monster IN YOUR LATE 30S, for your face to become ‘sharp’, blemished, blotchy, floppy, lined, lopsided, hairy, repulsive to the point that even modern makeup cannot hide it…

Do know what a pathetic waste of yourself THIS MANIA SHIT is, ONE OF THE ULTIMATE ‘PASSE’ STEREOTYPES OF FAILURE IN ALL SPIRITUALITY. Sure, many of this type may not have much chance left at actual development, but at least you can stop becoming a DELUSIONAL CARTOON VILLIAN, who tells everyone they are a VICTIM, in the vain attempt TO HIDE THE CORNY little MONSTER, the office TRAP DOOR SPIDER everyone already knows you are (did you notice your skin crawl there? good…). EVERYTHING HAS HAPPENED BEFORE, frankly, it’s not even interesting to anyone but YOU, much I HOPE FOR YOUR SAKE THAT ‘YOU’ STILL FIND ‘YOU’ at least SLIGHTLY INTERESTING…

FINALLY FOR MANIA – DO TRY AND TOUGHEN THE FUCK UP A BIT. See Trance Mania particularly makes you VERY SENSITIVE, so everything takes on more significance than it actually has, SO YOU BECOME FLAKEY, CONSTANTLY DISTRACTED, so the normal people around start to think you are really bloody STUPID, even though you are not. Know this sensitivity is actually a good thing when used correctly in Development, as it becomes the correct use of Trance Mania AGAINST YOUR FAKE YOU. But all the time, at an animal level, this overreaction to nothing is NOT good, as its not only incredibly wearing on those around you, IT MAKES YOU VERY FRAGILE, so everything becomes the end of the world, even when you have just dropped a cup. Over time you believe that you are crap too because of this, and so increasingly rely on others to do things you can actually do, making you dependent and even weaker.

So even before you do Part 4, you should try and get some Aristocratic ‘distance in time’ from yourself – nothing you experience at an animal level is happening now, it is all in the past, so stop reflecting on it like its important, see the ‘now’ as in the ‘past’. THIS IS THE LEFT-HAND PATH, SO NO MATTER HOW ROCK ‘N ROLL YOU ARE, KNOW THAT YOU NEED SOME SAND FOR THIS STUFF, as it can get both hard and scary – BEING FRAGILE WILL STOP YOU QUICKLY THAN MOST THINGS. Yes, Aristos Distance is a harder concept than many others at the start, so just know your reactions are OUT OF DATE, even before you express them, so to express them makes you look really dumb – this will stop you being so jumpy, even make you wiser, as your INITIAL REACTIONS ARE USUALLY WRONG, AS A FORM OF CONTROL BY FAKE YOU.

It’s important not to be TRIVIALIZED by life, by the way you are treated because of what you have become and the OBVIOUS LIES YOU TELL – KNOW YOU ARE BETTER THAN THIS, REMIND YOURSELF OF THAT WHEN ITS ALL A BIT SHIT. So look back at what was good about you in your early teens, what people liked, WHAT YOU ENJOYED STUDYING, and who you were instinctively before all your domestication fucked up your life. YOU NEED TO FIND ‘THAT EDGE’ IN YOU AGAIN, that razor edge of the ‘front of your mind’, SO IT IS KEEN AGAIN, where you can go against your domestication that is your life, where things ‘LOOK different’. See right now the ‘FRONT OF YOUR MIND’ IS OCCUPIED BY FAKE YOU, Conscious you is just staring out the back like a moron…

See, to really Do this development stuff, YOU NEED TO BE ‘AN ELITIST’ AGAIN, BE ‘BETTER THAN’, as all GIFTED DO WHEN THEY ARE YOUNG – THAT IS WHAT ‘LEARNING’ IS, THE DESIRE TO ‘KNOW BETTER’, for whatever reason. See, You need to go back to the ‘learning state of mind’, what Zen Folks call the ‘BEGINNERS MIND’, where everything is new, in the knowledge that you will need to pass TESTS. Does not matter what your score on that test, or even if you ever take them – YOU MUST START TO STUDY DEVELOPMENT LIKE IT WILL MATTER IN THE FUTURE, TO REMEMBER IT, rather than just interest you for a moment now, BEFORE YOU GO RIGHT BACK TO BEING SHIT. Then you will GET BETTER, enough SO YOU FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’…

Little treat now – for you, who have read a difficult section at the end of this post I will tell you a little teacher secret, INDEED I WILL TELL YOU THE QUICKEST AND EASIEST WAY TO START BEING ELITIST: 

WHENEVER YOU DON’T HAVE TO THINK OR DO SOMETHING QUICKLY, STOP THINKING AND DIRECT YOUR MIND TO TAKE PLEASURE VISCERALLY FROM THINGS AROUND YOU, WITHOUT THE USE OF SEXUAL AROUSAL OR FIDGETING.

IT IS IMPORTANT YOU DON’T DO THIS AS A FORM OF COMFORT, IN THE NORMAL FEAR/DESIRE CYCLE OF DISTRACTION, THIS IS ABOVE THAT, AND IS THE USE OF PLEASURE FOR ITS OWN SAKE, RATHER THAN A REACTION TO FEELING BAD, SO NO SEX OR TWITCHING.

SO YOU MOVE SLOWLY TO TAKE PLEASURE IN THE MILD SENSATIONS ON OFFER FROM OBJECTS OR YOUR BODY, EITHER VIA YOUR SENSE OF TOUCH, SIGHT, SOUND OR SMELL, AND LATER YOUR EMOTION OF THE ‘APPRECIATION OF BEAUTY’ – TASTE.

WHEN YOU HAVE TO DO THINGS YOU FIND BORING SET YOURSELF UP TO TAKE PLEASURE FROM THEM, LOOK AT THEM DIFFERENTLY AS A SOURCE OF PLEASURE VIA SENSATION, EVEN CHANGE HOW YOU NORMALLY DO THEM TO CREATE THAT.

ALWAYS OPEN YOURSELF UP FIRST, USE THE VULNERABILITY TRICKS FROM PART 3, SO EVERYTHING HITS HARDER – DIRECT YOUR MIND TO LOOK FOR PLEASURE EVERY TIME, DON’T JUST DO WHAT YOU USED LAST TIME, KEEP CHANGING IT UP.

BUT YOU DO NOT FIND THINGS FUNNY OR USE YOUR IMAGINATION, AT ALL, AND YOU DO NOT USE ANYONE ELSE, SPEAK OR MAKE ANY NOISE AT ALL – THIS IS A VERY PRIVATE THING, AND YOU DON’T TALK ABOUT IT.

YOU MUST BECOME VERY PRESENT TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS, BUT WHEN YOU DO YOU WILL REALIZE WHAT IT MEANS, WHAT IT ALLOWS YOU DO BETTER IN ALL THINGS, BY THE USE OF PLEASURE TO HOLD YOUR ATTENTION FIXED.

THERE ARE A MILLION WAYS TO START, BUT AT THE START STICK TO THE FEELING OF MOVEMENTS IN YOUR BODY, OR THE TEXTURE OF THINGS, LATER EXPAND THIS TO APPRECIATING THE QUALITY OF THINGS, THE SHAPE, PRECISION, FINISH, IMPACT, COLOUR, WEIGHT, HEAT, COLD, LIGHT…

DON’T FOCUS ON BEING VISUAL LIKE AN ANIMAL ALL THE TIME, THE GIFTED SENSES OF BOTH TOUCH AND SMELL ARE FAR STRONGER THAN ANIMALS, PARTICULARLY SMELL, SO EXPLORE THAT CONSTANT PLEASURE OF SMELLING NICE, AS IT IS AN EASY WIN.

IF YOU HAVE LEARNED HOW TO DRESS YOURSELF THEN THE SENSATION OF CLOTHES, MATERIAL, TIGHTNESS, AND ROUGHNESS CAN BE VERY EFFECTIVE FOR MANY, AS YOU SIMPLY HAVE TO MOVE, GRACEFULLY AND ACCURATELY.

THIS THEN LEADS TO THE SELF-APPRECIATION OF YOU, YOUR WOW FACTOR, YOUR GRACE, AND YOUR PRESENCE.

IN TIME YOU WILL COME TO SEE THAT YOUR PRESENCE IMPROVES THINGS, JUST BE STANDING THERE, DOING NOTHING, AS YOUR PLEASURE IN THE ‘EMOTIONAL TENSION BENEATH RELAXATION’, THAT YOU FEEL BECAUSE OF YOUR RELAXATON, IMPROVES, AND DEEPENS.

SO WHY NOT GET A HEAD START NOW WITH SOMETHING THAT WILL HAPPEN ANYWAY…

It can take a while for normal folks to ‘get’ this, but if you have messed much with TRANCE MANIA YOU SHOULD FIND IT QUITE EASY, as you will be much more sensitive. NOW GO DO THE METHOD IN PART 3, UNTIL YOU FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’, THEN TRY ‘ELITISM’, AS ABOVE. I sincerely hope that your Mania has not depleted you too much, AND YOU CAN STILL DIRECT YOUR MIND AWAY FROM CLEVERNESS AND TOWARD SENSATION but do a SLOW tense and release of your stomach muscles if you need a ritual to begin…

LASTLY – PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE – PRETTY FUCKING PLEASE – STOP BEING ‘CLEVER’ ALL THE TIME, STOP BEING ‘STUCK IN YOUR CLEVERNESS’, IT CRIPPLES YOU, MAKES SHIT YOU ‘OK’, SO YOU NEVER CHANGE, YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT BUT ‘FAKE YOU’. You embarrass us all by not seeing this… YES, I APPRECIATE I AM MAKING THIS WORSE FOR YOU, MAKING YOU WORSE, AND I’M SORRY YOU DON’T SEE THE POINT OF THAT – YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE UNTIL YOU BREAK YOUR FAKE YOU, who you must see is the ONE who is making you worse AS ‘ITS’ REACTION TO THIS, NOT YOURS. And you must SEE THIS, at a certain level of clarity.

SO you MUST CHANGE TO THE POINT YOU can NO LONGER STAY WHERE YOU ARE, UNTIL EVERYTHING BECOMES ABOUT BEING DIFFERENT THAN YOU WHERE…

If you are STILL consciously waiting until you are a little more DESPERATE, a little more BROKEN, THEN KNOW, FOR CERTAIN, THAT TIME HAS ALREADY PASSED, BY THE VERY DEFINITION OF THAT ‘WAITING STATE’. The ‘time’ is now – HOWEVER MUCH YOU HAVE ENJOYED THIS SACRIFICE OF YOURSELF, HOWEVER MUCH YOU WANT TO BE A VIKING, YOU REALLY DON’T WANT TO GO OUT LIKE A VIKING ‘SLAVE’, which is what you actually are right now. THE WORLD IS FULL OF PARASITES, TRY NOT TO BE ONE, it is an awful, tragic and unwatchably pathetic ending – AT AN ANIMAL LEVEL YOUR CHOICES ARE ALWAYS EITHER BE THE HAMMER, OR BE THE NAIL, but YOU can do ‘BETTER THAN’ THAT.

For now just try and see – this stuff HAS to be USED, not just THOUGHT ABOUT – this is not some arsey-looking YOGA TEA you buy for a BETTER YOU but never, ever DRINK, because you are not WORTHY OF IT – SO GET A CUP, BOIL SOME WATER, POUR IT OVER THE BAG AND THEN FUCKING GULP IT DOWN – IT WILL TASTE A LOT BETTER THAN YOUR FAKE YOU HAS TOLD YOU IT WILL. If it helps at all KNOW THAT, YES, ‘YOU ARE THE SHIT’ BITCH, BUT frankly my dear, YOUR ‘High Style of the Damned’ ain’t all that anymore, is it… tik-fucking-tok, like…

As a personal note on the text above to end this post – do TRY AND UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH FOLKS LIKE ME LOATHE SPENDING ALL THIS TIME ON THIS STUFF, ON WHAT IS JUST ‘THE START’ OF YOUR DEVELOPMENT – ON CONVINCING YOU TO LOOK UP FROM THE LIFESTYLES OF THE ANIMAL TRASH THAT SURROUNDS YOU AND KNOW THERE IS BETTER. It is a very basic, very simple phase, a tiny little layer of Spirituality that you will forget very quickly when you pass through it, so it’s all a bit blah, blah, blah. Try not to take too much ‘SIGNIFICANCE’ FROM IT, LIKE AN ANIMAL, it has happened millions of times to millions of folk over the history of this planet – no one cares but you…

Try and see it this way – you are a Tiger cub taken from the jungle as a puppy, so you grew up locked in a cage, WITH NOTHING BUT ‘BEING THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION’ TO CONSOLE YOU. Simply planning your escape and getting out of that cage is nothing in comparison to what is to come YET YOU THINK THIS IS ALL SPIRITUALITY IS, INDEED, THAT THIS RATHER UN-FUN LOOKING CHANGE IS ALL THERE IS, and it is boringly good and you are EXCITINGLY BAD. YOU’RE WRONG – NO ONE WOULD BOTHER WITH ANY OF THIS IF THIS IS ALL THERE WAS TO IT, but you need to GET OUT OF THE FUCKING CAGE BEFORE YOU CAN SEE AND DO THE REST OF IT, before you CAN actually BE a TIGER, rather than an exhibit at a ZOO…OK?

See, if it was not NORMAL TO BE THIS ‘DOMESTICATED ANIMAL’ mess in this day and age, IF you had some ROLE MODEL OF SPIRITUALITY TO AIM FOR, some public figure to BE LIKE, that YOU LOVED AS A KID, you would OF SIMPLY TOUGHENED UP AND PUSHED PASSED THIS CRAP AS A KID, literally decades ago, AND FORGOTTEN IT. But all those CLASS SYSTEMS, BOTH SOCIAL AND RELIGIOUS ARE LONG GONE NOW, even the memory of them is tainted by the self-serving LEFT-WING ‘front end’ of RIGHT-WING consumerism, SO YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE FUCK TO DO EXCEPT FIT IN, as your society just makes stuff up on the fly to control you, every day is another form of crappy popularism, we have cycled full circle back to the 1920s…

So KNOW – WE ALL ACCEPT YOU MAY NEVER BE STRONG ENOUGH TO DO THIS YOURSELF, that HERD pattern IS CUT too deep, to go against it feels like a form of insanity to you, YOU MUST CONFORM OR BE MAD. Therefore it is PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE TO FIND A FEW FOLKS (VERY) LIKE YOU AND FORM A GROUP OF YOUR OWN KIND – for the many MODERN FOLKS THIS STRENGTH IN NUMBERS IS THE ONLY WAY FORWARD, THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN REACH OUT, particularly if you have hit the Mania thing hard.

The history of spirituality is colored by the need to be in these groups, there are 10,000 of them across the world even now, which usually start out as something else, indeed the need to belong to something special, something different, often leads gifted folks astray…

SO START YOUR OWN BLOODY GROUP THEN – IT IS ACTUALLY VERY EASY. 

THE TRICK IS TO PICK FOLKS YOU HAVE A REAL ‘CONNECTION’ TOO, AS THEY ARE LIKELY TO BE BOTH GIFTED AND ROUGHLY ON YOUR LEVEL – THESE FOLKS CAN HELP YOU, BECAUSE THEY ARE YOUR KIND.

THESE FOLK MUST AFFECT YOU POSITIVELY AND CONTINUALLY, MUCH MORE SO THAN THE MOMENTARY, CHANGEABLE WAY ANIMALS DO – YOU WANT OTHER PERFORMERS LIKE YOU, NO FANS OR HANGERS-ON WHO ADD NO VALUE AND LOWER THE ENERGY OF THE GROUP, AS THEY ARE PARASITES.

IN THIS WAY YOU CAN BUILD UP SOME TRUST IN THESE PEOPLE, BECAUSE THEY ARE ‘LIKE YOU’, AND SO STOP BEING TENSE AND DEFENSIVE WITH THEM, TO TREAT THEM LIKE A 2ND FAMILY, IN A FAMILIAL, CLOSE, OPEN WAY, BECAUSE THAT IS IMPORTANT.

YES, YOU MUST ‘ADD VALUE’ TO THE GROUP, BUT OVERALL THE GROUP ADDS MORE VALUE ‘BACK TO YOU’ – NO ONE MUST RESENT YOUR ‘PRESENCE’, YOU ARE NOT TRYING TO WIN, IT IS NOT A COMPETITION, IT IS A ‘COVEN’, A SUPPORT NETWORK, IT MUST FEEL COMFORTABLE.

SO DON’T GET STUCK WITH A BUNCH OF TROLLS – ANGRY, UNHAPPY, SCARED LITTLE PEOPLE, FOREVER SLAGGING EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE OFF AS A PATHETIC ATTEMPT TO FEEL BRIEFLY IMPORTANT, RIGHT, POWERFUL, IN THEIR OTHERWISE EMPTY LONELINESS.

SO NO PARASITES, NO RUBBERNECKERS, NO DAY TRIPPERS, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY NO ‘BOSSESS’ OR LEADERS, FOLKS WHO NEED TO CONTROL EVERYTHING SO EVERYTHING BECOMES A POWER TRIP, SO THEY HAVE TO BUY THEIR FRIENDS, THEY ARE A SPIRITUAL CANCER.

KNOW THAT THE WORLD IS FULL OF POND LIFE, CREEPY, NASTY, TWO-FACED, UGLY, ODIOUS WANKERS, PROJECTING THEIR OWN CRAP ONTO YOU IN AN ATTEMPT TO CONTROL YOU, AND SADLY MANIA TENDS TO ATTRACT MANY MORE OF THESE FREAKS INTO YOUR LIFE – THEY ARE OBVIOUS.

FOMO FOLKS ARE FINE, BUT NO ‘DOG IN A MANGER’ TYPES WHO WANT IT ALL FOR THEM OR NOTHING AT ALL FOR ANYONE, AVOID THE BITTER AND TWISTED, THEY ARE TOO WEAK TO HELP NOW – YOU NEED PEOPLE WHO CAN BE CHILL, WHILST BEING HONEST AND BRAVE FOR THIS STUFF.

SO KEEP THIS GROUP SMALL (3 TO 6), SECRET, SAME-SEX, AND SEPARATE TO ANYONE ELSE IN YOUR NORMAL LIFE, BUT IT IS FINE TO BE A BIT CONSERVATIVE WITH YOUR CHOICES AT THE START – THE GROUP DYNAMIC WILL MANAGE ITSELF, FOLKS WILL LEAVE AND NEW FOLKS JOIN OVER TIME.

So do it, I’ve been telling you to do it for a while now, SO KEEP IT SMALL – FIND A RELATED COMMON INTEREST, SOMETHING THAT CROSSES OVER BETWEEN THESE ‘WORLDS’, KEEP IT SECRET AND ‘START’. IT MUST NOT BE ANY TYPE OF GROUP TALKING ‘THERAPY’, OR ANY TYPE OF SCHOOL that needs preparation, OR POLITICAL THING full of self-righteous indignation, IT MUST BE FUN, INTERESTING, RELAXING, IT MUST BE VERY SHARED, AND THEREFORE VERY ‘EASY’ – JUST ‘GO FOR A DRINK’ AT FIRST LIKE, but don’t tell anyone else. From experience know that the ‘ENVIOUS’ CAN KILL THESE THINGS EARLY, jealously is very corrosive to development, so KEEP THEM OUT and CUT THEM OFF IF NECESSARY, before they stop you from doing something for yourself, rather than them…

Overtime you must come to CARE FOR EACH OTHER, whilst caring a shitload less for the others, so you must find these people ‘interesting’, genuine, honest, brave, and most of all you have some kind of REAL CONNECTION TO THEM. Again the key is for everyone to be CHILL, TO BE LIKEABLE, SO NO ONE GETS UPSET – THERE IS LITTLE HARM IN A SHARP TONGUE AND A KEEN EYE, BUT YOU MUST WEED OUT THE TOTAL PHYCOS early.

So no Victim Narcissists, no Truth Nazis, no Tortured Hasbeens, but most of all, MOST OF ALL, you must avoid the biggest stereotypical curse in all society, so NO MIDDLE-CLASS-COKE-HEADS-LIVING-OUT-SOME-DORK-LEVEL-ANTI-HERO-FANTASY-WHILST-BOTH-LOOKING-AND-ACTING-LIKE-AN-OVER-STUFFED-SACK-OF-SHIT-TIED-IN-THE-MIDDLE-WITH-BALE-WIRE, SPEWING-CREEPY-90S-‘BANTER’-LIKE-STICKY-DIARRHEA… THE ADDICTS, WANKERS, DRUNKS, GOSSIPS, SECRETS ARE THEIR STOCK-IN-TRADE, CUT THEM OFF. Even be careful with ‘Too Much To Lose, Marrieds’, as they can be very skittish and changeable, BUT A GOOD ‘BAD’ DIVORCE CAN BE AN EXCELLENT SPUR FOR GIFTED WOMEN TO ‘LOOK AGAIN AT LIFE’, WHILST IT TENDS TO COW MEN’s SPIRITS…

But honestly, more importantly, JUST START SOMETHING. Yes just starting at all is way more important than how you start, AND I GET THE GROUP THING BETTER THAN MOST – you probably already have something you can fix up and use for this.

See, I UNDERSTAND, YOU NEED A ‘TRANSITIONAL VEHICLE’, so get on with it, should be easy now I have explained it. Much as there is a tendency to call them BOOK CLUBS, or MOVIE CLUBS, or SUPPER CLUBS these days, rather than ANY TYPE OF DEVELOPMENT name, you can use any shared interest you like, even if you just want to smoke, as long as you can actually talk to each other, otherwise you will be ‘too shy, shyyyy, hush, hush…’ (Sorry, whoever wrote that crap). SO KNOW the talking and listening bit will become the KEY TO IT – don’t judge each other, leave the judgment for folks who have the experience to know what they are doing, and even then you doubt everything until it is REAL FOR YOU. 

So GET ON IT WITH IT, its later than you think, everything is changing, much quicker than you know, AIN’T NO POINT IN BEING COY NOW, LIKE – THAT TIME HAS LONG PASSED, so try not to delude yourself its still 10s years ago, that are you are still 25 y/os, that ANYTHING WILL JUST GET BETTER BY ITSELF, it won’t – IT WILL GET WORSE UNLESS YOU BREAK THE CHAIN OF IT…

Lastly on MANIA – ALWAYS REMEMBER MANIA HAS A STRONG TENDENCY TO MAKE YOU INTO A ‘WILLING VICTIM’,  a ‘sacrificial lamb’, as that is the nature of it, the point of it, so you do it willingly – ITS THE OLDEST CON IN THE BOOK. You do this because Mania makes you believe you are weak and stupid, so you become weak and stupid, which attracts Parasites that tell you they are strong and clever, in order to control you. You must break this cycle, you must see that they are NOT SCARY, AND NOT CLEVER, THEY ARE PARASITES, so they are totally dependent and very fragile by definition, they NEED THE HERD.

You are better than that, and finding your INDIVIDUAL IS THE KEY TO SEEING THAT, the key to being ‘BETTER THAN’ – THEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND YOU ARE STRONG AND CLEVER, and they are weak and stupid, so you stop believing Fake You and the Others, and start believing yourself. See that Herd does not really exist, every one of them hates every other one because they hate the HERD by definition, there is no loyalty, they gossip about the herd to protect themselves and would deny it all, SO THAT HERD DOES NOT REALLY EXIST, and you are ALREADY free to do whatever you wish, WHEN YOU SEE THAT. Then you will have ‘consequence’, because you WON’T CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE, so you won’t care what happens…

I say this simply so you understand – IT IS AN EXTREMELY USEFUL START FOR THE UNSCHOOLED GIFTED TO UNDERSTAND THEMSELVES IN THE CONTEXT OF THEIR GIFT, most have been on their own path since they were born, nothing ABOUT YOUR LIFE has ever BEEN NORMAL, has it:

SO YOU MUST LOOK BACK AT WHAT HAS ALREADY ‘HAPPENED TO YOU’ UNCONSCIOUSLY IN THE DARKER REACHES OF YOUR LIFE STORY…

YOU MUST THEN LOOK AT WHAT IS STILL ‘HAPPENING TO YOU’ UNCONSCIOUSLY AND MAKE IT CONSCIOUS,

THEN DECIDE WHAT YOU ‘WANT TO HAPPEN NOW’ CONCIOUSLY…

AND GET THE FUCK ON WITH IT.  

It is always later than you think, and staying where you are is NOT AN OPTION – YOU’RE AN EMOTIONAL CREATURE, DON’T GIVE THAT AWAY LIKE ITS NOTHING, DON’T BE A ‘SACRIFICE’ FOR OTHERS, USE IT FOR YOURSELF, ON YOURSELF, SO STOP BEING ‘INFERIOR’, BE AN INDIVIDUAL INSTEAD…

I know the TRANSACTIONAL HONOR CONCEPT IS HARD TO GRASP until you can feel it in the moment, feel what is good and bad for you, so just know in the meantime TO VOLUNTARILY ENGAGE IN TRANCE MANIA WITH INTENSE ANIMAL STATES OF MIND CURSES YOU ON A LEVEL YOU THAT IS BEYOND ANY CURRENT UNDERSTANDING YOU HAVE OF ‘BAD’. To voluntarily ‘LOSE YOURSELF’ for extended periods of time is the same as putting on a beautiful coat, pouring petrol over it, and lighting up a smoke, AND YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS…

SO CHANGE NOW AND START TO SIMPLY DO THIS, WHILST DRAMATICALLY REDUCING YOUR MANIA – 

SEPARATE OUT WHAT ‘YOU THE INDIVIDUAL’ THINKS, FROM ‘YOU THE HERD’.

THEN SEE THAT WHAT YOU THE INDIVIDUAL THINKS IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOU THE HERD, BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT YOU.

THEN YOU CAN STOP BEING CONTROLLED BY THE ‘WEIGHT OF OPINION’, AND START TO BE CONTROLLED BY YOUR OWN OPINION.

IF YOU DON’T DO THIS, YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ANY ‘WILL OF YOUR OWN’, AND YOU WILL REMAIN WHAT ‘THEY SAY YOU ARE’.

ALWAYS STAND ON ‘YOUR OWN 2 FEET’ FIRST, AND THEN ‘THINK’ – YOU ARE ‘SEPARATE’ NOW, YOU ARE ‘INDIVIDUAL’.

KNOW THAT YOUR PREFERENCE IS ENOUGH FOR IT TO BE TRUE FOR YOU, IN THE CONTEXT OF THIS SYSTEM.

THE WORD INDIVIDUAL MEANS IT CAN NO LONGER BE DIVIDED INTO LAYERS OF PROS AND CONS – IT IS SIMPLY YOUR CHOICE, AMEN.

IF YOU DON’T HAVE THE POWER TO CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF, YOU HAVE NO POWER AT ALL – YOU ARE AN ANT.

START WITH SIMPLE PREFERENCES FIRST, THEN BIGGER LATER, AS YOU GET MORE CONFIDENT ‘EXPRESSING’ THEM.

THEN YOU WILL BE ‘SEPARATE’, AND ONLY ‘THE SEPARATE’ CAN EVER REALLY ‘CHOOSE’ ANYTHING.

KEEP YOUR SENSE OF CONNECTION FOR YOUR OWN KIND, SO IT BENEFITS YOU, DO NOT GIVE IT AWAY, ITS ALL YOU HAVE.

I KNOW IT IS MUCH EASIER NOT TO HAVE YOUR OWN OPINION, TO BE CARRIED BY OTHERS, SO JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE BEING CARRIED TO YOUR DOOM, LIKE A VIKING SLAVE GIRL THAT EVEN THE OTHER VIKING SLAVE GIRLS HATE, SO THEY MAKE SURE ITS YOU, NOT THEM WHO SUFFERS TODAY.

DO NOT BE TRIVIALIZED BY LIFE, BY THE HERD, DO NOT BE ‘DEFEATED’ – SEE YOUR SLAVERY AS ‘TRIVIAL’ INSTEAD, UNTIL YOU ARE FREE OF IT – TAKE YOURSELF LIGHTLY, BUT BE YOURSELF. Literally, start making other plans, so you know you have options, whatever happens around you – MAKE YOURSELF BIGGER IN YOUR WORLD TO MAKE YOUR WORLD BIGGER, AND THAT WILL HELP MAKE YOU BIGGER AGAIN. Stop apologizing, stop repeating, stop explaining, SO YOU CAN STOP BEING CONTROLLED, get used to saying ‘Amen’ in your mind, and move on, LET THE DEVIL TAKE IT, NICE OR NASTY, good or bad, right or left or wrong, FUCK IT ALL TO HELL AND BACK, ‘AND IF THEY GIVE YOU SHIT, THEN THEY CAN WALK ON BY…’ (Sorry, Little Mix). 

SEE, YOUR ABILITY TO CHOOSE WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU IS ALL YOU REALLY HAVE IN THIS WORLD, IT IS THE ONLY WEALTH WORTH HAVING – DEATH IS BETTER THAN SLAVERY BECAUSE SLAVERY IS LIVING A DEATH, YOU DIE AGAIN EVERY DAY. Go easy, but know your life will be BETTER because of this choice – when you can do it all the time, THEN YOU CAN DEVELOP YOURSELF WITH EASE, YOU WILL SEE YOUR OWN ‘VALUE’, AND USE THAT VALUE TO FEEL ‘BETTER THAN’…

Know that many GIFTED women NATURALLY MAKE THIS SEPARATION VERY YOUNG – BETWEEN WHAT ‘THEY WANT TO DO’, AND ‘WHAT THEY ARE ‘OBLIGATED TO DO’, and it’s up to them to make the most of it, TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE. There is no harm in this AT THE START, BUT ONLY IF YOU KNOW THAT ‘FAKE YOU’ CREATES FAKE OBLIGATIONS TO CONTROL YOU, so you must CHANGE YOURSELF TO REMOVE THOSE OBLIGATIONS, OTHERWISE ‘YOU BECOME YOUR OBLIGATIONS’, you lose the ability to choose FOREVER – YOU BECOME THE ‘NEED TO BE OBLIGATED’ IN ORDER TO BE HAPPY, THE BASIS OF ALL SLAVERY ITSELF.

SO YOU BECOME TRIVIAL – YOU ARE WHAT THEY SAY YOU ARE, YOU DO WHAT THEY SAY YOU DO, and you think that is HAPPINESS… See the FALSE OBLIGATION TRAP IS ONE OF THE VERY WORST PATTERNS FAKE YOU uses against you – the creation of Anxiety based on some meaningless, ridiculous OBLIGATION, THAT CAN ONLY BE CLEARED BY FULFILLING THAT OBLIGATION. Get this -FAKE YOU MAKES YOU FEEL HAPPY TO PUT ON TIGHT SHOES FOR THE PLEASURE OF TAKING THEM OFF AGAIN. That pleasure does not actually exist, but by chasing that fake pleasure anything or anyone can get you do anything, so you become a PUPPET, BECAUSE YOU HAVE UNCONCSCIOUSLY ACCEPTED THE NEED TO BE ONE.

Trust me, the GIFTED ARE NOT OBLIGATED TO ANYONE BUT THEIR OWN KIND, and even then that is a transaction between them so is NOT DONE LIGHTLY. You MUST STOP THIS FALSE OBLIGATION BY SEEING IT, stop accepting what you don’t want AS A MINDSET IF YOU ARE GOING TO CHANGE, you must tell both yourself and others that you don’t want this, even if you have to go on with it for now. YOU MUST EXPECT BETTER in the IMPORTANT STUFF OF LIFE, NOT ACCEPT WORSE so you STOP EXPECTING BETTER – THEN YOU ‘DEFINE YOURSELF’, YOU ARE NOT ‘DEFINED BY OTHERS’, by the HERD, who would sacrifice you tomorrow without a second thought, INDEED, THEY ALREADY HAVE, so there is nothing to lose.

SO SEE YOUR OBLIGATIONS AS NOT ‘YOU’, AS DEGRADING, AND BE CLEAR WITH YOURSELF THERE IS NO VALUE IN THEM – THEY DON’T MAKE YOU HAPPY, INDEED THEY DON’T EVEN RELIEVE THE ANXIETY OF BEING DUMB ENOUGH TO ACCEPT THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE, that anxiety only ever goes when you stop ACCEPTING THEM AT ALL. See then, and only then, you can choose to be YOURSELF, INSTEAD OF SOME TRIVIAL LITTLE CREATURES WHO THOUGHTS, OPINIONS, DECISIONS ARE MEANINGLESS, BECAUSE THEY CAN BE OBLIGATED TO GO AGAINST THEM IN A MOMENT.

That is what TRIVIAL MEANS, SO BREAK THE ‘HABIT OF OBLIGATION’ – MAKE A POINT OF BREAKING IT WITH THINGS THAT SCARE YOU, BY SCARING THEM BACK.

So here is the point of this LAST speech today: 

If you have substantial TRANCE MANIA-related issues it is VERY LIKELY YOU WILL HAVE A MASSIVE ISSUE WITH FALSE OBLIGATION.

You can tell this by simply knowing IF YOU ARE ALREADY TORTURED BY THOSE OBLIGATIONS AND HAVE TRIED TO BREAK THEM BUT FAILED, AS THEY FEEL STRONGER THAN YOU, INDEED, YOU HAVE STARTED TO BECOME LIKE THEM TO SURVIVE, AND YOU HATE IT. 

SO KNOW THAT THIS HAS BECOME YOUR KEY FEATURE, YOUR BIGGEST BLOCK TO PROGRESS, AND YOU WILL NEVER BE ALLOWED TO DEVELOP YOURSELF UNLESS YOU BREAK IT – IT IS YOU OR THEM, IT IS LIFE OR DEATH AS IT WILL START TO SHOW ON YOU EARLY.

THERE IS A PARTICULAR TYPE OF ANIMAL PARASITE THAT FEEDS OFF YOUR VULNERABILITY TO THE POINT THEY CREATE IT, THEY CAN NOT COPE WITHOUT IT, THEY ARE ADDICTED AND THEREFORE WILL NEVER STOP BY THEMSELVES – THEY ARE MENTALLY ILL BUT THEY OFTEN CALL IT LOVE.

IT HAS BECOME SO COMMON THAT IT HAS A MEDICAL NAME NOW, AS AN EXTREME FORM OF ‘CO-DEPENDENCY’, AND IS THE CURSE OF MANY MODERN RELATIONSHIPS, AS IT IS A DRUG-LIKE STATE OF PARASITIC PLEASURE, THE PLEASURE IN THE SUFFERING OF OTHERS, IN CONTROL.

SO YOU MUST SEE THIS ISSUE AS SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER BE MANAGED OR PUT UP WITH, YOU MUST SEE IT AS A LIFE OR DEATH ISSUE – THIS IS SERIOUS IF NOT DEALT WITH, SO YOU MUST DO WHAT IS REQUIRED TO BREAK IT.

IN THE MEANTIME DO THE PROCESS IN PART 3 UNTIL THE VULNERABILITY PROCESS MAKES YOU STRONGER BY VENTING IT, IN PRIVATE, AND THEN ACT, BECAUSE NOTHING WILL CHANGE UNLESS YOU DO ACT, INDEED YOU WILL GET WORSE.

FIND YOUR OWN KIND AND PROTECT YOURSELF AS A GROUP, IT IS THE EASIEST WAY TO START TO CHANGE IF YOU HAVE THIS ISSUE.

YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THAT MANIA AND FALSE OBLIGATION DO THE SAME THING TO YOU, THAT IS WHY THEY ARE RELATED, THEY ARE BOTH TYPES OF SELF-SACRIFICE DRESSED UP TO BE ‘ENJOYABLE’, SO THEY NEVER, EVER END WELL FOR THE ‘WILLING VICTIM’. SO ALWAYS REMIND YOURSELF – THAT THERE IS NO SIGNIFICANCE, NO POWER, NO VALUE AT ALL IN THE PATH OF THE WILLING VICTIM, THEY ARE ALL JUST LAUGHING AT YOU, BECAUSE YOU APPEAR TO BE SO DUMB YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO DESTROY YOURSELF, FOR THEIR AMUSEMENT.  

If it helps at all, know this – SELF-SACRIFICE IN THIS WAY IS DIRECTLY RELATED TO BEING GIFTED at a mid to high level, OTHERWISE YOU COULD NOT DO IT, BUT your version of IT has gone wrong. You knew no better at the time, you have made mistakes, and those mistakes are VERY COMMON. The path of the Individual is the correct way to do this, BECAUSE IT WILL BREAK YOUR DESIRE TO DO THE WRONG PATH, AND THEN IT SIMPLY COMES DOWN TO ACTING differently, breaking the habit by replacing it with something else – TO LIVE GIFTED AT A HIGHER LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS RATHER THAN A LOWER ONE. Then you will find this as TRIVIAL AS WE DO…

FINALLY, BE CLEAR…

Evolutionary Elitism is everything ON THIS PLANET, it always has been and it always will be – THE WEAK WILL ALWAYS HATE THE STRONG, THE POOR WILL ALWAYS HATE THE RICH, THE UGLY WILL ALWAYS HATE THE BEAUTIFUL, THE STUPID WILL ALWAYS HATE THE SMART, THE TRASH WILL ALWAYS HATE THE QUALITY. SEE THEY HATE THAT ‘THEY’ ARE NOT ‘YOU’, so you must protect yourself from that if you want to BE YOU, otherwise they will turn you into THEM, AND THEY WON’T STOP UNTIL THEY ARE BETTER THAN YOU BECAUSE ITS THE BEST BUZZ THEY WILL EVER FEEL… 

If You choose to live below yourself BECAUSE IT IS EASY, you live with folk who hate you, will seek to control and humble you, and they can’t even do anything about it – your very Presence threatens their SENSE OF SELF. Every playground in every school is full of kids ‘finding their level’, ganging up to protect themselves from their ‘natural enemies’. Be as nice or as nasty as you wish, accept it or deny it, but YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE IT, AS THE WHOLE WORLD IS BUILT ON TOP OF IT. So don’t see the ACCEPTANCE OF ELITISM AS A ‘CHOICE’ THAT YOU CAN AFFECT, see it as A REALITY YOU EITHER EMBRACE, OR RUN AWAY FROM, BUT IT REMAINS REALITY WHATEVER THE FUCK LITTLE ‘YOU’ DECIDE TO DO…

Know the world of spirit is an even bigger jungle than your world, so best get used to it.  

YOU ACCEPTED ELITISM AS A CHILD, BEFORE IT WAS BEATEN OUT OF YOU

YOU EMBRACED WHAT MADE YOU ‘BETTER THAN’ TO THE POINT THAT FOR MANY OF YOU IT IS ALL YOU HAVE LEFT NOW…

SO IT IS TIME TO STOP HIDING BEHIND YOUR WEAKNESS AS AN OBVIOUS PRETENCE AT THE LEFT-WING LIBERALISM OF SOCIETY.

SEE, YOU HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN THIS STUFF, ALL GIFTED DO SECRETLY, YOU’VE JUST GOT A LITTLE BIT CONFUSED IN THE MEANTIME….

OK? So why not live a little eh, why not BE ‘YOU THE INDIVIDUAL’, from today onwards, TAKE A LITTLE LOOK AT JUST HOW MUCH OF YOUR LIFE IS THE MEANINGLESS PATTERN MATCHED SLAVERY OF FAKE YOU, and then CHANGE – BE AN INDIVIDUAL, BE YOURSELF, NOT THE HERD, NOT YOUR SURROUNDINGS, NOT YOUR FAMILY, AND THEN STAND THE FUCK UP, TALL, so you can actually ‘TAKE YOUR PLACE’ IN REALITY, as GIFTED, AS YOU THE ARISTOCRAT, the only bloody YOU worth a damn…

Still can’t DO IT YET? Still think you come from Trash so you are Trash, it is just too bigger air gap, you could never get away with putting on ‘airs and graces’? So a last bit of help for you then, as you should know THE FAILURE TO COMMIT TO THIS PATH PUBLICALLY OFTEN COMES DOWN TO 1 SIMPLE THING, PARTICULARLY IF YOU HAVE SUBSTANTIAL MANIA ISSUES, AND ARE THEREFORE VERY, VERY WEAK…

SO DON’T GET STUCK ON SIMPLY THINKING YOUR ‘BACKGROUND’ IS NOT OF HIGH ENOUGH ‘QUALITY’ TO BE ARISTOCRATIC, IT IS PART OF THE INSIDIOUS, UNDERMINING EFFECT OF YOUR TRANCE MANIA – YOU ARE FLAKEY NOW, INCONSISTENT. 

DON’T CARE THAT YOU HAVE NO PRIVILEGE, NO EDUCATION, NO MONEY, NO CLOTHES, NO STYLE, NO MANNERS, NO STUFF, NO DECENT FRIENDS – THAT YOU HAVE NEVER HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE ARISTOS, THAT YOU HAVE HAD TO DO BAD THINGS IN YOUR STRUGGLE THUS FAR DOES NOT MATTER.

IT IS YOUR ONGOING MANIA THAT MATTERS, BUT YOU CAN LEARN EVERYTHING YOU NEED FROM SCRATCH, INDEED IT IS BETTER TO LEARN FROM SCRATCH, AS YOU WILL BE BETTER AT IT BECAUSE YOU NOW KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AIMING FOR.

BUT IF IT HELPS AT ALL, KNOW THAT IS REALLY USEFUL TO IMPROVE YOUR LANGUAGE SKILLS, AND YOUR VOCABULARY, AS THAT CAN MAKE YOU FAR MORE CONFIDENT IN THIS CHANGE, AND IS THE SOURCE OF A LOT OF GIFTED ‘BETTER THAN’ FEELING, AT THE START.

SO DON’T BE SHY IN LEARNING HOW TO SPEAK BETTER, WITHOUT CONSTANT SLANG OR MUMBLES, OR ERRRS, TRY SOME RHETORIC, IT IS AN ANCIENT PRACTICE, INVENTED BY THE GREEKS 2500 YEARS AGO FOR A VERY GOOD REASON…

DON’T WORRY WHAT RHETORIC HAS COME TO MEAN IN THE MODERN WORLD, KNOW THAT WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEANS IS THE ‘HIGH ART OF SPEAKING’.

JUST KNOW A 1/3 OF THE EFFECT OF YOUR SPEECH IS THE WORDS, ANOTHER 1/3 IS THE CADENCE, RHYTHM AND TONE OF VOICE, AND 1/3 THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE, THE SMILE IN YOUR EYES, AND WHATEVER FLEETING MICRO-EXPRESSIONS DANCE ACROSS IT AS YOU SPEAK.

LEARN TO CONTROL THESE AND STOP LEAVING THEM TO CHANCE – IF NOTHING ELSE IF YOU SIMPLY LEARN TO SPEAK LOWER, SLOWER, AND TO THE POINT YOU WILL NOT ONLY BE TAKEN MORE SERIOUSLY, BUT IT WILL ALSO CHANGE YOU MENTALLY, YOU WILL NATURALLY BECOME MORE ARISTOS.

THEN YOU CAN LEARN TO ATTRACT OR REPEL WHOEVER YOU WISH, WITH FAR LESS EFFORT THAN IT TAKES BASIC LITTLE YOU TO DO NOW – TRANCE MANIA DESTROYS YOUR COMMUNICATIONS SKILLS TO THE POINT YOU ARE NOT EVEN AWARE OF THEM ANYMORE, YOU ARE ‘DAZED’.

SO YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE BACKS AWAY FROM YOU, OR TREATS YOU BADLY ANYMORE, WHY THEY DON’T BELIEVE YOU ANYMORE, AND EVEN START TO DISLIKE YOU TO THE POINT THEY TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU – ITS BECAUSE YOU TALK LIKE AN UNCONSCIOUS TWAT.  

See you are NOT AWARE WHAT SERIOUS ABUSE OF TRANCE MANIA HAS DONE TO YOUR FACE… You still think your teenage expressions work, look genuine, look natural, look interested, you don’t know that they have become a bizarre selection of cartoon characters, looking totally out of place on someone your age, like some childish mask of what a ‘desperate people pleaser’ would look like after a stroke. You don’t see that, outside of these obviously fake expressions, you have the frozen, glassy-eyed RBF of someone who is seriously ‘troubled’, dancing with any number of micro expressions that constantly give away their fear and inherent negativity, to the point that folks avoid looking at them.

Yet it is easy to fix, when you know you have it, when you are prepared to CHANGE THEM IN LINE WITH WORKS NOW, WITH WHAT LEVEL OF ‘MUCH SUBTLER ANIMATION’ THAT GOES WITH THE ARISTOCRAT LOOK OF ALWAYS BEING PLEASANT, BECAUSE YOU ARE TAKING PLEASURE IN YOUR SURROUNDINGS, to be relaxed, mildly amused by everything, to the point you are ALWAYS HAPPY IN YOURSELF. Not some tortured, unhappy soul clinging on by their finger nails, FOREVER EXPECTING THE WORST, even though you don’t actually feel that, BECAUSE YOU HAVE FAILED TO NOTICE HOW YOU ACTUALLY LOOK IN THE MIRROR THESE DAYS. Check it – you’ve changed…

SO BEST GET ON WITH IT EH, IT WON’T HAPPEN BY ITSELF – ONLY DECAY, DISSIPATION AND DECLINE HAPPEN BY THEMSELVES. SO MAKE A POINT OF CHANGING THE WAY YOU LOOK, AND YOU MIGHT BE VERY SURPRISED AT HOW FOLKS WILL THINK YOU HAVE ‘SUDDENLY GOT A LOT BETTER’, AT, WELL… EVERYTHING. They may even be cheeky and ask you what pills you are on now, AS FOR SOME OF YOU YOUR FACE REALLY HAS BECOME ‘THAT BAD’.

If after reading this post you only have the time to do ‘one thing’, it’s this – FIX the decline of your communication skills and it will change your life immediately.

In time, and with development, you may even come to realize that ALL ARISTOS ONLY EVER EXPRESS THEMSELVES WITH THEIR EYES, whilst leaving everything else neutral – it is a level of CLASS that even animals intuitive associate with a higher lifeform. So try on the classic soft smile with your eyes only, then slightly raise your eyebrows, you will find it is more than powerful enough for just about anything normal, and leave that ‘crinkling and narrowing’ thing for special occasions ONLY, as with a low, slow gravely voice that shit can actually be TOO EFFECTIVE. Know that this does NOT look like an icy, sarcastic bitch, it looks like SELF-CONFIDENCE, CLASS, AND, MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, ‘DISTANCE’, because that is what POWER-OVER-YOURSELF looks like – SEE that IS ACTUALLY PART OF DEVELOPING THAT POWER, and its much more compelling for you right now, is it not?

So enough for Trance Mania now, maybe just get the fuck on with it, with fixing it – so DON’T GET STUCK ON NETIZCHE’S ‘TRUE LIES’ concept, THAT IN ORDER TO BECOME WHAT ONE ‘IS’, YOU MUST PRETEND TO BE ‘REAL’ FIRST, IN ORDER TO STOP PRETENDING TO BE THAT CRAPPY ‘FAKE’ HERD ROLE ‘FAKE YOU’ ALREADY HAS YOU PLAYING, in that rather off-broadway show of your life. Maybe look at the feature image of this post and KNOW ITS JUST YOU AND YOUR HORSE NOW, shame to go on beating and torturing the poor thing because it gives you a brief rush eh, LIKE A TWAT, as even now, even after everything, even after all the stupid fucking SACRIFICIAL shit, it is still loyal to you, indeed, it’s actually the ONLY thing that still is… 

Ahhh.. no, you are probably right, YOU ARE WAY CLEVERER THAN ME, ALL THAT TRANCE HAS MADE YOU INTO FUCKING EINSTEIN, all that hiding away, and ‘EGO SAFETY’ in your own (not even remotely) secret little world – maybe the fate of a slave girl at a viking ship funeral is worth it at the BITTER END, so let me know how that goes. But even you have to admit, how clever of those other slave girls to choose life and DITCH YOU while you will still ‘CLEVER’ enough to keep holding that baby, SO NOW YOU HAVE IT ALL TO YOURSELF. Yep, however much you think this is all some kind of cool game, it is always better to face the truth and KNOW YOU LOST AN AWFULLY LONG TIME AGO, than to simply keep digging your own grave, eh.

But that’s fine, just let me know when all this stops being fun hun, and try repeating, just ‘under your breath’ for now, ‘THE GREATER THE FIGHT, THE GREATER THE VICTORY, THE GREATER THE GLORY’ – remind yourself you used to be SOMEBODY, way back in the day, before you became, well… ‘this’, what you blame me for, LIKE A TWAT. So do yourself a favor and always try and REVELL in these moments, where the SHAME OF YOUR UTTER HUMILIATION MEETS THE REALIZATION OF YOUR UTTER INSIGNIFICANCE, that no one else has even noticed YOUR TOTAL DEFEAT, as they all bailed on you years ago, AS THAT IS KINDA THE POINT OF THIS SPEECH, you DORK.

Yep, that TRANCE SHIT is a total BITCH, but I hope there is something else left than the ‘DISTANT PITY’ everyone else FEELS for YOU, AT LEAST in your own HEART, so why not DO PART 3 and see if you can find it – maybe there WAS a reason you have DESTROYED yourself FOR FUN OF IT, indeed the reason YOU ARE READING THIS…

So SEE IT now, and SEE IT CLEAR – 

THERE WAS NEVER ANY ‘FALSE PRIDE’ TO BE HAD IN YOUR SECRET CLEVERNESS, IT WAS ‘NEVER SECRET’, ‘NEVER CLEVER’ – YOU HUMILIATED YOURSELF

THE ONLY ‘SELF-PRIDE’ YOU WILL EVER FIND IS THE ABILITY TO STOP YOUR SECRET CLEVERNERSS, TO STOP BEING A ‘SACRIFICAL LAMB’.

YES, YOU HAVE BEEN PLAYED FOR A FOOL, SO ITS TIME TO GET OVER THAT, AND MOVE ON – SO CHANGE, YOU HAVE HELP NOW.

ELSE YOU DISSOLVE INTO NOTHINGNESS, AND THAT WILL BE WRITTEN ON YOUR FACE FOR ALL TO SEE, LIKE A DAYGLO HAZMAT SIGN… 

I wish you good luck, as if you have fucked much with Trance Mania you are REALLY going to need it, SO DON’T FORGET TO WORK ON YOUR HONOR, too.

 

Ahhh… none of that has worked, YOU ARE STILL ADDICTED TO YOUR MANIA, to your personal sacrifice, its all you have now? You are what we call ‘end-stage’, you only really feel alive during mania, everything else is ‘greyed out’ – YOU LITERALLY CAN’T STOP, BECAUSE YOU HAVE TRIED BEFORE?

However, you may also be a small subset of GIFTED WHO CAN ONLY DEVELOP THEMSELVES VIA MANIA, as that is part of who they are, their GIFT. The best way to say it is that your GIFT IS NOW CONNECTED TO YOUR MANIA TO SUCH A HIGH DEGREE IT IS THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN ACCESS IT, OUTSIDE OF THIS IT IS JUST A BLANK. This is the classic Route 1 Catharisis approach of what is best regarded as a form of Modern Shamanism (aka Demon Worship), it is VERY unpredictable but does work for some, who have a hereditary bent in that direction. It is hard to see your way through it, so you will need serious help YOU TRUST, as this world particularly is full of fakes, selling your ass to others.

Don’t despair, you can still develop yourself, but you will NEED TO TRICK YOUR FAKE YOU INTO IT, whilst stopping the SACRIFICIAL WASTE OF YOURSELF AT THE SAME TIME. The REAL TRICK, of course, is to find the correct REPLACEMENT THERAPY, OF THE SPECIFIC TYPE OF MANIA WITH A POSITIVE CONNECTION, RATHER THAN A NEGATIVE ONE. So you will need to be committed to this, otherwise you will backslide, and have a lot of trust in the process. You must STILL STOP EVERYTHING ELSE, SO THAT POSITIVE MANIA MUST WORK FOR YOUR FAKE SELF AT THE START, OTHERWISE YOU WON’T…

Now, there are literally hundreds of practices that use Mania to develop yourself, from the OG of the Greek Dionysian Rights all the way to the incredibly organized and constrained Tantra of Daoism, none of which I’m going to cover today. Don’t fool yourself however, the use of Sex in Spirituality is a very Western thing, from the organized and largely Christian movements of the 17th/18th Centuries in London, the Morovians, Swedenborg and many others, to the current Sacred Sexuality movements, so beloved of the LGBT world, even the Hollywood stuff, the NewAge use of sex clubs etc, but most of that is just more self-destruction. But that does not matter so much for you, if you are END STAGE – what matters is to find a positive connection, not a negative one, and that means your own kind, specifically folks you have a felt connection to, YOU MUST ‘STOP THE ROT’, otherwise nothing will work.

See, this is where you are – here is the COLD LIGHT OF DAY SPEECH, in the modern ‘mental health’ terms, you love so much…

WATCH OUT FOR THE ‘GIFTED NUMBNESS’, WHEN IT BECOMES PERMANENT, WHEN YOU ‘CHASE IT’ = END STAGE.

EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL NUMBNESS AT THE LATER STAGES OF MANIA, EVEN WITHOUT PILLS, POWDERS AMD ALCOHOLISM, IS A VERY BAD SIGN FOR THE COMING CRASH THAT HAPPENS TO SO MANY GIFTED VIA THEIR FAKE SELF, WHICH HAS BECOME A HUNGRY DEMON.

SEE NUMBNESS IS A LAST RESORT, IT IS YOUR GIFT STEPPING IN TO KEEP ‘THE MANIA’ BACK, YOUR SELF-DESTRUCTION BACK.

ALL NEGATIVE EMOTION IS A FORM OF INSANITY, BUT IT IS ONLY REALLY A PROBLEM WHEN IT IS CONSTANT, AND DESPERATE, WHEN YOU NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO YOUR CONSCIENCE LEVEL EMOTIONS, WHEN FAKE YOU HAS WON – YOU BECOME ‘MANIC’.

SO IF YOU HAVE BAD TRANCE MANIA ISSUES, THE ONLY REALISTIC CHANCE YOU HAVE IS TO SEE YOUR IMMINENT DESTRUCTION AND PULL BACK, PREFERABLY BEFORE IT HAPPENS, NOT AFTERWARDS, AS YOU BECOME DESPERATE WHEN YOUR NUMBNESS FAILS AS YOUR REAL YOU BURNS.

TO DO THIS AT THE END STAGE YOU NEED A ‘PERSONAL CONNECTION’ TO DEVELOPMENT.

THIS IS YOUR JOURNEY NOT MINE, AND FOR THE SEMI-PERMANENTLY NUMB, ‘THE LOST SOULS’ AT A YOUNG AGE, IT IS A GREAT SIGN FOR A STRONG GIFT BUT ONLY IF YOU CAN STOP, ONLY IF YOU CAN PASS, THEN MUCH OF THIS GETS VERY EASY. ANIMALS DON’T HAVE THIS BUFFER, THIS FAIL SAFE, THAT IS HOW YOU CAN TELL THEY ARE ANIMALS, THEY BECOME VERY DISTRUBED VERY QUICKLY, AND USUALLY REQUIRE CONSTANT MEDICATION AS THEIR DARKER INSTINCTS GO INTO OVERDRIVE – THEY BECOME OBSESSED WITH CONTROL.

THAT’S WHY FOLKS LIKE ME LET IT HAPPEN TO THE ‘HARD CASES’ – THERE IS NO BETTER 4TH WAY CLASSROOM IN THE WORLD FOR A ‘REAL YOU’, THAN MANIA. BUT WE DON’T LET IT GO ON FOREVER, AFTER A WHILE IT’S JUST CRUEL… HOWEVER RUTHLESS THAT SOUNDS KNOW IT IS THE WAY IT IS MEANT TO BE – YOU EITHER PASS OR YOU FAIL, SPIRITUALITY IS A JUNGLE, THERE IS DANGER ALL AROUND YOU, ALL THE TIME, AND MANIA HAS MADE YOU MORE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THIS.

SO THE QUESTION IS, CAN YOU STILL PASS A GIFTED ‘SHAME TEST’, HAS YOUR DESIRE FOR POINTLESS SELF-DESTRUCTION FINALLY ABATED ENOUGH TO STAND AGAINST YOUR MANIA, YOUR DEAD END ‘SELF-SACRIFICE’ – DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU HAVE DONE NOW…

IF YOU CAN THEN YOU CAN LEARN HOW TO FEED YOUR MANIA DEMON AND DEVELOP YOURSELF AT THE SAME TIME, UNTIL YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO STOP YOUR MANIA.

JUST KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU ARE ONE OF 10,000S OF GIFTED FOLKS WITH UNCONSCIOUS MANIA ISSUES, SPREAD ACROSS EVERY CORNER OF YOUR COUNTRY, SO YOU DON’T MATTER, AND NOBODY, NOT EVEN ME, GIVES A FUCK, BECAUSE RIGHT NOW YOU ARE NOT WORTH HELPING UNTIL YOU HELP YOURSELF. MANIA-BASED CLEVERNESS IS A DEEPLY TEDIOUS THING FOR TEACHERS THE WORLD OVER – YOU WILL FLIP/FLOP CONSTANTLY, LIE CONSTANTLY, SO YOU MUST FIND A WAY TO BE RUTHLESS WITH YOUR HERD, MUCH AS SEVERAL OF YOU ALREADY HAVE DONE SO, SURPRISINGLY – MY COMPLIMENTS, THE MIRROR CRACKS, EH? JUST DON’T GO ALL ‘DOG IN A MANGER’ AND TRY AND STOP OTHERS ESCAPING IT, CAUSE I HATE THAT…

SO LETS SEE SHALL WE – SADLY WITH MANIA THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THIS FINAL TEST: 

YOU CAN EITHER FIGHT YOUR WAY OUT OF THE CHAVY LITTLE SHITHOLE YOU HAVE DUG FOR YOURSELF, OR YOU CAN’T, BECAUSE AT THIS EXTREME LEVEL, THAT IS WHAT THE GIFTED SHAME TEST LOOKS LIKE – NO ONE WILL HELP YOU UNLESS YOU CAN DO THIS FIRST.

IF YOU CAN THEN LATER YOU WILL LEARN HOW TO USE MANIA TO BUILD YOURSELF, LIKE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO, INDEED YOU WILL LEARN OF THE POWER OF IT AS A MASSIVE SHORTCUT TO THE DEPTH OF ‘REAL’ CONNECTION YOU CRAVE, SO IT IS NOT GONE FOREVER, YOU WILL GET IT BACK..

YES, AT THE END STAGE WE MUST ‘FEED YOUR DEMON’, YOUR FAKE SELF MUST WANT TO DO THIS VIA YOUR ‘CONNECTION’ TO ‘BETTER’.

YES, I KNOW, A FEW OF YOU ALREADY HAVE A CONNECTION TO ME, A ‘REAL YOU’ CONNECTION, BUT THAT WILL NOT BE ENOUGH BY ITSELF, YOU STILL HAVE TO TRY, MUCH AS YOU HAVE ALREADY HAD A LOT OF HELP.

YES, I KNOW, WITHOUT THAT CONNECTION AT THE ‘END STAGE’ YOU HAVE NO CHANCE AND YOU KNOW IT – YOU NEED THAT CONNECTION TO BE VERY SIMILAR TO YOUR MANIA, YOU NEED TO FEED YOUR DEMON AT THE END STAGE, TO WORK WITH IT, YOU CANNOT STAND AGAINST IT. SO YOU MUST FIND A WAY TO ATTRACT YOUR FAKE SELF, YOUR DEMON TO SOME ASPECT OF YOUR DEVELOPMENT, VIA A HIGH-QUALITY CONNECTION, THAT IS VERY PERSONAL TO YOU, AND ONLY YOU.

So go find it.

 

FOR THE REST OF YOU KNOW NOW, FOR ALL OF THOSE ADDICTED TO TRANCE MANIA, for all those who can never change BECAUSE THEY CAN’T PASS A SHAME TEST ANYMORE: 

YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE, FOR ALL TO SEE – YOU ARE NOTHING, YOU ARE NUMB TO BEING NOTHING, BECAUSE YOU HATE YOURSELF. 

SEE I KNOW FROM LONG EXPERIENCE YOU ARE AT PEACE WITH THAT NOW, THAT IS THE FATE YOU HAVE WILLINGLY CHOSEN, YOU DON’T CARE NOW.

SO PLEASE STOP READING MY BLOG TO COMFORT YOURSELF – YOU HAVE NO SHAME NOW, SO BEST GO FIND A GOD TO PRAY TO.

EVERYTHING IS BLOODY TEST if you are GIFTED, INDEED THESE CONTINUAL TESTS ARE THE BEST WAY TO KNOW THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM YOUR GIFT, you develop yourself or you BURN, YOUR SPIRIT, YOUR GIFT, LITERALLY BURNS UP, and takes YOU with it, YOUR SANITY. SADLY YOU HAVE FAILED THESE TESTS, AND FAILED THEM WILLINGLY. 

Please GO NOW, and feel free to go right on CHASING YOUR MANIA, your HERD WILL LOVE YOU FOR IT, YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE CHAT BUDDIES, YOU WILL ALWAYS FEEL SPECIAL, and YOU WILL ALWAYS BE ‘RIGHT’. Yes, you will always ‘HAVE A LAUGH’, so try and forget that they are actually laughing at you…

Maybe watch out for those ‘bits’ at the end mind, get a good doctor, get a good story, take your blood tests regularly, get the good but acceptable meds, and try and hide your stalking, your perversions, your fetishes, your criminality – don’t advertise them with your clothes, however cool they make you feel, they sicken and disturb other people, who will think you are ‘evil’. Try not to control others, and don’t hurt other people for the fun of it as they will take their revenge on you eventually, so try not to steal, try not to be totally crap at your job, and when your middle-class ANTI-HERO SEEMS SO BADASS to you, always remind your self that EVERYONE WANTS TO BE A GANGSTER UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY MEET ONE, THEN THEY JUST WANNA RUN – you are a PUSSY who is scared of house spiders, your life is a transparent fantasy, a cheap, lowly rated OF porno, PERMANTLY ‘on sale’ for fat people, best not to delude yourself.

Sure – I know you tried, I know you were BETTER once, in your childhood, then when you tried to START AGAIN, and again, but there were just too many of them, and your parents were shit, your school was shit, your neighborhood was shit, your friends where shit, your teeth are shit, you were just unlucky, no money, no class, no chance, and you had to keep all these animals happy. It’s not your fault, just nothing you ever did BETTER worked, but sadly its just YOUR FAKE YOU IS WAY TOO STRONG NOW, you path is set. I know IT WAS SO EXCITING ONCE, all that sneaking around like a ‘Ninja Turtle’, and that is all you know now I guess, before you eventually realize you have become what you hated the most, so try not to dwell on that, on how disturbed you are now.

Lastly, try not to be freaked out when you wake up tomorrow and you are already old, and nothing works anymore, you see folks look away from your face, and you can’t remember why you did any of this too yourself, like the flashbacks of a disgusting dream of disgusting you that you have to deny ever happened.

But most importantly: 

DO NOT GO ON WITH THIS BLOG, STOP DOING PART 3. 

UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES READ PART 4, AS IT WILL SHOW YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF. 

So however it goes down now, however it ends, always remind yourself this was YOUR CHOICE, YOU DID IT WILLINGLY, so can’t blame all those better folks you once knew who have sold you out, as no one will lose a moment’s sleep over you, BUT YOU. Don’t WORRY, see however many reasons you have to REALLY worry, just know that worrying won’t help, cause nothing will NOW – it’s always strange at the end, when you never quite know what is going to happen next, BUT YOU NEVER HONESTLY EXPECTED IT TO GO ON FOREVER, DID YOU..?